Live it Right

Life is about making Something out of Nothing at all. If you're able to do that, you're able to do Everything.

Painted Life

Life is like a flower, painted to perfection, yet at the end it wilts, fragile as it is, only the stem left unbroken.

Fallen Leaves

Like the autumn leaves, we fall at times, only to find ourselves blown away by the wind, and thus we reach yet another place.

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Archive for 01.2010

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Q:&:Q

Sad...sad...so sad...drop my phone, on the tile floor....but the impact is damn teruk, knock on another thg, now can't access my menu ad...die die die...trying 2 reformat my hp here...sigh, u noe I can't slp whenever my little qikely get into comatose state, I'm worried sick, sigh sigh sigh, so sorry little qikely, it's all my fault...again n again n again I slip u from my hand...T.T...emo emo emo...hyez...hope she'll be alrite...

Neway, since I can't slp, might as well write sth now. Well, I juz thought about it, went out with the guys again, go yamcha, coz the girls all can't make it, juz me n 4 guys. Honestly, nt juz thought about it, I've alwiz thk that way. Maybe that's y I rly couldn't accept other guys easily. It seems I keep comparing them to my guy frenz. It's strange I know, I don't love any of my guy frenz, I like all of them. There's this particular group that I alwiz hang out wif. Which includes my lil bro. Whenever I'm with them, I feel safe n sound. It's like they wouldn't judge me, so I rly dun hev 2 be cautious in front of them instead of anyone else. I feel comfortable n at ease instead of when I'm wif some others.

Especially the guys I had crushes on in the past. Somehow instead of making me feel safe and protected, I feel the other way round. They make me feel insecure and mediocre in compare to them. Love isn't suppose to be that way. So I could say that I've never truly loved at all. Not that kinda love atleast...

Neway, wrote the one above laz nite, wasn't able 2 pose it then, well, went to temple this morning, sent my little qikely to repair...T.T..I miss her already, then 12pm-9pm at my aunt house help her make kuih, juz came bak, bath, now blogging lor...yea...I don't know wot I'm feeling now? Tired? Probably, kinda numb, hmm, wth, mayb now I'll get some peace for my mind. That's wot my fren said laz nite, said good la, no one will kacau u ad, then I say him...the problem is I can't kacau ppl leh!! Say he very suka lor, less one ppl kacau him, lol...

Here's the Q for today: Can you choose the one you love? Given the choice, I'll pick any of my guy frenz 2 love, wot's not to love? They're the few guys that do not exploit a girl's feeling n thk love as a game. They're nth like that. But it's not for me to decide. As they say, love will come to you. Besides ur family n frenz. True Love seeks more. Instead of knowing who the other person is. I may love all of my frenz, but it's not that kinda Love.

Yesterday's Q: Why is it that we can do ANYTHING for the ones we Care & Love, but NOTHING for the ones that Care & Love us? For example, a guy u like, evrythg he says, u'll keep in mind. But the ones that has always been ther 4 us, our parents, our friends, y can't we listen 2 them instead? Last nite, a fren of mine said I'm rly "Ti Ki"...my mum alwiz say that 2 my sis, it means stuborn in hokkien. My stomach isn't getting any better. I know it's indigestion+gastric. But I wouldn't take care of it properly. I'm doin myself no good. I know. Somehow, just not in the mood to pay attention to that anymore. 

N u noe wot? I love my part time job more than my full time job, lol. That is helping my aunt with her cookies. I don't rly feel tired, but act it's very tiring, my aunt does it the whole day. Wonder how she did it. Which btw,  working in a kindergarten, is so not a place for me, coz I myself, am still a little girl. The little girl who refuses to grow up, but soon she'll face the real world. N soon, she'll hev 2 fall down n get bak up on her own. Because by that time, no one else will be around to Save her.

PS: I Love You. J

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:Exhausted:

Saturday oso tired, rly...pengsan, sigh~Y ar? I duno leh, these days very very de tired, evryday like this...juz came bak from shopping, bought a blouse-shirt, wotever it's call la...was wif my 2 girl frenz, now I still lack of a skirt/jeans wotever can match la..c la..next week ke pi beli..lol...neway...dun even hev the strength 2 do anythg act...so juz cum up 4 fun, blah 1st...

