四年了，难道爱情就不能胜过距离?

被隔着一个东一个西，

就特别的容易变心么？

怎么一下就换了一个恋人？

所谓日久生情，那日久不见就会情淡么？

想不透，真爱，究竟是如何被看待？

抵不过距离的考验，再分离难道就不会再变心？

乱，不需要去想，那不是我的事。

Seems like just any other day.

Truthfully, I think the politics in our country is sick. But so not discussing on that;.

Anyway, I guess with the recent issues people are getting more dissapointed ad.

Whatever we do is wrong. Whatever they do is right. So biased punya system.

Which again, sensitive topic, not gonna touch on that.

Anyway, bak in UKM.

Got presentation 2moro, cincai la.

Soul still haven cum bak from Melaka. Faster seek it out. Lol.><"

Duno apa gua makan semalam,

Hari ini asyik cirit birit. Yosh.

Dah baik sikit, dah makan ubat.

Dun feel like eating after that,

Think I got enough rest for today, that 2nite I probably won't be sleeping early anyway.

Slp 2 much jor.

Ah, ya, just remember got a few assignments I shud seriously do bfor the Holiday.

Sien man~~~!!!!

Aikz, will do so 2moro, now do wot neh~Fa dai je~

Hev 2 wear any colour from the national flag 2 lecture 2moro,

Which is either blue, yellow, white, or red.

Probably go with Blue or Red, c my mood la. Hehe.

Crap. Spent RM200 today. Yes. U din c wrong.

On wot?! That's 4 me 2 noe. Not telling. =|

Neway, goin bak Melaka tomorrow morning~

Duno wot kind of feeling these days I'm having.

Feel like staying at Melaka je.

But, but...

Stay at UKM pun baik jugak...

But, but, still nid 2 cum home ma...

Aiyo. Nvm. Next week Raya holiday~

Can rest as much as I want at home.

After that no play2 ad.

Speaking of which, went to watch PCK d other day.

Bcoz there's no any other show I wanted to watch.

Except for Step Up 3D ofcoz, but that 1 expensive ma.

I ad Pokai ad I tell u.

Cum bak Melaka one time can go bankrupt.

Anyway, goin yamcha in awhile, so tata now. ^^

Time seems to pass by unknowingly over here.

So fast and my weekend is gone. Sigh~

Goin bak UKM on Tuesday Morning instead of Wednesday, accompany my sis since she's going up, just go up 1st la, besides, I hev a speech 2 deliver and a Presentation to prepare for on Wednesday~

My condition is getting better.

Just that every time after I took the cough medicine, I just feel like sleeping je. Zzz..

That's technically wot I did today.

Wake up, breakfast, sleep,

Wake up, lunch, sleep.

Wake up, dinner, out.

Sounds like a robot ad. Lol.

Neway, it's almost midnight, time to take my medicine and head back to bed again.

Goin breakfast in the morning. So tata.

都已经五年多的感情了！在一起都快六年了，竟然还偷吃？!

真的是人不可貌相，每个人都这么看好的一个人，

跟其他人却没两样，也是多心人一个。

所以说，管你五年，十年，二十年。

要劈腿的话随时都会。

所以我才说不要跟我说什么永远，

因为我不吃那一套，等你七老八十还手牵着手爱着对方时你再跟我说永远。

真的是想到都气！王八蛋！

表面正人君子，原来也是个花心大萝卜！

一脚踏两船就算了，竟然还想保留两个在身边？！

什么意识啊？

那些娶二老婆的，也可以再娶第三个。

所以我才说，女生不要这么傻！

不可以跟其他女生Share一个男人！

就算全世界的男生都死光了也不行！

更可恶的是尽然同时欺骗两个人，

本来是正的那个被蒙在鼓里，还被第三者以为是第三者！

第三者联络第一者才知道两个人都被骗了！

真的是过分的家伙！

不想跟第一的分，却说舍不得放弃那另外一个？！！

什么歪理啊？简直就是岂有此理！！

一个人的心只有一个，如果说爱一个人时，

你的心被他偷走了，那么你用什么去爱另一个人？

我不相信一个人能同时全心全意爱多过一个人。

亲人和朋友的爱是不一样的。

情人只有一个，一个而已！！！！

真的是替我的谁谁谁不直。

不要说男生啦！女生也一样！

就算什么都没做，精神上出轨已经够力了！

“我不要你的承诺，不要你的永远，只要你真真切切爱我一遍。”

-《原来你什么都不想要-张惠妹》

Slept at 5am in the morning, woke up at 9am, didn't feel like sleeping back.

