Kajai|PT

Kajai|PT

It felt like a long time since I blog here.

But haha, only been 2 days, lol.

Neway, long story short, let's review 28th of September.

So yea, had our PT at Kajai~!

My task for that day is simply 2 catwalk.

Kanjiong giler.

Heart was beating wif d music.

Oh gosh.

After it's done, we're like wow,

how long was that?

Not more than 5 mins?

We practiced for more than 5 hours. Lol.

Haha, So yea, glad we got it over wif anyway.

It's amazing, juz the few minutes.

But our adrenaline was rushing like hell.

That was wot happened when I was presenting my speech at OCS juz now.

Oh gosh, I kan jiong giler.

Din even practice or wot.

So when she told me "Your good" by the end of the class.

I'm like. Huh? Okay.

I wonder.

Do ppl dun realize I'm nervous when I'm nervous? Hmm.

Neway, bak 2 the PT.

I realize sth.

It's so FUN~!! Haha.

Surely, the work is no fun.

Which I don't know much about.

But rehearsing with the rest of them,

We got closer and simply had so much fun. ^^

So yea, the pix r all at FB, can look at it there,

I guess that's all for now.

I'm still slpy~

Here's 1 pic I din upload 2 FB. Hehe.

-lilrig-

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By Sicreci

Head|Ache

Had a bad day.

Izit rly that bad? I hev no idea.

I only know my mood has been up and down today.

It irritates me and it's annoying.

And now I'm hevin a headache.

Today is just messed up,

I skipped 2 classes,

I rush here and there.

><".

I 4got I hev a tuto task 2 do,

Gonna do it now.

I realize I hev 2 force myself not 2 sleep and force myself 2 wake up no matter how much I hate it.

Ought to slp by 3am and wake up by 7am.><"

That's all for now.

Goodnight world. Leave me alone for now.

I need some rest from the outside.

Tuning out from reality.

-lilrig-

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By Sicreci

Guilty|Conscience

I hate myself when I'm being the exact person that I don't fancy.

Crap. Wot I'm talking about?

Now I know what it feels like to be on the other side.

To not have the time to handle everything.

I have to push myself.

Have to complete my assignments quick.

Whether it's group work or not.

I have to work on it more.

Be a better person!!

Juz wanted 2 say so sorry 4 my group members.

And thank you so much 4 understanding.><"

Aja2 Fighting!!

-lilrig-

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By Sicreci

What|The...

...HECK...><"

Amount Used Today:

1. RM18-Dedications

2. RM23-KACC T-Shirt

3. RM20-PT Coupons

Unpaid

4. RM35[OCS Book]

Nvm about the money. I'm running out of time now.

Sat 2pm got presentation. Got rehearsal for PT 2.

Which obviously I can't make it for the PT one.

And then Sun morning got Replacement class.

Mon Rehearsal also clash with Ko-K.

Giler sial. Clash sini clash sane. ><"

So many thgs 2 do. My time table can't fit oso.

I feel so sorry if I didn't do my part in the group work.

But my hands are so tight I feel like I'm gonna burst.

Honestly, I cud fork up sum time.

The problem with me is.

My time management sux.

I get kan jiong all the time.

I juz duno how 2 arrange wot I shud do, when I shud do.

It's all messed up. ><"

Whatever it is, I'm going 2 bed and head 2 class in the morning.

Good night world.

Don't miss me. Lol.

-lilrig-

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By Sicreci

Calm|Down

Feel like gonna burst.

My stomach hurts like hell.

Later got Ko-K sumore

I feel like cursing these past few days.

Seriously.

I just kept it in.

Patience, I tell myself, I juz suck it all in.

I rly dun care wot others thk or wotsoever ad.

I'm already so out of my mind tryin 2 figure out my assignments.

Dun even noe wot 2 do.

Seems 2 me I hev lotz on my hand.

I juz can't figure out wher 2 start.

N no, I'm not pek cek-ing rite now.

Juz saying sth on my mind bfor I get ready n go 2 my ko-k meeting.

I can't keep telling ppl I'm sick.

They muz thk I'm faking it.

So wot.

Fine, juz tahan.

I'm used 2 it already anyway.

Gosh. I nid 2 take care of myself.

That's all.

-lilrig-

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By Sicreci

2 love

Say|No

One thing being a university student is that, not only must we learn to say Yes.
We definitely have to learn to say No.
Have assignments, finish is up asap.
Don't wait until last minute, or I'll be so "kan jiong" I don't know what to do then.
Just like what I did last night, gosh.

