Revamping|Myself

Anyway, this is still gonna be an Emo post. Hehe. Frust giler sial.

1st Assignment and my group got the lowest mark. Geram giler. Nvm. Actually, I do mind. But there's nth else we can do now but live with it.

We liked what we did. Just that she didn't really like what we did. So yea. Some lecturers just freak me out. Not to say anything. I personally think PPBL lectures are really dedicated. Juz that. Hmm. If u get wot I mean. Not gonna say more on that.

Practice makes perfect. Now we'll just have to learn from our Mistakes and Work on it. If we're clear about it that is.

All we can do now is work harder for our next assignment. Lol. And huh. Study SMART for our Final Exam. Hard doesn't really work here. U hev 2 be Smart as much as you have to put in much Effort.

Nasib minggu ni I x balik. Kena study PPBL Text. Next Week Quiz. Sigh. So much to study. For so few questions~! Gosh. Everytime I open the book, I'll go fishing again. ><"

I SERIOUSLY Can't sleep in the afternoon. I get insomniac at night bak in Melaka. But over here I just can't slp in the Afternoon no matter how slpy I am. I've tried lying on the bed for 1 hour juz now. Nope. Can't slp. That it makes me even more frust. Bcoz I feel like slpin all the time. Gosh.

I've already slp early these past few days, as in around 12am. Lol. I keep munching on sweets in class so that I wud juz keep myself awake. Even if I am awake, I don't really concentrate. Like I said before. I'm a sucker concentrating in CLASS. Think it's a habit. Had it since young. Hard to change. As they said, 江山易改，本性难移。

Anyhow, stop giving yourself EXCUSES and get up Miss Jane. Lol. Sum1 shud juz smack me in the head and show me the date for today. It's already 1 month and 2 weeks since I'm here. Still not progressing. Gosh. Sth muz hev gone wrong. Where is the Will?? Where is the Spirit to Resurrect myself? Heh.

Lost at the moment. Blur as always. I just keep having these thoughts that will I be able to make it? Can I do it? Can I surpass my own expectations? But then again, it's all back to the "Laws of Attraction", if you think you can, you can. Nothing is Impossible. As I.M.Possible. And "NEVER say NEVER". 

I just have to keep convincing myself that I'm doing fine. That I can do it. That I just have to belief in myself. And build up on my self-confidence. An issue that I've been facing all these while. Never had the courage to take the stand on my own. But I know that I have to push myself out to be acknowledged.