Honestly, I'm just a girl with simple dreams, I dare not say I'm simple minded because I know I'm not. But if you ask me why I studied a degree for? I guess because I wanna know if I can do it. And I did it. It wasn't because I wanted to get a high pay job (will be a bonus if I do), But no, it was partly parents wishes, partly peer pressure, partly society influences. So now that I'm graduating, I don't have the slightest clue what I want to do. Why must we succumb to people's aspirations towards

Today I'm gonna talk about this Being a Literature student, Sometimes we automatically analyse the things we see, read, and watch, This is what we learn in our "Critical Thinking" course. This video, that Samsung is trying to make evry youtubers watch, Has gain quite a popular following thou. And if you have no idea wot I'm talking about, u probably don't youtube much eh. Only had the time/feel to watch this whole short fillm @ advert today. I like a quote inside that says: "Sometimes you feel

When Life gives you Apples, you make Pies. Does that even make sense, lol. You just make do with whatever you have I figure, And maybe when you have something, you use something else to make it into other things. =) *Don't know what shit I'm crapping, but forgive me, I'm too bored. (Which explains my recent blog posts for being so rajin keep blogging - as a matter of fact is a case of too bored, or too free) So since I have the time, and some thoughts I wanna let out, Might as well type it down

Sometimes I watch those movie and wonder how nice if I get to speak in a confession booth as well, You know? The one you had in the church? Where you don't see the person you confess to and vice versa? So nobody will be there to judge you? But somehow or rather, this place became my confession booth, Unless ppl who noes me reads about it, haha, Which I don't rly mind, bcoz if they knew me, the probably knew about it as well. So, what's the thing I wanna confess today? Well honestly, I like getting

Today marks the beginning of the Hungry Ghost Festival/Yu Lan Jie. Where the gate of hell opens a little by little, until it will fully open on the 15th, A holiday for the ghouls and spirits of the after world. And why do I have to remind myself of all the things I want to forget? Now it's more the thought that freaks me out than the event itself, I am so gonna smack my head for this, Reminds myself what and what not to do....o.O First thing to take note, don't turn your head around when someone

People always say I'm weird, Over time, I have grown use to their perception towards me (1st impression) It's always the same thing, but as I grow, I realize I'm starting to break that wall. I used to put up a wall around me, refusing anyone that come close. I'm the type that won't bother getting close to you, Bcoz I'm the type that grow close to ppl over time. Let me explain why I think I myself am weird. It's not the way I look, rather the way I act. I suppose the reason is due to many factors, One

Sometimes I think I pay too much attention to those around me, except for those right beside me. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends, I love my family, I love my boyfriend, But trying to be there for everyone is a headache. I try to make it a point to divide my time equally, Only to feel that I still have a preference for some, Which in return may have neglected the rest. Even my boyfriend complain I forget about him when I go back to my hometown, Majority of my friends are in Melaka, those close

I've been Smiling more recently, after some comments from the ground that I should. I guess I owe it to ppl, bcoz it's not like they owe me money right? Greeting others with smile, it makes you feel good when they smiles back, If they don't, it's okay, you took the first step. Ppl close to me knows that I don't usually smile, when I'm happy, I just laugh like crazy, But no I have this tight lips that just won't smile, well, I've been trying to pry open the tight lips of mine, =) Anyway, I always

I have this light addiction, if not "serious" addiction doing online shopping. Sometimes offline as well. I have to buy at least 1 clothes per month, otherwise I feel damn itchy very beh tahan. For every money I earn, I spent it half on clothes. I was able to keep track of the stuff I buy by limiting the amount of money spend on clothes. But then even RM250 per month is damn alot. ><" I always make it a point to only spend what I have, But doing my intern in KL is not helping at all, And I

Being in the office doing nothing I just feel like writing. Going for the Interview tomorrow! OMG. Nervous Wreck. I am well aware of my chances, but a girl's gotta try eh? I know I am not as slim, not as pretty, not as outstanding, But if there's one thing I know, I know I'm always staying true to myself, And to me, the most important thing is treating others with sincerity. Don't smile at me and talk bad behind my back, These days, I'm learning to smile and accepting others just the way they are

9 out of 10 people that ask me what I study in Uni will ask me, "Why Literature?" Well, I never really thought of that, "My answers were always, because I love writing, and not Shakespeare style, mind you." "I love expressing myself in words, writing poems, writing blogs, even short anecdotes." "I love the way words bring something to picture, it's like a picture says a thousand words, but in reversed, a thousands words paint a picture." My lecturer once said that "We're teaching humanity

2 Weeks into my Internship and I'm already Ticking off the days. Why can't I ever fit into somewhere? I'm always feeling lost, without a direction. This is so annoying, The more I stay in the office, the more I don't feel like getting an office job, the more I go out into the field, the more I hated seeing ppl (esp when my job requires me to ambush ppl). What have I gotten myself into? I seriously don't know what I want, and they say try when ur young, I have no idea where I'm going, or what I

Hola there! Paying a visit to Qikely after some time again. She must be mad at me, heh. "Qikely" is my blog's name fyi. xp Went to watch this movie the other day, bcoz apparently, due to Superman's presence, there are no better movies to show so that Superman can keep the spotlight to himself. And the ONLY REASON I WENT to watch that movie is because of "ANDY LAU". For the first time, I'm EXTREMELY Dissapointed with his movie, to say that he would resorted to such LOUSY FILM, Ppl

I don't know if it's too much, I don't know if I can handle, But I'll take the chance, And try to make a change, Perhaps then I'll learn, How to stand on my own, Been trying to avoiding it, Been reluctant to step out, From my very comfort zone. I don't know what I want, So I might as well just heed any chances, Take it as a learning experience, Everybody keep telling me the same thing, I too keep convincing myself the same thing. I used to put on a brave front, Used to dare to do sth, But as I

Going to apply for my internship. Seriously in a dilemma, No idea what I'm interested in, But then again I remind myself that it's just an internship. Going to try to apply for tv station, advertising, magazines, or newspaper. Keeping my options open, and fingers cross that they will actually look into my resume, Given the fact that I'm not such person with calibre, I never was, but time and time again I suprise even myself. When I myself expect me to give up, But I continue to carry on, And on