Archive for 03.2010

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By Sicreci

End:Of:My:Ordeal

Thought there'll be something I wanna write about. But it seems my heart and brain is like a blank sheet of paper now. Nothing left for me to say.

Maybe I just need some time to adapt. And patch up the pieces of my life.

And perhaps try to resurrect my wandering soul~

PS: Jane's unavailable. Please contact her later. TQ.

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By Sicreci

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Fed:Up

Seriously find myself DIFFICULT to stay in control when the little brat in my house pisses me off. Crap. Wonder what's with all the rats and pigs, what's wrong with their GENERATION??

Have you any idea how to talk some SENSE to someone who has no COMMON SENSE?? Everytime I "tegur" her, she either IGNORE me or SHOUT back at me, it's so irritating yet it just makes me BLOW up everytime she does STUPID things!! Argh, rly can drive me CRAZY~!!!

It rly gets on my nerves. I need a BREAK, from her. I just don't get it. Don't get her at all. No wonder he maths sux. That's what I told her. Y do you want to create a lose-lose situation when you could have create a win-win situation? In the end, I boh song, she boh song, dua2 sakit hati, kan CEKIK DARAH?? Ish.

Neway, u might ask me the same q, the thg is, it's nt about winning of losing 2 me!!! I'm trying 2 get her to understand that she rly needs to fix that ACT BIG but THINK SMALL attitude!! She's not only the way she is with me but evryone else and even my mum!! And I can't even scold her KURANG AJAR bcoz it wud make me the same!! I'm frust frust frust. I cannot call her NUTZ bcoz we share the same blood. So wth can I rly do to make that girl come to her senses??

My guess is. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING unless she SNAPS herself out of it. Like my mum said, u noe her attitude mmg like that, talk 2 her oso no point. So wot 4 make sendiri susah hati rite? Here's the thg, bcoz like my mum wud say me, it's for my own good, most of the times. And when we say her, it's oso for her own GOOD!! But she does not get it!!

For a person who uses the computers 12 hours a day, will it be wrong for me to say that she's addicted to that STUPID BOX?? Seriously, she doesn't blv me, n nobody takes me serious anyway. ><"...n do you have any idea that in CHINA they ACTUALLY throw these kinda kids into a REHAB??? SERIOUSLY...=.=

Here's something I googled:
In spite of the variety of activities that can be considered addictive, people who engage in them tend to have certain attitudes and types of behavior in common. An addiction is generally associated with relieving anxiety or blocking out other types of uncomfortable feelings. To a greater or lesser extent, people engaged in addictive behavior tend to plan their lives around it; in extreme cases they will do almost anything to obtain the substance or engage in the behavior. The addiction makes them neglect other areas of their lives. They are commonly secretive about it, either out of shame or to protect their access to a substance. When confronted, they generally deny that they have a problem, although privately they regret their addictive behavior, which in many cases they have tried without success to discontinue. They tend to rationalize engaging in the behavior and tell themselves they can stop whenever they want. They may also blame others for their addiction and often experience frequent and uncontrollable mood swings.

U c? However remorse she may feel. She cannot actually fix it, bcoz they are alwiz in denial. Sigh. Pardon me. I have no idea what else can I do except to be patience, and hope that in times she actually grows up instead of get even more IMMATURE!!! Yikez~!

And I know I wrote a similar post 2 this in the previous. The problem juz got worse. Heck. If only the psychology girl in my hse noe how 2 cure her. [Which as she said, it's not in her field of studies, not her expertise]...[You'll need to find a child psychologist/psychologist for this one]...lol...

PS: I Love You.[Despite all the times I Hate You] J

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By Sicreci

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:Ants:

About the topic. I guess the smart little creatures that lurks around the corners of the house deserves some credit for this. Duh. Why not? I find them to be particularly intelligent, and this question comes to me:
"Do ants have brains?"

I googled the question, and look what I found!! Can you imagine that there's actually such complex system in a body of a tiny creature?!!! Gosh, they could really work on nano tech starting from opening up an ant. Which is kinda? So tiny you can't even see inside of it? Lol. Here are some of the interesting facts.

