31st:December:2009

31st:December:2009

Date: New Year Eve

Last Message for the year 2009.

Forgive & Forget the wrongs that's been done.

Accept & Appreciate the people that truly cares.

Remember & Reconcile the relationships that has faltered through time.

PS: I Love You. Have a blessed 2010 year ahead. J

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By Sicreci

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USED vs LOVED

While a man was polishing his new car,
his 4 yr old son picked up a stone and scratched lines on the side of the car.

In anger, the man took the child's handand hit it many times not realizing he was using a wrench.

At the hospital, the child lost all his fingersdue to multiple fractures.
When the child saw his father.....with painful eyes he asked,
'Dad when will my fingers grow back?'
The man was so hurt and speechless;he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times.
Devastated by his own actions......sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches;the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD'.
The next day that man committed suicide. . .

Anger and Love have no limits;
choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovelylife & remember this:
Things are to be used and people are to be loved.
The problem in today's world is that people are used while things are loved.

Let's try always to keep this thought in mind:
Things are to be used,People are to be loved.

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character;
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

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By Sicreci

One:Day:Trip

Location: The Gardens at Mid Valley City
Restaurant: The Italiannies

Time: Lunch

Food: Bread, Olive Oil, Ice Lemon Tea, Seafood Titbits, Pasta, Clamp Soup.

K, went to Mid Valley n bought a dress!! Not gonna reveal it yet, wasn't planning 2 buy one act, as my sis said, "Eh, I thought u say dunwan buy dress de?"...*Pardon me*, can't help myself, haha, guess it's a habit I buy one every CNY, well, FYI, I do not buy dress all year long except for CNY, bcoz well, I practically only wear them during CNY or special occasions. Very rare 2 c me in one on normal days...=P...cost me RM89.91 after 10% discount, usual price RM99.90...zzz..xpensive? Yea, I KNOW...now I'm broke, lol, nt rly, practically, I brought RM250 up, used up RM120 altogether, so still has RM130, hehe, which I seriously need 2 use it 2 pay bak org punya hutang...=P...anyhow, we didn't stay long at MV...after lunch we head straight to Sungei Wang...okay then, scroll down...oh, if ur wondering about the food, it's alrite, i'm no fan of italian food, but not bad...kinda nice...=)

Location: Sungei Wang

Restaurant: Kim Gary

Time: Dinner

Food: Cream Soup, Red Bean Pudding, Cheese Baked Rice, HK Tea.

Me luv Kim Gary's Cheese Baked Rice...hehe, well, no KG in Melaka, argh, n the CBR here sux...me no like-ki...anyhow, I am so not going 2 Sg Wang d 2nd time, it was my 1st, n it will be my last...lol...well, we practically spent the rest of the day walking up n down that place, I mean, seriously, 10 shops=1 shop...they all selling the same item...n sum shops, u can't even try their outfits on, I juz am not SO fond of buying clothes without the chance 2 try it. What if it doesn't fit? Lol...n bsides, compare 2 Mid Valley, now that I mention, will go round it thoroughly the next time I go, n hope I get the chance 2 go Times Square 2, wrong choice, shud hev gone 2 TS, eh well, wth...I'll probably say d same if I was at d other side...haha, anyhow. I'll list out the reasons y I DO NOT WISH TO ENTER SG WANG again...lol...

1st: The people there are Desperate. Speaking of which, whenever u try on sth n u do not want it, they ask, "WHY?"...not all the shops, but most of it. Duh? It doesn't fits me, so NO THX la, ask so much 4 wot? Stupid, Blah~

2nd: I can get the same kinda design of clothes in Melaka for half the price. Really, if u oni noe wher 2 look in Melaka, haha...but sum items ther cheaper la, all the small2 thgs, accessories, yea well, those Melaka byk Mahal.

3rd: The place rly does feel cramped, n crowded, like my mum said, it has been ther, since her time, she used 2 go ther n shop herself, bak bfor she was even married, so yea, understandable but still~

4th: The ppl there is either too Overzealous or, well, practically, there ain't or. Lol...Sigh, dun hev those problems in MELAKA, well, only certain places, wher ppl kept pestering u, eye-ing u, that's y I say, Melaka is still the best. Wakaka...I'll still prefer 2 go DP n MP than ther...LOL...

5th: The place is so not systematic, Mix & Match evrywhere, low class high class all chak pa lang...piang eh, wanna pengsan jor...makes my head twist n turn...