PS: I Love You. J

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Quote:of:The:Day

"True words are not fine-soundingFine-sounding words are not true." Dao De Jing II. 81.

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Losing:My:Composure

In case you haven't notice, I've been writing in English ever since the start of the year.. well, technically, I use my sis com, n she uses mine, due 2 benefit purposes, I nid 2 use her com 2 watch drama, my com de colour too dark, lol...n well, she need mine for the chinese, which is what her com do not have! I can't even read chinese here, it'll all turn out 2 be little square boxes for each character, sigh, neway, anyone that's suppose 2 c this, I hope they do. Coz I hate to repeat myself, n even more, being DIRECT 2 them. 


Okay, went to work as usual today, after work went to my aunt's hse 2 help her with the cookies, my aunt says me byk kuasa, can kerja OT lagi, haha...well, since she asked go over n help lor, she's short of workers, even thou I can oni help xtra 2 hours, but one day 2 hours better than nth la. Neway, my grandma was ther, while they were talking, my grandma mention about my sis bf, she just said "Chao"...which means bro-in-law, haha, then my aunt juz say her...:"Belum apa lagi dah chao chao apa?"...haha...She answer my aunt: "Xpa, dah nak dah, x lama lagi"...dun rly remember, juz writing out wot she means...then my grandma say: "Dak Jane pun ada "Kawan" kan?"...meaning bf ler..lol...n then I juz answer: "Xdela, sibuk je..."...haha...Grandma: "Mane xda, mak slalu nampak"...referring 2 my guy frenz...Me: "I say, ala, kawan je..."...Grandma: "Yala, start2 mmg la kawan..."...well, neway, u get it dun u? Haha, she alwiz ask me de same q, I alwiz answer it differently, bfor this I answer bfor, "Xmau la, laki x leh pakai..."...[no offence guys, JK...=P]...haha...eh well, u noe wot she answer: "Yala heh, skrg byk org jahat, kena hati2..."...=P


K then, honestly, this is for you. Juz realize how much I miss u, evryday counting the days, it's not even two weeks. 13th January, lol...stupid guy. Yea, padan kena gua marah, budak bodoh...blek...juz realize I rly can't find anyone 2 tell evrythg but u, since u already noe a lot, coz I rly dun wanna tell wot's bugging my mind all over again. N recently, I juz dun wanna care anymore. I don't rly wanna giv a damn, guys will alwiz be guys, n I had enuf[of them]. Gonna stop being a NICE & GOOD girl, coz I'm nt rly all that Nice & Good. I juz appears to be, dun be dceived will ya? Juz realize wot I'm capable of, that it kinda scares me. N I hate myself for being that way. It's frustrating, n my mood isn't getting any better. The ones that I hope will accompany me doesn't do so. Instead the ones that I would rather not layan keep finding me for company!!! Argh, stupid stupid stupid...can I have a break already??? Sigh...


Neway, enuf wif that, here's another thg, like it's not enuf I'm working 12 hours a day now, will rly appreciate it if ppl DO NOT FIND ME when I'm bz, I HATE IT alot...that is unless I find u...otherwise, I guess u can juz try ur luck, by nt making me piss at u at that MOMENT, alrite? Duh, I'm rly tired, rly no mood 2 do wot others wan me 2 do, I juz wanna do wot I wanna do. I don't even have enuf time anymore. So I'll appreciate a time of my own. Juz a couple of hours r suffice. Sigh. Ought 2 brg the "Still Thoughts" to work n read it. Mayb then I'll calm down a lil...ever since I start work I juz kept losing my patience. So no offence if I get piss at u 4 no reason. Juz nt being composed, will adapt 2 it asap.


K then, time for a break, time for my drama. Lol..

PS: I Love You.