Ant brains are largest amongst insects. An ant's brain may have the same processing power as a Macintosh II computer. Thousands of years ago, King Solomon wrote: "Go to the ant, consider its ways and be wise".
The average life expectancy of an ant is 45-60 days.
Adult ants cannot chew and swallow solid food. They rely on juice which they squeeze from pieces of food.
The abdomen of the ant contains two stomachs. One stomach holds the food for itself and second stomach is for food to be shared with other ants. There are over 10000 known species of ants.

I'm not gonna blabber about the rest here. I might have bored you already. But if you need to know more. You can check it out here.

2nd question that I happened to notice ppl asking.
"Do ants have hearts?"
Here's the answer:
Yes, ants do have hearts. Their heart is a long tube that pumps colorless blood from the head back to the rear and back up again.
Colourless blood??? Gosh, no wonder there's no colour coming out from them when we smash them, but you'll feel err when you pinch an ant. Eventhou it's juz a tinge. That's y I dun kill ants with my bare hands. Bcoz it's juz err...lol...

Neway, I notice them to be very smart bcoz my hse is constantly invaded by ants!! Black and Red ants alike. Don't know about white thou. Had never seen one. Lol.

What makes me think they are SMART:
1# If you put a sweet thing infront of you and STARE at it the whole time, THE ANTS would not come. Sth I've realized. Just when you shift your attention to sth else and tada~!~!! They are chewing on the food already. They're like cunning creatures alwiz sneaking around yet when they get caught they just IGNORE you. Duh. Bcoz they had been engrossed in their delicacy of the day and by that time they don't even bother getting caught. LOL.

2# If you see ONE ant at a place. SMASH it already!!! Or within a few minutes, he'll report back to his headquarters and they'll be hundred and the sum just adds on within a few hours. So yea. It's like an army of ants. In case you don't know, ants are nothing close to SELFISH creatures. Something we should look up from them, even thou they're the ones looking up at us LITERALLY. When they find food, they either inform the rest, or drag the food back to the nest. They practically do not consume by themselves. Unless the hunger is killing them? Haha. Anyway, that's what I've notice.

3# They know how to pierce through wrappers, and I have no idea how they did it. Which brings me to this question. "Do ants have teeth?"

From the various source I sought from. No, they do not have teeth but sth else that could help them penetrate thru their food and which comes in handy chewing on wrappers. Lol.

Haha, I guess it's enuf wif the ants. Neway, my fav ant movie must be "A Bug's Life", a 1998 animation!! I love that movie..haha..xD...ring a bell? =P

PS: I Love You. J[Not the ants ofcoz..=P]

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By Sicreci

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Pretty:Ladies

Hehe, watching NCIS right now. Been long since I've watched it. Always stop watching crime shows when they got too personal. But I still find it amusing for today's episode. Heh. Here's a pretty lady I wanna talk about. When I 1st watched NCIS a few years back. I thought her character is really cool.

Then I found out that she's actually more than a decade older than we thought she was. I love her on screen and off screen. Seems to be a really interesting person off screen as well. And I think you would have realized the ones I find pretty is always the ones that looks young in compared to their age. Haha. It simply amazes me.[Even if they used botox, my mum always say, no matter how good your complexion is, if you're old, you're OLD, but ofcoz it helps when our skin is better. =P] Btw, she's acting like a teenage girl that never gets old in the show. Hence her appearance. She's 41 this year btw. =)

The way she looks in NCIS.

The way she really looks. Bang! Dashing. =P

Whether it's the hair or the appearance. She simply looks young. Haha.

Oh oh, btw, I juz remembered. Another local artist I find to be charming. =). And she too look a decade younger than she is. =P. Supposedly 28 this year.

Name's Jane btw in case you don't know. Haha. xD

PS: I Love You. J

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By Sicreci

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I:Don't:Have:The:Heart

I don't have the heart to do practically anything,

Perhaps I should write another poem with the same title,

But then again I don't have the heart to write one right now,

Yet it seems that this is starting to sound like one,

So it's best I just go straight to the point now.

My life just feels so messed up right now,

Going in circles, turning round and round,

I don't know how to bend it to become straight again.