I can probably list sumore, but will leave it at that, still, it juz ain't my style alrite? The thgs ther r quite cheap for sum, if u noe wher 2 look, it's the same evrywher isn't it? Heh well, I juz luv looking simple & sophisticated, haha...so yea. Next time wanna go visit Times & NiuZeXui Ara Damansara...hehe, til then, sayonara!! Ah, reminds me of sth...now go down...

From car to monorail to LRT to walk to bus, haha, well, kept changing the transportation mode, anyway, 1st time sit monorail n LRT, it was fun, haha, lol, jakun punya org mcm ni la, the monorail kinda senget one side when it goes so kinda goyang le, thought LRT 2 be faster, if I can oni go sit the Bullet Train in Japan. Kaka...I luv fast & furious.

Oh yea, saw a japanese Family in the monorail, Father n mother n 2 girls n 1 boy, their children. The brother n sister was speaking in japanese at 1st, then they switch 2 english, juz simple phrase, my name is wot wot, so while I was standing ther d whole time, I juz look at them, then I open my mouth, "Anata wa dare?" which literally means "Who are you?"...the mother was kinda surprise that I was speaking Japanese, haha, so she juz tell her child 2 answer, but then d 2 children kept quiet, haha, well, children, I've been one myself, I noe, sumtimes when ppl ask, the child juz couldn't answer, I guess u all noe d reason yea? Shy, haha, so when I was about 2 go off, juz say Sayonara, then they say bye, bcoz their mum asked them 2...=P, btw, heard the girl's name is Yuki, which means Snow, nice name...=)

PS: I Love You. J

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By Sicreci

Just:Forget:It

Hmm, what to write here eh? Am bored, juz thought I update..heh heh...went for primary skul gathering laz nite, nth much la, I c most of them all the time, reunion lor, add a few more seldom c ones, get along kinda ok wif them I guess...Well, I get along kinda ok with everyone...

Honestly, there is sth I nvr wanted 2 let the frenz around me noe...but I can feel it...it simply is 2 obvious...There are the friends, that really cares about you, but they never show it. And there are those that seems they care about u, but rly, ur not even in their heart. For some reason, I can tell, who are the ones to keep and who are the ones that will soon forget about your existence...

Still, I remember what my friend told me. "When they forgot, remind them."...But how long can I do that? How many times must I remind them of my existence? I'm tired, for some people, it really isn't how much you care about them, but how much can you offer...Some friendships are simply to realistic to begin with.

I'm fed up with their attitude!!! You can tell u noe? Whether ur in their heart, or ur simply a company to be with? Most of the times, it's the latter. I have a fren that I hev known for a decade and a half, n u noe wot? We rarely sms, calls, even meet up, she's in KL, I'm in Melaka. But whenever we meet, it seems we juz met yesterday. That's how the way it is. Bcoz no matter how long it is, she'll always be in my heart. And that to me is suffice...

Instead of me having the heart of others, will like it for a change, n not being nice to me juz bcoz they thk of me as a fren, I rly dun nid so many HI BYE frenz, so if u 4gets about me. WOTEVER, I dun rly wanna giv a damn anymore. I'll do what I can 2 remind u, 2 maintain our frenship, but if u simply can't acknowledge my existence, it rly doesn't matter wot I do does it?

I'm speaking in general. Nobody provoked me, I juz thought about how many frenz that juz kick me out of their life for what? Yea, their so call soul mate, whatever la, be wif them FOREVER as u like. If that even exist. Duh. Starting my sarcastic crap again. Well, I find it better 2 write it all down on my blog without letting them noe. That way it'll be a win-win situation. And no one wud get hurt by wot I say. Lol. Then again, y do I even giv a damn? If they don't even hev the courtesy to remember me?

PS: I Love You. J

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By Sicreci

Day:&:Night[Part 2:Night]

Well, honestly, I typed the night part last night, about the night before yesterday, then, oops, forgot to save it, sigh, I guess that's for the best anyway, given that things took another turn. So I guess I really don't have to write it down now.

Neway, let's talk about last night, it's X'mas Eve!! N I didn't wan 2 stay at home, haha. Went over to my fren's place. She was having a party, but she only ask a couple of friends and me and my cousin. The rest are friends of her mum and bro and sis. So didn't really do anything there, just talk and eat, and drink and laugh. Hehe. Had fun still. The food is awesome!!! You see, mothers cook best!! Better than the food that I've always tried with catering, damn, much better. What's with the caterer can't even be as good as mums...lol...