I'll start with yesterday night 1st.

Went to Aiesec at FSSK. 

Honestly, I'm still skeptical about joining it, even thou I'm officially an Aiesecer now.

Like I said before, the main reason I join is because of my Sis. Heh.

Another thing is I feel extremely out of place being there.

I'm not kidding.

Perhaps it's my personality, I'm just not used to taking the initiative to mingle around.

It gives me a feeling that I'm not comfortable being in my own skin.

I still don't know what do I do with it.

Should I continue to be active in it, or should I just pull myself out now?

People would just tell me to give it a chance.

But I stop trying hard to be everyone else a long time ago.

And I really don't know if this is what I want,

If I have the heart to learn what I can over there.

Gosh, I hate organizing stuff and whatsoever.

Anyway, perhaps I really should think about it.

Hmm, this is so not me .><"

Ok, put that aside 1st.

Had a Majlis Kemerdekaan at my Kolej, suppose to be the back up usher, changed of plan. 

Was the 2nd half usher instead. Still sick at that time.

Blah blah blah n it's 12am ad.

Then had to decorate the foyer sumore.

Then do this do that, ada post mortem at 1.25am.

Meeting sampai 3.15am baru abis. Almost 2 hours lor.

Yes, u didn't c wrongly, seriously 3 sth in the morning.

By the time I bak to the room n bath ad almost 4.

Wash my hair lor, whenever I wash my hair at nite, for sure I won't sleep straight away lor.

For some reason I wasn't sleepy oso.

So went to blog about sth n xda apa la.

Ok, so it's 6.15am in the morning, and I got jolted awake.

Not that I wanted to wake up at that time.

My alarm would only go off at 8.30am.

I was having a very bad cough that I keep coughing non-stop at that time.

Went to the wash room for awhile then came back and try to get some sleep.

No can do, still coughing so hard my chest hurts.

Gosh, didn't really have fever this morning.

But for some reason I kept sweating even thou it's not hot.

My body isn't really that warm, but I feel really hot.

Turning here and there I have to sleep back,

It's too early in the morning,

Then maybe I'll feel better when I'm awake.

Eh well, woke up at 8.30am as I said.

The cough isn't that bad anymore,

Here's the thing, the flu came back,

And I was having this terrible headache.

Gosh, but I still had to get up and bath.

So it's decided,

That I'm really unfit to go to class today,

Moreover to do the 1-Min-Speech.

Everytime I'm sick my mind just go blank.

So everytime I go to class in this state of mind,

I can't even absorb more than 50% of what's been taught.

Not more, probably juz absorb 10% oni. Lol.

Just took my medicine,

Stated there will cause drowsiness,

But not feeling it,

Perhaps because I slept too much ad,

Not really, 8 hours is the average sleeping time,

But then my mum always say go take a nap after taking meds,

Then you'll feel refresh when you wake up,

So I probably should go and sleep.

Can't remember what I have to do.

I do remember I have a slide to prepare,

Goin bak Melaka tomorrow Night after all.

Hope I get better soon.

And you too, Mr.Onion.

Someone's having it worse than me apparently.

