It's been awhile, juz came up with this, it's none too good, but it's clearly me, =)
+I used to stay up until the wee hours of morning,
Crying my heart out for reasons that are not only stupid but childish...
+I used to lie around doing nothing but dream,
Hoping that somehow life will get better the moment I open my eyes...
+I used to be sad and down all the time around,
Leading people to believe that a smile is rare on my stoned hard face...
+I used to speak without going through my brain,
That it bugs me when I realize what a fool I've made myself of...
+I used to complain about every little thing,
To not see how lucky I am being surrounded by all those who cares...
+I used to be the girl standing at a corner,
Wishing that for once someone would turn their head around and notice...
+I used to live in a nutshell for years,
Afraid of venturing out for fear of sunlight that shines too brightly...
For fear of being alone, for fear of being left out yet wanting to be free...
+I used to consider death as an option,
Until I start believing in miracle and the countless possibilities of life...
+I used to live a broken life of hopes and dreams,
But it will change, for the world is such a beautiful haven, if only we are willing to see...
"I used to wish I could see the future, now I am in the future.."
++ "for the world is such a beautiful haven, if only we are willing to see..." :)
++ so glad to have you as a friend.. ^^
XOXO