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+Hmm...+Went shopping again...+Perhaps I should refrain myself from going shopping at all...+The temptation, it's juz so hard 2 resist...+It seems when I see nice things, I juz want it so badly...+But sometimes, after I get hold of it, I'll regret shortly after...+Maybe there is a part of us that is a shopaholic, it all depends on us 2 take charge...+I manage 2 cut down on my phone bills, I ought 2 be able to do so 4 my spending 2...+After skul's reopen, I'm gonna work less hours...+And I probably
+I know deep down, that my parents don't approve many of my friends as being decent...+And that is only having known a quarter of them...+I can't imagine what they would think if they get 2 noe each n evryone of them...+My frenz r who they r...+I am who I am, perhaps sum of my fren's parents don't approve of me as well...+I'm juz a lazy girl, wif no ambition whatsoever, what differentiates me from them?+It pains me deep down, knowing how I'm judged, knowing how my frenz are judged...+I juz duno
+Juz came bak from Pd[Port Dickson]...+Stayed ther one night at my uncle's house...+The rest of them was staying at Tanjung Tuan apartment...+Well, honestly, I dun rly like strolling along the beach...+It makes me think, n when I do, it's no good...+Kinda givs me a sad feeling...+Lonely, forgotten...+I hate those feelings...+It juz feels like I wan sum1 2 be bside me...+But juz quietly, no need 4 words...+Juz their companion...+That's how it feels...+To want 2 be alone, yet wanting sum1 ther at
+How I wish it could be as simple as the way u put it...+That it's enuf that u like me, that u could even ask me 2 be ur gf...+Whether ur 2 lonely or juz nid sum companion...+It sounded so ez when u say those words...+I know ur right, but I dun thk I'm wrong either...+One can nvr love another without being 2gether, I get it bfor, but then I bump into sth hard, now, I get it even more, n I trust myself not 2 repeat dat mistake again, nvr ever...+I juz dun thk it's suffice anymore, even if u like
+是我多心吗?+虽然我有几个好姐妹...+但往往在我失落时,最需要安慰的时候...+陪伴我的,却是那一些少见的异性朋友...+我总是能在他们的陪伴下感到温馨,解脱一切的烦恼...+也许是我本身待姐妹们不够好...+也许是我没更深了解她们...+但我跟她们的路线却是不一样的...+老是跟她们有不同的意见,喜好,兴趣...+或许是那样,跟她们之间的距离,永远都只能停留在那一步...+我总是喜欢跟男性朋友诉苦,因为他们不会批评我,也会耐心的听,安慰我...+姐妹们,也会这么做,但往往,我感觉不到她们的关心...+也许是我不够明感,但每一次发出去的短讯,却都是我几个男性好朋友回我...+就算不是好朋友,只要我有心事,他们也会试着让我好过,陪我渡过...+或许也是因为这样,我比较喜欢依赖男性朋友...+而不想去打扰女性朋友...+她们,往往,都在忙着做些事...+过去,我可以因为她们的忽略而感到痛心,难过...+但之后,我才发觉,我没必要心疼的...+总是有人愿意陪在我身边,不管是男的,还是女的...+谁对我好,谁关心我,这些我都心里有数...+或许有一些人,会觉得我太过自由,开方[不是那种啦,只是...]...+就,搂搂抱抱[也不是那种],对我来说也没怎样...+也许很多人都还看不开吧,毕竟,那不是我们的文化...+但我也不会作出过分举止的行为...+只是普通的接触,普通的靠住...+伤心难过时,偶尔,一个拥抱胜过千言万语...+一个能给我们靠住的肩膀,至少我们知道...+我们并不是一个人...+只要让我抱一下就好...=)"给你一分钟的拥抱,足以让你定下心灵,取得温暖..."+English
+这个时候我应该在床上做我的美梦了吧...+最近,我的老毛病又发作了...+究竟,我是真的睡不下...+还是不想睡觉...+我在逃避现实? 还是在逃避梦幻?+是不想面对明天? 还是害怕面对隔天?+我不喜欢晚上睡觉...+我喜欢在白天睡觉...+因为夜晚的天空看不见太阳...+而月光下的我,感觉就在世界中心...+在星星的陪伴下,我又渡过了一夜...+只要没有阳光的地方,就是属于我的地方...+虽然我依然会害怕深夜...+但我却只想逃避白天...+我的老毛病,能改吗?+每一次不想一挣开眼就是第二天...+我就算再累,能撑到几晚,就熬到几夜...+也许是种习惯吧,而确还是个坏习惯...+就算黑眼圈再深,我都视而不见...+我处理事情的方法,虽说有效...+但却牺牲了生命的一部分...+但那一切对我来说,却一点都不重要...+至少,我不会再想起...+剩下的,也只有回忆当证据..."我躲在黑夜的某个角落,不让你看见,我那双不笑的眼睛.