I need a BREAK, and when I say that,

I realize I say that alot, every now and then I say I need a break,

Even when I have nothing to worry about,

No stress too much for me to bear,

No burden too heavy for me to carry.

Yet I still feel the fatigue all the time,

I feel wiped out and tired,

I just wanna sleep sleep sleep,

And maybe never need to wake up?

Lol, that won't do.

I still have lots of stuff in my mind I wanna do.

Yea, and since my schedule seems upside down right now,

I'll try to fix it when I'm totally FREE.

Of which counting down another 8 days to TAHAN.

Lol. I feel like quitting already, it pains me.

The boredom kills.

Yeala tu.

No one will sympathize me, I don't doubt that,

Coz I don't even feel empathy with myself.

I have the most relaxing job and here I am complaining,

Lol, we humans never do satisfy do we?

Anyway, working sux,

Juz like how our teachers used to say,

You'll thk studying is boring,

When you get out and work u'll noe.

Yea, we heard it then,

Yet we still ignored it.

And now we had to learn to deal with it. Heh.

Life's like this.

Either you Accept it. Or you THROW it away. Literally.

I just don't like my life to be the same schedule,

Doing the exact same thing every single day,

To top it of is the thg that I don't even love doing,

I can blog everyday because it's wot I love doing,

Lol. Other then dat, it just makes me feel LIFELESS.

Yea, that's the only word that is on my mind now.

Like a doll with no soul.

Hmm, feel like writing now.

Or maybe not.

Wotever it is, my life seems disorganized right now,

I need to get it back on track,

I lose track of the books I read,

The shows I watch,

The music I listen,

The animes I bought,

Meaning I have no idea where I stop.

It seems halfway through,

Now I gotto check back all of it. Lol.

What did you think I meant? Haha.

Anyway, need some time to change,

Some correction on my part,

If I would only stop getting piss at people for no reason,

And I always tell them,

It has NOTHING to do with them,

I really think so.

It's just me, my character has always been like that.

If only they would understand.

Even if they don't,

I don't really mind?

So where does it puts me?

A selfish chick? Heh well.

Everytime I'm pissed off at someone,

I'll get pissed off with myself,

For being pissed off at them,

I'm sure I've mentioned it before,

That's why I ask ppl to leave me alone,

When I'm in that state,

Bcoz not only will I not feel better,

I'll make them feel worse and myself as well.

When they say girls think too much,

I couldn't agree more,

Here's another thing,

GUYS thk 2 little of almost evrythg,

Not evry guy, but most guys.

N I hate guys to "dei" me,

It makes me kinda annoyed.

I rarely talks 2 ppl about my problems,

Issues I'm facing, and my true feelings,

Pretty much just tell my best friend 85% of it,

5% to my secret blog. Heh.

Another 10% to my girl frenz.

I guess pretty much that.

Bcoz they don't hev to know,

Don't hev to worry about me,

Even if they know, they cannot put themselves in my shoes,

Which makes me even more frustrated,

When they give me baseless advices.

Bcoz at the end of the day,

I'll know what I want,

And what I want to do.

So pretty much any kind of advice is baseless. Lol.

It's difficult to make me LISTEN.

End of story.

Right now. I just don't have the heart to be nice and all.

I'll be alright. Don't worry be happy!! =)

Disclaimer: Some of the things I mentioned above may be inaccurate due to the current state of my mind. Pretty much a moment of insanity I'm having now. So if you would please excuse me. I'll retreat back to my rehab and be NICE to you when I'm discharged. =)

A Wish for Today: That I can actually ACT the way I THINK. And that those around me can actually ACT & THINK.

PS: I Love You. J

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By Sicreci

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Adrenaline:Rushing

The poem with the same title can be found here.

In the car. Ss-ing. Haha.xD

Been a long day yesterday. Here's a brief summary of what I did yesterday.

1st Stop: Mahkota Parade

1st Avenue: Sushi King

With: June & Pig

Amount Spent: RM38[After discount, minus a RM 10 voucher. Lol.]

