A friend of mine posted this on her blog. I find it to be very true. =) Love is always around everyone, everyday. It cannot be destroyed and it won't disappear. People always say 戏如人生，人生如戏. It's true. Sometimes you might think that the drama or movie that you watch is not realistic. But in fact, it just happens in life on someone, somewhere.  Life's Journey

Juz woke up from my nap.I wasn't really sleeping a deep sleep anyway.More like a forty winks than anything.Half hour before my alarm goes off.Just don't feel like sleeping anymore.Usually when I'm asleep I can't hear a thing.But I tgh tidor ayam tadi.Even my hp silent mode also heard the vibration. So I might as well get up lor. Wot did I wanted to say?Oh yea, tonight have to practice for Fac Night, ESZ. Dui.Rly sien ler. Esp the ESZ one. Swt.I wish I can just Dig a hole and Hide inside of it.I

I just remember I can't say where I go, because firstly, I skip sth,2ndly I skip another thg. So haha.Not gonna say where I've been to.But here's some hint.Go to People Mountain People Sea de place.So many things to see and eat.Amazingly.A long stretch of road.What also have.And from the price I see.Quite reasonable as well. I don't really check things out when I don't have anything to buy in my mind.Well, the problem with us girls is when we see too much,Do too much window shopping.We'll feel like

15 Mins to Blog before I take my nap.I fear it'll exceed the time. Seems to blabber a lot while I blog. xDThat I blog more than I do my homework. Ought to cut down on blogging, otherwise I'll just keep procrastinating. So I'll make this short.And here's a song that I'm listening to.So don't like her singing it.But I'm insanely in love with the song. ^^Stay by Miley Cyrus Lost here in this moment And time keeps slipping by And if I could have just one wish I'd have you by my side You

Monday:  26th July Went back to Melaka yesterday. Reach home by 10am.Just to grab some stuff, and then go sightseeing.Honestly, I don’t make a good tourist guide.That’s always been the case.Since I’m not usually the one driving.And wherever people bring me I just follow.Although there are some places I’ll go if I want to. I still feel full from last night’s dinner.><”Ate Sate Celup at night.Ate too much jor.Even thou I don’t think it’s that much.Usually I can eat up to 15-20

Sunday, 25th July Part I:It’s 2 am in the morning.The time I usually sleep.Yet today it’s different.I just woke up for the fourth time from the time I was asleep. Slept at 11pm something.Then I just kept waking up from my sleep.Dreamt of something then sleep back.Then woke up again. Every time I woke up someone else sms me.And uhh, my stomach is upset again.I really have no idea for the thousand times what is wrong.Still not okay have to take some more medicines.Although I would rather not.I still

星期六，7月24日 又头痛了，最近常常这样。吃了药还很痛。><昨天今天也跑了七次厕所，不懂是不是吃错了什么东西，至少肚子吃了药，好过一点了。 没有得上网，只好在电脑打下来现。惨，没有得上网不懂要怎么做我的功课，真是的。看书算了。来到这里都没动到我的书。得看完它才行，因为想快点知道结局。><” 在听南拳妈妈的歌和泳儿的专辑。泳儿的一首歌Close To My Heart真的很好听。 Close To My Heart 当心跳加速到不懂得拒绝爱 Close To My Heart 无人能明白根本放不开 Close To My Heart 想感觉一次简单的爱与被爱 In My Heart In My Heart 一直期待  有了一点灵感了。等下应该会写多一个诗吧。听得顺耳就是好了。头痛， 不想说这么多，就这样吧。

Still in my Playlist: Need You Now by Lady AntebellumPicture perfect memories, Scattered all around the floor. Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more. And I wonder if I ever cross your mind. For me it happens all the time. Playback List: I Turn To You by Christina AguileraFor a shield from the storm, For a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm I turn to you. For the strength to be strong, For the will to carry on For everything you do, for everything that's true I turn

We've been through this stage so many times already.I really have no idea what is it this time. 我不用说你就知道我在想什么 ，但你不说，我真的不知道你在想什么？ I really don't know what you think I'm thinking.It can't be any different than the usual.You always said this time isn't the same.What exactly isn't the same? 我猜不透，好端端的，我到底做了什么？还是我没做了什么？ Why is it things always turn into this way??What is it you want me to do?你知道的，我也知道的。究竟是什么？你想说又不说。你不说我会觉得很无奈。 朋友，都这么久了。为什么要这样呢？我猜你猜，一直在猜心。 我不是说你烦，我不想你烦，我也不想烦。 算了，还是让彼此冷静先吧是我想多还是你想多？ Whatever

华语就叫做变色龙。Nobody that knows me for a while will say that I'm a QUIET person.Seriously, I'm not.I just seem that way most of the times.Haha, in fact, some of my friends find me to be very NOISY. =P It really depends on the crowd I'm with.Like I've stated in my previous post.There are those that I can have endless topic with.Can go on and talk and talk and talk.Those are the friends that I get to share everything with. There are also friends of mine,That being together with them,We don't really have

