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Archive for 06.2009

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+Attention Please...


+Since being online is so distracting, I won't be here for a week until 7th July...
+And if I dun reply sms-es, sorry about that 2, spent 2 much on my phone ad...sigh...
+So yea, till then, take care, will reply asap, wotever it is...

"There are times when you just need to be alone even when you want so much to be in the arms of someone..."

Love, Jane

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+梦。I am Me...

+也许是义卖会的关系,让我想起了去年的回忆。
+去年的这一天,我还记得呢,就是我认识他的那天。

+也许也因为这样,最近都会想起他。

+一年了,很多事情发生,也很多事情过去了。

+该开始的已经开始了,该结束的早已结束了。

+他,在我心中,永远都是xll,这是不会改变的。

+不管我们是普通朋友,好朋友,还是最熟悉的陌生人都好。

+他确实在我故事书里扮演了一个特别的角色。

+今早上起来,发现自己又梦见他了。

+日有所思,夜有所梦吗?哈哈。。。

+可是,这次,不同的是,虽然我记不起梦的上半段。

+但,再醒来之前的那一段,我梦见了。。。

+他,二话不说,从我身旁走过。。。

+我叫着他,他脚步留住了,可是还是背着我。

+我,靠在他的后身,轻声说,“我好累。”

+之后,就醒了咯,也没什麽啦,只是想写下来而已。

+感觉那梦似乎有意识,好像再跟我说。

+我们之间虽然已不再是对方的依赖。

+但是,就算如此,我还可以从他的身上得到一点安慰。

+就算,他什麽都不做,当初他也没做什麽啊。。。

+因为就是喜欢原来的他,也同时忍受不了原来的他,哈哈。。。

+喜欢一个人都这么矛盾的吧?

+反正,过去事了感觉会随着时间被遗忘,但最美好的回忆会永远留在心中。

“回忆,是感觉最真实的证明。”



+说到义卖会还真累,肚子又一直痛,奇怪的是,我到处跑它就不痛了。

+哈哈,诶,还真让我想起一句败犬女王的台词,“痛要说。”

+可是,我要跟谁说啊?就算说了又怎样呢?

+他们也帮不了我啊~唉,习惯就好啦。

+真累,昨天今天花了很多钱啊!!

+破产了啦,唉哟!一年两天罢了嘛~算了咯~

+害到别人以为我这么会吃,因为我手上似乎都有东西。

+嘻嘻,他们说我一直吃吃吃。。。

+我说本来就是来吃的嘛~

+他们也嫌我太瘦了,吃多一点也好~

+可是又不见得我增肥,反而肚子越变越大就有。

+而确消化不良啊!看到事物就忍不住的人,还真行~

+继续这样,我的肚子都受不了了啦。。。

+有得吃就吃,吃是一种福,但不要逼自己吃,这是我妈说的~

+珍珠奶茶真好喝叻!嘻嘻,还加了这么多珍珠,=P

+全部买东西都给我骗到extra回来,哈哈。。。

+有时候我在想,我说服能力有这么好吗?

+我只是喜欢贪小便宜嘛~也不能怪我啊~

+我就是这么善变,想笑时就笑,不想笑时就不笑。

+是个捉摸不定的小女生。
+很多人只看见表面上的我,疯疯癫癫,忽冷忽热,起落不定。

+只有少许人知道,我是多么脆弱的女生。。。

+不管是体力,意志力,忍耐力,抵抗力,样样都得要进修进修。。。

+真正的我,就是这么的多样化,所以每一面真的是一部分的我。

+我只是,不懂得把每一个部分拼成完整的我。

+所以,学校,家里,外面,朋友,亲戚看到的我都是不一样的。
+因为不一样的我,才是我。

+所以,我也不在寻找,真正的我。。。

"Don't let others define who you are, you define yourself..."

珊,留言。

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+人缘。Change...

+我从小,人与人之间的关系就不怎么好,可以说得上是人缘吗?
+亲戚们,总是觉得我是个安分守己的孩子,开口不说几句,他们问我才答。
+要我亲自找话题说,是少了又少见的事,不管是同事,亲戚,还是刚认识的朋友。
+过去,我就是这么的沉默,只是自己从来没发觉到。
+因为,跟我很好的朋友,都不会这么说我,反而我可是很多话讲的哦。
+一大堆道理,可是自己却往往用不上场。
+人,就是这么的矛盾,有很多话要说,却开不了口。
+有很多事要做,却因为某些事而耽误了,就比如原本还打算做数学的。
+可是,收到一封朋友的简讯后,想写下来自己原本已经打算表达的观念。