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Another:Day

Rly had yet another exhausting day...sigh...feel like CRAP right now...Woke up in the morn, had my breakfast, watch drama on my com, then went 2 my aunt's hse 2 help her with her cookies...made kuih Dahlia, hehe, she let us brg bak 2 boxes, me n my sis fav...I went bak early, coz nid 2 go out wif my frenz, act walk bak home while it's sunny in the sky, so hot n I can't open the umbrella, cause the wind too strong..swt...not that it's very far, but still...further than my skul...lol...n I dread evrytime I had 2 walk bak from skul, lol...budak malas cam ni la...


Neway, I juz realize my temper is getting from Bad to Worse...I seriously can't control how I feel inside even if I don't show it outside, which most of the times u'll get a sour face from me, which is much better than I get all sarcastic n start being cynical 2wards u...Yea, that is when I'm rly pissed off...


For one thg, I'm starting 2 bcum like my dad, I dun like 2 be disturbed when I'm doing sth, or working on sth, it rly gets on my nerves when I'm bz-ing n ppl cum n bugs me, I dun rly hev a good temper, not these days anyway, contrary 2 popular belief, I juz hide it well, they thk I juz dun mind, I DO...every person has their own limit, it's juz not ez 2 get 2 my limit, n when u reach my limit, I'll juz break down n cry n b angry at myself instead of anyone else, that's d kind of person I am, d one that gets the blame, n the one that blames herself 4 evrythg she might never did...lol...


Here's another thg, I do not like to WAIT for ppl, even thou I'm pretty much used 2 the Malaysian time, but it still pisses me off, not to say one or two time, but evry single time?? I like 2 be on time, 5 or 10 mins late still fine, but more than half hour? It seriously changes my mood every single time...I'm such a hypocrite I know, they thk I'm all so GOOD n CALM n all. Well, honestly, I'm NOT...I juz don't show it, cause for one thg, it's enuf I get myself upset, no nid 2 make evryone else upset bcoz of me...


Whatever it is, don't PUSH it, I hate it when ppl does that, I'm not ur puppet, u can't FORCE me 2 do sth I do not want, get it? I live by my own rules n only mine, I changes the RULES all the time, but it's up to me to DECIDE, it's my life, I decide how it shud be...not u, not anyone else...


PS: I Love You. J

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:Tired:

Zzz..So wanna slp. I can't, juz had my bath and my hair is all wet, have to wait 4 it 2 dry, these days I've been forced 2 wash my hair twice a day n use the hair dryer, due 2 the weather outside n the fact that I keep goin out, lol...neway, juz 2 update, wot I've been up 2 since yesterday.

:Yesterday:

Came back home from work, take my dinner, bath, rest, get ready, then go to Dataran to watch "Tooth Fairy"...yea, Dwayne Johnson Kiddie Flick, hehe...neway, it is so FUNNY, as funny as "The Spy Next Door". And a very good story, some will say it's common, but that's just the way it is, still...Amnesia dust! It never gets old...haha...=P

K then, that's all I'll say, that's me. Hehe...

After the movie, go eat sate celup, malas wan wait at Capitol, eventhou it's out fav, so went 2 Old Village, sis act said want go Ban Lee Siang, but 4 sum reason, I do not like goin ther...Ek, neway, makan so kenyang...reach home by 1am. Sis got skul today, n I had 2 wake up early too nia...

Oh yea, I bought another dress for CNY...Eek, planned 2 buy a shirt act, but x berkenan, ought 2 stop buying dresses when I only wear them once in a blue moon, sigh~

:Today:

Woke up at 6am, in the morn, get ready, wear my Cheongsam, put some make-up, wait 4 my fren, 8am baru reach the bride's hse...we thought we late ad, mane tau the bride belum siap oso, apparently they postponed the time, swt...made us so "kan chiong"...

Okla, then they played a few games wif the "heng dai", well, later on they balas balik, they hide our shoes, one side of each pair, geram, so we keep cari2, mane itu kasut...zzz...then got in the car, they drove from Bukit Beruang to Taman Merdeka.

Had our lunch ther, then we're the ones that went bak early, coz they all got other plans, other place 2 go, so in a hurry lor...