Here's some of the Sushi we ordered. Hehe, both of them don't eat the unagi[eel] and the baby octopus. Hehe. Me like it both..=P. The 1st pic is cheese roll. Cheesy cheesy. Forgot to take the pic of my fav. Golden Ball. Yum2, I wan sumore. Haha. Maybe some other time. =P

2nd Avenue: DP GSC
Movie: Alice In Wonderland[3D]
Amount Spent: RM40[2 Adults+1 Child]..hehe..my lil sis. She still look like 12. We alwiz buy child tix 4 her. Save RM5 ler...=P

Review: Hehe, I like it. I like it as a kiddie flick. Coz it is a kiddie flick. I never expected the movie to be however outstanding. Coz I grew up reading Alice in Wonderland. Watching Alice in Wonderland. The story is always the same. Except the movie shows Alice at an older age. ----------------------But the characters are still the same. I love the Mad Hatter[Johnny Depp]. I like the Queen of Hearts[Helena Bonham Carter]. I heart the White Queen[Anne Hathaways]. Both their characters and their real person. Alwiz luv Tim Burton's film. There's a sense of darkness in it. I knew Johnny since Edward Scissorshand. I knew Helena since Corpse Bride. The duo is simply spectacular.

So yea. If there's a thing I'm a little dissapointed withis the 3D effects. Probably bcoz the story is slow pace, so there's not much of it. Gonna watch Clash of Titans 3D next...=P

3rd Avenue: Dataran Shops
Things I bought: Earrings+Gift
Amount Spent: RM40

4th Avenue: MP Shops
Things I bought: Necklaces+Shorts
Amount Spent: RM42

5th Avenue: Amigo
Amount Spent: RM35[Not my money. Lol]
Dinner: Cheese Baked Rice. As usual, couldn't finish it, the portion is enough for both my dinner and supper. Lol. I don't eat much lor. =P

6th Avenue: Tribe The Houz@Pillow Bar
Amount Spent: RM25

For those that don't know where it is. It's just above Tribe. Lol. The birthday girl picked the place. At 1st I thought it was a cafe. Which seems really like it. Even when I went in. Except it serves mostly alcoholic drinks. Which they ordered 2 pax of it. RM29 each There's non-alcoholic 2, we ordered 2 jugs of it, 1 jug RM35. Zzz.. 1 table min RM35. We sat on 2 tables.

But then, here's the story. The total is RM168. Including the cake probably RM200+ ad. I don't like to be the person to plan all these stuff, fortunately, this time it's not me. Nvm. Last minute only tell me no one is buying the cake!!! So I had to ask my mr.good guy fren go n buy. He sms me say, "Y alwiz like this??". Honestly, I wan 2 ask that myself. I don't want to be the one buying all these stuff and sorts anymore. Bcoz at d end of the day. My good deeds goes unpaid. Literally.

N I thk he spent quite a minimum of RM50 last night. Which doesn't seem to be quite fair to me. But who am I 2 speak??? Diorg xtau "seng mok". Wot was I 2 do? Wotever it is. I know I don't owe any1 anythg. Look, there's approximately 10 ppl. So 1 ppl cum out RM20 enuf ad. But then, some didn't come out, some come out less. Argh. As though I'm very rich like that.

There are just times when I just can't stand it. If you can afford to treat me, or anyone else that's alright, wot if ur not? Surely ppl hev 2 thk about u. Otherwise, I too don't like to hutang ppl. Like my girlfriend said. You might need to pay it back with interest later on. Meaning not in this life time, or may it is. So yea, I really blv that. And our debts to our parents will never be fully repaid. That is one thing I realized. For they sacrificed the most for us.

Oh oh, btw, here's the thg, since the place is full of pillows, and it puts on all those slow songs, it makes ppl feel like sleeping, haha, seriously, that's y I say it's not like a BAR oso. There was 3 couples that night. Only a big group of us. We were kinda the noisiest there. Haha, even though they put a sign in their menu. Keep your voice down. SERIOUSLY? Haha. =P

Last Stop: Capitol Sate Celup

Duno wot's the amount, coz my fren treat. Haha.xD. I was suppose 2 follow another fren bak actually. The my girl fren ask me 2 follow her while she drive my guy fren's car. So round round cari ATM, ambil duit, pi makan Sate Celup. Haha. Been long since I've been to Capitol. Hmm, here's the thg, I thk it's not that nice ad. Neway, still luv Sate Celup. So it doesn't rly matter. =P. As long as I get 2 EAT. Hee. Ate more than 10 sticks I thk. Came bak around 2sth, that's y didn't sleep. Coz 2 full. Slept at 4am lor...

