Weight down by the World.

Honestly, I'm just a girl with simple dreams,
I dare not say I'm simple minded because I know I'm not.
But if you ask me why I studied a degree for?
I guess because I wanna know if I can do it.
And I did it.
It wasn't because I wanted to get a high pay job (will be a bonus if I do),
But no, it was partly parents wishes, partly peer pressure, partly society influences.
So now that I'm graduating,
I don't have the slightest clue what I want to do.
Why must we succumb to people's aspirations towards ourselves?
Sometimes I wonder,
But if we ourselves don't have aspirations,
Then what do we live for?
Whatever it is, I'll let my mind rest for now,
So many choices, so many decisions to make,
I just wanna block off everything and rest my mind for now.

Sign, Jane.