+今天,在学校,我选择了一个人坐在一旁看我的小说。
+而每一次,我坐在一旁,就会看见朋友们哈哈大笑,说得不停。
+不知道,他们在说什麽,有时候,说得太大声,给我听见了。
+就从手里拿着的书看过去,参与一下他们的话题。
+之后,讲完了,又看回去我的小说。=)
+其实,我要说的是,我发现,我们是不可能每分每秒跟每一个人好。
+又或者是同一班朋友好,有时候,你会跟甲比较好。
+而有时候,你会跟乙比较好,而其他时候,你换了跟丙丁俩好。
+所以说,我们没办法无时无刻陪在所有身边的人。
+而我,常常是那被遗忘的朋友,可是,我不再介意。
+因为我知道,在被遗忘的当中,有另外一般朋友会想起我。

+只是,我在这里,想说的,就是,感情,不管是友情,亲情,还是爱情。
+都需要双方去维持,双方来坚持,双方的体谅。

+就算别人忘了你,你也不能忘了他。
+就算别人如何对你,你也不能如此对他。
+因为你要记得一件事,你,不是他。

+这道理也是他教会我的,所以我才会说,如此的相遇,失联,重逢。
+过程当中,我得到的,比失去还要多。



+我不会刻意露出笑容来讨好别人,可是我会为我自己而微笑。=)
+我喜欢沉默,也喜欢说出自己的想法,所以我不会去介意别人对我的看法。
+因为,没有一个人是完美的,只有不完美的两个人,才会有完美的一对。
+你知道吗?心形就是两颗心配在一起才变出一个美丽的形状。
+把它分开来,它就变得不起眼的两对。不是吗?
+所以说,比起想尽办法跟全世界的人打好关系。
+不如,先想想如何对自己最好。

+不要再为了讨好别人,而贬低自己,因为没有一个人值得你这么做。
+就算全世界否定你,做好你自己,只要不违背良心,那么也没什麽好去介意的。
+你要知道,话着,是为了自己,不是任何一个人。
+要懂得爱自己,才会懂得去爱别人。

+就好象我刚刚说的,在我班里,都会有那么一阵子跟我特别好的那位。
+而过了一会,又换成了另外一位,而很多时候,甚至变得谈不上话来。
+可是,大家心里有数,之间都是朋友,没有什麽好还是不好。
+只是,不可能同时跟所有的人好。
+这就是中学时代的友情吧?贤,你说的没错。
+大家都会是我心中的好姐妹,真的说不上谁比谁好。
+而我的好姐妹们,希望以后还会联络吧,这才是我担心的吧?
+因为,过去的好姐妹,都似乎已经人间蒸发了。
+可是,只要我还记得他们,还是有办法集在一起。
+就算全世界忘了你,千万,不要忘了全世界。
+因为,没有了全世界,就等于没有了你。

+要告诉自己,不是别人遗忘了你,而是,你还记得他们吗?

+所以,就算我在别人的眼里,是个高傲又欠打的女孩又怎样?【这也是跟我好的女生对我的第一个印象】
+我是不会为了服从他人而改变自己,原来的我,就是这么复杂,也这么的简单。^^
+而我,也最讨厌那些努力去讨好每一个人的人,虽然有时候,他们的本性就是这样。
+但是,我不能接受一个为了讨好我而改变自己的人。
+如果我喜欢你,就算你做你自己,我也会喜欢。
+如果我不喜欢你,不管你做自己还是改变自己,我一样不喜欢。
+这道理很简单,如果一个人对你万事服服帖帖,那么他的主见在哪里?
+而改变,是每一个人每一秒都在经历的事情,因为改变是生命的一部分。
+人生脱离不到关系的交情。

+改变,可以是改进自己,也可以是做更好的自己,但是,那一切都要打从心里。
+而不是表面上表露出来的行动。
+因为,本性难移,你可以学会做更好的人,可是,不要刻意做个完美的人。
+最后一句,记得,不要忘了自己。

"人间,最惨的悲剧,不是被大家遗忘,而是失去自我。”

珊,留言。

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+败犬女王。

+曾经爱过的,还是现在喜欢的?
+是你会如何选择呢?

“付出多少是不能计算的,爱情也不是付出多的补偿品。”

+你爱的,就是你想要的吗?

+你微笑,真的是为了他吗?

+你流泪,又是为了什么呢?

+你最终的终点究竟会是谁呢?