Okay, here's an interesting fact, that I think you would find amused as much as I did. Haha. Here goes, so there's two little girls alright? One is 5 n another 6, they're sisters. So while I was using the com, just listening to songs, the two girl came in to the room, it's my fren's room. They say they wanna play what watch what, duno la, then they say they want go FACEBOOK??? I'm like??? Huh??? She said she knows her mother's password. So I'm like Aha~Okay??? She say wan go play vege? I guess u all noe wot game is that, farmville huh? ><"...I do not play the games at all...zzz...wot's wif evryone wif stealing ppl's vege?><"...lol...

Then she change her mind, say she wan go PPS...incase u duno, it's a program 2 watch show online. In chinese, that's y I never use it, coz it mess up my head with all the characters, lol. So they byk PANDAI punya, they on themselves...walao...geng...nvm nvm...here comes the more amusing part. So while we're chatting downstairs, two more kids joined them, one boy another sister of theirs. My fren's bf went up 2 c wot they're up to. You know what? They're watching a TVB series. "Hai Pai Tian Xin" I thk. Whatever it is, the actors are kissing, and then he ask them the show nice ar? They reply, nice...><"...seriously?? Ok, xpa, then continue. He told them it's his room. They say no la, it's your wife's room. Zzz...pandai jugak budak ni. Habis tu, the little girl told him his hair not nice, she help him set nice2...can u imagine? Juz a 5 year old kid? Oh gosh...surprising...

So my fren was wondering, who's kid is that?? My fren say the mother sure alwiz judi and then let the kid by itself. Well, her mum's fren are mostly her "kaki"...Hehe, so yea. You know what? As impressed as I was with the kid with technologies. I don't thk it's a GOOD thing, at all...><"...no wonder they're making so much money with spectacles, in 10 years time, you'll c evry little kid wearing spex...gosh...n I thought my sis is worse.

This is getting out of control. Luckily my nieces n nephews ain't that much, at least they spent their time dirtying themselves, and reading books. Which to me is more normal then spending time playing com and hp??!! Ought to get some sunshine little kids. Guess parents are just not bothered, bringing them out, here and there. It's not healthy for kids to be introduced to the tech world so soon. Many will say it'll benefit them, they'll learn 2 use n all. But then again, can't u do that in later years? What's childhood without swings and slides?

Sigh, I can only pray that PARENTS focus on what's more IMPORTANT. Than their results and their own time!!! Zzz, can't stand those parents, your child is what you raise them as. You have to held responsible for them. I wonder...child=play...just let them be a child la...SWT...

Kla, nothing to say ad, n my mum say we're "Ho Mia", look what the kids today are turning into...><"...not that I'm that good myself, but. You get what I mean. Anyway, Merry X'Mas evryone!! =)

PS: I Love You. J

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By Sicreci

Day:&:Night[Part 1:Day]

Day & Night,

Good & Bad,

Rain & Shine,

Boys & Girls...lalala...

Day & Night by Kid Cudi, modified into different sets of opposites, haha...& the song just kept playing in my head non-stop. One of those moments when you had a song stuck in your head. Right now it's this, heh well. Bear with it for now...=P

Okay then, I'll start of with today, and then I'll go back to yesterday night, long story. Well, today is a shorter one.

Finally, went to GSC n watch "Muallaf", so our concerns are really unnecessary, the guy just let me little sis pass through even though it's 18PL, have no idea if they do not care. Or she really do look 18, well, she do dress up much more matured than her age, haha. Well, when I went over to the reserve counter to take my ticket, the girl look at me and ask Muallaf? I say yea? And then she say it's a Malay movie? I say, I know...Haha, muz be very rare 2 find chinese buying tix 2 Malay movies har? Which this isn't even one, 80% of the dialogues r conducted in English, so yea la, it's a Malaysian movie. Cum 2 thk of it, mayb I juz wan 2 find a guy that wud watch the movie I watch, lol.

Erm, the movie is only 1 hour and 20 minutes, so it's true, they cut 13 minutes of it!!! No wonder there's so many scenes I didn't see from theArgh, frustrating, wonder what part are those. Neway, they did mute some dialogue as well, when they're talking about Islam and all. Wonder what is so sensitive that cannot be heard. Lol. Not gonna tell you about the story. It'll only give out spoilers. And I hate spoilers. So yea.

