Dear Diary, The sky is shadowy, looks like it's gonna rain. My mind is like an empty sheet of paper, With words scattered around without order, I try to put it all together, Write it down here. I despise myself some days, I just wanted out, Don't want anyone to come near me, Don't want anyone to bug me, I wish I could just tell them "Silence!", Even when they did nothing wrong, After all, if there's anything they did, Is that they cared for me. Those words just keep repeating it my mind, "Shudup!",

For those that doesn't know, 閻魔 爱[Enma Ai] as the name suggest is none other than 地獄少女 @ Jigoku Shoujo/Hell Girl. The very first anime I bought of a box set of cds, dvds weren't that popular then. The 1st time I set my eyes on it, I have to get it that's all I thought about.  What can I say? It intrigues me, for a girl that grew up watching Samurai X, Cardcaptor Sakura, Dragon Ball, etc. She's something different. And it sure wasn't an anime for kids. It was 2006 if I'm

*All about a book until the blue letters. It actually took me a month and a week to finish this novel.  Gosh, time really do fly...I thought I cud finish it within a week, I tried.  It gets more and more dull as I turn the pages. Not that it really is dull. Just out of my imaginary.  It started to become like a world of Harry Potter, too many details, less on the story.  So many description of how beautifully the Fairy world is.  Except with my limited imagination, I cudn't

Every morning when you wake up,You're hoping that it gets better,That something will change,Maybe not now,But eventually it will. Ever since we're young, People has been telling us: "You have to do well in your studies. Then you can get a good job and go far, And then you can have the life that everybody dream of having." But what is it really?The ideal life that everybody dreams of having?It's not all the same.Some only wanted a simple life, a family of their own.Some only wanted money and its

Dear Diary, Today, I'm gonna talk about something personal. Something I've known all along. And something that really is due to my own actions. I never thought people would really talk Bad behind me. Guess I'm that Naive. Well, it's not surprising really, coz whenever my friends get together, that's what they do actually. Human nature har? Speaking of that, in case you still don't know. I have a habit of openly teasing people, mostly with sarcastic remarks, some of the times it's deemed offensive

Last night, my guy fren ask me out for tea at night. Didn't want to go actually, even to the last minute I still dun feel like goin, but haven't seen him in a month, he's hevin holiday n I said I'll go where he wants to go. Zzz, so yea, got dragged along after all. Well, the main reason is he said a skul mate of mine ask to go. She's sum1 I know, but never that close la. So I said, seriously? Since he want me to go I go lor...n another is they wanted to go Mori Cafe...swt...I

Seriously. This is what happens when I refuse to get up of bed. Gosh, if I would only listen 2 my alarm. Even thou I did n woke up at 10am, juz cudn't brg myself 2 get up, Then I fall bak 2 slp only 2 find myself jolted out from a strange dream. First, there was this 僵尸。 Chinese zombie, well, the kind that you c in chinese movies, That hops around wif their two hands stretch forward? I used to love watching those kind of movies when I was a child. My dad buys me a bunch of those kinds of dvds, Yea,

Eek, forgot to buy sth 4 sum1 again. Gosh, it's always like that, I remember I forgot sth, juz cudn't remember wot izit...><" Cum bak baru ingat...aikz.. Dah la, next time keluar baru pi beli... Ah, wher did I go? Went to MP DP lor.. Jie2 mau pi... Wot did I bought? List: Eye Mo          : RM  6 Nail Polish      : RM  6 Tooth Brush   : RM  4 Ice Cream      : RM  5 Watch            :

That's what gonna happen, sooner or later. Whether you like it or not? After reading my friends blogs, I remembered something my mum's fren mentioned. It's one of her classmates that she recently met up on, After hmm, 30 years at least? More than that probably. Her son ask her: "Mummy, where are all your friends from your school years?" She simply answer: "Well, after finishing school, each of us simply went separate ways, those who stop studying and enter the work force, those who further their