Take care.^^

Oh yea, I forgot to mentioned, went to Pusa and hev my breakfast just now,
I really dun like 2 c all those PAP[Pesta Angpau] and PT[Pesta Tanglung] punya org, tried 2 avoid them as much as I could,
Damn, today is so my lucky day, got approach by a PAP guy after all. ><"
I duno how 2 reject his kind of ppl.
I'm a sucker for that,
But 1 thg 4 sure is,
No matter what u say, or blah blah blah,
Okay, I'll listen 2 u, but no I still won't change my mind.
So sorry lor.
Still, I did wrote my name down after all.
Just so he'll stop bugging me, heh.
But no worries. I'll go VANISH afterwards,
Won't go means won't go.><"
I mmg x suka join all these kind of thg,
Rly x senang, kept saying I'm sum1 who cud lead,
Puhlease la, when I'm in primary until secondary,
I purposely choose inactive clubs,
Go to Ko-K just for the marks,
And for these clubs,
You can easily be AJK and get marks,
And that's all u nid,
Instead of fighting for a position if u get in active clubs.
I dun consider myself as Passive anymore,
Surely there are benefits of joining this kind of activities,
But I don't intend to be Active that much.
So it doesn't really matter, bcoz I dun giv a damn.
So yea. That's all for my story today.

Okay, I heard someone commited suicide today.

At our Uni, for reasons unknown,

Anyway, talking about this,

I was looking thru my old archives at a website,

There's one poem I remember I wrote about suicide and ppl cutting themselves,

But I thk I deleted it together wif the rest of the 100 poems.

Lol. That much, I deleted most of it because it no longer matters,

And another reason is that I didn't want to remember,

Most of it are simply emo poems.

That was ofcoz about 4-5 years ago.

Been a long time.

Anyway,

I just drafted another poem just now,

Go check out at my poetry blog later if u wan 2,

It's wot I thk about the issue and the 1st thought that came 2 mind.

To say that I used to be someone who have these dark thoughts in my mind,

I'm not joking. I just wouldn't do that. Because it's a sin.

That much of a simple reason. As I said, I believe in Karma.

Anyway, I just thought of another thing,

I think ever since I came here,

People seems to have all sorts of impression of the person I am.

Instead of the usual, which is usually just one word, cool. Lol.

But I'm getting the idea that's not what everyone see me as anyway,

Which hmm, I wonder how do they see me as instead.

Tada. My 1st Quiz.

And the Results are.

One Word. Hancur.

Habis lah gua.

Blah blah blah.

Aduhai.

Org balik raya, I nak balik study la.

Buku tebal mau mampus.

Apa soalan keluar pun xtau.

Habis la.

1 hari 1 page pun jadilah.

Pengsan. ><"

Help me.

My mind is blank.

It's like masuk je.

X absorb pun.

Now I wish I'm like Sponge Bob.

Pi Times Square for the 2nd time. Hee.

I didn't expect much from it actually, since well, I didn't really liked his acting in his previous movie, which is Little Big Soldier, where he acted along side Jackie Chan.

But he sure has improved a lot after that.

That I find much better than Jay Chou.

Jay's Secret was nice. But his acting really do sux lor.

Jay alwiz acted as Himself, that you can't seem to picture him as the character other than Himself.

I didn't expected much for many reasons.

One is because it's a CHINA Production, I dun fancy China movies or shows.

Another is that it's his 1st being a Director and Actor.

Well, when you didn't expect much, you'll enjoy the movie even more.

I personally find it really enjoyable throughout the movie.

Was kinda laughing all the way until it reach the climax.

Which is misunderstanding between the girl and boy n so on.

And I like the songs, the music, the melodies.

It simply melts your heart. 

Personally, I'm quite a fan of chinese intrumentals orchestra.

Not all ofcoz, I like listening to Er Hu, Gu Zheng and etc.

My fav wud be the 12 Girls Band[女子十二乐坊] thou.

More modernize version of the classical instruments ofcoz. =)

So it's really nice as he sang in his song, chinked out version where he fuses both elements.

Quite an experiment, but it sounded catchy to me. ^^

Anyway, here's the spoiler.

My roommate hated the ENDING. Anti the Girl a lot now.

Don't even want to see Pictures of them together.

Haha, because I was like, hey, have you seen these?