+我又没吃午餐了...+肚子不饿也不饱...+吃下去的面粉糕, 却感觉淡淡的...+试吃其他的,但也吃不下去...+就连早上的Pizza也吃了一片就不吃了...+肚子也好无感觉...+暂时,也没在痛了...+我的胃好比如我的心一样...+我的心感觉不到...+我的胃也好无所谓...+我的心会痛,我的胃也会...+但却让我有个借口...+让我逃离一切...+我知道,时间有限...+就算在比赛中,会跑最后,但最终,还得跑到终点...+不管中途发生了什么,比赛还是要继续...+游戏,才过了第一关呢,现在退出,也不行了...+至少跑到最后,证明我不是弱者..."我相信付出,不相信结果,所以不管付出有没有结果,我依然会心满意足.
+我又不想吃了...+其实要我不想东想西, 一点也不难...+只是, 我的脑袋在不想东西的当中, 心, 却觉得好空虚...+偶尔会痛,很想停一阵子, 可是, 我知道, 我不应该这么做...+不应该轻易的, 又沉迷在自己的世界里...+我可以什么都不想, 但, 却失去了心灵似的...+而我 不能继续思考, 那没完没了的结果...+此时, 我知道, 该做的, 就是别想太多...+希望这一次我真的能, 坚持到底...+贤, 我们一起往前冲, 我不会再想了...+我会尽我所能, 把注意力转移到该放的...+梦想, 我想, 我总有一天会知道, 我的愿望..."也许不是今天, 也许不是明天, 但晴天总有一天会到来.
+...n I miss Melaka so much...=)+Home sweet home...+Finally bak home...yatta!!+Even though it was 4 days, we're on the road for 24 hours...which rly sums up 2 only 3 days...+Melaka is still way better than other states...hehe...Day#1...+Cross Johor and went straight into Pahang...+On the way to Kuantan, we dropped by Tasik Chini, which is said to be polluted in the newspaper recently...but hmm, it doesn't seem so when we got ther, the water is clear n clean, though on the way in there's a factory
It's been awhile, juz came up with this, it's none too good, but it's clearly me, =) +I used to stay up until the wee hours of morning,Crying my heart out for reasons that are not only stupid but childish...+I used to lie around doing nothing but dream,Hoping that somehow life will get better the moment I open my eyes...+I used to be sad and down all the time around,Leading people to believe that a smile is rare on my stoned hard face...+I used to speak without going through my brain,That it bugs
+I was at work 2day, two tables to my left sits my colleague which is a Malay. Well, while I was marking the students homework as usual...my boss took some work from her place and handed it to me, standing in front of my colleague is a little boy, I don't know his exact age, but it should be 9 or 10... n the homework that was passed to me is that of a Malay boy, d other boy was like why the heck did my boss giv it 2 me... n then along comes another Malay girl which comes from the left side, she
林心如...--<@左右@>--蒲公英是我掌心的雲朵隨風飛 隨分秒輕輕吹送不嫌遠 不嫌累 也不管多驚險帶我看花開的喜悅當日出 變成了 下個日落想起誰 眉頭會變得溫柔一句話 或問侯 嘴角上的笑容就足夠我下次漂流 多感謝你 總是在我的左右讓勇氣緊緊的保護我能不能讓我 好不好讓我用快樂回報你所有蒲公英在指尖輕輕降落城市中帶著謊言的寂寞"哭累了 就笑吧 再一次 迎著風把幸福飄到你左右..." Permanent by David Cook...Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?Forgive my broken promise that you’ll never see me cry...And everything, it will surely change even if I tell you I won’t go away today...Will you think that you’re all alone...When no one’s there to hold your hand?And all you
