+Been thking about wot my best fren told me...

+Will it rly continue 2 be this way, I wan it 2 be atleast...

+But y does my heart has an unpleasant intuition?

+Perhaps it's the weather, I nvr knew how 2 differentiate my emo-ness...

+For whether it's real, or influenced by other thgs...

+I nid 2 noe if I'm living in a dream, or dreaming in reality...

+It just feels surreal right now...

XOXO, JANE...<3

"I need you to make this right with me..."

+Finally get the chance to watch "TALEnTIME", been trying 2 drag sum1 2 go wif me, without much success, lol, luckily my sis got home 2day, hehe, so happy, she asked me y I wanted 2 watch the show, I juz say bcoz it's Yasmin's show, she simply make wonderful shows, but still, 9/10 M'sians still doesn't get it, I wish they could, as I simply would...many has misconception that by having a muslim & non-muslim couple on screen, wot they're trying 2 do is convert the non-muslims into muslims, well, hmm, y do I say so? Bcoz my dad thks so 2, lol, yea well, wif Yasmin's show, it isn't the case, thou she had inserted such scenarios in her previous film, e.g. "Sepet" n the most recent "Muallat", which has caused an uproar in the country due 2 certain issues, that it is banned from screening in M'sia...>.<...evrythg a girl does cannot, evrythg a guy does can, I wonder, if there's equality among the sexes...this is my blog, hell do I care wot I writes here, until sum1 cums along n sue me, yea, which pretty much happens a lot in M'sia, but I'm juz a lil girl, wot do I noe rite?=P[I'm being sarcastic, I noe...]

+Ok, bak 2 the film, thk I cried 4 let's say 3 or 4 times? Hehe, dun rly remember, lol, I does that alot anyway, esp if the character is crying, but hmm, 1 time is coz of my sis thou, hyez, wish my heart ain't that weak, wot good of a sis am I? If I cannot be a better model 4 her 2 hev? I wonder, n get knock down by my sis so easily, =(...so so, it's a heart touching tale that only the stone heart ppl wouldn't be touched, n hmm, yea, 3 of us are the oni chinese ther, that's juz so typical, n din rly hev much ppl thou it's sunday, izit me? Or do M'sians do not noe how 2 appreciate a good movie when they sees one? One of my frenz say she'll nvr go 2 d cinema 2 watch a M'sian movie, nt a good investment. Aha, right?[being sarcastic], n ppl can buy tix 2 a scary movie juz 2 scare the hell out of them, that is without a beginning, even more without an ending, that's the irony of it isn't it? Life is full of irony, my cousin said sth laz nite, he says it alwiz happens that way, oni when u wan it, that u lose it...so, next time, be alert n notice, wot is around u, n grab the chances as it comes...it may never come again...^^

+Ok then, thk I'm done here, anyhow, go watch that movie, n I wish there will be a soundtrack released, the songs are so amazingly wonderful...=)

TALEnTIME official site

The Trailer:

"For Life is a Tale told in a limited Time, what harm is there to Take A Chance..."

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Song featured in the movie...=)

Breathless+The Corrs

Go on, go on, leave me breathless 
Come on... 

The daylight's fading slowly 
but time with you is standing still 
I'm waiting for you only 
The slightest touch and I'll feel weak 

I cannot lie 
From you I cannot hide 
I'm losing the will to try 
Can't hide it (can't hide it) 
Can't fight it (can't fight it) 
So... 

Go on, go on, come on leave me breathless 
Tempt me, tease me until I can't deny this 
loving feeling, make me long for your kiss 
Go on, go on 
Yeah, come on... 

And if there's no tomorrow 
And all we have is here and now 
I'm happy just to have you 
You're all the love I need somehow 

It's like a dream 
Although I'm not asleep 
I never want to wake up 
Don't lose it (don't lose it) 
Don't leave me (don't leave me) 

Go on, go on, come on leave me breathless 
Tempt me, tease me until I can't deny this 
loving feeling, make me long for your kiss 
Go on, go on 
Yeah, come on...

xoxo+secret

"Je Crois En Toi, I'll make you see, the truth beneath..."

+既然开不了口, 就用写的吧...=)

勇气+梁静茹

+我想跟你说, 继续相信我...

+虽然, 有很多时候, 我可能难以相信...

+你对我的真心, 对我的关心, 对我的感觉...

+可是只要你的心是坚定的...

+我不会让我的心有机会动遥...

+所以, 就算我不牵着你的手, 我希望你也不会放开我的手...

"只要相信..."

+天使的宣言+

+下雨天, 让我想起了你...

