Do you know many people exist in this world?
Of the Millions of Billions of Zillions,
Everyday the amount just keep increasing and decreasing,
You can't even total it all up,
But one thing for sure,
It's true when they say you're One in a Million,
No two souls are alike anyway.
Anyway, I've been thinking,
While I'm sitting at home doing nothing,
Well, technically, I just rather stay at home other than hanging out with my friends and going out with my family,
So yea, for now, I'll enjoy my rest while I still have it.
Some people might say it's a waste of time,
I could be earning some extra money to spend instead,
The thing with me is,
I never did like working part time jobs,
Since it's part times,
I always do it just for the sake of doing it,
Pretty sure I make a bad employee,
If it's a full time job,
For sure it'll look bad on my resume,
Anyway, I can't change who I am,
But I do know I can change the way I act,
Just depends on my mood that is, heh.
Excuses, something I'm pretty good at coming up with.
You know how everybody has their own Comfort Zone?
Mine is being at home, where I'm well fed and well slept,
Other than that, it's being with my family, him and my friends,
I totally hate venturing out of my comfort zone,
There are times when I tried to do so,
It made me feel uneasy instead,
I just couldn't find the sense of belonging in certain cliques or groups.
I grew up in between two groups,
My English-speaking family, and my Chinese-speaking friends,
Language too can shape a person differently,
People might say I have the best of both world,
But there are so many times I'm caught in between,
I love reading English novels,
But there are so many times I find myself expressing better in Chinese.
It's a conflict in me that my personality is two-sided,
The English-Speaking Jane which loves watching English Series,
And the Chinese-Speaking Su Zhen which loves watching Chinese Movies,
I wonder, if I'll ever find a balance between the two,
As I stand still and stay within my comfort zone.
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lol.. we are almost same people.. @.@
+Haha, well, good luck with u 2 then. ^^