+原来...幸福,并没愛来得遥不可及...+原来...在朋友的陪伴下也有幸福的存在...+原来...比起渴望的,你们的陪伴让我觉得更温暖...+原来...我从来没留意到,真正让我温馨的,是在乎我的人...+原来...有你们在,我就有十分的安全感...十分的微笑...+就算...我哭了一夜...+就算...我不停的责备...+就算...我对你们不够好...+就算...我在你的身上发泄...+但是...你们,还是陪在我身边...+仍然...不曾遗弃我更不曾忘记...+哥,我知道你对我好,也知道你为我好...谢谢,真的...+贤,你还是对我最好的人...有你的陪伴,总是觉得很温暖...+还有一直听我诉苦的人...玲,境...你们真是我的好朋友!!...=)+小冬冬,我可没忘了你哦,虽然你距我千里之外...哈哈...=P+还有其他有我心的人...我会继续加油的...!!Aja-aja!!+所以小天使,放开吧...=)...自由自在多好...我会陪你一起渡过...+还有小妹妹,我们还有很长的路要走呢...加油吧!!^^+幸福,只在于自己怎么去看待...现在的我,很幸福...+能快乐一时,好过不曾快乐,让曾经的快乐留在回忆里...去制造另一个快乐...P/S:
+今天的太阳,又是新的!!+我们,一起加油吧!!+Aja aja!!+我们一起寻找下一个幸福吧!!=D卓文萱...下個幸福...同樣的話說好多遍 我的擔心妳很瞭解但愛像糾結的毛線 得一天一點慢慢解我會永遠在妳身邊 但我不能說妳都對他為了什麼要告別 其實已不是重點一顆心飛走的時候 兩個人的擁抱 都讓人想淚流以前妳很快樂 什麼都告訴我妳後來為什麼 要自己一個默默痛著太聰明就想太多 越倔強越沒路走我懂得 妳怕我難過 捨不得以前妳曾說過 灑脫才能自由陪著我看日落 再陪我聊到天空亮了別拉著他的衣袖 就讓我牽妳的手夢想的 下一個幸福 就快來了妳抬頭是天空 妳還有好朋友陪著妳唱情歌 再陪妳聊到心又暖了別拉著他的衣袖 就讓我牽妳的手完美的 下一個幸福 就快來了"妳也許想回頭, 妳也許還會寂寞...我一定陪著走過"+协给小天使的歌...一个人勇敢...---<@你想要的 我不明白 明明可以 愛得很自然兩個人世界多簡單 就是我愛你 你愛我 不難你還是 離開你的決定 與我無關 我能理解 我不會責怪這是你給我的答案 你要我接受 卻還要我等待等不到一個未來我不相信愛很難 沒有一點溫度殘留下來 你失蹤的愛
I'll sing it one last time for youThen we really have to goYou've been the only thing that's rightIn all I've doneAnd I can barely look at youBut every single time I doI know we'll make it anywhereAway from hereChorus:Light up, light upAs if you have a choiceEven if you cannot hear my voiceI'll be right beside you dearVerse:Louder louderAnd we'll run for our livesI can hardly speak I understandWhy you can't raise your voice to sayTo think I might not see those eyesMakes it so hard not to cryAnd
+Do I not click wif u, or is it u that doesn't comprehend me? I nid 2 noe that I'm not alone, every now n then, I nid 2 let sum1 noe they r not alone every now n then...it matters rly, even the slightest action, could affect sum1 u care 4 dearly...no one is 2 be left alone...when u do, look around u, n c others by urside, perhaps, they do not understand u, perhaps, u do not sit around n talk, but perhaps, they too, are the ppl that will be around 2 listen 2 u instead...+I used 2 fear the life of
+Finally finish watching my fav vampire series, n damn, it makes me cry...but, in a good way, hehe...Moonlight is still the best vampire series I've watch, it really din matter that Mick is a middle age vamp, instead of the young ones that are handsome n smart,[Mick is smarter...lol] well, that's wot makes Mick attractive, he's rational, n thoughtful, that puts moonlight ahead of Blood Ties anytime, even though Henry is a rather cool vamp, still, luvs Mick...=P..can't wait 4 the 2nd season 2 be