女人和男人说谎的区别就是,男人说谎是要让自己好过,女人说谎是要让对方好过。 我们选择欺骗,是因为不想伤害深爱的人。 我们不是故意的,只是没有伤害对方的勇气。”

+我想只有对得起自己的心,才是最真实的。
+不要因为寂寞而谈恋爱。

+不要因为感恩而在一起。
+不要因为他人的付出而否定自己的幸福。




“可是有那么一个人,也许你哪里也不想去,什么事都不用做,即使不结婚,你也想赖在他身边的人。即使没有规划,没有未来,全世界都阻止你,你还是想跟她在一起的那个人。才是你真正想要的。

+而我,才发现到,自己从未遇到这么一个人。

+也许当初都会想陪在他身边就好,后来学会了喜欢是什麽,而在别人的身上看见了爱的象征。

+之后,痛过了,伤过了,才了解爱情没想象中的简单。
+比起爱,喜欢的感觉更自在,没有牵挂,没有依赖,只有最纯真的心。

+因为他的快乐而快乐,因为他的难过而难过。

+就这么简单,何必想着未来呢?爱非拥有不可?


“勇气不是天生的,是一点一滴累积的。不管你几岁,女生的爱情就是比男生多了一些不勇敢,在你们看来却是想太多。

+我想,有些人会选择能给他未来的人。

+而有些人,会选择让自己打从心里快乐的那个,也是最在乎的一个。

+还有一点是,爱情不能用时间来判断。

+不是说,时间越久就越了解,有时候,反而变得更不了解。
+这是因为,时间久了,对彼此越来越不闻不问,当作理所当然。

+他所做的,他所说的,他的一举一动,不再让你精心去注意。

+感情这东西,是不能被无视的,你忽略得越久,感情就越淡。

+什麽相信自己不会变心,相信对方永远爱你。

+如果连自己都不努力去维持,那么还说什么信任?

+理所当然的爱情,又有几个接受得了?
"爱情的规则只有一个,就是用最真实的心去爱一个人。。。”
珊,留言。
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+Was suppose 2 write about my day lor, turn out I write about another thg, lol, sth that I've been trying 2 write into a chinese poem, wif no success, sigh, fading inspiration~it happens a lot..
+
And been relaxing again, no gud sign, well, kip hevin tummy ache that it pains me, sigh, so tryin 2 finish d dvd by 2moro, then can return 2 my fren, n continue d rest, lol, control2, yea, muz control le!! Walao, continue like this siao liao la...
+Neway, nid 2 control my diet, like this cannot ler, I kip finding thgs 2 eat evry couple of hours, juz wan 2 eat, nowadays cannot let me c food, I kip wan 2 eat, eat, n eat, omg, so been eating lots of fruits these past few days, mangosteen, laici, mango, papaya, watermelon, rambutans, durian[which I hate, damn, so not nice, y do I still eat it? Gud question, I duno y, haha, bcoz my mum niao me? Lol]...
+So yea, wot do I do? I cut down on my meals instead, eat half d rice I usually do, n half d "lauk" I usually do, bcoz evrytime I hev 2 finish d fruits, my house is a fruit paradise, so if there's nth else, there're alwiz fruits, lol...seriously ler, n I'm alwiz d one that consumes 3/4 of it, I'm nt kidding, atleast 1/2 of it...
+Noted, most of d times, my mum will cut it, if nt I will, but yea, used 2 eat ad, after a meal I hev 2 eat fruits, thou it's nt rly gud 4 d digestive system, y dun u tell that 2 her? Sigh, nvm la, rly luv eating fruits, hehe, except The King of Fruits, I live my life contradictory 2 the rest...lol...=P
+Luv The Queen of Fruits thou, hehe...my fav...
+Neway, juz discover my sis's Secret Recipe's Tiramisu cake is still nt finished, if it's cheese cake, my lil sis wud hev finished it up, but this cake, it is so Creamy, my god!! I will not recommend it, unless they cut down on d cream, seriously, half of d cake is cream, imagine that, yux, it's like eating a whole bottle of whipped cream out of d can, lol..
+SR cake is ok, as long as it's an ordinary cake, by means of ordinary? Means like their infamous Cheese cake, simple looking, inside or out, yea, other than that, plz, do not order, coz I've tried the Blueberry, wot can I say? Nt worthy of d price, lol...n I dun buy SR cake on my bday FYI, coz I prefer Kings, haha...nt 2 mention cheaper 2...mayb I'll buy Zen sumtime, tried n it taste gud, hehe...
+Okla, enuf about my cravings 4 food, nid 2 offline now, it's 3 in d morn lor...hehe...will try n get sum slp now, chao~adios~!