But I'm gonna talk about the feeling it gives me, and whether you should watch it. 1st, it did made me cry, yep. And 2nd, it is very Deep, more Depth in it than any of her other films. It doesn't make you laugh much. If you're more into movies that makes you laugh besides crying. Do watch TaleNTime, the dvd is out now. Which I already burnt it, hehe. So I guess the film rated 18 is rather proper. Since I do not think kids would even understand, not even teenagers, I'm still trying my best to absorb it.

Btw, here are some of the numbers that was mentioned in the movie. From the Al-Quran & The Bible, plus Quotes from Tao Te Ching & St. Augustine.

Al-Qur'an

(Surah Al-Kauthar 108:3) - Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang membenci kamu dialah yang terputus.

(Surah Al-Kafirun 109:6) - Untukmu agamamu, dan untukkulah agamaku.

Bible

(Matthew 5:4) - Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.

(Corinthians 13:4 – 10) - Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends. As for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when the perfect comes, the partial will pass away.

St. Augustine
(Confession 8.7.17) - Grant me chastity and continence, but not yet.

Tao Te Ching

Chapter 81: True words are not fine-sounding, fine-sounding words are not true.

Chapter 25: There was something formless yet complete, existing before heaven and earth.

You can find the rest here.

K, if that's not enough reason for you to go watch it, then, well. Too Bad. So long then, will post the part 2 later. Wanna cabut go x'mas party at my childhood neighbour fren's house. Well, she shifted, hehe, tata, n Merry X'Mas evryone...=)

In the mean time, here's the trailer!

PS: I Love You. J

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By Sicreci

6 love

Winter:Solstice

K, woke up early in the morning to day. Went to had dim sum in Bukit Beruang. After that went to Jusco, what for? Oh, buy camera, sis wanted to buy it the other day already. Hehe, today daddy got go, so can buy lor..neway, the model is Nikon S230. My sis very much support Nikon, I do too. Maybe I should give her a name too, haha. Not that it belongs to me...=P

Neway, the model is old stock, so it's cheaper than the latest one, but the specs r about the same. Both 10 MP, n the difference is RM300. So might as well get this one la, although that looks more simple and sleek. Neway. The price is RM699. Took the purple colour. Last stock ad lor...Hehe, we love purple..

Neway, tomorrow is the Winter Soltice, oh yea... Got "Tang Yuan" to eat, hehe, but d other day eat jor. Helped my grandma made some, fuiyoh. Only white sn reds. If I'm not mistaken, there are people who hev them in all other different colours...zzz...anyhow, this are juz a portion of what we've made, my grandma n cousin made a whole plate of both the whites and the reds...hehe. It may look little bit to you. But it's act alot...lol...

PS: I Love You. J

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By Sicreci

Anger:Management

Dear Diary,

Now where do I begin? It's 7.38pm, and I just woke up from my nap. I'm tired. My stomach hurts. Again. The usual. Nothing unusual. A call from a friend woke me up, not that I did not set the alarm, but as usual, I prefer to ignore the ringing sounds of the alarm.

Anyway, my friend tried to get me just now, but as I was asleep, I did not get it. She called me again, and say they're going to watch "Avatar". Lol, I'm like okay, they wanted to ask me. But then again, I wouldn't have gone anyway. Then I thought about what I said yesterday, thought I write it down now.

Will you change because others ask you to? Will you like something just because everyone else likes it? Or hate something just because everyone does too? Or maybe just do the EXACT opposite, of what everyone does? As in opposing what people like, and taking fancies in what others hate? Perhaps some will say just give it a chance, but will you still eat Cili? When you know you can't take it? You can't really give me the benefits of my doubt can you?

I'm not gonna watch "Avatar", simply because I don't think it's my genre, same goes for the ghost stories and end of the world epic kinda show. For one thing I've learned all through the years is that we all have our own opinions. I love romantic comedy, I love watching about humanity, I love crying over soapy series. But most of the times, others hate it, but it's fine. It's just not their thing. Remember: Not everyone is gonna like the same thing you do, not everyone is gonna agree to everything you say. But it's okay. There really ain't right and wrong in a perfect way. There's never gonna be. And if anyone could even understand this theory. I'm tired of trying to explain myself. I really am.