Everybody was so "kan jiong".
My lecturer was actually happy to see us this way. ><"
Yea, I seriously mean that.
She's like, wow, she haven't seen such innocence in 1st years for a long time.
Like it's matter of Life & Death for us.
She did in fact described it like that.
She hope only that we could retain the feeling we have now at after years.
But as she said, as maturity descends, people start to take everything for granted.
And do everything cukup makan.

I don't want that, I used to be that way.
I want to surpass my own expectations.
Now gonna rush for another assignment.
No time to lose.
I only have 3 weeks to study after this 2 weeks which I have to use to complete my assignments.
I need to spend more time for myself.
Otherwise I'll go crazy when it's time for the exams.
Gosh, I flung my Quiz real hard. 7 out of 20?!!! WTH.
Crap. The 2 important subs that I don't intend to just pass. I intend to do well.
It's PPBL and Critical Appreciation anyway.
Haven't even touch the PPBL texts pun.
Siao. Can't depend on notes. 2 many ad. ><"

That's all, wanna sidai my clothes ad.
So long then.

-lilrig-

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By Sicreci

Pig|Q

Referring to my title: It's Bar-be-que...Ba....bi....q...=P

Without the pig. Lol. No pork.

Haha, anyway, well.

Here's the Post Morten, and self-reflection.

Confession:

I know I'm not a good host.

As I said before.

I don't like hosting party,

Or even joining one.

Usually I just go there to eat, chat, n take pix.

So it's kinda "What? What do I do?" situation all the time.

Gosh, I feel like smacking myself just then.

I just couldn't help it.

I get all, how do u say it?

It's not "Pek Chek",

It's like I just don't know what to do that kind of thing.><"

Seriously, this is the 1st n last I'm doing such thg. ><"

I'm better off being the eater, lol.

I don't think I eat much oso laz nite,

Stomach doesn't feel well again. Sigh.

Hope it gets better later.

Going bak 2 UKM,

D other day while I was chatting wif my girlfriends,

They mentioned sth,

That u juz hev that kind of feeling not 2 study anymore,

I hev that kind of feeling 2,

Tryin hard 2 get rid of it,

1 month and 1 week bfor my finals,

I've already worried about it.

I know I have to start studying asap.

I can't keep doing things laz minute.

It'll all mess up.

Anyway, that's all,

Ought 2 start packing my stuff n head bak. =)

PS: Thx guys for evrythg, I feel so blessed to hev such family and friends by my side. Chill Out!

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By Sicreci

BBQ|Preparation

Honestly, I'm not a party girl.

Even thou my house is like hosting party all year long, well, at least once a year, mostly twice, at most thrice.

Mostly it's on CNY, Mooncake Festival, and New Year.

I was always the one that cepat ambil benda makan, cepat habis, cepat hilang.

I'll just stay in the room or in the house, dun rly wanna socialize with the guest.

Yesh, I used 2 be that way.

The one who juz kept 2 herself at gathering.

So when I say I wanted 2 BBQ,

Well, even thou I prefer steamboat 2 BBQ anytime.

I juz thought well, y not make a gathering since most of us is here.

Wait 4 next year my 21st bday oso duno I'm in Melaka ma. Lol.

Dun wait, when u feel like it, juz do it.

I juz use my bday as an excuse,

Since most of my best frenz are around.

Didn't wan 2 call so many act,

My mum was already complaining, call so many friends?

It's only 20+, if I called all, it wud hev been atleast 40.><"

So she said, muz I be so good wif evrybody?

Well, the 8 girls I called all really Close friends lor,

Whereas 4 the guys, out of the 16, well, half of them r close wif me, so it's 8+8=16 close friends? =P

Lol, I wonder as well.

I hev no idea y,

Bak in skul, I was the girl that was closer 2 the guys than any other girls were 2 them.

I was the middle "girl", the messenger in between. ><"

As for the girls, they hev their own circles,

I dun, I mix wif technically any one of them that I find truthful.

As long as ur good 2 me, I'm good 2 u.

I'm like that,

If ur no good 2 me, I'll juz ignore u. Lol.

So yea, end up calling a few which I did not intended 2 call bcoz we weren't rly that close.

But I called them bcoz those that r close 2 me wanted them 2 teman.