She's like, oh gosh, I don't wanna see. xD

Here's some stills from the movie. Seriously worth watching. Well, just don't watch it alone ok? =P

1#Study PPBL Notes.

2#Study PPBL Text.

1#Go FB.

Hmm, well, let's talk about yesterday's Aiesec's meeting 1st shall we?

1st off, the moment I entered the room, was like, hmm, this is so...so...

How do I put it? It's like I just found myself in a Different Dimension.

Well, that's Hyperbole, as in Exaggerating, just feels like I'm in a different Space.

 xD

The 2nd thing I notice is that, hey, there's two Barbie-Like Ang Moh Girls.

They're Dutch btw. Then I was wondering, if the Dutch guys look like Ken too. Haha. xD

Anyway. Westerners really look much mature compared to us, even thou we're of the same age?

Yea, I thought they was like 3 or 5 years older.

But hmm, Malaysian guys stand very little chance la. Since the height wud be a pro.

Unless ur aprrox 180cm. =P

They're the ambassadors from Netherlands anyway, where Holland is situated.

3rd thing is I've been trying to distinguish which is Malaysians which is not.

Well, still not good at differentiating other than their dressing.

Even some of the Malaysians doesn't look Malaysians, which is another thing. Hee.

4thly the slides they show are really meaningful, I mean there's always a different world on the different parts of EARTH.

Many people just don't see that, or rather, doesn't even REALIZE it exist.

It's really amazing that it reminds me of the Quote: Even Weak Men when United are Powerful.-Johan Schiller. Don't have to google it, it's a translation from whatever language he used.

And what else, oh yea, there was a video where the guy was eating a raw chick egg, as in the chick that hasn't fully develop, inside the egg shell. It's call Balut btw, a Phillipines delicacy perhaps? 

Anyway, this brings us to the Question, even thou I'm one of those who was like "eww" watching that video, but then again, what DIFFERENCE does eating a new born and an old breed really?

As to put it, what's the DIFFERENCE between Killing a baby or Killing a grown up man?

Both are still crimes, both are still sins. There's just Prejudice everywhere we live in this world.

Even towards the animals. Why don't we eat Rabbits? Because they are CUTE. Even thou there are few who does so.

Technically we're being Biased all the time.

There's never a Definite line to what is Right and what is Wrong?

To me, you simply act according to your Conscience, for after all, what goes around comes around, and it simply goes back to your KARMA. =P

Munch munch, eating my dinner for the day, got ayam, got nugget, go sayur. Ofcoz got nasi la. Haha.

Typing while I'm eating, not healthy, ahem, kanak2 diminta jgn belajar k. Haha. xD

Hmm, cum 2 thk of it, wot did I do 2day eh? Nth much, I did manage 2 update my BISS blog thou.
BISS stands for Bahasa Inggeris untuk Sains Sosial..Otherwise I'll just call it ESS. English for Social Science. Haha. xD

Ya, I've wanted 2 talk about sth for very long now.
From the 1st day I came here. There's like an OBVIOUS thing u'll notice.
That the 2nd year and 3rd year is like, r they rly 1 year older than us? Haha.
No offence, ahem.

It's a good thg actually, not a bad thg.
The 2nd year look so much mature, the 3rd year, not to say, even more la.
Then the masters students are all like, hmm, they look like working ppl, well, technically, they're suppose 2 be working ad, so it's fine.
I'm not the only one who thinks so anyway, most of the 1st year thinks so too. Hee.
So don't cum n knock my head k?=P

There's just such an obvious line between each year students.
It's like a totally different level compared to when we're in secondary schools, everyone just seems to be in sync with each other, or rather, everyone still have that same sort of mind set in some ways.
The teenagers, I'm still 19. Maybe that's y there's a different with the 20's. =
Eh well, gonna hit that in a month's time. Gonna say Bye2 2 my 1+ n Hi2 to my 2+, heh.