谁说 - 黑girl 送我回家的路上你沉默抹不说话我努力讲，冷的笑话我想我明白了吧你的冷漠会解答我们之间都在逞强别说我还会遇到更好的男孩别说还是朋友太老派该分开就分开谁说我没长大谁说我不够坚强就算受了伤也不会害怕有一天幸福在造访谁说我放不下谁说不能去原谅虽然有时候还是会想他对的人却再另个方向"离开了才能各自飞翔" 李冰冰 - 只有回忆总是在 消失了才看个明白手一松 心就会期待总是在 静下来心跳如钟摆才无处可逃要对自己坦白可惜在往往尝透了悲哀才更懂什么是爱快乐匆匆风雨未来忘记了缝补现在遗憾在 念念不忘受过伤害才怀疑 那是因为爱遗憾在 失去了沉默的关怀才醒悟感情原本无需表白可惜在要把一切放下来才感到曾经沧海就象是眼睛睁不开清醒是这样无奈"遗憾在, 发生过的不容修改眼泪是, 为过去还债...最遗憾在 爱总是来不及明白, 只有回忆能证明真爱何在 ..."
piano boy - the truth that u leaveHehe...heard it from my fren's blog, it's so soothing, yet sad...n it reminds me of sum1, that plays the piano as well, n that sum1's music is simply mesmerizing...it's been awhile since I heard his music, been awhile since we last met...it's like a lullaby, n it goes wif the wind, the heart, it moves wif the music...mayb sumday, we'll meet again, my piano fren..."If only we'll meet again my fren, perhaps we'll still be frens.
+Hello there...xD+What can I say? I was BORED...lol...hehe...now it's one short one long, 2 bad d other end not that long, or else it'll be nicer, thg is my hair curves out when it gets too long, so hev 2 chop it off...T.T...nvm, next time I'll make sure it's sliding down my neck like a snake...=P+N yea, ppl probably thinks I've got a bad hair day or sth, wot the heck, couldn't care less, n my sis thinks it's weird, ok, they aren't the only ones, hehe...but darn rite, weird is my signature, seems
+Thesaurus: Usual, Standard, Regular, Ordinary, Typical, Common, Average......Now if u may, define "NORMAL"...wot is normal 2 u exactly? Sumthg USUAL? Like the rice we eat everyday? Or the pasta Italians prefer, or the ramen Japanese favor? Or the kimchi Koreans fancy eating?...is that normal? Which is it? All of it? Or none of it? U can't say either one, bcoz normal doesn't exist universally, only to the choice of the ppl of a nation that they consider that being normal......And then comes the
That's the only way I can put it about time right now, it's too fast that I can barely breathe n then realize how many days has passed since I did sth, it rly frustrates me!! Wot hev I done??!!! Nth!! That's exactly wot I'm so frustrate about!!! I can't expect anyone 2 help me anymore, I need 2 figure out a way 2 set thgs straight, n make thgs right, y does it seems that wot I do is not suffice? It hurts me even more to know that wot ppl say about me is true, it hurts me to hear it from their mouth,
Wakaka...I'm Bak! Yay! Didn't noe it's been ages since I had the acc over here, well, like my fren said, kinda "ancient"...wahaha..yea so...thought I'll write sth, hmm, well, juz look bak at my posts, n realize how little thgs change, I still thk guys are still the same as I thk they were then...hehe...Time flies, people changes, guys, never does...=P"To live so long as such to find that guys remain clueless for centuries or so...believable.