"Live to eat, or eat to live, both will do as long as we survive...=)"
XoXo, J@N3...=]

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+哥。贤。


读了一下子的书,眼睛又酸了,就开我的戏看

看到一半,哥和贤突然来我家

Chuak到一下,少见他会来找我,呵呵

知道的啦,那个大忙人,他的行程我可是不知道的呢

其实看到哥也好,看到你什么都不会想

因为你有够三八的,哈哈…=P

其实哥回了过后,我妹妹问我,那是谁啊?

我说: “Tony, 你叫的Toner…”

她就说, 怎么不像的?

哈哈,我本来还想问她,为什么不像?

越变得不帅了,还是变帅了?哈哈

坏蛋叻,shh, 反正那只乌龟也不会上来我部落格看,管他我写什么,嘻嘻

也没什么啦,看到你们两个也好啊~

至少苦恼一整天的数学题终于解决了,嘻嘻,多亏贤的帮忙…=)

是真的有想你们啦,只是那个乌龟的pattern真的是,

不懂要怎样形容才好,每次都乱说话一大堆,给我妈听到还得了?

不是我没话跟你说,只是也没必要我开口,

因为你一个人说就够了啊,问你每次都不答,

看到我就每次一幅不真经的样子,要我说什么啊?

傻傻的乌龟,你有我心就好,我知道,贤也有我心,谢了咯…^^


P.S.: Been lacking behind, ought 2 cut down my show time, n well, I probably will limit my online time 2 the weekends, since yea, I'm rly lack of time, 2 hours study, n 4 hours show? Lol, eh well, ought 2 balance it, n sth has got 2 sacrifice rite? Hee...


谁对你好,谁对你不好,只有你自己知道,不是吗?而关心我的人,真的很多,谢谢你们一直陪在我身边…”


想你的妹。上

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+Temptation...

I’m finding myself really hard to stay in control when there’s a guy sitting next to me, and it doesn’t really happens with every guy, but a couple of them at least, like I’ll lose my cool and just rather remain silent, anything I’ll leave it for them 2 decide n that’s it…n most of the times I gets emo at d end of d day, I duno y, but dat’s how I react at times…

And izit me? Or izit that specific guy dat I find myself easily taken by their words? I feel safe being wif them, but I know I cannot, and should not cross the line, even if I’m allowed to do so, because that’s not really me izit? It’s juz a momentary feeling, a craving of attention, a desire of being pampered…


It happens a lot rite? Like I’m nt d oni one who feels d way I do, ther ought 2 be sum1 else dat feels d same 2, n sumtimes dat sum1 else crosses d line, but do I wan dat? I mayb in a subconscious state, but I hev a sense of clarity of wot I wan...


I know I love being single, but sumtimes, I guess when d feeling overwhelms u, u will crave 4 more, 4 that sum1 2 be wif u, n I guess dat’s how it feels at times, how it makes me feel when I’m out wif a guy, sumtimes it gets me thking, the possibility dat we'll be more than frenz, but dat's nt wot I wan, it's juz wot my heart desires, a sense of security, n that 2, is of that moment n nvr laz any more than that...coz it's nt d 1st time, lol...


So yea, I find myself 2 be quite easily tempted depending on who dat person is, n 4 dis fren of mine, I find myself constantly ez 2 get close 2 him, n if he were 2 rly tempt me, I thk I might as well fall 4 it…but he didn’t, coz he noes we’re rly frenz, frenz dat trust each other enuf 2 noe our limit…n frenz dat will stay frenz no matter wot…


I oso duno if I care 4 him, but we’ve been on & off frenz, weird har? He’s d oni one dat alwiz seems like he nvr left my life, even when we stop contact 4 let’s say 6 months, 1 year? Lol, knew him since form 4, mayb it’s bcoz he’s very hard 2 care 4 la, I oso duno how 2 explain, like he dun rly trust girls either, but sth tells me he trusts me, n very funny one ler, he alwiz find me once in a blue moon I oso dun mind, I oso do d same thg 2 him, lol…


Tried 2 b ther 4 him, tried 2 make him stop, but, I dun rly hev d rights 2 do dat, who am I rite? I’m juz a fren, ther r sumthgs u juz cudn’t help wif, I realize dat a long time ago din I? Tempted? I hev 2 admit, he makes me feel dat way rather easily. A playboy? Hard 2 say, how do u even distinguish one dat is a playboy or a playgirl? U dun, it’s nt d amounts of ex-es dey had dat differentiate who’s d player, it’s d circumstances of it…


