Everyone knows I hate vulgar words. I don't use them.
Especially the F words. But ever since I came here.
I snap once in awhile and I just couldn't stand it.
Still, I never did uttered the word orally,
Only in my mind it kept repeating, over and over again,
I feel so intensely frustrated to the state that I just get all upset.
I'm not good at handling pressure,
My dad says I'm low spirited,
At some point I am,
The only thing is I will always get up when I fall down,
It's only that it always hurt so much falling down,
It's making me painful along the way,
Crap. I seriously, honestly, wanna scold it out rite now?!
I wish I can just shout and scream it all out.
3 years from now, I'll probably be scolding the F word off ppl's face.
I can actually see that honestly, when I can't take it,
And just snap. Holy Shit.
I need to calm down, and gives myself a break.
Except I dun hev time for a break.
I'm turning into Enaj again.
Somebody save my soul.
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