So no can do. I suka sgt kasi org muka.

Well, it's only fair rite?

Since ppl alwiz giv me muka.

So yea, it's ok,

It's probably the 1st n laz time I'll do this, lol.

Dah ckp I x suka buat benda cam ni.

Esok kena bgn pagi pi pasar beli benda lagi~

Wanted 2 go work de, I'm running out of cash.

But hev 2 go Pasar ma, so ask my sis go instead. The elder one la ofcoz.

Gosh, seriously, x duit pakai dah, bila lah will TAPEM bank in the money~

Sien~

-lilrig-

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By Sicreci

Kinda|Moody

Everything changes ever since I entered Uni.

Everything.

I only wish somethings never changed.

Yet it did, and there's nth else I can do.

They made their decisions.

I shouldn't bother them anymore.

-lilrig-

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By Sicreci

3 love

姐|妹

*I don't really go and remember the exact time, it's just estimates. =P

9.30am >> Start car, go pick Jenny up.

9.45am >> Reach Angela's place, just in time. =)

9.55am >> Sharonne's house.

10.00am >> At Aeon!

J[Not me] wanted to buy watch, tapi x nampak itu gerai~So jalan jalan, cari apa? Xda apa, saje jalan, hee. A tgh cari her iPanema, cudn't find wot she wanted~S as usual, suka je window shopping~hehe.

11.00am >> Xda benda buat dah, pi je MP.

11.15am >> Dah sampai, parking pun susah, dah lama x park, dah karat dah. ><"

11.20am >> Pi DP 1st~Go find the 2 thgs I wanted 2 buy, hehe...beli kasut beli baju. Lol. =P...act saw another heels pun byk cantik. But I rarely wear heels anyway, n 1 is enuf 4 me. I'm not that Tiger or the Pig, asyik beli kasut je, oni thg this year I did bought 4 pairs d la. Haha, semua x sama pattern punyer le...xD..3 of them happen 2 be Summit's[Got member card anyway.=P]...Vincci xyah pi dah, I dah bosan. Hehe.

Shoes :RM 27.50

T-shirts: RM 17X2 = 34.00

12.15pm >> Perut dah lapar pulak, x makan breakfast, go buy some snacks 2 munch on, beli keledek makan. =P

12.30pm >> Pi beli Pig nak punyer Purple Esprit Bag~I nak yg Hitam~~!!! Hmm. Later la. Haha. xD

12.40pm >> Pi cari satu benda kejap, hehe. Apa benda xmau bagi tau dulu. =P

12.50pm >> Ckp 12.30pm, dah nak pukul 1pm belum sampai, biasalah, Malaysian time.~Heh.

1.15pm >> Kat MP pulak, time for Lunch, eat Pizza~!! Bcoz wan Halal ma, duno wot else can eat.

1.30pm >> Semua dah sampai, 11 ppl altogether, our 5 malay guy frens+2 aweks, ada satu I x ingat ler.><"....others used 2 be quite good wif them. They all very sporting de. 1 more like Indon than Msian eh.

2.20pm >> Dah makan habis, boleh chao dah, x abis pun act, diorg dapao ambil pi boling makan, haha, they wan go play, I xmau, ada satu pun xmau, we continue shopping je. =P

Pizza: RM12

3.00pm >> Finding for A's flops again, n look c look c clothes, walk here walk ther, hehe.

3.30pm >> Nature's Republic! Bought a nail polish n remover. =P. Hmm, bored wif my 30 colours. Neway, my skin tone now, put dark solid colour nicer. Aikz. So dark ad.. sob sob..so sad...

Nature's Republic: RM4X2 = RM8

Speaking of which, evry gathering I go, those who went 2 Uni all came bak wif Panda eyes. Sigh~ Life in U. Slp late wake up early, giler sial. All got eye bags. Lol. =.=

3.50pm >> Hev 2 cabut, nid 2 drop S at sumplace, 4got 2 mention, C came and join us for lunch. Hehe.

Then she said go yamcha, ma suggest go eat Tau Fu Fa lor. Nearby Bei Zhan.

4.00pm >> Drop S off and went there, ok, hev trouble parking again. I very scare roads that is slanting~Hev 2 use d hand gear evrytime. ><"

5.30pm >> So late ad o, C goin 4 2nd round wif her frenz, so we dcided 2 go bak lor.