After that, went to my auntie's hse 2 help her wif the cookies, x kerja buat ma...Then now cum bak d, wan go out bak lor, so the bride's place, she asked us go de, act I told her not going ler..aikz, aiya, kasi muka la, go aje la...so then, tata, in a hurry..hehe...

PS: I Love You. J

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:Pain:

Skipped work today, called in sick, but don't think I'm taking mc, so unpaid leave lor. Sigh, potong satu hari punyer gaji. I don't know what it is, couldn't identify the pain when I woke up, my waist just hurts so much standing up I had 2 lay down. Slept n then wake up n then slept, until 12pm, it doesn't hurt now. Keep thinking about work. I don't wanna make it a habit like the days when I was in skul. I know the pain is just momentarily, it always is. But still it hurts as much. Even the doctors couldn't help, what's to say the meds. I don't rly noe what else 2 do, except I feel so guilty for skipping work. I ought 2 tahan. Afterall, it happens a lot n I can't keep staying home. Hope it's no biggie. ^^

PS: I Love You. J

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:Avatar:

It's Hard to LIKE something you have decided not to. That's more about the movie than the one I posted as my FB status. Hehe, neway, here's my conclusion regarding the highly Appraised movie after much Detestation to even watch it in the 1st place.

Haha. But since it's Saturday night, n need not me fork out my money, what the heck. Can't stand home on Sat Night, so that's y. Hee. So many excuse rite? Let's go straight 2 the pt then.

What I LIKE about it:
+The LOVE between Neytiri & Jake[I'm a sucker for couples in movies, haha...xD]

What I DISLIKE:
+The annoying VOICES of the IKRANS[It pains my ears]
+The irritating SCREAMS n CRIES of Neytiri[It hurts my ears]

What ATTRACTS me:
+The Army of Ikrans, all at one shot.
+The calling of Eywa, from every Opaticaya.
+The Songs the Opaticaya sings.

What doesn't ATTRACTS me:[Which is what ATTRACTS anybody else]
+The Firing of the Machine Guns
+The Bombing of the Hometree
+The Ugly Creatures of the Forest.[Erk]

Yea, to sum it all up. The movie is OKAY...told u I'm no fan of Robots, Machine Guns, n wotever it is. But still, the movie made me Cry, though I was yawning after half an hour, I'm an even worse fan of Science n Biotech, mind u...so yea. Which the best part probably comes after 2 hours. Haha...=P. That's me la okay. So there you have it. Yawn. I'll stop here. Gonna try n chek out Legion n Tooth Fairy Next week, both cumin out the same time, n both has wings. One of Black, n One of White. Coincidence? Haha...xD

PS: I Love You. J

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:Movies:

Title: The Spy Next Door...Last Night...



...heh, not gonna say anythg, [or else it'll be spoiler much] except it's worth the laughter, haha, very amusing...=)...pluz Jackie Chan is funny...xD


Title: Avatar...Tonight...


...Nope, u didn't c it wrongly, yea, then again, y am I goin 2 watch it 2nite??? N no not watching 3D one, lol...Remember wot I said??? Zzz...sigh, fren paying for the tix lor, n they alwiz ajak me oso I dunwan go...hehe, so nvr watch movies wif them bfor...so they say I alwiz wif the other group, which is the laz nite group...=P...oklor, go lor...y does it hev 2 be Avatar?? Bcoz that's one english show they watch, other times they oni watch chinese movies...><"...hence the do not want 2 4low go watch movies wif them reason...sigh, will I fall aslp? Probably not...Will I like it? I might, but dun cross ur fingers. Haha...xD. As my fren said, I'm as different as any girl can get. You can nvr get a reading on me. =P

PS: I Love You. J

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January:13th

Event: Seet's B'day
Venue: walk in Taipei cafe
Location: Bukit Beruang
Time: 8pm
Total Money Spent: RM116.90
Total amount of mine: RM25[Spent on other stuff oso..haha..]


Well then, act hor, I damn lazy 2 post pix lo, oso damn lazy 2 type lor, haha, so the pix my frenz already post, it's in facebook. Well, wot I wan 2 say here is that, sigh, I realize sth about myself yesterday, u remember my purple camera? It's wif my sis in KL, so I couldn't use it, n we were doin a video 4 my fren, n I had 2 use 3 different cams pluz my hp 2 record, since well, apparently they kept 4getting the most important thg? Charging the battery??


