I dreamt the exact same dream,I just forgot about it,And when I woke up,I realize it's the same damn dream,What a nightmare it was. ><" I don't know how it starts,I do know how it ends,First I was walking all by myself,When I encounter an abandon building,I was outside of the building, Then I write something on stick it notesAnd put it on the ground,Then I heard someone coming,So I ran into the building, It's just a girl and a guy,They quickly came to usher me out,But I didn't manage to do
Time flies, and that's cliche.Anyway, it's really another sem already,Gosh, I can't believe it,Even thou I feel bored at home,Being here makes me emo again,Been dripping tears since I'm back,Maybe because I'm not well,Maybe because I don't feel well. Anyway, I'm fine, still standing. Sunday Trip:I kinda lazy to talk about it, not in the mood to blog now,Briefly we went to Times Square, Look Out Point, Back to UKM, n then they went to I-City. Seriously mixed feelings,I don't wanna come back here,But
I learn about Non-Verbal Communication last sem,Which included this topic: Body Language,And if you've seen "Lie To Me",Facial Expressions, Hand Gestures are examples of Body Language. And I've been trying to find out more about it,Some people are natural at detecting the Truth & Lies based on your body language.So far I'm only good at detecting a person's emotion from their eyes,Eyes do not tell lies, but it usually only works with people I care,Perhaps because I tend to notice them,And I
Yoohoo~! S tiba2 ckp dia balik Melaka!Balik je terus pergi MP~!J yg drive, not me nia, hehe.Wahaha, kat rumah terlalu sien,Pergi jalan2 pun baik, hehe. =) Went to MP 1st,Jalan2~Bought a shorts and a dress,Hehe, shorts bcoz I've been wanting to buy another 1,Asyik2 wear the same one, eventhou it's not much difference since it's black oso, keke,Ok, I have a thing for black, and dark colours, =P 2nd, the dress is casual dress, oohlala~Dun rly hev a dress that I can casually wear,So that will do la,
Okay, I'll make things short. Hehe. Just got my results!!! Wahaha, I am so HAPPY~!!!Even thou it's not very good la ok?Just so much much more than I expected,Kinda expected I might fail a sub,Nasib pass!!! Fuh!!!!So okla, hehe...But this time I nasib baik je.Next sem kena work harder le!!I keep on curi tulang, T.T..Jia you!! 2nd is, I'm sure most of u know about the guy who commit suicide already,After a 4 months affair, the girl decided to end it,The guy couldn't take it he choose to end his life. I
Do you know many people exist in this world?Of the Millions of Billions of Zillions,Everyday the amount just keep increasing and decreasing,You can't even total it all up,But one thing for sure,It's true when they say you're One in a Million,No two souls are alike anyway. Anyway, I've been thinking,While I'm sitting at home doing nothing,Well, technically, I just rather stay at home other than hanging out with my friends and going out with my family,So yea, for now, I'll enjoy my rest while I still
You know, back in school we always wait for the holidays to come,When we don't have to pile up the books and study for the exams,Even when some of us stayed at home all the time,It didn't really matter to me then,But I have to admit,I did nothing this holiday,I just pick up a novel that's been at the shelf for a year now to read, And I have a bunch more waiting for me. Life is easier when we are kids,Kids can play with anything or nothing at all,It's non-stop entertainment for them,They find
Because she's little, I'm suppose to be the mature one,Little like hell, she's 15 years old! God Damnit!!Even I when I was 15 I do not throw a 5 years old tantrum!What she wants she must get it,It gets on my nerves,I try to not burst,It's just testing my patience,Anything expensive is good to her,Why is that so?She believes that一分钱一分货，Now I seriously hate that Chinese phrase!So many Chinese phrases get misused in life alone. Perm hair more expensive than my mum,Eat Ice-cream must eat Baskin Robins[Which