Given for example a millionaire who finds out dat d girls dat r wif him is alwiz after his money, then, who is d player here? Or perhaps juz gold diggers, but then again, sum may thk dat millionaire is a player instead, isn’t it? Ther’re alwiz 2 sides of d coin, u dun toss d same sides evrytime…n I hev a fren, dat changes her bf like it’s no big deal, but d fact it, she’s not a player, she simply hev yet 2 meet d rite one, so, how can u tell? U simply dun…


N he still looks like a lil kid, haha, looks 3 years younger than me, eventhou he's 3 years older than me, lol...His life has very much 2 do wif prejudice, truth is he is a nice guy deep down, n those r the very frenz dat I kip, instead of d ones dat oni noes how 2 use their frenz, sum1 dat is smart or cool doesn't make him worthy of a fren, u can take my words 4 it, bcoz at d end of d day, u'll cum 2 realize ur nth but a tool 4 them 2 use, a toy 4 them 2 play wif, those r d frenz dat seems "nice", but they're merely playing d role of "nice" ppl, without substance in it, the very ones dat I find myself sick of them...


But still, ppl kip judging d book by its cover, even my own old folks at home, it's hard 2 convince them of my frenz, esp d ones dat dyes their hair, so 2 save d problem, I won't let either meet, lol...dat's wot happens la, n most of my frenz noes about that, even thou I feel guilty but I rly duno how la, they alwiz question me dis n dat lo, I oso duno how 2 answer...they're my frenz, not my lovers, n I talked about this topic bfor, so ther's no nid 4 me 2 go on, I'm tired n I'm off 2 bed, dat's all...


"Do not succumb to the temptations arose from desires, for desires are what makes a man loses his sense of sanity..::..When we stop desiring so much for something, we learn to see what we already had instead..."


XoXo, J@N3...=]

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+17 Again? Think Again...

+Time pass when you least realize it, and at times ppl start wondering, wot cud hev been, if they had taken d other road? The road nt taken, instead of the one they had chosen...

+Well, this is wher they should come to their senses, and not regret the choices they made, bcoz sumtimes in life we hev 2 choose either one, we do not alwiz get d best of both worlds, it juz depends on wot u wan more, n that is suffice, I can't tell how many times one nid 2 let go of d other juz 2 get another, when u choose left, u leave the right, when u choose straight, u leave the turn, so be it, life is about making choices all n all, choices that is not necessarily easy, that is not necessarily right, but nvr regret the choices u made, bcoz at that moment, at that time, that is exactly wot ur heart dsires...

+Speaking of which, I had 2 make a choice between a purplish grey watch n red watch juz now, wanted a red watch 4 very long now, but sth tells me this is nt d one I seek, so I go 4 the purple one instead, ther's alwiz a chance that I will cum across d ideal one...it's juz a matter of time, n place...so since I pick this, that'll do for now...=)

+Neway, got myself a new sunnies 2, hey, my sis took mine, lol, dark turquoise, luv dat colour, n it's on discount anyway...still searching 4 red ones thou, I wan red evrythg, lol, damn, it hurts walking wif heels, haha, nvr learn my lesson har? Well, u dun wear long jeans wif flatz do u? Sidez, I dun even hev flatz, haha, will try 2 get one of those sumday...heh...when I got d money dat's it, rite now, juz stay wher I am la, study la, aikz...

+And crap, finally saw d book I've been seeking! Vampire Diaries: The Return! Damn, it costs a bomb, RM69.90?? Walao, hardcover, now, if I can seek the paperbak one, well, anyway, it doesn't matter la, I still got tons of books 2 read, thg wif me is, when I c a book, I'll get it asap, bcoz Melaka has limited stock, dat's wot I hate la, when d 2nd time I go search 4 it, it might be gone ad...lol...so I alwiz stock up my books at home lor, nt neccessarily read them immediately, but yea, dat's how izit la, but nvm la, dat book ought 2 be around 4 awhile...=)

+Hmm, bak 2 d movie, it's a gud thg 2 be in d cinema, u noe y? Bcoz even thou there're many others sitting infront, bak, left & right side of u, thg is, ur focus is on d screen, n u sumhow get pulled into d movie, dat's how izit, letting u 4get about d outside world, even if it's juz 4 a couple of hours, letting go of all ur worries 4 the time being, dat nth rly concerns u...juz enjoy the movie...^^

+Btw, the movie's great, evryone shud go c it, mayb then they'll jolt out of their reverie, many ppl juz 4get about all d wonderful thgs and instead choose 2 focus on all d thgs dat cud be change if oni u will it, so y get upset when thgs do not go ur way? Y nt change it rite now, rite here...I'm trying my best 2 do juz that, so let's work it out 2gether alrite...^^

+Well, I thk I realize now wot rly matters 2 me, right now, I juz wan 2 live the best of my life, c how far I can go, how high I can soar, and I, act loves being single, I'm serious eh, which is weird rite? Since ppl usually will feel like hevin that sum1 after they watch a love movie, but I thought about it yesterday, n 2day, that juz seems even clearer...

