+I know deep down, that my parents don't approve many of my friends as being decent...
+And that is only having known a quarter of them...
+I can't imagine what they would think if they get 2 noe each n evryone of them...
+My frenz r who they r...
+I am who I am, perhaps sum of my fren's parents don't approve of me as well...
+I'm juz a lazy girl, wif no ambition whatsoever, what differentiates me from them?
+It pains me deep down, knowing how I'm judged, knowing how my frenz are judged...
+I juz duno wot I can do 2 change their thinking...
+Isn't a good trustworthy soul much more important that the ambitions yet no good soul?
+I do not understand, now n again, when they judges who I mix wif...
+Doesn't it makes me the same? After all, we are all in the same crowd...
+I don't know how 2 make them proud of me...
+I go out late at night, cum bak past midnight, they kept quiet, did not say a thing but somehow I feel guilty, I know I'm not the daughter they can be proud of...
+My grades are low, n now that's gonna be my greatest concern...
+And wot after that? I can't even imagine...
+I know they hev expectations...
+But will I be able 2 live up 2 their expectations?
+Right now, I juz wan 2 put it the laz thg on my mind...
+The more I worry about thgs, the more stressed I get, the worse I focus...
"Perhaps avoiding isn't the answer to everything, but there's never a question to begin with..."
You're not the only one that feels like that. Me too but I'm boy, haha, who want to breakaway from myself and current life. The pain of being judged especially from your own family, it's really deep. My parents want me to make them proud but I don't know... I'm trying to be somebody and they want me to be perfect. Anyway, just hope, pray and carry on. Its what keeps me going.
+Thx, n u are?