Duh, seriously, n another thg is that, I realize I rly do luv doin the thgs I WANT 2 do PERFECTLY, no flaws, no mistakes. Stayed up until 2am wif a help of a fren 2 complete the video in one day, from 9pm-1am, in 4 hours, not bad huh? Neway, I realize I like 2 hev evrythg prepared beforehand. And I was pretty much kept thinking in my head laz nite, n this morn, god knows how long it'll stuck in my head. That y d heck did I return the cam 2 my other fren, I thought the rest will brg a cam, but no, no one remembers[to charge the damn BATTERY]...><"...


Which is y I like 2 dpend on my self 2 prepare all those stuff, mayb u can say I trust myself more than I trust them, I thk it's the attitude thg, the X Apa attitude, I realize most of my frenz r like that, they thk it's juz trivial matter, well, it probably is, but I like my thgs organized, sumtimes I'm juz lazy 2 rearrange my stuff, heck, hence the mess in my room. Lol.


And so I need my Camera!!! God, that which brgs me 2 realize my hp cam is not SUFFICE~! Sigh, y?? Oh y?? The heck dun these ppl thk about the camera??? The most important thg???[I'm act talking about myself as well, so no offence girls]...My fren told me I alwiz like 2 get myself involve in thgs that needs my sacrifice[in terms of time, energy, etc]...well, I say I'm juz a "Lan Hao Ren"...guess I rly am, but it's all worth it in the end. That's wot I alwiz thk it will be. =). In 10 years time, they'll remember me regardless...^^


So so, say lazy 2 write still write a bunch, sigh, writing habit never ceases, haha, eh well. Neway, I had a GREAT TIME last night, I actually did to my own surprise. U noe, coz I rly dun thk I fit into any of the girls circle, I'm alwiz the solo one, the emancipated among my [girl] friends...the xtra  among my [guy] friends. So yea, but, it's rly a great evening, glad I did go, ^^...hehe, a day I guess none of us will 4get, even thou most of the times we juz spent the time SS-ing n camwhoring, haha, but, it's been awhile...a memory 2 uphold...=)



From Left: Star of the day, me with the Star, me with Hsiang Yi


Left: Me, Ji Mui, Chee Yieng. Right: Star


Girls+Ji Mui...=P


Lastly: SS pic of me in IXORA, snooker Area, cabut when they start 2 play, haha...xD


So girls, till we meet again, which probably be CNY, haha, take care n Girls just wanna have fun, 4got wot song, probably that title...hee...


PS: I Love You. J

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Dream:Again

Hmm, woke up in the morning from a very Incredulous and Realistic dream...I dreamed about 3 things that's for sure. One is about something I lost, can't remember what it is, but it's something precious to me, something important. Two is about two friends of mine being together, when the girl already have a boyfriend in real life, n the guy has gotten over her and missing his ex. That is when it all feels so strange. lol. Three is about something I can't even put my mind on, something I predict will happen. Sigh, whatever it is, it's very strange, wonder what will happen, neway, since I can't remember it, might as well forget about it, it's just a dream afterall...=)


PS: I Love You. J

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Cross:Out

Now that I realize, you don't really EXIST anymore...yea...the status of my fb 4 now..haha...by that, who and what am I talking about? Well, well, gonna reveal this 2 my dear little diary. Haha, which rly isn't much of a diary when it's for evryone 2 c, isn't it? Two reasons of which I dun keep a real diary~ppl r gonna sneak n read it anyway[specifically d lil pig in my hse, lol]...n another reason, my handwriting SUX, big time. K then, enuf will all the non-sense, n let's get straight 2 the point.

Who? Are the ones that don't EXIST? Well then, not rly technically, but right where my heart no longer has a place for them. Now let's do the counting shall we? One, n two, n three, n four, n five, n six, n seven, n eight, r there anymore? I guess I probably lost count when ppl juz walk in and out of my life as they like. Right now, I'm gonna WALK out of their life. And nvr again, RETURN. It makes me go CRAZY cumin bak 2 the same position when u've gone so far 2 start wif!!