+That I do not nid sum1 2 make me hepi, I can be hepi by making others hepi...dat will be my goal 4 now, nth means more than seeing sum1 smile bcoz of u, "When you're nice to someone, it's good to know you're not at the bottom of existence, because that means you still have something to share..."-from my fav anime[JigokuShoujo]

+Well, u repeat my words d other day"Don't let love make a fool out of you"...don't worry, I won't, I learnt from d best didn't I? You taught me that, a lesson I'll nvr 4get, c, I told u evrythg happens 4 a reason, rite now, d reason is 2 co-existence, 4 u 2 b part of my life, n 4 me 2 b part of urs, no strings attached, juz u & me waiting, for time 2 prove evrythg...I blv that, so it doesn't rly matter now, dat's d laz thg on my mind, I won deny anythg, but I won't accept evrythg...

+I'm happy being right wher I am, I feel free like a bird, sumtimes I wonder, if the fishes in my well wants 2 be set free, but u wudn't noe will u? Some juz prefers 2 stay in their comfort zone, bcoz that's wher they'll feel safe & sound, no harm, no dangers, right wher they belongs, remember Madagascar? The animals were hepi being in d zoo weren't they? I guess it depends on the circumstances we're brought up wif, 2 be independent, or 2 be dependent, 4 me, I still am dependent, way 2 much sumtimes, wish I cud fix dat, but I guess d time will cum when I will be forced 2 go on my own...until then, let's nt worry about dat alrite? Lol...

+So yea, mark my words, dun rush into luv, 4 when u do, it most likely will crumble without d foundation, d fundamental of love is when u get 2 c wot's real, the truth & the lies...

+Well, since it's 12, I had better stop now, hevin tuition 2moro morn, boring~sux la, hate it, lol, stil nid 2 go, aikz...so well, will elaborate more on whichever subject later~chao~nite2, slp tight...=)

+N here's a pic of Zac, hehe, n fyi, I'm no fan of his ok? Lol...but u hev 2 admit, who wudn't wan a young dad looking like that? =p


"When you start to question the choice you made, remember the reason you made that choice..."


XoXo, J@N3...=]

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+Nee again...=)

+The further the distance, the more distant it seems, so why look back at d past? When clarity is right ahead...=)

1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought
+Ought 2 do sth wif my hair, I wonder, wot shud I do wif it? Cut it shorter or leave it juz that, or alter it, hmm, still trying 2 figure it out...hehe...
2. How much cash do you have on you?
+rm100 that I nid 2 settle my bill wif, I'm broke!! I nid a job, lol...but I can't, so study aje la...sigh~
3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR?"
+Lol?=P
4. Favorite planet?
+Hmm, earth la?
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
+dun hev 1,2,3,4 one la, he lor...was slping that day...lol..
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
+Prisoner of Love~I'm a prisoner of love, prisoner of love~
7. What shirt are you wearing?
+Rite now wearing pj lor, if normal days padini ones la, heh...
8. Do you "label" yourself?
+No, labels r 4 stupid ppl, we are all unique in our own way la, thou I can't deny it makes us differentiate those ppl easier, geeks, goths, well, y is that so? Bcoz they all look d same la...>.<" 9. Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing?
+Vincci, hehe, heels, I dun wear shoes, eh...
10. Bright or Dark Room?
+Bright ofcoz, dark is freaky eh...
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
+She's a rly unique girl, n friendly one 2, a true fren indeed...^^
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
+Doin wot I'm doin now.lol,answering her tag...haha...
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
+Laz ar? which is consider laz leh? bfor I c this q, or after I c dis q? Haha, anyway, juz a fren saying he's drinking tea...lol
15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
+Opposite my skul, then walk right on...
16. What's a word that you say a lot?
+Currently? Seems 2 kip saying walao/wapiang~I alwiz change my word la, I duno y that word is stuck 4 now...
17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
+A fren of mine...love comes in many different forms, so stop defining love as only one!!
18. Last furry thing you touched?
+My pillowy~Tisu2, haha, my sis named it that, I 4got y, I thk I mistakenly said that...xD
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
+3 paracetamol, was in d laz 3 days? dun remember, I noe I got a rly bad headache, oh, laz tue I thk, haha...
20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?
+I dun use camera that uses films lor...
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
+The present...
22. Your worst enemy?
+Man's best fren, I'm afraid of them alrite, even those around my hse...zzz...
23. What is your current desktop picture?
+A paper torn into a love shape? Hehe...
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
+A lot leh, sms, msn? Lol, talk?? 4got ad la~
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
+Million bucks la, helo, fly 4 wot? Fly go wher? So silly, we all can fly without wings, it's juz how u c it...=)
26. Do you like someone?
+I like more than sum1 la, I like those around me alot...
27. The last song you listened to?
+Listening, 情书,, Love Note by Van Fan~!! Hehe...=D

