It felt like a long time since I blog here.But haha, only been 2 days, lol. Neway, long story short, let's review 28th of September. So yea, had our PT at Kajai~!My task for that day is simply 2 catwalk.Kanjiong giler.Heart was beating wif d music.Oh gosh.  After it's done, we're like wow,how long was that?Not more than 5 mins?We practiced for more than 5 hours. Lol.Haha, So yea, glad we got it over wif anyway.It's amazing, juz the few minutes.But our adrenaline was rushing like hell. That

Had a bad day.Izit rly that bad? I hev no idea.I only know my mood has been up and down today.It irritates me and it's annoying.And now I'm hevin a headache. Today is just messed up,I skipped 2 classes,I rush here and there.><". I 4got I hev a tuto task 2 do,Gonna do it now.I realize I hev 2 force myself not 2 sleep and force myself 2 wake up no matter how much I hate it.Ought to slp by 3am and wake up by 7am.><"That's all for now.Goodnight world. Leave me alone for now.I need some

I hate myself when I'm being the exact person that I don't fancy.Crap. Wot I'm talking about?Now I know what it feels like to be on the other side.To not have the time to handle everything.I have to push myself.Have to complete my assignments quick.Whether it's group work or not.I have to work on it more.Be a better person!!Juz wanted 2 say so sorry 4 my group members.And thank you so much 4 understanding.><" Aja2 Fighting!! -lilr

...HECK...><" Amount Used Today:1. RM18-Dedications2. RM23-KACC T-Shirt3. RM20-PT Coupons Unpaid4. RM35[OCS Book] Nvm about the money. I'm running out of time now.Sat 2pm got presentation. Got rehearsal for PT 2. Which obviously I can't make it for the PT one.And then Sun morning got Replacement class.Mon Rehearsal also clash with Ko-K.Giler sial. Clash sini clash sane. ><"So many thgs 2 do. My time table can't fit oso.I feel so sorry if I didn't do my part in the group work.But

Feel like gonna burst.My stomach hurts like hell.Later got Ko-K sumoreI feel like cursing these past few days.Seriously.I just kept it in.Patience, I tell myself, I juz suck it all in.I rly dun care wot others thk or wotsoever ad.I'm already so out of my mind tryin 2 figure out my assignments.Dun even noe wot 2 do.Seems 2 me I hev lotz on my hand.I juz can't figure out wher 2 start.N no, I'm not pek cek-ing rite now.Juz saying sth on my mind bfor I get ready n go 2 my ko-k meeting. I can't keep

One thing being a university student is that, not only must we learn to say Yes. We definitely have to learn to say No. Have assignments, finish is up asap. Don't wait until last minute, or I'll be so "kan jiong" I don't know what to do then. Just like what I did last night, gosh. Everybody was so "kan jiong". My lecturer was actually happy to see us this way. ><" Yea, I seriously mean that. She's like, wow, she haven't seen such innocence in 1st years for a long time. Like it's matter of

Referring to my title: It's Bar-be-que...Ba....bi....q...=P Without the pig. Lol. No pork.Haha, anyway, well. Here's the Post Morten, and self-reflection. Confession:I know I'm not a good host.As I said before.I don't like hosting party,Or even joining one.Usually I just go there to eat, chat, n take pix.So it's kinda "What? What do I do?" situation all the time.Gosh, I feel like smacking myself just then.I just couldn't help it.I get all, how do u say it?It's not "Pek Chek",It's like I just don't

Honestly, I'm not a party girl.Even thou my house is like hosting party all year long, well, at least once a year, mostly twice, at most thrice.Mostly it's on CNY, Mooncake Festival, and New Year.I was always the one that cepat ambil benda makan, cepat habis, cepat hilang.I'll just stay in the room or in the house, dun rly wanna socialize with the guest.Yesh, I used 2 be that way.The one who juz kept 2 herself at gathering. So when I say I wanted 2 BBQ,Well, even thou I prefer steamboat 2 BBQ anytime.I

Everything changes ever since I entered Uni.Everything. I only wish somethings never changed.Yet it did, and there's nth else I can do.They made their decisions.I shouldn't bother them anymore. -lilr

*I don't really go and remember the exact time, it's just estimates. =P   9.30am >> Start car, go pick Jenny up.  9.45am >> Reach Angela's place, just in time. =)  9.55am >> Sharonne's house.10.00am >> At Aeon! J[Not me] wanted to buy watch, tapi x nampak itu gerai~So jalan jalan, cari apa? Xda apa, saje jalan, hee. A tgh cari her iPanema, cudn't find wot she wanted~S as usual, suka je window shopping~hehe. 11.00am >> Xda benda buat dah, pi je MP.11.15am