心:沉

情:忧

+不知道今天哪根茎不对...

+回着的路上, 下起了毛毛雨...

+书包里的雨伞却不拿出来用...

+走着走着, 雨下得越来越大...

+滴答滴答掉落在我脸蛋上...

+后来, 下太大了, 所以还是把雨伞拿出来用了...

+回到家, 妈妈开门给我, 问我一声, 走路回吗?

+头到脚都被淋湿了, 我说是, 她也没过问了...

+沉默, 不知道是为了什么, 也许很累吧...

+情绪随着天气改变, 多一下子又要去做猪了...

+今天又泻肚子, 不懂做什么?? zzz...

+累, 加油吧...提起精神来!!=)

"雨过天晴...=)"

+珊+

+只希望同样的情景不会再重演...

+因为我不想, 再次回到原点...

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拍写-刘力扬...

雨过后的天晴 洒向了绿荫 
我们跨上机车 穿梭台北旅行 
一零一和白云 暧昧着亲近 
听微风的声音 指尖想弹钢琴

刚看的电影 解决很抒情 
连路灯都相信 真爱总会来临 
但是我很想电影 毕竟是电影 
亲爱的有些事 我还不能答应

"喜欢一个人很简单, 只需一天的时间...但更深了解一个人, 却需更长的时间..."

P.S.:证明给我看你是真的, 让我相信你...

+有点像力扬呢...

"Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me....
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, I see..."

+So far, hev yet 2 cum across the version of that song which fits my mind when Maria[The girl in the manga] sings it, hmm, I wonder, it's a lovely song, but not as popularised as Ave Maria, which has gone thru so many different version. So until sum1 sings it well, I shall continue 2 picture Maria singing it in my mind...haha...xD

+Hmm, I'll write about the little devil sum other time, hehe...till then, this will do...=)

"Whether it's Heaven or Hell, it is for you to decide your life on Earth..."

XOXO, JANE...<3

+Okay, thought of sth...let's c...

+What I believe in? Fate, Karma, and Intuition...I trust Fate will find its way, the same time I trust we could change our fate, contradict isn't it? Yea well, life is full of contradictions, u dun rly get 2 side one part all the time, that's me...n to speak of Karma, well, I blv my past life has sth 2 do wif the life I hev now, n I blv wot I do now will influence the life I will hev ahead of me...so, I'll be extremely careful wif wot I do, so that I do not plant the bad seeds, even if I can't achieve Nirvana, I dun wish 2 go 2 hell either...so so, plz do good deeds whenever u can...=)....n regarding Intuition, yea, I trust it, it alwiz helps me make the right decisions, n I dun blv in waiting, if I wan sth, I'll go 4 sth, juz that my life is on the waiting stand right now, simply bcoz I dun rly noe wot I wan, n my intuition isn't givin me any hint, which makes it even more difficult 2 decide...hmm....

+What I don't believe in: FOREVER, yeap, those who noes me ought 2 noe that's the one thg I do not believe in, unless ofcoz, we're IMMORTAL, which we're not, so so, FOREVER doesn't exist, to me FOREVER is PRESENT, instead of seeking for forever, y not look around u? U hev afterall achieved wot u wan, so y bother about forever? If it's the present that matters...

+N hmm, 2 say that I do not wan sum1 solely 4 me, well, actually I do, juz that, I do not wan 2 be the guinea pig of a relationship, that is a relationship without base, n the base is Friendship, afterall, 爱的下面是个友...=)...I dun seek 4 a Knight in a shining armour, I seek 4 an Angel that will guide me thru my life, yea, that's wot I alwiz believe in, even though I'm dubbed the naive one, well, I trust ther can be a relationship that do not breaks n stays on, if oni ur willing 2 believe...

"Have faith and believe, that time will lead us through life and show you what's true..."

XOXO, JANE...<3

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+This is for you my fated friend...=)

+This is for those who dare not speak out and say what's on their mind, to lose the chance of letting the other one know how you really feel within...

+This is for those who are afraid of rejection that they'll deal better with waiting, even if it takes forever and never have an ending...

+This is for those who rather confine to themselves instead of trying to be there for that someone else for once...

+This is for those who choose to trust their eyes more than they do their heart simply because what they desire doesn't really matter...

+This is for those who let all the chances slip away again and again, and complaining that they never had one...

+This is for those who only knows how to speak, and never listens to what needed to be heard...

+This is for those who cry themselves to sleep, over someone that ain't worth their single tear, and not wanting to let go...