Everything is so Perplexing right now. It's like trying to Cram everything right away. Reminds me of instant food process. Where you order, then you get it. Kinda feels like Fast Food right now. Where everything have to be fast and direct. Gosh, you lost count of the days over here. It just feels like the same day everyday. Every morning had to wake up early, Go class, sit bus, walk there. And I still very blur. My god, everyday go class I just feel so Sleepy. I'm a sucker for class. Always feel

I can't really grasp the idea of being ask again and again of the same questions by the same people and giving them the same answers when they keep doubting me. I wouldn't bother giving them the Benefit of the Doubt. It's up to them to trust me or not. The thing that bothers me is that I've already said so many times and they still had to ask me about it. And I thought I was the blur one. Apparently, there are people even blur than me ><" And I thought I could make my poker face look better. But

Date: 17th July 2010Time: About 4.15pmPlace: Traffic Light near Bangi Police Station Just a sec difference and Everything Changes.We was almost back at UKM when my sis asked me if I wanted to da pao McD for Dinner.My mum packed my lunch, coz I x sempat eat it.N I thought I'll be hungry by night so I said ok.And she took the other way instead of going back straight to UKM. Then it all happen so fast.She was following a car behind.Both of us didn't see the Red Light, since the car in front go she

I'm home. took about 1 hour and 15 minutes 2 reach only. Hehe. Sis came up from Port Dickson n fetch me bak la. Took her 40 mins from there. Have tons of stuff I hev 2 clear by 2day, otherwise I dun hev much time ad.Need 2 go shop for stuff. Go buy Laptop. Go change my number to Maxis. Rly rush, coz my sis goin back after lunch 2moro, hope I sempat 2 do all those stuff la.Waiting 4 my dad to come back and brg me go buy anyway.So yea, no time to rest oso.Leng lui want c me o...haha..xDBut

说真的，还不是很习惯这里的生活。什么事都要自己去处理，抢先知道。 Freedom. Energy. Alert. Respect. F.E.A.R In order to Survive, you have to overcome your FEAR. N hev all these qualities to stay Focus and in the Field. I'm not born a Leader. But I'm not a Follower either. And another thing is, I'm not a Team Player. But now I have to learn to be one. I'm so used to doing evrything by myself when I'm in a group. Reason bcoz they duno how 2 do and I wan 2 help us all to score. But it's different over here. I feel like

Breath In. Breath Out. Breath In. Breath Out.Keep doing that then you'll calm down. These few days has been like a Roller Coaster ride.With the state that I'm still in the Blur mode.And we thought last week was a Nightmare.I feel like I still haven't wake up from the Dream. It all seems Surreal from the day I came here.It's like I keep asking myself is this really Happening?I try to wake myself up constantly to the fact that I am.But I kept having the feel of being in a box, Trapped. Trying to

在这里第九天了，来update一下下。 本来第一天来时，有很多东西想写，很多东西想说。 可是一个星期后，觉得都无所谓了。 这不是结局，这是一个开始，虽然第五天就病倒了，还连续病了几天，我都没跟家人说， 从别人的缺点，我看见了自己不该拥有的态度。 不管什么事都好，sabar je lah. Evrythg will be alright. As long as you Always keep your Friends close. 所谓在家靠家人，出外靠朋友。 你不可能跟所有人好的。 从以前就很清楚这个道理，所以也不想想尽办法去讨好每一个人， 找到能投缘的人，是好事。 接下来的三年，这里也会是我第二间家。 要说I got rid of the Fear. 其实也不是，还是很害怕，只是已经没有回头的路， 只能一直往前冲，希望自己能做那个到最后一站的乌鬼。 所谓乌龟力量大嘛。哈哈。 加油吧。 大家都一样，正朝着自己的梦想前进。 既然是我的选择，就得对自己的决定负责。 就是这一样的拉。 哈哈，来来去去还不是说些一样的人生道理。 同一句我都不懂重复了几遍。 给那些担心我的人。 我会努力的不让你的关心白费。 可是没有担保哦。哈哈。 今天就到这里咯，等我回到去再打，嘻嘻。 Aja2!!

You know how people likes to Ask Questions?  Well, I tend to avoid Asking Questions and Answering them.  Because when I ask, they'll ask me back, then I'll have to answer them. This anti-social alter ego[Refers to Enaj, =P] had to be kept in the closet starting tomorrow, or else I'll be left wandering alone. Here's a simple quote that's since stick in my mind since I see it. It REMINDS me yet again.For everytime I sigh, as in Law of Attraction, if there's sum1 bside me, they'll feel it

Date: 26th June 2010, Saturday Place: Asian Havana, Melaka Raya Group: Primary Skul Pals As for my primary skul frenz, I went out with them last sat to Asian Havana, hehe...the food and drks ther a bit pricey la, but at least it's NICE...unlike sum places that cost the same, yet sux. Anyway, I can alwiz c my primary skul frenz bunch whenever I cum bak 2 Melaka, even thou a couple goin Uni as well. It's fun to be around them, they alwiz make me laugh, n I alwiz end up doin sth silly that made them