Oh yea, about the title of this post. Adrenaline Rushing. It simply feels that way. For those that still don't know, one of my guilty pleasure is sitting in fast cars. Haha. It feels so GOOD. =P. I don't drive FAST, I only like sitting in FAST cars. =P. Neway around 120kmj oni la. Not very fast oso, it just feels so..here's the thg with Proton cars, u can feel the speed. If u sit Big cars, the effect will be really mild.

That's y I alwiz niao ppl when they drive slow, instead of when they drive fast. =P. I know, it's DANGEROUS. Can't help it. Open the window and it feels ADDICTIVE. Everything just passes through your eyes. You can feel the wind. The coldness just numbs you. I love that FEELING. Just like the times, once in awhile when I hop into a club with them, just standing there, watching them, drown myself in the music. It makes me FORGET, what's not to REMEMBER.

Oh btw, forgot to mentioned, thk we saw an 8TV host ther last night, haha, saw him when he got up and going back, then my fren n I look at him, then look at each other. That person looks so familiar. For some reason he look at us too. Oso mayb bcoz we were looking at him? After he went out my fren said, y didn't u call him?! Take pic ma..><...zzz, pengsan, I say her bak y didn't u call. Haha. She said if we call him, he'll come over. Probably. But I'm not a fan of celebs in real life. Haha. N the reason we were unsure if it was him bcoz his face is erm, lots of pimples? In compare to the one we see on TV. His face shines like hell in TV? Make-up Much? For those who watch 横行八道, u'll know who I'm talking about. =P

Total Amount: RM185-RM15[June paid me the movie tix lor, even
thou I say no nid]
Total Amount Spent: RM170
Amount Left: RM80
Hmm, that ought to last me till April. Heck, mayb not if I goes out again. Control lor. ><".. Eek, soon I'll have no more money 2 spend nia. Jgn m'boros. Neway, that's all for now. Gonna go do other stuff ad. That was LONG. Think I blog for at least a couple of hours d. Haha, seriously lor. You thk all my long post I simply type within half an hour? Haha. Don't be Silly. If you're a frequent blogger u'll know how much time we wasted on our BLOGS. =P

PS: I Love You. J

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By Sicreci

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Self:Reflection

There's just so many things running through my mind now. I don't even know where to begin. I seem to be living on the border line these days. Just like Humpty Dumpty up on the wall. I don't believe in Forever. I believe that nothing ever Last.

All and all, it'll all come to an End. It's just a matter of time before it Happens. So I truly appreciate every moment of Happiness I had. But that's just it. When the story ends. Another story unfolds. That's what I always believe. That Happiness is not long lasting. So neither will Sadness be Forever.

Think POSITIVE. The world is what you make of it. That's what my mother said. If you are miserable all the time, your world will be filled with nothing but Gloom & Grief. But it's not as easy as it's said. I'm still Trying, but there are times when I just want some emo time. People find it weird that I changes as easily as the wind passes. They find it even strange that I will even want to be emo sometimes. I guess I'm just so used to it. That it has became apart of me, the emo-ness. --------------The vitality to my survival. A feeling that keeps me inspired. Keeps me alive. So there's really nothing wrong when I'm in this mode. I just choose to be. You can't be Happy 24/7. And me, when I'm tired, I just want to remain silent. Retreat to my own sanctuary. The place where I feel safe. No one but me.

Perhaps there's a truth in what ''he'' said about me. He said: "I thought you don't bother what other people thinks about you, and with that meaning you don't care what others feel because of you too". That's when I realized how selfish I've been. Choosing to live in ignorance and refuse to acknowledge their thoughts and their feelings.