+This is for those who keeps falling down, not wanting to get up, yet it is no time to give up...

+This is for those who do not know the limit of time, that will be shortened anytime soon, today, or maybe tomorrow...

+This is for those who do not live their life according to their hearts content, seeking instead of their minds infinite cravings...

+This is for those who do not know how to differentiate right or wrong in the way they see things as...

+This is for those who rather be deceived with the beautiful lies told than to open their eyes and see the truth beneath...

+This is for those who procrastinate till the very last moment to do what they should have done from the very beginning...

+This is for those who gaze far ahead the road that they do not have the time to stop and look around what they have actually achieved...

+This is for those who have the courage to commit suicide but not the strength to live on and face life as it is...

P.S.: This is for those people that are not smart enough to figure out what this whole thing means. And as a constant reminder for me to not be one of those...

+Say what needed to be said...
+Hear what needed to be heard...
+Do what needed to be done... 
+See the truth behind the lies...

XOXO, JANE...<3

"Take your own move, create your own chance, your fate is in your hands as long as you will it..."

+One second slower n I seriously will crash it, oh god...

+Anyone can help me wif my driving?

+Better still, anyone can giv me an auto kancil car 2 drive?

+Waliu eh, not to say my cousin ter'chuak', I nearly got a heart attack myself...

+Thk my dad will ask me 2 drive 2moro as well, wif him by my side that is...

+I dun thk the current way of my driving will allow me 2 drive alone, even for 1 km...zzz...

+Sux man, can I survive the ordeal?? Now I thk studying is better than driving, waliu...

+Stay at home study better, god save me...HELP!!

"Breathe & Believe, as long as I'm still breathing, I ought to believe..."

XOXO, JANE...<3

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+I want ice-cream, I need ice-cream, I need to calm myself down...

+But, still went wif them anyway, juz bored 2 stay at home d whole day...

+1st stop: Go Go KTV, din rly hev the mood 2 sing oso, n when I got ther, I juz sang a few songs n I'm out of gas, nvm that, I got a bad headache wif all the noise around me, can't stand it n juz gotta leave the room, went out by myself, n walk along the sidewalk, breathe sum fresh air, still felt dizzy thou, so so, got bak 2 the room again still, thk god ther's oni half more hour 2 spare, n I actually manage 2 sing 3 more songs, haha...lol...

+2nd stop: MP, went to KFC 1st, this is wher it started 2 be so "KICK", darn it, evryone wants 2 eat different thg, one say McD, one say KFC, another dunwan either of it, so how? stand infront of KFC, n thk, thk, thk...zzz...geram betul, I cincai one la, eat wot oso the same, duh...so, waste a few minutes, then finally, ok, settle, eat KFC...good...I was starving bak ther...after finish eating, sum1 wanted 2 buy sth from guardian, so...waited 4 her 4 quite a while, all thx 2 the promoter ther trying 2 persuade her 2 buy this buy that...zzz...lol...then, went up 2 Dee's, din rly c any nice new outfits, but they were trying, n looking around, this that, sum of them bought a Jape t-shirt, dun rly hev my size la, or else I would buy 2, haha...then went around n look at shoes, vincci, naughty, still, we're like little kids scattered around...hehe, seriously...waste even more time...yea...that's right...so much time lor...

+3rd stop: Then, even more "KICK"..., they wanted 2 go 2 ARENA, juz 2 look c look c, nvm, bcoz u nid 2 order a jug of "drks" if u enter...but nobody wanted a booze, so wot did we do? We sit outside ther, n ask the guys 2 cum, wth, n waited 4 them for 1 hour++, waliu eh, seriously, sit ther n chit chat chot evrythg...dun rly noe wot we chatted oso, hee...the lagi2 "KICK" is that after we waited 4 so long, we decided nt 2 enter ad, wanted 2 go to TA CHI house, n lim teh, n that 2, nvm, after the guys arrive, they still refuse 2 leave!! Argh!! waste another few minutes waiting 4 them 2 make their final decision, darn it...so so, finally, manage 2 get them 2 get going, so this is wher we got lost, the place is near southern hospital, but none of the 4 cars noe how 2 get ther??!!! wth?? zz...so nvm, we turn n turn, finally, we thought of how 2 go ther, n nearly miss a junction, thk god I finally recognize wher 2 go, or else we'll nid 2 make another big turn, it was faz n furious in a rather dangerous way, we was switching lanes along the way in a sense that it is a close switch, bcoz we keep taking the wrong lane!! Argh...