While watching Drop Dead Diva today,I thought of something,You know the show is really something like Ugly Betty at its initial stage,With all the life philosophies you can learn and something to think about.Here's the thought of the day: Does size really do matter?You know, you see thin people with thin people, the slim with the slim, and the fat mostly ends up with the fat.The fat ones usually are the ones that are frowned upon,Watching a real life show the other day,A fat guy talks about his
有人说我像个小孩子，说我其实一点都不成熟，我只是喜欢理智的思考每件事，而有时候就是太过于的理智而没办法放松，我知道，有很多事，是强逼不来的，也不能勉强。 我的头脑总是跟我的心作对，从别人的过去吸取教训，也不知道是好是坏，因为人生因人而异，有时候明明没事的，反而因为他人的关系，他人的影响，而搞到自己胡思乱想，谁能保证未来的一切？ 没有一样东西是一定的，生命也一样，没必要因为别人而影响自己，还是做好自己吧，幸福
What I've been doing from the time I came home till now.1st few days I was like out, and out, and out,Mostly with my family and cousins,Then I stayed at home and watch TV, eat, slp, PPS.Haven't got the urge to read any novels yet,I just realize I have a bunch of immortals n vampires lying around,Currently not in the mood for those,I need some thrillers. It thrills me. =p As for them, I'll have to get myself to open the 1st chapter before I would even continue reading them,Just in the mood for more
Let's face it. No way will there ever be gender equality.N why is that so? Because man and woman are two different species,Guys have their traits that woman don't,And vise versa,I thought of something last night,That everyone of us has something we can do that others couldn't,A photographer could take a picture but can they write a poem?A poet can write a picture but can they take a beautiful picture?It's the same damn thing. Just like how guys are meant to do somethings,And girls are meant to play
Damn, I kinda miss my short hair.Haha, but I wouldn't cut it again thou, not now.=PNeway, always wanted to get a pixie cut, but I don't think it suits me anyway.Hence, I can only admire this pretty people's hair...hehe... Pretty sure most people don't know this last girl, her nick's Zai Zai Lin. Loving her~! She's so kakoi~Hehe..
Life is full of coincidence, won't you agree?Somehow I think the law of attraction played a part in this,I don't know how, I don't know why,It just happens so. There are just so many times when we least expect to see someone that we bump into them,And the times when wow, I know your dad, damn, my mum knows your mum,And huh, been to my place but I didn't know you then etc.People who don't know each other might have met countless times without realizing,When we do know each other it's simply coincidence
这世界是不公平，是大家都该接受的事实。如果说今生的我们是脱了上辈子的福，而今生所做的好事会让我们下辈子更好过，这个我相信。可是这世界依然不公平。如果因果现象能解释这世间所发生的一切那这个世界就算公平了。可是却没办法。 我相信不仅仅是那个因数。有些人天生惹人爱，惹人疼，有些人天生没貌却有才，有些人天生有样却无脑，有些人的人缘好却无情人，那又是为什么呢？ 这世界没有完美的人，接近完美的是他们前世修来的福， 美丽的定义也看你本人，幸福快乐也看你的心态，太多的一切却不懂得珍惜，失去了一切才懂得享受，不管什么，不管怎样，都有好有坏，平衡到来，也是一样的结果。 结论就是，在不公平的世界里做最好的自己。
So long didn't cut my hair le, not gonna cut short anytime soon anyway, Wanna keep long long then cut straight straight~ Hehe, neway, look like a little girl again, lol.. Sometimes I wonder how old do I act like, My mentality doesn't seem to fit my character, swt. I think I act like a little girl most of the times. =P -lilr
Syok yer~~~~~~~~~!!!!Lalala~!!!!Hehe, so happy, kaka..xDBelum balik dah ada org panggil go yamcha..Masa on the way,Fren call me thought I'm in melaka liao,Duno y she call me, later ask her, hehe,Then juz now another wanted 2 ask me yamcha,But went out wif my family,So didn't go out with them lor~Tomorrow night go yamcha with Sha po~!Sunday nite oso goin out ba, hehe... Weekdays can take n watch my shows lor, hehe...Esok kalo free nak pi potong rambut la..So long ad, guh, so messy..><" Oh
The Elder Sister: TigressThe Sister: MeThe Little Sister: Pig Today, I'm gonna talk about my two sisters. My elder sister is older than me by 4 years. The little pig is younger than me by 5 years. Hence the age gap among each of us. My elder sister treats us like little girls. My younger sister acts as though she's an adult. It's so complicated. I don't usually go a day without quarreling with the little one, but ever since I entered uni, the friction just decrease significantly, sometimes you just