6.00pm >> Reach home unscratched. Even thou I noe I did a few silly thgs driving. Lol. Hev 2 remember this n that. C, it's not that hard izit? I juz hev 2 take it slow. Dun Kan Jiong~! 1 kali dah cukup, malas nak drive dah. I oni hev d urge 2 drive once in awhile. Haha. So they was surprised I offered 2 drive. Lol.

Tau Fu Fa+To Fu = RM4

Total Spent: 27.50+34+12+8+4= RM85.50+RM20[Pig owe me]= RM105.50

Dah, malas nak type dah, nak upload pix at FB la. ^^

-lilrig-

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By Sicreci

Weekends|Outing

10 mins bfor I hev 2 do my assignment.

So I'm saving it,

N cutting this short,

Haha,

Went 2 dinner on sat nite, u can chek out d pix after I tag myself when my sis is done wif uploading it. Lol.

Went 2 eat Ramen yesterday afternoon, then go shop 4 my fren's gift awhile.

Went 2 Go Go sing K last nite, then chit chat sampai balik.

Bz rite?

Today no go anyway, guai guai stay at home.

Haha, 2moro go shop wif my ji mui.

I'm driving~

Haha, after 2 months.

Lol, juz feel like it. =P

2moro morning not much cars ba.

Melaka weekdays not much cars de lor.

Esok cuti dah habis.

Hehe.

That's all the update 4 2day, got to run. ^^

-lilrig-

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By Sicreci

Cousins|Outing

Dreambox.

September 11, 12pm-3pm.

9 Girls.

Fun fun fun~Went to sing K.

About 1/3 or half is english songs.

Since well u noe la, got 1 banana,

And sum half bananas,

4got how 2 read chinese ad. Haha.

All the different age de.

There's Me & Xin de Horsie~The young adults~Keke.

There Junie & Qian de tigresses. The adults.

There's Mei d rabbit n Wen d dragon. Also the adults.

There's d Pig, the Rat, & the Rat? I thk so.

Hehe, anyway, kita mmg ss byk.

After that, went 2 eat tai bak, gua suka.

Hehe, sape xtau, itu baba nyonya tong shui.

Cum melaka, I bawa u pi makan...keke..

Btw, hev 2 cabut ad, going 2 eat Ramen.

Wanted 2 eat, so go out n eat lor. Hehe.=P

Later report again.

-lilrig-

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By Sicreci

Long|Distance

I juz thought about that when you talk about it.

As a matter of fact. Me being the usual kepo me.

I ask a fren of mine laz nite.

He n his gf of 2 years + broke up bcoz he was overseas.

And the girl had a change of heart.

Another guy came into the picture.

All I thought about was.

At least she didn't 2-timed him.

I knew her too, but just know her because she's his gf,

N happens 2 work at the same place bfor.

So I was really surprise.

We all thought they made a matching couple.

But hmm, actually,

A girl fren of mine told me bfor,

That she isn't who she seems to be,

Me as usual I trust ppl easily.

So 2 me, I simply trust almost evryone.

Perhaps she just isn't the one for him.

Yet it sounded like an excuse as I said it.

Well. Whatever happens happen.

You can't turn bak time,

Nor can u undo wot has been done.

At first I ask my guy fren.

Do high skul relationships rly dun laz?

[They were together since form 5]

Bcoz evryone I knew seem 2 be that way.

And I happen 2 noe both of them as well.

Let me thk if there's even one...hmm...

Yea there's 1, like, 1 out of 10.

So rare like, I thk it's less.

Perhaps 1 out of 20.

That cud be it.

They said that as we hit 20, we change from then on.

Speaking of which, juz had my chinese bday today~

Didn't noe that, my mum told me so.

She cook mee sua giv me...wif red eggs~

Hehe, she alwiz do so 4 evryone of us.

Now that I thk of it!!

Eh, sape masak kasi my mum.

Oh, I dun even noe when izit leh...zzz...><"

No gud wif chinese calendar lor...eek eek.

My Mee Sua & Telur Merah[Sudah Kopek ler. =P]

Well, I don't know about any other ppl.

But my sis n her bf was like one north one south,

He was in Langkawi and she was here.

They only met twice or thrice a year at that time.

So I rly dun c it as an excuse.

For a person 2 Change, a person 2 CHEAT!!!

Remember my previous post? Lol.

