What:Do:I:Do?

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That's what we learn in skul isn't it?
One sided-affair is just no use.
Be it a relationship, or a friendship.

I wonder, I don't think the guys give much thought for stuff like this.
That's what the girls do isn't it?
Worry this, worry that, can't let go of the past, worry about the future.
When she got too close, she's afraid of distancing herself.
Yet when she couldn't reach, she wants so much to stay near.
Girls, the subject of chromosome XX.
Is rather a topic that is endless.

Well, you know what?
I don't know if it's my problem or their problem,
The closer I was with that someone,
The further I am now with them,
Instead of those I don't know much,
And those I rarely been there for them.

It just, I'm not trying to 翻旧账，
Or expect them to 知恩图报。
That wasn't what I was thinking when I lend them a hand,
Or a ear to listen to their whining,
And a place for them to vent.
It isn't why I was there.

I was there because I am a friend,
And friends always be there for you,
Chingu, tomodachi, mi amigo,
That's what friends are for,
To be there when you need them to,
That's what I thought.

But apparently,
Not what they thought,
Even more not what they need.

Counting,
Friends who had gfs and forget about me,
1..2..3..4..5..
Friends who had bfs and too bz 2 remember me,
1..2..
Friends who were close yet abandon me,
1..2..3..
Friends who for no reason stop contacting me,
1..2..
Well, approx 12 and still counting.
I wonder, if I'll ever stop counting.
Technically, the guys that had gfs happens to be the worst friends.
I guess the 成语 is right.
男生都是重色轻友的，连女生也一样。

It pisses me off, but I can do nothing,
And today, I saw a post card at post secret that says,
It's better to be pissed off, than pissed on,
How true, and it makes me feel better. ^^

I deserves better,
I try to tell myself,
But do I?
I'm not a much better friend than my friend were to me,
Treat ppl wif respect,
Then you'll earn your respect,
Life is not all about giving or taking,
It's about giving and taking.
You don't give all and take nothing,
For if you do you'll have nothing,
And you don't take all and give nothing,
For if you do you're just a beggar.
That's how it is isn't it?
Give and take.
Yet it's so hard to know,
What's to give,
And what's to take.

Neway, I don't know what hit me.
Went to watch Kidnapper just now.
Not bad for a Singapore thriller.
Worth watching, ^^

And gonna watch Robin Hood next~!! Hehe. ^^

I didn't take my dinner anyway, well, didn't really have the appetite, just buy a big french fries from McD and eat in the cinema, that's all. My stomach feels weird. About time I go to bed, and wake up early in the morning, before that mayb I'll go look 4 sth 2 eat 4 now..=P

PS: For the ones that has forgotten me. I will never forget about you. But I don't think I need to remember after all.