Semalam: Pasar Pagi Semalam pun beli byk benda, nasi lemak, mee siam, ang ku kuih, dis kuih dat kuih, kek bahulu, dah lupa wot else, lol. Hari Ini: Pasar Malam 1. Nasi Lemak2. Keropok Lekor3. Murtabak4. Roti John5. Tau Fu Fah6. Raddish Cake+Pumpkin Cake7. Yi Jia Kui That's all ba, itu pun dia buat bising say I buy so many, hehe, say I kat situ x cukup makan come bak makan puas2, lol, not I eat all pun ler, share wif my lil sis ler..><" I wher can eat so much, makan sikit dah kenyang, nanti
我最近不懂做什么，一时一时眼泪又往下掉了，又没有什么伤心事，也没什么烦人的事，我不知道自己在发什么神经，觉得很不舒服，是那样才导致眼泪，还是精神上失调导致我现在的状况。 想读书，却有心无力，看了一小时都不懂在看什么？五十分我开始担心连一半都拿不到，明天继续加油，要睡却睡不着，还想早点起来温习，都不懂几点才睡得着。
Really wanna scold myself,So lazy sampai malas cari jawapan,Soalan keluar xtau jawapan,Ish,50 Marks duno got 35% ma..I kira2 atleast 30% ba..I wan 40%...T.T..Ish, geram betul,2 late 2 regret pun.I yg malas..sigh.. Hmm, I estimate can get atleast 3.0 ba dis sem...If not I rly can go jump sea liao..wu wu..sob sob..I wan 3.33....no nid 3.67 la, I dun hev that high expectation pun...Assigment n quiz pun sudah jia lat..Aikz,Hopefully can get 3.33 lor...sigh~Ling Lang!!!Muz study!!!Ish ish,Dun play2,
Studying TITAS. But thought I come n blog awhile.Had a dream in the morning,Freaked me out,Was like I kinda busted out sum1 who's fake accidentally,And all hell break loose was like,I'm actually stabbing sum1's bak that isn't consider stabbing,Since it's pretty much the truth? Lol.Sum1 who's fake yet I can't reveal,So I actually reveal it in my dreams. ><"N dat strikes me,I shud rly kip my mouth shut tight,Dunwan 2 hev a slip of words,And find myself in a hot soup again. Duh.That's all, wanna
Lalala, finish PSS. But duno can get 40 marks or not ma...><"Oso duno she will giv me marks 4 my assignment ma...T.T..Cham, hopefully won't so jialat lor...Sigh~ Anyway, semua baca tips je, nasib yg baca ada keluar,Kalo x abis kita semua,Sama2 die. Lol.Anyway, I thought d rest had tips as well so I din bother as much 2 forward2 sini sane,I juz happen 2 ask whoever I bump into if they nid it,If they do I juz tell them la,I'm like dis de ar,Like say I wan sth,I'll go find out myself,I dun juz
Grr, old fren has decided 2 pay me a visit,Been wondering y has I been alternating between diarrhea & constipation.><"N get so uncomfortable whenever I had my meal.Think I'm hevin IBS again.The syndrome the specialist diagnose me with.Even thou I was skeptical at 1st,But the symptoms r there,Very hard 2 not admit it.><" The causes r not known,Hence there's not much treatment to do with,It's not a disease, just a functional problem,That my abdomen just ain't functioning properly,Hence
I don't know if it's the first time I feel like this, But I feel like shit right now, Really really crap. Pretty upset and frust at the same time, I thought I could hold it in, I thought I'll be alright, But meletup jugak, I can't constrain my feelings, I'm still not good with that. I get messed up with the littlest things. I already start off with a really bad feeling in the wee hours of the morning, 5.30am and I'm awake, to add on a presentation that I so damn damn not satisfy with, And to add
tOkki is so Happy~!!!!!So HAPPY it's over!!!Nth makes me Happier than getting it OVER with!!!Wah lala~lalala~ Made a new discovery today thou,Actually changed my perception towards sum1 n sth,Dat I shudn't be 2 skeptical. N I realize they are rly gud ppl,My lecturers,We juz hev 2 c them as human instead of u noe wot? Lol.Blood suckers? Haha, jk.Anyway, our short film is about Dracula n Ponti @ Pontianak.=P Had sum slight errors, n technical problems,We're so scared n freaked out,After all it's our
I wonder if I'm getting old,I wonder if we're getting old,It seems to me the 1st year is more stress than having fun,Unlike the enthusiasm that is apparent in the faces of the seniors. Dancing to me is no fun,For I personally ain't no fan of dancing.So for the musical, I'm impressed with what they're doing,But I won't hev fun if it's me doing so.There are thgs that some ppl juz dun get it,Nt evryone likes doin the same thg as evryone else.I'm alwiz the odd one out.I dislike doin those stuff. N I
