+PD Trip...

+Juz came bak from Pd[Port Dickson]...
+Stayed ther one night at my uncle's house...
+The rest of them was staying at Tanjung Tuan apartment...
+Well, honestly, I dun rly like strolling along the beach...
+It makes me think, n when I do, it's no good...
+Kinda givs me a sad feeling...
+Lonely, forgotten...
+I hate those feelings...
+It juz feels like I wan sum1 2 be bside me...
+But juz quietly, no need 4 words...
+Juz their companion...
+That's how it feels...
+To want 2 be alone, yet wanting sum1 ther at the same time...

+Played badminton at the club house, hev no idea how long since I did...
+Then I played wif the basketball, n ok, I duno how 2 jump...=P
+Haha, I guess sumtimes, it isn't wrong making fun of myself...
+Evryone seems 2 enjoy it...
+Was juz playing wif my lil cousin, n her cousin...
+Hehe...juz needed 2 let go, I guess perhaps, it's a good way 2 do so...
+N a healthy one 2...
+Hmm, well, it makes me thk of my priorities as well...
+Sitting alone at d outside, feeling the sea breeze n the strong wind...
+I guess my 366 days for the coming year means refraining myself from hevin freedom...
+I nid 2 stay focus next year, I juz can't afford 2 lost it now...
+I hev 2 end it, n free myself...
+Or else I'll alwiz live in shadows...
+I nid 2 blv I can...
+I muz trust I can...
+I muz not let those negative thoughts affect me...
+I only hev one priority, and only one...
+Stay in the RACE...
+Thou who finishes the race is no coward, thou who stop halfway is a loser...

+I can't thk anymore, there's no time 4 me 2 think...
+It's killing me, it feels like I'm in prison...
+And ther's 1 year, 1 year bfor I'm set free...
+Still, ther's nth worse than the night, when I'll crawl up in bed, refusing 2 slp...
+It saddens me, but that's wot I do...
+No matter how I try 2 divert n change my thinking...
+Sumhow rather ther r still moments when I would want 2 break down...
+Juz let it all out n cry...
+But I don't, I'm not suppose 2, this is the time when I ought 2 be strong...
+I nid 2 survive next year, n for years 2 cum...
+Time is fast, but slow enuf 4 us 2 feel evry bit of suffering in it...
+Yet nvr 2 slow 2 feel a sec of happiness...
+If only we could feel equally 2 both feelings, then the world is beyond perfection...

"Perfection doesn't exist when flaws are what makes us individuals..."