But this leads to this leads to that, and the sum is always the same. This phrase has stuck with me, it's in a novel I'm reading, title "The Face of Death" by Cody McFadyen. Only been through half way after a week, kinda slow at reading. Well, been watching series and going out more, so yea. Neway, what I want to say is, will I change my mind? Will I get influenced by the rest in the end? Will I actually go watch the movie if given the chance? There's no certain answer to that question. There never really is a certainty in life. Perhaps I would, perhaps I'll enjoy it as well. Perhaps I'll find it as great as what others say. But back to the question, will I even bother?

I love watching Harry Potter, people keep telling me how great the book is, tried to read it. I DON'T GET IT AT ALL. That's how it is. I remember I did not watch LOTR 1 & 2. Then at a chance I got to watch the 3rd, n it's actually very nice. Now that I thought of it. I think I knew why I did not watch it in the 1st place. Because I didn't know what it's about at all.

It's weird, not knowing what it's about when the phenomenon is so huge. You can't really blame me right? I watched LOTR 3 in 2003, that means I'm just 13. The previous 2 was released when I'm 11 and 12. Which I think a primary school children back then wouldn't get it even if I were to watch the 1st two? Something to do with our state of mind. Back in primary it's all about Harry Potter. The reason is simple, HP was release in 2001 as well, and he's 11, and I'm 11, it's easy to relate. Not that we all have magical powers. But you get the idea. End of story.

Anyway, enough with the genre movie thing, at the end of the day, I may agree with you, but then again, I couldn't really CARE less? And my main point for today isn't about that. It's about anger management. So it's true, perhaps I don't realize it, but I'm actually getting less sentimental and getting more easily pissed off. In other words, I'm channeling my sadness into anger. Most of the times, I get upset when people say or do things that I do not like. Yes, that's how I used to be. Not anymore. These days, I just get mad or pissed off when such things happen. I try to calm myself down. Take a deep breath. But the fire just ignites in my heart. The flame, it isn't easy for me to put out.

It's true that I rarely breaks down and cry anymore. It's also true that I'm letting my anger shown more and more. Furthermore, towards those that cares and those I care for. Gonna try and control myself. What I say, and do. Until then. Forgive me for the wrongs I've done.

"Even fire, with different degrees, create different colours."

PS: I Love You. J

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By Sicreci

9 love

Surprise:Surprise

Haha, I'm bak, nice 2 c u Stef...=P

Okay, so wot I did 2day, erm, technically, yesterday, went 2 my cousin's b'day party, then cabut go Station 1, juz a few of us lor, oni 4 oni, laz minute baru tambah 1, coz she got work, I go bcoz long time no c them liao, act bo lui ad, T.T...but, aiya, sat nite at home, byk wu liao la, keluar je la, later afternoon goin out wif koko le...miss him, haha...

Wah, I heard a very surprising news 2day, regarding a guy that I liked laz year, which I totally got over it already, not my cup of tea ok? Rly, besides, evryone noes it's ez 4 me 2 like sum1, n unlike sum1, kaka. But rly, I NEVER had a bf ok, y dun anyone believes me?!! Argh, hev 2 explain myself over n over again, y izit so surprising? Guys r juz not INTERESTED in me ok?

Haha, honestly, that's not it la...but I'm better off being strangers wif let's say, all of them? Haha, I hev no idea y. But that's how thgs kip turning out 2 be, still, I cherish the frenz I already hev...=P, bsides, I rly do luv my single life, infact, kinda afraid of getting into a relationship rite now. Which leads me 2 this question, y the heck do guys alwiz fall for girls who treat them better than the rest when they're lonely?? Hello, I'm juz being a fren, y do ppl alwiz get the wrong idea?? Argh, ought 2 stop flirting around, which rly, I dun rly do that anymore?? Sigh...I'm telling the TRUTH, cross my heart.

Okla, bak 2 the surprising news, is that that guy is with a classmate of mine, which they're kind related in a bau bau bacang way, he's suppose 2 call her auntie, erm, not near blood relation la, but that's how it's alwiz been, suddenly my fren tell me they're 2gether, the 1st thg I had in mind is. Huh? The girl looks like the older sister, n he's like the younger brother, so rly? SURPRISING...this is the 2nd surprise couple of the year, the 1st one is also my classmate, which well, lazy 2 tell, haha...neway, like my bro said, Nothing is Impossible, can I stil not blv it? Seriously? No one seen that cumin...I guess cupid juz strike wherever n whenever he like...zzz...anyhow, none of my business anyway, thk I won't be seeing them much oso...haha...

