Slept at 5am in the morning, woke up at 9am, didn't feel like sleeping back.
I'll start with yesterday night 1st.
Time|8pm
Went to Aiesec at FSSK.
Honestly, I'm still skeptical about joining it, even thou I'm officially an Aiesecer now.
Like I said before, the main reason I join is because of my Sis. Heh.
Another thing is I feel extremely out of place being there.
I'm not kidding.
Perhaps it's my personality, I'm just not used to taking the initiative to mingle around.
It gives me a feeling that I'm not comfortable being in my own skin.
I still don't know what do I do with it.
Should I continue to be active in it, or should I just pull myself out now?
People would just tell me to give it a chance.
But I stop trying hard to be everyone else a long time ago.
And I really don't know if this is what I want,
If I have the heart to learn what I can over there.
Gosh, I hate organizing stuff and whatsoever.
I'm not a Leader, neither am I a Follower, I simply live by my own set of Rules.
Anyway, perhaps I really should think about it.
Hmm, this is so not me .><"
Ok, put that aside 1st.
Time|10pm
Had a Majlis Kemerdekaan at my Kolej, suppose to be the back up usher, changed of plan.
Was the 2nd half usher instead. Still sick at that time.
Blah blah blah n it's 12am ad.
Then had to decorate the foyer sumore.
Then do this do that, ada post mortem at 1.25am.
Meeting sampai 3.15am baru abis. Almost 2 hours lor.
Yes, u didn't c wrongly, seriously 3 sth in the morning.
By the time I bak to the room n bath ad almost 4.
Wash my hair lor, whenever I wash my hair at nite, for sure I won't sleep straight away lor.
For some reason I wasn't sleepy oso.
So went to blog about sth n xda apa la.
So that's all for now. Chao.
C u in Melaka~!!! =D
-lilrig-
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