So there!! I said it, I said it out LOUD!! Buzz off...zzz...now I go be a BEE n sting whoever that KACAU me...haha..xD...JK nia...

PS: I Love You. J

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What:A:Life

I'm tired, been stalling on my blog updates, well, here I am. Juz woke up from my sweet nap. Lol. Starting work 2moro, out of cash, time to work on it. Oh yea. What a hectic week it has been, here goes.

Wednesday@30th Dec 2009

Okay, so was boring, friend ask me the day before today let's go shopping, haha, then I say okay. Everyone is bz, so juz the 2 of us~Went lepak around, watch movie, makan, shop, that's all, spent a total of RM100 in a day. Will list the thgs out later..=P

Location: Black & White Cafe
Time: Lunch 
Amount Spent: RM10
Drink: Honey Laici...not bad...





Me & Angela
  
+So difficult 2 ask her 2 take pic, lol, she'll slaughter me if she sees this, haha, xD...

Food: Chicken Noodle Soup+Grilled Dolly Fish Fillet+Pudding...very NICE...=D



List of items bought:
Sandals from Santa = RM29.90
Nail Polish from The Face Shop = RM  3.90
Digi Top Up = RM30.00
Sherlock Holmes movie ticket = RM  6.00
Shorts = RM19.90
Total = RM89.70

Sherlock Holmes: Worth Watching. N I still thk Jude Law is handsome after all these years...not that much in the movie, still~=P



Thursday@31st Dec 2009

Mi lovely fren finally came bak from KL 2day, so went 2 watch movie as I've said earlier, heh heh, kinda feel I'm a bad girl, but ppl kip reassuring me it's no big deal. Okay okay, I get it. But still, well, what izit I'm feeling bad about? Not gonna say, nth 2 do wif anyone, evrythg 2 do wif myself. Lol. So yea, went to watch Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant...yea I know, been watching a lot of movies lately. Hehe. Well starting work 2moro, so yea la, gonna hev less time 4 evrythg. Wot work? That's a secret I cannot tell. Haha..xD

Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant - Suitable for anyone that is into Freak Show & Weird Stuff pluz Bizarre Antics, which other than that, my advice is 4 u 2 skip it, since I'm half out of the ordinary ones. I pretty much enjoy most of the parts of which featuring the Half Vampire. Haha, perhaps it's just me being biased towards him[Darren Shan] from the start. That the story itself doesn't even matter. Well, a guy's opinion could beg to differ. =P. Neway, it's a movie that is totally DIFFERENT from the rest. And if u like being different. Guess u'll enjoy it. =)

Money Spent:
Movie Ticket = RM10.00
Nail Polish Remover = RM  6.90
Galaxie = RM  5.00
Total = RM21.90

Friday@1st Jan 2010

Morning:
Woke up 10 sth, got a call from a fren after I got out of shower, say let's go hev breakfast, zzz, wth, when he came already 11am, my mum was saying more like having lunch har? Haha, yea well...so we went 2 Station 1, my fren's fav place. Lol. I'm broke ad, so 4giv me la, neway, evrytime we go out oso he pay, feel kinda guilty, but hor, I rly bo lui, lol...><"

Okla, abi we went 2 JJ awhile after makan, went 2 siam leng lui, haha, that stupid guy, wanna c a girl but dun dare call her, so we juz linger around the girl. There's 4 of us btw, a girl fren of mine, a boy fren of mine, n me, n him. So no wher 2 go, go McD makan Ice-Cream, hehe, me luv McD's ice-cream~lalala~after that, balik rumah lor..haha...

Evening:
Fren's hse hevin Steamboat, act say 7pm, wait 4 the driver 7.30pm ad, n then go 2 another fren's hse, he juz woke up, wait 4 him 8pm ad...n then nvm go 2 her hse, haven ready, they play cards, so wait until 9pm baru makan. Was I starving, speaking of which, I'm hungry now, gonna grab a bite as soon as I'm done here.