Okla, nasi pun dah makan abis, stop for now, going for Aiesec gathering later[partly 2 say that I did went 2 my sis, =P]...hmm, juz 2 c c, hehe..^^

-lilrig-

Anyway, this is still gonna be an Emo post. Hehe. Frust giler sial.

1st Assignment and my group got the lowest mark. Geram giler. Nvm. Actually, I do mind. But there's nth else we can do now but live with it.

We liked what we did. Just that she didn't really like what we did. So yea. Some lecturers just freak me out. Not to say anything. I personally think PPBL lectures are really dedicated. Juz that. Hmm. If u get wot I mean. Not gonna say more on that.

Practice makes perfect. Now we'll just have to learn from our Mistakes and Work on it. If we're clear about it that is.

All we can do now is work harder for our next assignment. Lol. And huh. Study SMART for our Final Exam. Hard doesn't really work here. U hev 2 be Smart as much as you have to put in much Effort.

Nasib minggu ni I x balik. Kena study PPBL Text. Next Week Quiz. Sigh. So much to study. For so few questions~! Gosh. Everytime I open the book, I'll go fishing again. ><"

I SERIOUSLY Can't sleep in the afternoon. I get insomniac at night bak in Melaka. But over here I just can't slp in the Afternoon no matter how slpy I am. I've tried lying on the bed for 1 hour juz now. Nope. Can't slp. That it makes me even more frust. Bcoz I feel like slpin all the time. Gosh.

I've already slp early these past few days, as in around 12am. Lol. I keep munching on sweets in class so that I wud juz keep myself awake. Even if I am awake, I don't really concentrate. Like I said before. I'm a sucker concentrating in CLASS. Think it's a habit. Had it since young. Hard to change. As they said, 江山易改，本性难移。

Anyhow, stop giving yourself EXCUSES and get up Miss Jane. Lol. Sum1 shud juz smack me in the head and show me the date for today. It's already 1 month and 2 weeks since I'm here. Still not progressing. Gosh. Sth muz hev gone wrong. Where is the Will?? Where is the Spirit to Resurrect myself? Heh.

Lost at the moment. Blur as always. I just keep having these thoughts that will I be able to make it? Can I do it? Can I surpass my own expectations? But then again, it's all back to the "Laws of Attraction", if you think you can, you can. Nothing is Impossible. As I.M.Possible. And "NEVER say NEVER". 

I just have to keep convincing myself that I'm doing fine. That I can do it. That I just have to belief in myself. And build up on my self-confidence. An issue that I've been facing all these while. Never had the courage to take the stand on my own. But I know that I have to push myself out to be acknowledged.

Woke up at 8.30am after a strange dream.

Not gonna talk about that, heh well.

Slp bak, but was like lying on the bed.

Bcoz my room mate is awake,

So I wasn't really sleeping.

I set my hp alarm and alarm clock at 9am.

But I 4got I switched off both of it.

Lol, how funny.

Woke up at 10am and I look at my hp,

N crap, gonna be late for class.

Eh well, I still had to bath and my stomach wasn't feeling well.

So be it, skip class je la.

Ask sum1 sign 4 me.=P

Jahat betul, lol. 

Go that class oso do nth de, usually I juz sit at the bak n baca my novel.

Otherwise I juz go out lepak for half n hour before I enter. Hee.

Damn sien lor, the lec asyik ckp kosong je.

Kat PPBL different lor.

All the lecs got their point.

This lec pulak asyik Tiup Lembu【吹牛】. Haha. I juz thought of that. Blow Cow? =P

Yea. N blah blah blah. Evryday repeat the same thg. I can even repeat wot she say ad. Lol.

Heh, apa lagi, class at 2pm later. Dun feel like eating my lunch, but still have to eat la.

Hmm, stomach still feel upset.

Sigh, n I'm sleepy again, ought to get up n move around.

It's 12pm ad, so that's it I guess.

Off 1st la, xda apa buat, baca je novel.

Sure take me a long time 2 finish reading 1 book. Haha. xD

Got time? No time?

Esok ada time: Study PPBL Text.