没有人会喜欢对自己不负责任的人吧？ 突然想到那句，究竟是要对自己付什么责任呢？ 我刚跟网友说： All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy.  All play and no work makes Jane a lazy girl. 好吃懒做真的会让人跟外面的世界脱离呢。 不懂要怎样才能打起精神来， 一天过一天的， 越来越靠近我害怕的日子。 本来还想写一篇诗的， 却写了两段就不懂得如何继续了。 还是说说我要写什么好了？ 女人就像花瓶一样， 再美的花瓶，如果里面没有鲜花， 就没能展现出它的用途。 再美的花瓶，如果里面插着枯掉了的花， 那么放着也不让人多看一眼。 而普通的花瓶，单单插着一支玫瑰， 就能呈现出如此耀眼的一幕。 你，明白我在说什么吗？ 严格来说，再美的女人，没有了内涵， 就等于A Beauty without Brain, or insights, 而再漂亮的女人，如果内心不存好意， 也等于一颗不会发光的星星， 而再普通又平凡的女人， 只要有战斗力，意志力， 就会一直往前冲， 设定了自己的目标， 认真的去完成每件事， 那种女人真的会让人看了留下深刻的影响， 那种女人让人欣赏，让人崇拜， 只可惜，我不是那种女人。 我不是别人眼里的小美眉，而是别人眼里的小妹妹， 我不是别人眼里的女强人，而是别人眼里的小女生， 我不是别人眼里的开心果，而是别人眼里的苦瓜脸， 我不是别人眼里的心上人，而是别人眼里的知心人。 我不是很多人会喜欢的人， 也不是一个善解人意的人， 我只是在大街上走着的人， 不会让人留下深刻的印象， 也不会有人想再多看一眼， 就是那么平凡又普通的人， 一个快到二十岁的成年人， 却是不起眼的在一旁观看， 真心朋友在身旁是有几个， 却没几个真正懂得我心思， 因为连我自己也搞不懂我。 真的是太空闲所以想多了吧？ 十九年了，我从小到大，做什么事都敷衍了事，没认真的拼过，也没真正的战斗过。 我也很好奇自己是怎么过日子的。 小学时不用怎么努力成绩也算不错。 初中时只要努力一点点就会如我所愿。 高中时不但不努力而选择了放弃，搞不懂习题就离它远去。 中六时想重新再来，却又失去了意志，没能勇往直前，又一次向后往退。 我就是那个一次又一次放弃的人， 却是不懂得气馁的人，这么说是自相矛盾吧？ 也许是我的优点也是我的缺点吧， 我很容易放弃，很容易丢下手上的工作就不做， 我却不会对人生气馁，因为我知道不管发生什么事， 我想继续活下去。 被狗追就会拼命地跑，拼命地逃， 跌倒了，还是会学会自己站起来，继续走。 刚也跟我朋友说：Life

Tada, dun it just look like the same guy? Haha. well, it's probably the hair style. I'm sure you know who the left guy is right? They just look so similar in their recent movie. I think it's the hair and eyes punya pasal. If you still have no idea what I'm talking about, it's Bounty Hunter & Robin Hood.  Well, that is ofcoz Gerard had a slimmer nose and thicker lips than Russell. He's like a young version of Crowe when both of them don the mustache thingy. Without it it's rly nt that similar

我想把一切不愉快的过去删除掉，很难吗？Why is it the ones that no longer matters, still appears in my mind?我不想去记得他们的名字，不想去记得他们的样貌。这么久都没见了，大多也不会再见了，因为缘分早已中断了，我为什么就不能忘了呢？ 那些被我伤过的，和伤过我的人，明明在我心里已经没地位了，可是，就是没办法彻底的删除掉！！Perhaps lessons learned come with a price,And that too comes with a memory,Of the things that leads to that event. No matter how long it's pass,How hard I try to let it go,I still couldn't forget,What and who taught me,That everything happens for a reason. If only I could just delete what's in my brain,But

As you should know, I'm afraid of many things, but nothing so serious to the stage of a phobia. I just want people to be aware that it happens when people are too afraid of something. Or maybe I do have a phobia for just one tiny thing. What's that? Really... Let's read on shall we? Herpetophobia is a common specific phobia which consists of fear or aversion to reptiles, commonly lizards and snakes, and similar vertebrates as amphibians. This condition causes a slight to severe emotional