+4th stop: Finally, we reach TA CHI house, the time ther wrote 12am close, we reach ther at 11.30pm, but they say they're close ad, aiya, biasalah, bcoz they c us youngsters, sure wan 2 ccc, sit long2 one, so oklo...we go down road 2 LTP ther, got a restaurant selling duck noodles, n other stuff, order ABC, yummy2...miss ABC so much, but got cough ad, coz the ICE damn a lot man, next time 2 person order one can ad, hehe...then nvm, 3 others ordered the same thg, but there's one thg they dun eat, wot is that? Pineapple, waliu eh, I grow up eating pineapple man, they say bcoz it will cut their tongue, zzz, depends la, the pineapple I eat won't lor...then I eat all their share of pineapples, heh heh, then xpe, another 2 dun eat ATAPCHI, expensive u noe, that's my fav, hehe, they dun eat oso gud I got more, keke...another one ordered barley water, but she only drank the water without eating the barley, even thou they gave half cup of it, nice man, seldom got place will giv so much barley one, seriously, next time, wait, I pull ppl go, keke...she dun eat that bcoz she say very "geli"??Wasei...waste man, waste, I wan eat o...but full ad, coz I ate another person's share of "ZHA GUO BING", but a lil bit oni la, coz she say not nice, then I say wher got not nice, zzz...I oso duno how this ppl taste de...hehe...me u giv me ICE sure nice one..haha...=P

+5th stop: My home, haha, thk god I was goin home at that time, my dad ask my sis 2 call me ad, hee, sure la, went out from 4pm till 12am+ leh, but very weird one la, if I go out at 9pm++, n cum bak at 1 or 2, he doesn't say anythg, but if I go out earlier, he'll ask me get bak earlier oso, dunwan me stay out so long ba? Duno la, shud ask him...nvm la, I oso very tired ad, time 2 go bed d, k la, oyasuminasai...^^

"Oft times we feel frustrated when things don't go our way, but it is at such times do we learn to compromise and be patient..."

XOXO, JANE...<3

VOTE EARTH
YOUR LIGHT SWITCH IS YOUR VOTE

A global event created to symbolize that each one of us, working together, can make a positive impact on climate change

8:30PM local time, wherever you live on planet earth. Saturday 28 March 2009

Its time for all individual to do something for the Earth. 
Its time to switch off the lights which had been ''working non-stop''.
Its time to rest your desktop, your mac, your pc ... switch it off just for an hour.
Its time for an opportunity to rest your mind, enjoy the one hour of darkness and silent.

Lets participate in the global election - vote for the Earth.
Lets be part of the global goal.
Lets join the Earth Hour.

+P.S.:Copy & Paste it at ur profile or blog or site if u may. Let's Spread The Word For A Better World...=)

心情: 还好...

感觉: 不错...

+昨晚跟小学朋友去一个朋友家吃火锅...

+他们前晚已经帮他庆祝生日了...

+那时我没去, 因为太累了, 也不懂是幸好没去, 还是可惜没去...

+看到他们录下来的片段, 玩到很够力一下咯...

+幸好是因为他们完蛋糕, 可惜是因为我不在场...

+昨晚, 终于见到了好久不见的小学朋友...

+她变得我差点认不出来了...

+还是一样疯疯癫癫...

+竟然跑去受白衣天使的施训了...

+虽然多年没见, 感觉好像从未失去联络...

+反而, 中学的, 不知道为什么, 距离似乎越来越疏远了...

+就算是在学校见到面的, 一起出去时, 却没办法一起闹一起玩...

+这到底是为什么呢? 以前大家不都是在一起的吗?

+为什么, 如今, 却失去了过去所拥有的默契?

+在学校也没几句, 也许是我想太多了...

+可能大家都很忙吧, 各自有了自己的空间...

+我只知道, 我的电话, 现在对我来说没什么生命了...

+只是一个陪伴的工具而于...

+我也不介意, 因为更重要的是, 大家一起聚的时候, 还可以闹个不停...

+真希望, 中学的, 也可以这样...

"原来, 在一起时的默契, 胜过千言万语..."

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+If flowers of different breeds look so beautiful together, humans ought to look even more amazing when their differences are combined...

[Photo by me, taken from b.y.'s house porch]

心情: 不定...

感觉: 奇怪...

+连我自己也不明白,为什么心里会有不爽他的感觉?

+不爽他什么?不爽他太多嘴?

+不爽他每次说话都没考虑到别人?

+虽然是开玩笑,可是还是有人会当真的...

+而如果人家把你当真,你没想过人家的感受吗?

+也许我想到另一件事了...