Today tOkki took her own day off.She skip 2 of her classes,One that is non-importante, 1 that is quite importante~But then, she needed the break.It's been stressing her out.She even cried herself to sleep last nite,tOkki loses it evry once in awhile,She can only control up to sum point before she burst~But then tOkki will alwiz get bak 2 her feet,It's oni a matter of time, n another matter of time bfor she decided 2 fall bak down. Woke up early in the morning, 7am, slept for 5 hours oni.Had my bath
Everyone knows I hate vulgar words. I don't use them.Especially the F words. But ever since I came here.I snap once in awhile and I just couldn't stand it.Still, I never did uttered the word orally,Only in my mind it kept repeating, over and over again,I feel so intensely frustrated to the state that I just get all upset. I'm not good at handling pressure,My dad says I'm low spirited,At some point I am,The only thing is I will always get up when I fall down,It's only that it always hurt so much
Friday Movie, Saturday Field Trip~ Friday: Mid ValleyMovie: Eat, Pray, Love.Damn, damn, damn, nice movie to watch and sit back and just enjoy. Was skeptical at 1st, even thou I'm a big fan of Julia Roberts. The trailer just wasn't interesting enough to capture my attention. The reason I went to watch it because my sis and cousin said it's nice. And true to her words, it really is. It's like you're absorbed into the movie, into her mind, that you don't even realize the time while watching it, it
Ckp je sharing. Sharing is to do wot? Complain, complain, complain. Seriously, ever since I came 2 UKM, I actually learn 2 appreciate what I have, Instead of complaining all the time. Like that is gonna change anything. I mean, come on? I used to complain about my mum's cooking, And she'll simply reply me you want you cook urself. After you're away from home, you'll realize mum's cooking is the best. ^^ Sometimes you need to be taken away sth 2 appreciate it. I don't fancy taking UKM food because
There goes my weekends.Spent my time at mini PPC,Went to watch 2 movies,Wall Street & Detective Dee.Still got movies I wanna watch~!!!But, aikz, bo lui liao. Regarding Wall Street,Hmm, the trailer seems ok, not the movie I usually go for,But hmm, after watching it, still think really not a movie I rly fancy watching,But I guess ppl who likes that kind of movie will like it.And I thk The Adjustment Bureau trailer is interesting,But the name is so so. Haha.So yea, it's ok la for those who prefer
It felt like a long time since I blog here.But haha, only been 2 days, lol. Neway, long story short, let's review 28th of September. So yea, had our PT at Kajai~!My task for that day is simply 2 catwalk.Kanjiong giler.Heart was beating wif d music.Oh gosh. After it's done, we're like wow,how long was that?Not more than 5 mins?We practiced for more than 5 hours. Lol.Haha, So yea, glad we got it over wif anyway.It's amazing, juz the few minutes.But our adrenaline was rushing like hell. That
Had a bad day.Izit rly that bad? I hev no idea.I only know my mood has been up and down today.It irritates me and it's annoying.And now I'm hevin a headache. Today is just messed up,I skipped 2 classes,I rush here and there.><". I 4got I hev a tuto task 2 do,Gonna do it now.I realize I hev 2 force myself not 2 sleep and force myself 2 wake up no matter how much I hate it.Ought to slp by 3am and wake up by 7am.><"That's all for now.Goodnight world. Leave me alone for now.I need some
I hate myself when I'm being the exact person that I don't fancy.Crap. Wot I'm talking about?Now I know what it feels like to be on the other side.To not have the time to handle everything.I have to push myself.Have to complete my assignments quick.Whether it's group work or not.I have to work on it more.Be a better person!!Juz wanted 2 say so sorry 4 my group members.And thank you so much 4 understanding.><" Aja2 Fighting!! -lilr
...HECK...><" Amount Used Today:1. RM18-Dedications2. RM23-KACC T-Shirt3. RM20-PT Coupons Unpaid4. RM35[OCS Book] Nvm about the money. I'm running out of time now.Sat 2pm got presentation. Got rehearsal for PT 2. Which obviously I can't make it for the PT one.And then Sun morning got Replacement class.Mon Rehearsal also clash with Ko-K.Giler sial. Clash sini clash sane. ><"So many thgs 2 do. My time table can't fit oso.I feel so sorry if I didn't do my part in the group work.But