Except for my other cousin,

It's a gud thg she broke up wif the mamak guy when she's away,

Well, we all noe y, =P

Even thou he's loaded and all.

Neway, she's wif a Japanese guy now.

Dun thk she plans 2 cum bak Malaysia n live anyway.

So yea, there's alwiz exceptions,

So it's really hard 2 say who's fault izit when all falls apart.

We can only hope it doesn't as we appreciate the times we spent with them.^^

-lilrig-

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By Sicreci

Sleepy|Tokki

Slept at 1.30am. Woke up at 8.30am.

These few days every night sleep 6-7 hours.

Then afternoon sleep 1-3 hours.

Duno y cum bak Melaka kip feeling slpy in d noon.

I dun usually take afternoon nap. But xleh tahan.

I thk I'm gonna slp again in awhile.

1.30pm and I haven't had my lunch.

Nothing on the table, maybe cook instant noodles again. Lol.

Mum usually eat brunch, and oni me n my dad at home.

So xda benda makan lor. Mooncake? Haha. xD

Anyway, did 1 point for my assignment last night, 2 more points to go.

Still have 2 work on that 1 point thou, just realize I hev 2 elaborate n expand my mind,

Do critical thinking and write and write and write, x cukup isi le...

3-4 pages. That means 1 page shud hev 2 para...gosh...

Think think think. My brain not in the mode to do Critical Analysis for my Critical Appreciation assignment. ><"

And I haven't even start on the other assignments. Gosh. It's been 5 days since I'm home ad. Time is Running Out~!

PS: Somebody save me!!@.@

-lilrig-

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By Sicreci

School|Friends

Form 5 Geng:

Wanted to watch Step Up 3, then my friend ask went go?

Since another friend kebetulan free, straight away decide go watch afternoon de.

Panggil org, had 5 ppl act, then add another 2,

So 2 cars go, but 1 car bak,

Means 6 ppl in a car.

Baik kita org semua kurus2 punyer..haha..xD

Watch 4pm punya Step Up 3,

4.10pm baru went in,

Told u Malaysian ppl no time conscious lor..

Panggil 3pm fetch ppl,

3.30pm pun belum pik..><"

The movie is Nice!! =)

Go watch it. Hehe.

It's different from the previous 2 I think.

It even has tango in it.

The choice of music used is also more wide range.

Instead of using dance music.

It's amazing they cud juz use pop music n dance with it.

Love Bust Your Windows by Jazmine Sullivan even more now!!! =D

The dance moves are sleek in the eyes on a non-dancer.

Since we duno how 2 dance,

Every moves they make seems to amaze us.

That's the fun part.

So dancers might think, lame. N so on.

But that's juz natural.

Anyway, went to eat Steamboat after that.

Also randomly decided, haha.

RM20 eat all you can.

But ofcoz I can't eat so much oso la.

Perut kecik je.

Dah makan pi tesco kejap,

Kebetulan my form 6 geng ther,

So I join them from ther about 9pm,

Then go the place of which I anti,

Station 1, lol.

Form 6 Geng:

That time oni 1 car, 4 girls and 1 guy[Our ji mui, haha]

Then another girl came n my sai lou oso.

I thk me n my sai lou very bad le.

Haha, after he came, they're playing cards but I juz dun feel like playing,

He oso x mau main, so both of us chit chat lor.

Chit chat chit chat sampai xmau henti,

Haha, he was asking my advice n telling his story,

Was like listening n like what??

N I was like telling my story 2 him.

It juz felt like when we're in form 4 all over again.

Haha, I felt like looking at the him back then,

But a more mature version ofcoz.

Hehe, it makes me so happy 2 noe that I really did mattered,

That he actually put my contact name as jie jie.

I guess sumtimes u nvr rly noe how much a person take u as.

It's gud 2 noe thou.

The girls had to bak early, 10 sth they cabut ad,

Me n my di di n my other girl fren stayed ther,

Then chit chat another girl came wif her bf,

Oso din talk 2 her leh, bcoz her bf wif her,

So heh, hee, 11 sth they went bak liao.

We still tgh ckp..=P

Ckp sampai 12sth baru balik.

Hmm, that's all lor. Hehe.

Going Aeon wif Mummy n d pig.

Wanted 2 drive de,

But my daddy drove the kancil again.

Cum bak haven drive oso.

But I oni like driving 2 Aeon,

Coz senang pi, senang parking, haha..xD

So ask my mum pi lor~

Haven't had my lunch, didnt rly had my breakfast oso.