That's all. Chao dulu.

Today very tired.

Don't know why.

Slept more than 10 hours ad.

It's funny rite?

I'm more energetic when I sleep less.

Now I don't have the energy to really do anything.

My stomach isn't well again.

God knows why again.

Neway, my sis n her bf came and brought me for dinner just now.

Just want to escape whenever I got the chance.

Going bak Melaka this fri, most probably by bus.

Coz Sat no ko k and there's these konvo thg goin on.

Stay here nth 2 do oso.

N I miss my mum's cooking.

I wanna eat Pong Teh leh~~!!!

Hmm, wanna brg my printer up je la.

I havent rly printed anythg yet.

Shud say I havent rly go look through all my stuff yet. 

Lol.

So yea~

Stocked up on my M&M's Minis btw. So HAPPY~

Haha, the mini's more expensive lor.

But I like the mini one more...=P

And huh, wot else ar?

Assignments, Presentation, all next week de.

So balik rumah je kena complete it lor.

Okla, guess that's all,

Juz finish drinking my oats.

Dun feel like slpin yet.

But my stomach is rly upset.

So I'll juz go lay down on the bed for the moment.

Woke up at 7.30am in the morn. Also automatic de. I set the alarm at 8am lor.

But today didn't auto wake up lor. Maybe because last night too tired ad. Woke up 1 hour later instead. Haha. That is 8.30am before my alarm even rings.

Now I know my mum really doesn't need an alarm.

Everyday she's like automatic 6am wake up.

There are the times when her alarm didn't ring and she overslept.

We were almost late to school. Haha. xD

She is my dad's, mine, and my sis alarm. Lol.

Because I'll just sleep back everytime I switch off my phone alarm. =P

Took the bus out from Kajai 9 sth,

10am baru sampai KTM. Zzz.

Then about 10.30am++ reach Bandar Tasik Selatan, switch to LRT there, can't remember.

10.45am like that got off at Hang Tuah.

About 11am we were at Times Square la.

All of us so hungry ad. Zzz...

So went to eat brunch.

No idea what to eat.

East or West?

Easy, go to a place that has both.

And gosh, for the hundred times.

Their service really terrible.

And also this dun hev that dun hev.

No matter where it is.

Melaka is the same. Here is the same.

Don't think I'll step in ther another time no matter where. Lol.

Next time just go Kim Gary. =P

Ah, what did I spent on yesterday?

Approx RM130.

Okay, it's decided.

Not going for Melaka Night.

No money ad. Dunwan waste another RM50.

That's like 1 week of my food allowance. Heh.

Didn't really buy much stuff. Food, movie and train tickets ad about RM50. Lol.

Where did the RM80 go?

Hehe. Stuff lor. =P

Gonna go Mid Valley this friday.

Kena tekan duit lagi.

I'm hoping that the money in the bank can last me until the end of this month. ><"

If I would only stop going shopping. Lol.

Not much left lor.

EPF pun bukannya byk, xleh korek.

The rest of my money in ASM. Can't take out.

So yea, technically depending on FAMA right now. 

Loan still have to wait. And the Melaka money haven't masuk oso.

So have to really watch out what I spent on lor.

Thought wan go bak Melaka this Sat.

But my kakak kat KL, say wan cum for her friends convo on Sat.

So hmm, maybe x balik kot, go bak oso by bus.

Otherwise c who else got balik can tumpang jap.

Or mayb I can juz skip Ko-K on sat and follow the leng lui bak on Fri. Haha.xD

Ya rite, as if I'll do that.[Nth is impossible. =P]

4pm they all went back lor.

The girls la. I stayed there and go watch movie with ahem. Adalah. =P

I wan to type chinese ler.

Y isn't there chinese in the lab com??

I shall go install one for them.[JK. Lol]

Later je la update.

Malam ada ESZ lagi.

Nyanyi kot. I apa pun xtau.

Apa-apa je.

Rly pack with activities. Ish.

Fac nite rehearsals sumore.