+Tagging Nic, Solo, Sereno, & who else will respond 2 my tag leh? Hehe, hey Jeff, mayb u shud update ur blog now, kaka...xD

"Stay true to your heart, and you'll see what's real..."

XoXo, J@N3...=]

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+Nee Tagged Me...


+It's me!! Cute? Haha...=P

1.Real Name
Jane
2.Nickname
煎蛋
3.Zodiac sign
Virgo bcoz I'm a Virgin la? Wot la Nee...haha...xD
4.Elementary School
Wen Hua
5.Middle School
Moon-Shh~~
6.High School
Same la...
7.Collage School
----
8.Hair Color
Shiny black n luvin it~
9.Long or short hair
Short 
10.Loud or quiet
Can be either
11.Sweats or jeans
Jeans
12.Phone or Camera
I want a phone now!!!
13.Computer freak
Nope,blogger addict perhaps...=P
14.Drink or smoke?
Neither
15.Do you have a crush on someone?
More than that perhaps?
16.Waiting for?
The imperfect guy that wud make evrythg perfect...

Future
17.Want kids?
Hmm, if I evr learn 2 be responsible...haha...
18.Want to get married?
Mayb, who noes...a girl looks best in her wedding gown doesn't she? Or I cud juz be a bride's maid, haha...=P
19.Careers in mind?
Novelist, then I can stay at home n type n write as I like dun I? Lol...

Which is better in the boy/girl you like?
20.Lips/Eyes
Eyes that dazzlez...
21.Shorter/Taller
Taller la plz, I like heelz...=P
22.Romantic/Spontaneous
Both?
23.Looks/Sincere
Who wudn't wan both rite? Lol...but I guess at d end of d day, it's the latter that matterz...
24.Sensitive/Loud
Sensitive ofcoz, can't stand egoistic ones, but kept falling 4 those, I wonder y...heh...
25.Hook-up/relationships
Relationships...
26.Troublemaker/hesitant
Can't pick...

Have you ever:
27.Fight
Wif my sis all d time, used 2 be physical, now rarely la...
28.Run away from home
Will nvr...home is best!^^
29.Become a playboy
Playgirl can la, but I wud never, nt fun fooling wif ppl's heart u noe?
30.Kill somebody
Wa, it's a sin, will nvr, won't wan 2 send myself 2 hell, lol...
31.Broken somebody's heart
Yep
32.Been arrested
Nope, by no one...
33.Cried when somebody died
Almost anybody...

Do you believe in:
34.Yourself
Most of d times...9/10 times...
35.Miracles
Certainly do...but sumtimes u nid 2 create ur own miracles...
36.Love at first sight
Nope, crushes, yea, but nvr love...
37.Heaven
I trust it's on Earth...
38.Santa Claus
I nvr do, dun celebrate christmas oso...
39.Tooth fairy
Used 2, haha, 4got wot got me that thking, hmm, a movie, dun remember...
40.Kiss on the first date
It's ok if it's on d cheek


Answer truthfully:
41.Is there one person you want to be with right now?
Ther probably is, or mayb not...
42.Are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
Seriously, no, happy, yea...contradict? Alwiz..haha...
43.Do you believe in God?
I do, but ther's nt wot I shud be blving in~

+Lazy 2 tag ppl, hehe, tagging whoever reads this...=P

"Stay true to your heart, then you'll find your way..."

XoXo, J@N3...=]

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+Midnight Sun..::..让世界为你而笑


+Came bak home from klang 2day, so many thgs happen in juz 3 days, n I'm tired when I got bak, but mostly even more upset...

+N hey, I thk I found out a way 2 drive properly, but rather, more dangerously, wakaka...