+所以这件小事尽然让我很不爽你...

+我也不想的啊,都不懂做么会这样...>.<"

+明知道你不会听的,更不会来看我的部落格...

+可是,为什么我多少还会介意呢?

+你在乎不在乎别人,那是你的事...

+我又何必想太多呢...

+算了啦,跟你说也是等于没说...

+就算有多不爽你,还是没办法生你的气,这才让我更不爽...

+至少生气的话可以发泄出来...

+可是这样只会待在我的头脑,阴魂不散...zzz...

+希望过一下就会忘了吧...^^

"放轻松~深呼吸~呼~吸~呼~吸~~~呼~~~,事情很快就会忘了..."

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+Do not play a fool with me, for I have an imaginary friend with me...=P

+Got my econs paper bak 2day, darn it, another mark n I ought 2 get A- ad, T.T...was feeling rly frustrated wif my marks, bcoz I understand the wrong consept even thou I do noe how 2 do!! Argh, that's wot got me frustrate, nt rly dissapointed, coz I was hoping 2 pass the sub oni, juz x kam wan!! Lol, nvm la, next test, aim A-!!! zzz...wan get A- to the least, A is far 2 high, so, A- lor...now, start study, revise revise, but revise awhile, lazy 2 revise ad, coz doesn't seem 2 go in the brain oso, nid 2 find a way 2 make it go in...tell me how leh? Seems 2 remember better when ther's exam, or else no mood 2 study oso...heh heh...

+Hmm...well then, got another feeling juz now, u noe the way u'll feel when u starts 2 like sum1? U'll do all sorts of thgs 2 approach him? Or get near 2 him, well, I ain't feeling that way, juz a show made me thought about that, that's life isn't it so? When the guy u like is wif another girl, ur heart sumhow juz ache without realizing, even if ur not the jealous type, u juz can't help but feel upset about it, n that 2, if the girl isn't his gf oso...lol...weird huh, sumbody explain 2 me y is that so? Haha, no one could actually, even I dun understand y I feel that way sumtimes...

+Hopefully my pp won't score so bad, crossing my fingers, hopefully, pray pray~~got 30/40 for p.a objectives, not that gud, but, it will do, since I juz did laz minute touch & go, kaka....n darn it!!! How can it be?? 35/45 4 Muet Ob!!?? Sh*t la...zzz...geram, that's wot I dun like about comprehension, y??? So low, waliu eh, can go bang my head ad, seriously, dis one rly dissapointing, hyez...sudahlah, let bygone be bygone...words said 2 comfort oneself...lol...

+Breath, relax, breathe~~Fuh~~

"When you can't help but feel frustrated, think about what you can do to ease the frustration..."

XOXO, JANE...<3

+Okay, been watching a singapore show recently, it's about love in a special way, its focus is on problematic children, e.g. children wif ADHD/ADD[Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder],  Dyslexia, Bipolar Disorder, ODD[Oppositional Defiant Disorder], n the most commonly known and without a cure, which is Autism, etc, well, these are juz sum of the psychology symptoms, wot I wan 2 highlight here is that, many ppl ain't aware of childhood disorder, n I've seen these kinds of kids, even at my working place, u'll feel sorry 4 them, but at times, u can't stand them, bcoz it's rly hard 2 handle them...

+N well, by watching the show, u learn that it rly ain't ez, 2 be a child wif disorder, or 2 be the one that takes care of the child, there is a mother in the show, that refuses 2 accept the fact that her child has autism, n insists that her child be given normal care, but that will never be possible unless she's given special attention and love, that actually got me thinking, if u were her, wot would u do? Hevin a child that isn't normal, n that is in terms of mental, wot about physically?...Continue reading~~

+By means of physically, there's also another boy that is deaf n dumb, if u were carrying the baby n the doctor told u he is sum part disable, will u still giv birth 2 him, n care 4 him as u would a normal child? Or wud u get rid of the child while during labour, or perhaps, after giving birth 2 him, even though the thought is so cruel, but wot will u do being faced wif such situations? We all noe that it's hard 2 accept, we juz do not thk about it until it happens 2 us, but the child is after all innocent, n he deserves the chance 2 be born, 2 be love, 2 be accepted...BUT the question is, can u shower him the love he requires?

+Well then, thk about it, n the show, go watch it, it's 6-7pm every monday 2 thursday on NTV7, hehe...wanted 2 talk about another thg, but couldn't remember, write again when I do...=)

"Do not look at the sun for it blinds you, feel the heat and you'll see sunshine that is undoubtly bright..."

XOXO, JANE...<3