Speaking of which.

Wahaha, I'm on Cloud Nine.

They don't need me to be the Prince anymore. =P

I just need to be His Servant. Haha.

Think only got 1 or 2 dialogues.

I am so bad.

Because I didn't have the time to go for their rehearsals lor.

Fac nite on Thursday, I'm only goin practice on Wednesday.

But seriously la. I can't act oso.

Don't know if you get that sentence.

But I can act different faces of me each day.[Still the real me.]

But not act another individual convincingly when asked to.

So I guess that's it. Been blabbing again I see.

Gonna go catch the bus and go for my Titas liao.

Not that I intend to go in on time.

The lec juz blab all the time.

Gonna study my buku je la.

And go find sth light 2 eat 1st.

Not rly hungry. Mulut gatal . =P

Got pictures I took with the girls actually.

But can't upload now.

So I'll just post it at FB later~

And yipee~

Tomorrow can wake up late.

8am class postponed~!!!

Haha. xD

[Lec ask 2 study thou, n the book is like so thick. Lol]

[Suppose 2 study 3 chapters ad. Pengsan. X faham pun. =.=]

Kla. Chao dulu. Ja-Ne~!

It's 1.30am in the middle of the night~!!

And huh. Reminds me of my fav song again. Haha.

Early morning got Ko-K.

Go Padang and 晒太阳。

Seriously. 2 Hours walk around there.

Ever since I cum here my skin ad 2 tone ad. Zzz.

X kisah la.

Ever since I cum here there's so many things that I learn nt 2 kisah ad.

Starting from my imej. Haha. xD

After MMP, semua dah x peduli.

I dun even care if my hair is a mess or unkempt.

Otherwise ofcoz I'll try 2 keep it neat as possible la. Haha. xD

Oh, after that afternoon got KCC activity at Kolej.

KCC stands for Kajai Chinese Club.

Yea, still coughing and stomach still as usual, throwing tantrums. Lol.

So was like, running here and there.

Playing with water and rice???

While I'm not in my best state.

Hope I'll recover soon.

It's been like what?

A month already? Heh.

Oh and seriously. 我不喜欢做那个不合作的人。

How 2 say ar? It's like I'm not able 2 do the best all the time.

I'm just not up to the game in some ways.

As in don't have the spirit or will to go with it.

Hard to explain, that's the best I can do. =.=

Ok, after that balik mandi, Cuci baju.

Thought of washing it the next morning.

But since I still had the energy, might as well do it 2day.

I rly sot de.

My fren say that I am all the time oso. Haha. xD

When the rest is slping as in right now.

Here I am blogging and chatting sumore. Lol.

It's weird no? I seem to have more energy whenever I had to exert more energy than I used to.

It's 2.22am as I write this btw. =P

What else ya? Oh. Then at night we have BBQ session.

I dun rly like BBQ actually.

But haha. Hmm.

那烧鸡很好吃。 =P

And huh. Wot else yea?

At night got another game session sumore.

Ask us go look for Ghouls. ><"

Not real one ofcoz.

But scary..zzz..

I also duno la.

It's like a reflex reaction.

I just wouldn't look at ppl dressed up like that.

But after awhile I'll juz look them straight in the eye n feel nth. Lol.

After AWHILE. Haha.

Eh well. My dad has been trying to plant this idea in my head.

That there's the unseen beings everywhere.

You don't disturb them, they don't disturb you.

That as much as we are afraid of them, they are afraid of you.

I'm the scary cat in my house anyway.

Even thou the thgs I'm afraid of are stuff ppl usually aren't.

As in sleeky slimy creatures like lizards.

Rather, I find it odd that ppl r afraid of insects like beetle and stuff.

So yea, everyone hev their own fears.

I don't think anybody is born fearless.

It's just that some of us overcome the fear in a better way.

So hmm, I guess that's it for today's post.

Gonna go Times Square with a girlfriend.

Most probably there la. Hehe.

陪她走街，顺便stock up on my M&M's. =P