+U noe y? Bcoz I was upset, yea, my phone broke down, n I dun hev a phone now, using my cousin's old hp, so yea, wanted 2 get a new one, but I'm broke, wher am I suppose 2 get d money from? Sigh...

+N my mum doesn't wan me 2 buy a new one, she rather I use hers, but hers oso sot one, evrytime nvr send my msgs, zzz, so yea, my parents was talking about it, n she decided that she'll let me use hers, n 4 sum reason I got very upset, yea, bcoz I dun wan 2!!...

+I said no nid, then I juz ask from my cousin if she kept her old cell, kinda difficult 2 use 2, but it's ok la, juz bear wif it la, who ask me 2 be so broke? Sadly, I'm jobless, so now all I can do is focus on my studies...

+So yea, bak 2 d driving part, so I was upset, n then I was crying when reversing d car out, damn, it took ages 2 reverse that car, skil sux la, wot 2 do, kip turning here n ther, till now still can't tell wher wud it turn if I turn d sterring either side...seriously, no kidding here...

+So I tried 2 stop my tears, then my dad got in d car, I can't drive alone ler, n 4 once, I act manage 2 change the clutch rather smoothly than I alwiz did, thou ther's still errors when I got rly upset, yea, feel like juz driving d car faz2, but impossible la, he won't let me go over 60kmj oso, haha, it's HAZARDOUS 4 me 2 drive faz oso, so dun let me if ur wise enuf...kaka...

+Maybe u shud make me upset so I'll drive properly, kaka, but then I'll drive like a crazy driver, so wot difference does it make rite? Hehe...neway, 4get about that...

+Manage 2 study, n kept myself bz, hmm, I'm gud, haha, improving, nt bad, shud kip up wif this, ther's no excuses, I've been out of state 4 2 days, no excuses 2 slack rite now...muz gambateh!!

+Aja2!! Fighting!! Hmm, now wher did I heard that phrase from? Can't remember...nvm la...

+So dat's wot happened 2day, got bak from tuition, studied for 2 hours, talk about that matter wif my terengganu best fren, she went bak hometown lor, n I realize I hev many best frenz, hehe, juz 1 extraordinary la, coz he's d one that supports me 24/7, anytime, yea, practically I can call him anytime I wan, kaka, ucuc, praise u leh? C I go gud...=P...

+Then wot did I do sumore? Hmm, time is short, barely did anythg, juz had my dinner, juz a popiah? N that's at 7pm sumore, then I got hungry, mum made me a milo, juz ate sum biscuits wif it, but I dun like ler!! I like biscuits wif tea!! Sorta got addicted 2 that ad, so evrytime my dad makes tea, I'll eat it wif biscuits, even if I'm stuffed ad, haha...no wonder stomach so big ad leh?

+These few days din ate much lor, so now my stomach a bit boh song ad, juz dun feel like eating, sry la, dear stomach~

+Oklo, go ther oso did nth, but play wif d kids, n man, they nvr grow tired one, but then my mum juz says I was d same when I was a kid, haha, well, guess we're all of d same genes har, she's so kyut!!~Su Anne~~Miss u, n she's in melaka, haha, my cousin came bak 2 lor, dun hev a pic ovr dis section of d com, hmm, show it when I do~^^

+Least I came bak wif 5 novels, haha, 1 for rm5, how 2 resist rite? wanted 2 get more ler, but no time 2 scroll thru so many, I'm picky wif novles, nid 2 make sure I'll read it if I buy it...n unfortunately my sis n I shares different genres, so she read hers, I read mine, she like family, ties, life novels, I'm more 2 thriller, yea, the books r all thriller..kaka...n sides, they rly do serves a great distraction~!!

+Now I hev lotz 2 do, no time 2 thk, no nid 2 thk of all the nonsense, I'm a no nonsense girl am I not? That's all 4 2day, bfor I start babbling about sth else non-stop..typical me..hee...

"Choose the road not taken and see where it leads to?"-[my dad did that 2day, n he's practically juz wan 2 go round & round, imagine taking 4 hours 2 reach melaka from klang? Lol, that's his fav past time la, 2 go round in d car~]...dis is nt d quote 4 2day, haha, down here...

"If the moon can linger in the day so bright, why can't the sun do the same at night?"...and it can, bcoz d moon shines from it's light...=)..::.."让世界为你而笑,别让泪水模糊你的视线,美好的一切只在于自己用心去体会..."

P.S.: Gonna watch zac efron 2moro, on screen, haha, 17 again? Hmm, will write on that later on...^^

XoXo, J@N3...=]