他说，我所谓的“觉得”，所谓的“认为”都是我自己想的。看了《下一站，幸福。》。我开始反省自己过去做的决定。口口声声是为了对方好才这么做。可是到后来。一切都是向着我的利益着想。所以我也是自私的。我总是“觉得”别人喜欢上我，都是他们一时的“错觉”。打从一开始我都已经抱着那种念头了。所以在他们说喜欢我，让我给他们机会的之前，我早已经把他们定为“不可能”的对象了。

事实上，我并没有想谈恋爱的念头。渴望爱？或许吧。可是，我还是觉得，自己还不懂得真正去爱一个人，perhaps I can just put it this way. That I'm not ready for Love. 所以不管别人对我多好，给我多少的关心，多少的呵护。在我的心，他们都是朋友，只是比朋友多一点在乎，多一点care & love me. And that's all.

我想了想，我才发现，我是多么的需要你。就算我时常give you the cold shoulder. Getting mad at you for no reason. You're the one I keep going back to for comfort. For a PEACE of the mind. You're my best friend after all. If I don't trust you. I don't know who else I'm gonna trust. But then again, I'm a naive girl. Who trusts much too easily. That a single Lie could break my heart. I guess even when my heart is Cold. It's still Fragile inside.

昨晚问“他”，为什么不管我对他们多坏，他们还是选择对我好，也不讨厌我？” 换成是女生，早就跟我绝交了。“他”回我说：“也许是异性的关系吧，没办法生气我，更没办法那样对我。换成是男生，也会跟他们绝交。” 那样说来，对异性的待遇，会比较好吗？就像我对异性的朋友也比较好？

还有一个问题就是：“你为什么总是一种冷漠的样子？就总是苦着脸，也不以这样说啦，就是。。。你不可能从以前都这样了吧？” 我回他说：“就是一副心事重重的样子对吧？我是从以前都这样啊，哈哈。” 习惯就好咯。

Speaking of which, perhaps I need to explain myself on this. The reason I seem to have a lot on my mind. It just seems as though I know too much. FAR beyond my AGE. That there are times when I just don't wanna know about it. Don't wanna think about it. When it's none of my concern. None of my duty to worry about it. Yet it's in my head. And I know all too well about it. As thou I'm like an ADULT caught in a CHILD's body.

At least I can THINK like one, I just don't ACT like one. The refusal to acknowledge that I know what's RIGHT & WRONG. But how I want it to be. I don't wanna grow up. I just wanna live in Neverland. And let the rest decide for me. Be it the adults? Be it the hands of fate. It doesn't really matter. I just wanna be a KID for now. And perhaps the reason why I can't stand immature people. A single REACTION of yours could make me CROSS you out of my life. Not totally, but perhaps giving you the Yellow card. I'm still trying to treat people BETTER. But I seriously think People needs to get Better too.

I'm tired of being the WISE one, I'm tired of being the COUNSELOR everyone turns to, I'm tired of being the girl that seems to KNOW-IT-ALL. Cause I don't know EVERYTHING. I don't have the EXPERIENCE, I only have the THEORIES. The reason why my Practical sucks, and my EQ that is actually very low, the reason why I'm not good at Communicating, even worse in Socializing. I don't mind people treat me like a little girl actually. But I need them to understand. That this little girl is not as innocent as she seems to be.

A Wish for Today: That I hope for only the Best for me & those around me for days to come.

PS: I Love You. J

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By Sicreci

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I:Believe

Got this in my Inbox. Find it to be very Inspiring.

I BELIEVE...
THAT JUST BECAUSE TWO PEOPLE ARGUE,
IT DOESN'T MEAN THEY DON'T LOVE EACH OTHER.
AND JUST BECAUSE THEY DON'T ARGUE,
IT DOESN'T MEAN THEY DO LOVE EACH OTHER.

I BELIEVE...
THAT WE DON'T HAVE TO CHANGE FRIENDS IF
WE UNDERSTAND THAT FRIENDS CHANGE.

I BELIEVE...
THAT NO MATTER HOW GOOD A FRIEND IS,
THEY'RE GOING TO HURT YOU EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE
AND YOU MUST FORGIVE THEM FOR THAT.