Juz ate a tou sha pia.

Duno how 2 spell that.

Anyway, cabut dulu. ^^

-lilrig-

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By Sicreci

3 love

Meet|Up

Personal:

Went out last night, for a gathering with my form 5 mates.

I told them 7.30pm, ad expected they'll be ready by 8pm,

Biasalah, Malaysian time, always add another 30 mins into it.

I mean always, I dah biasa dah, but as usual,

I'll get ready by 7.30pm,

Then I'll wait for about 15 mins bfor I start 2 pek cek.

If I had to wait over 30 mins I'll get in the car wif a "purposely" sour face and silence.

Those who noe me long will noe my pattern,

I damn damn x suka ppl no time conscious,

I admit I'll be late once in awhile,

But not for no reason,

Zzz, I dun like myself being late as well.

But sumthgs dun hev 2 be so punctual la. =P

Anyway, went to Dynasty Cafe.

1st time I went there,

The place it alrite,

2 different atmosphere down n above,

Quite cool,

The seats r sandbags or sofa, ur pik.

Took lots of pix wif d guys n girls. Hehe.

Fun!

The guys rly so difficult 2 get them 2 take pix,

Everytime oso like that,

That's y very few pix wif them lor.

They said I've changed,

Well, I realize that myself,

I seem 2 be more talkative than usual,

Haha, n I thk I'm beginning 2 learn 2 xpress myself even more,

Which is a skill I shud practice using english,

Speaking in English is still nerve wrecking to me,

Given that I hev 2 speak 2 an audience.

I just wish I cud overcome my fear quickly,

It's rly important that I do.

Neway, I was never the kind of girl that is gentle n sweet,

Nope, that is so not me,

I'm quite callous n clumsy as a matter of fact,

I'm simply who u thk I am.

Theories:

Anyway, wanna talk about sth,

U noe there r times when ppl dun c wot u do?

As in the efforts u put in n sorts?

All they c r results n results oni.

Sumtimes, I rly2 beh song dis kind of ppl,

Bcoz dey duno a thg abt wot u did,

N all they noe is critic wot they thk u din do.

Wotever it is, I do my part n that's suffice 4 me 2 noe,

I dun giv a damn if u like me or hate me,

But plz, get a life ppl, tell me straight 2 the face if that happens,

I noe ther's ppl talkin shit behind of me,

N still act all gud in front of me,

I noe bcoz ppl who cared about me felt upset for me.

Well, those ppl who cared noe me well,

Those ppl who's hypocrites dun,

So I alwiz tell them it doesn't rly matter,

Bcoz I noe they noe the kind of person I rly am.

I seem to giv out a negative vibe all the time,

But seriously, if ur not inside my circle of wall,

U can stay out of it,

I dun nid ppl like them inside my wall anyway.

It's so hypocritical.

Izit me? Or is the older a person gets.

A more cunning personality is carved?

I wonder, as I tell myself nvr 2 b that way.

-lilrig-

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By Sicreci

The|Funeral

Slept at 3 sth again last nite, woke up at 8 sth.

Now it's really taking its toll on me,

Feel so damn tired,

I juz woke up from a 2 hours nap,

Masak mee sedaap since there's oni pau kacang bt nth else 2 eat,

Afternoon ad had 1 pau kacang,

I'm no fan of that pau.

Even the lil pig cooked cup mee and eat.

And rite now evryone in my family is still slping,

Except for my dad,

He wif his movies,

For some reason we're all tired n lack of slp. ><"

So I'm really in a blur mode as I write this,

I wanna write about sth,

But I'll save that for later,

Anyway, I dun even hev the energy 2 get up n clear my room,

That will hev 2 wait until 2moro,

Thk I shud juz lay back and watch TV.

Yea, that'll probably energize me a bit,

Instead of doin nth.

Heh, maybe I rly shud move about.

Wrote a poem on the funeral anyway,

Can chek it at my poetry site.

So long then.

-lilrig-

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By Sicreci

Tiring|Day

Slept at 3 sth laz nite, the alarm rang at 8.30am,

Woke up, c the pig still sleeping, she wanted 2 go dim sum actually.

But I oso lazy wake up, she oso din manage 2 get up,

So tidor balik, tidor sampai 11 sth oni get up. Hehe.

She oso slpt 3 sth lor, so both of us malas nak bangun.