So while they were playing cards, I sms lor, haha, nth 2 do ma, ya, I mistakenly sms erm, a far away relative of mine. Thought he was my fren, coz the no was in my mum's hp, which sum of my fren sms me ther. Then nvm, at 1st I rly can't figure out which guy izit, I mean the english as from what I see is quite Good, which means is from my father's side, cause none of my mum's side is quite profuse in English. So to speak. He is in fact a guy that has been my neighbour for quite a few years in a few years back. He shifted. Think it's one of my Grandma's adik angkat punya anak, I duno la, very messy de, I'm never good with the Family Tree. Neway, there are 4 of them, only familiar with 2 of which stayed here before. The hse is gone now. So r the two of whom I called Grand Uncle & Grand Aunt.

Okla, nvr rly spoken 2 him, even when he drops by and pays a visit to my Grandma, he's in between 30-35, which he refuse 2 say, haha, juz say that his bro is 30 n the other 35, my was I surprise, they all looked not over 30. So he say he awet muda. I ask him guna apa, he say nth la, probably juz smile all day long n be happy no matter wot. I know, he has a very GOOD point ther. Haha, so this guy here ar, I thk I was in my primary skul when he's around which means he shud be 10++ years older than me, which is still 20 sth at that time. Nvr rly thought much of that guy, except that I thk he smokes if I'm nt mistaken, n he looks kinda laid bak, very erm, I duno leh, the gf oso he bawa balik that kinda guy, n sum1 that do not knows how 2 study n all.

But looks can be deceiving... Seriously, so I asked my mum, n she said the brothers are act quite smart, can tell from his English[It's better than those of my frenz], n he's nt even highly educated, I guess 1 of the main reasons r his family. That he wasn't given the chance to further his studies. From what I can tell, he's a good kid la, bcoz my mum alwiz say gud thgs about gud ppl oni..haha..xD...ofcoz la, xkan say bad thgs about good ppl rite? What I want 2 point out is that, not evryone is who they appears to be, even me. Isn't it so? So stop being judgmental n start getting 2 noe them. Perhaps then, we'll learn 2 love them instead of being prejudice. =)

Ohyea, he say me sth, that I seem quiet but kan main pandai sms, haha, then I juz reply, eh well, I prefer 2 type, which most of the times, I do. Hehe. Then again, I just hate Socializing, so evrytime my relatives are around. Most of the times, u'll find me in my room, instead of Chit-Chatting wif them all, except 4 my cousins la, coz hor, I rly dun like ppl asking me questions...cry, evrytime the same q's, err...T.T...

Oh yea, btw, as soon as the clock striked 12am, it's a fren's bday, n u c the cake? Got a handprint ther, lol...main lagi la..swt...



Saturday@2nd Jan 2010

Afternoon:
Had ABC, Ice Pak Poh, hurray~!! Self-made is still the best. You can add wotever u wan, dun add any that u dun wan, kaka... coz I rly dun like all those corns, kacang, cendol, lalala, I prefer Jelly, Cincau, Atapchi, hehe...=P


Evening:
Wedding Anniversary of my Aunt from my Grandma's bro, so wot shall we call eh? No idea la, anyway, call her Auntie Mary. Dinner at Dragon Deluxe Restaurant. Cool man, got magic show, got modern dance, got line dance sumore, haha, of which we participated yet again. Lol, though I'm no gud wif it. 

Night:
Went to the Jetty, again. Yea, evrytime after a family dinner or sth, sure go yamcha one, most of the times Jetty, cause can Makan Angin ma, haha...the wind ther very nice. We all had Ice-Blended. Most prefer Chocolate, ek, 5 of it, others order anythg else. There's 11 of us altogether, 3 kids, d rest overage kids, haha...xD


Sunday@3rd Jan 2010

Okla, end of my story, spent my day 2day Eating, Sleeping, Watching Dvd, Online, Reading my novels, hehe...gonna spent 2moro & 2moro the same...hehe...=P...after I got bak from work that is...T.T...10 hours in a day gone...duh...I nid the cash, no can do...heck...

PS: I Love You. J