I BELIEVE...
THAT TRUE FRIENDSHIP CONTINUES TO GROW,
EVEN OVER THE LONGEST DISTANCE.
SAME GOES FOR TRUE LOVE.

I BELIEVE...
THAT YOU CAN DO SOMETHING IN AN INSTANT
THAT WILL GIVE YOU HEARTACHE FOR LIFE.

I BELIEVE....
THAT IT'S TAKING ME A LONG TIME
TO BECOME THE PERSON I WANT TO BE.

I BELIEVE...
THAT YOU SHOULD ALWAYS LEAVE LOVED ONES WITH
LOVING WORDS. IT MAY BE THE LAST TIME YOU SEE THEM.

I BELIEVE...
THAT YOU CAN KEEP GOING LONG AFTER YOU THINK YOU CAN'T.

I BELIEVE....
THAT WE ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR WHAT
WE DO, NO MATTER HOW WE FEEL.

I BELIEVE...
THAT EITHER YOU CONTROL YOUR ATTITUDE OR IT CONTROLS YOU.

I BELIEVE...
THAT HEROES ARE THE PEOPLE WHO DO
WHAT HAS TO BE DONE WHEN IT NEEDS
TO BE DONE, REGARDLESS OF THE CONSEQUENCES.

I BELIEVE....
THAT MY BEST FRIEND AND I CAN DO ANYTHING
OR NOTHING AND HAVE THE BEST TIME.

I BELIEVE....
THAT SOMETIMES THE PEOPLE YOU
EXPECT TO KICK YOU WHEN YOU'RE DOWN
WILL BE THE ONES TO HELP YOU GET BACK UP.

I BELIEVE...
THAT SOMETIMES WHEN I'M ANGRY
I HAVE THE RIGHT TO BE ANGRY,
BUT THAT DOESN'T GIVE ME THE RIGHT TO BE CRUEL.

I BELIEVE...
THAT MATURITY HAS MORE TO DO WITH
WHAT TYPES OF EXPERIENCES YOU'VE HAD
AND WHAT YOU'VE LEARNED FROM THEM
AND LESS TO DO WITH HOW MANY
BIRTHDAYS YOU'VE CELEBRATED.

I BELIEVE...
THAT IT ISN'T ALWAYS ENOUGH,
TO BE FORGIVEN BY OTHERS.
SOMETIMES, YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO FORGIVE YOURSELF..

I BELIEVE...
THAT NO MATTER HOW BAD YOUR HEART IS BROKEN
THE WORLD DOESN'T STOP FOR YOUR GRIEF.

I BELIEVE....
THAT OUR BACKGROUND AND CIRCUMSTANCES
MAY HAVE INFLUENCED WHO WE ARE,
BUT, WE ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR WHO WE BECOME.

I BELIEVE...
THAT YOU SHOULDN'T BE SO EAGER TO FIND
OUT A SECRET. IT COULD CHANGE YOUR LIFE FOREVER.

I BELIEVE....
TWO PEOPLE CAN LOOK AT THE EXACT SAME
THING AND SEE SOMETHING TOTALLY DIFFERENT.

I BELIEVE....
THAT YOUR LIFE CAN BE CHANGED IN A MATTER OF
HOURS BY PEOPLE WHO DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU.

I BELIEVE...
THAT EVEN WHEN YOU THINK YOU HAVE NO MORE TO GIVE,
WHEN A FRIEND CRIES OUT TO YOU -
YOU WILL FIND THE STRENGTH TO HELP.

I BELIEVE...
THAT CREDENTIALS ON THE WALL
DO NOT MAKE YOU A DECENT HUMAN BEING.

I BELIEVE...
THAT THE PEOPLE YOU CARE ABOUT MOST IN LIFE
ARE TAKEN FROM YOU TOO SOON.

'THE HAPPIEST OF PEOPLE DON'T NECESSARILY
HAVE THE BEST OF EVERYTHING;
THEY JUST MAKE THE MOST OF EVERYTHING THEY HAVE.

PS: I Believe, that this is the way Life should be. =)

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