Next day je makan dim sum.

Had my lunch, then begin 2 clear my room.

Start off with her study table, which is extreme mess.

Then my com table, which has became her com instead.

So messy!!! 2moro hev 2 clear the dressing table n the rest of the room.

Gosh, that little pig, know how 2 mess up duno how 2 clear.

2 months I'm away it juz get worse.

Crap.

I think I cleared about 2 hours for that 2 tables then I give up,

Cousin wanted 2 go shopping n watch movie,

So I ikut je, I know I said not goin out but haha,

It's different when it comes 2 my family.=P

Went to watch Grown Ups.

Which I actually was so not interested because it's Adam Sandler's movie,

The 2nd actor I dun rly get his jokes.

The 1st is Ben Stiller, which I totally dun get at all.

But after watching it, even thou sum of the jokes are typical Americans,

Which I find lame for some parts,

But it's a movie that I think you should watch with your family.

There's this part where you just feel so lucky to be with your family.

And it makes me wanna hug ppl. =P

It gets touchy in a sense, emotionally.

Watched Old Cow Versus Tender Grass on friday,

Went to Mid Valley that day,

Singaporean low budget film as usual,

The main characters r like 2 guys n 2 girls,

Quite funny like typical singaporean movies,

But I wasn't rly concentrating on it,

Still the story is alrite, hehe,

That's all u hev 2 noe. ^^

Ya, anyway, spent more than RM100 today, on what?

I oso duno, let's calculate.

Movie - RM 10

Yokoso - RM 27

Mooncake - RM 14

Watson - RM 60

Carrefour- RM 6

Dinner - RM 8

Jonkers - RM 17

Pig owe me RM10

Total = RM152.

Swt, baru perasan I've spent so much.

I'm tired, goin 2 bed at 2am, it's only 1.19 am now.

Hev 2 wake up early 2moro 2 go to the funeral.

Which I went to the Wake after Dinner juz now,

About 10pm at Jonker Street.

Then I went and walk by myself around.

I always do that, hehe...

I dun mind walking alone n look c myself.

Most ppl find it weird,

But I'm fine with it. ^^

Since most ppl find it tiring 2 catch up wif my foot steps.

I tend 2 walk fast pace lor.

So hmm, that's all lor.

Will go find other thgs 2 do 4 now.

-lilrig-

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By Sicreci

Pek|Cek

It's 1.36am in the morning.

I was very tired actually.

But for some reasons meeting sampai I xmau tidor liao~

Damn sien de lor.

Evrytime my slp time pass, I dun feel like slping liao~

I really have two contradicting thoughts regarding this and that.

This and that which I don't want to state at here.

Anyway, this and that feels like we're all forced to do so.

Yet we're suppose to enjoy what we're doing.

So sometimes it's really difficult to enjoy what you feel like being forced.

Perhaps if they don't make it seem like we're forced to we'll have more fun.

This is the problem.

Even if we'll like 2 contribute as well, we simply feel like being forced to do so.

Making me feel so shit about it.

It's really contradicting rite?

Sigh, wot 2 do wot 2 do? Mcm ni lor.

Forced ke x forced?

Since we're being put into the situation.

Just accept it and live with it.

After all, we're all in the same damn situation. Lol.

Anyway, go bak hev tons of assignments to rush,

Soon as the raya holiday cum bak hev 2 present ad.

Zzz, sien dao~!!!

N note 2 self, hev 2 study no matter wot.

So not telling ppl I'm goin bak 2moro nite.

Not goin out until next week.

So plz, dun ask me out. Lol.

That's all for now, and I'm still not sleepy!!!

-lilrig-

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By Sicreci

Another|Funeral

Just went to my friend's grandma funeral the other day.

Now I've just heard from my sis about my uncle's passing.

Gosh, really came as a shock.

He's only 60+. The last I saw him he was fine and doing well.

He always had diabetics. But nothing so serious.

But I think it got serious when he was so stubborn he didn't went for check up earlier.

So thinking of going bak home early,

Since all my classes are cancel except for one next week,

Just skip that one class la.

Probably going bak on friday night.

Go bak oso has tons of assignments to do.

Sigh. Dun even noe wher 2 start.

Gosh. Hev 2 complete it before the raya even starts.

Otherwise I'll just balik and main n x buat kerja. ><"

So I guess that's all for now.

Talk later. Chao.

-lilrig-