10 mins bfor I hev 2 do my assignment.So I'm saving it, N cutting this short,Haha,Went 2 dinner on sat nite, u can chek out d pix after I tag myself when my sis is done wif uploading it. Lol.Went 2 eat Ramen yesterday afternoon, then go shop 4 my fren's gift awhile.Went 2 Go Go sing K last nite, then chit chat sampai balik.Bz rite?Today no go anyway, guai guai stay at home.Haha, 2moro go shop wif my ji mui.I'm driving~Haha, after 2 months.Lol, juz feel like it. =P2moro morning not much cars

Dreambox. September 11, 12pm-3pm.9 Girls. Fun fun fun~Went to sing K.About 1/3 or half is english songs.Since well u noe la, got 1 banana,And sum half bananas,4got how 2 read chinese ad. Haha.All the different age de.There's Me & Xin de Horsie~The young adults~Keke.There Junie & Qian de tigresses. The adults.There's Mei d rabbit n Wen d dragon. Also the adults.There's d Pig, the Rat, & the Rat? I thk so.Hehe, anyway, kita mmg ss byk. After that, went 2 eat tai bak, gua suka.Hehe,

I juz thought about that when you talk about it.As a matter of fact. Me being the usual kepo me.I ask a fren of mine laz nite.He n his gf of 2 years + broke up bcoz he was overseas.And the girl had a change of heart.Another guy came into the picture.All I thought about was.At least she didn't 2-timed him.I knew her too, but just know her because she's his gf,N happens 2 work at the same place bfor.So I was really surprise.We all thought they made a matching couple.But hmm, actually,A girl fren of

Slept at 1.30am. Woke up at 8.30am.These few days every night sleep 6-7 hours.Then afternoon sleep 1-3 hours.Duno y cum bak Melaka kip feeling slpy in d noon.I dun usually take afternoon nap. But xleh tahan.I thk I'm gonna slp again in awhile.1.30pm and I haven't had my lunch.Nothing on the table, maybe cook instant noodles again. Lol.Mum usually eat brunch, and oni me n my dad at home.So xda benda makan lor. Mooncake? Haha. xD Anyway, did 1 point for my assignment last night, 2 more points to go.Still

Form 5 Geng:Wanted to watch Step Up 3, then my friend ask went go?Since another friend kebetulan free, straight away decide go watch afternoon de.Panggil org, had 5 ppl act, then add another 2,So 2 cars go, but 1 car bak, Means 6 ppl in a car.Baik kita org semua kurus2 punyer..haha..xD Watch 4pm punya Step Up 3,4.10pm baru went in,Told u Malaysian ppl no time conscious lor..Panggil 3pm fetch ppl, 3.30pm pun belum pik..><" The movie is Nice!! =)Go watch it. Hehe.It's different from

Personal:Went out last night, for a gathering with my form 5 mates.I told them 7.30pm, ad expected they'll be ready by 8pm,Biasalah, Malaysian time, always add another 30 mins into it.I mean always, I dah biasa dah, but as usual,I'll get ready by 7.30pm,Then I'll wait for about 15 mins bfor I start 2 pek cek.If I had to wait over 30 mins I'll get in the car wif a "purposely" sour face and silence.Those who noe me long will noe my pattern,I damn damn x suka ppl no time conscious,I admit I'll be late

Slept at 3 sth again last nite, woke up at 8 sth.Now it's really taking its toll on me,Feel so damn tired,I juz woke up from a 2 hours nap,Masak mee sedaap since there's oni pau kacang bt nth else 2 eat,Afternoon ad had 1 pau kacang,I'm no fan of that pau.Even the lil pig cooked cup mee and eat.And rite now evryone in my family is still slping,Except for my dad,He wif his movies,For some reason we're all tired n lack of slp. ><" So I'm really in a blur mode as I write this,I wanna write about

Slept at 3 sth laz nite, the alarm rang at 8.30am,Woke up, c the pig still sleeping, she wanted 2 go dim sum actually.But I oso lazy wake up, she oso din manage 2 get up,So tidor balik, tidor sampai 11 sth oni get up. Hehe.She oso slpt 3 sth lor, so both of us malas nak bangun.Next day je makan dim sum. Had my lunch, then begin 2 clear my room.Start off with her study table, which is extreme mess.Then my com table, which has became her com instead.So messy!!! 2moro hev 2 clear the dressing table

It's 1.36am in the morning.I was very tired actually.But for some reasons meeting sampai I xmau tidor liao~Damn sien de lor.Evrytime my slp time pass, I dun feel like slping liao~ I really have two contradicting thoughts regarding this and that.This and that which I don't want to state at here.Anyway, this and that feels like we're all forced to do so.Yet we're suppose to enjoy what we're doing.So sometimes it's really difficult to enjoy what you feel like being forced.Perhaps if they don't make

Just went to my friend's grandma funeral the other day. Now I've just heard from my sis about my uncle's passing.Gosh, really came as a shock.He's only 60+. The last I saw him he was fine and doing well.He always had diabetics. But nothing so serious.But I think it got serious when he was so stubborn he didn't went for check up earlier. So thinking of going bak home early,Since all my classes are cancel except for one next week,Just skip that one class la.Probably going bak on friday night.Go bak