I don't know if it's too much,
I don't know if I can handle,
But I'll take the chance,
And try to make a change,
Perhaps then I'll learn,
How to stand on my own,
Been trying to avoiding it,
Been reluctant to step out,
From my very comfort zone.
I don't know what I want,
So I might as well just heed any chances,
Take it as a learning experience,
Everybody keep telling me the same thing,
I too keep convincing myself the same thing.
I used to put on a brave front,
Used to dare to do sth,
But as I age I realize I'm just like a turtle,
Who hides her head in her shell when she's freaked out,
I know I can't be like this forever,
Keep telling myself that it's no big deal,
That no matter what comes I'll survive,
Just hope I don't run away this time around.
x Jane
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