Okay, I heard someone commited suicide today.
At our Uni, for reasons unknown,
Anyway, talking about this,
I was looking thru my old archives at a website,
There's one poem I remember I wrote about suicide and ppl cutting themselves,
But I thk I deleted it together wif the rest of the 100 poems.
Lol. That much, I deleted most of it because it no longer matters,
And another reason is that I didn't want to remember,
Most of it are simply emo poems.
That was ofcoz about 4-5 years ago.
Been a long time.
Anyway,
I just drafted another poem just now,
Go check out at my poetry blog later if u wan 2,
It's wot I thk about the issue and the 1st thought that came 2 mind.
To say that I used to be someone who have these dark thoughts in my mind,
I'm not joking. I just wouldn't do that. Because it's a sin.
That much of a simple reason. As I said, I believe in Karma.
Anyway, I just thought of another thing,
I think ever since I came here,
People seems to have all sorts of impression of the person I am.
Instead of the usual, which is usually just one word, cool. Lol.
But I'm getting the idea that's not what everyone see me as anyway,
Which hmm, I wonder how do they see me as instead.
Here's what I hev to do today anyway:
1# Prepare for my 1-Min-Speech
2# Prepare the slides for my Workshop Presentation
-lilrig-
same to me. i have that bad though before too.. T.T