Okla, erm2, duno wan 2 write wot ad, neway, found out half of my girl mates ain't virgin anymore, which is so none of my concern anyway, as long as no accidents happen, blah3, but, I'm nt gonna be 1 of them, that one no nid 2 worry, which I wanna discuss sth regarding this topic later, look out for it as Ink-piration, hehe...kla, so long now...^^

Lalala, can't wait 2 watch Muallaf~!!! Yipee~

PS: I Love You. J

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By Sicreci

Bodyguards:&:Assasins

So, when to watch Bodyguards & Assasins last night as I said, even from the beginning, I can't help but relate the show to Ip Man, that movie is awesome btw, the reason it's so similar yet different is bcoz of the background, the casts, which also featured Donnie Yen & Simon Yam.

Btw, Tony Leung's character The Revolutionary reminds me of Lam Ka Tung's character in Ip Man. They bear a resemblance in terms of style, no? Haha...neway, overall the movie is ok, but bcoz I kip thking of Ip Man while watching it, it's really hard 2 appreaciate it for it's own, bcoz at d end, I still thk Ip Man is better, probably bcoz of the fighting scenes, not that B & A lack of that, instead it has blood splashes here and ther, which is pretty much very FAKE too, haha, I really duno wot wif these movies n their splatters of blood? Duh, it rly gross me out eventhough it's FAKE...lol...

Okay, regarding the action scenes, I guess the one I enjoyed the most is Leon Lai. Fuiyoh, surprisingly, he did not use a stunt double..

According to a source: 'Lai Ming's biggest change was the fight scene and fan use. Lai Ming revealed that actually he had a kung fu background. "Actually I can dance, but for some reason every time I am on stage I don't want to. I feel I have a kung fu background. When I was on television. I didn't have a double so I could only fight myself. I gained a lot of experience from working with many stunt coordinators so fight scenes weren't tough for me.'...hehe, neway, his scene is totally AWESOME man, u gotta c it 4 urself, it's like we've been waiting 4 this exact scene, haha, I may be exaggerating, but, that's my opinion...=P

Btw, I luv the characters Nic Tse & Zhou Yun play the most, the odd couple, Nic acts as a boy who has scars on his face, he doesn't knows how 2 read, n he's kinda silly. Zhou Yun acts as a girl, who is cheerful, yet she has a flaw, one long leg, one short leg, so she walks rather akwardly. Well, I say the simple love story between the two shows that chemistry can exist despite of the physicals.

So wot if I'm kinda dumb? So wot if you're kinda imperfect?

It doesn't rly matter does it? Juz a love story waiting 2 be told.

That's one pt I salute the director 4.

Unfortunately, Nic's character died, n the love story din hev a happy ending.

But love continue to exist in our heart & dream. Isn't it?

As quoted from Nic's character. "Every night I close my eyes, all I dream about is her."...simple quote, such deep meaning.

Movie Extras: Michelle Reis as guest appearance, literally. Damn, she's so PRETTY, n u'll be surprise, she's act 39-year-old, gosh, such a Beauty...=P......Fan Bing Bing is Pretty too, dun be deceived by this pic, haha...neway she's only 28-year-old. Can u tell they are a decade apart? Haha...honestly, hmm, the latter one looks more mature. Hey, u dun say old, no woman is consider old until they reach their senior age which is 55-year-old, hehe...

So done with the movie. Here's some self reflection.

Been pissed off a lot lately. Been acting differently towards different people, been treating people the way I like it, n not how I'm suppose to. Now that I think again, I do that a lot. Can't seem to help myself. I have no idea why I am the way I am to certain people. I know it's not fair, but to say that I can't help it seems like a lame excuse too.

Well then, 不同的人，不同待遇。I'm sure people who knows me well realize that's one trait that I'm not proud of, even though I try hard 2 treat evryone equally, n remind myself they're all my frenz. But I fail. Time & time again. It doesn't matter if they treat me worse or treat me better. I hardly take that into account, I juz treat them the way I like it. My Way. My Style. What do I mean by that har? It's simple, juz take A & B for instance, they both ask me the same q, I'm willing to elaborate the details for A. But I hardly wan 2 entertain B n try as I might 2 stop him from pressing further.

That's wot I do all the time, I hate me 4 that, but I'm juz no good with certain ppl, even if that person might be my best fren. So evrytime when I'm pissed off, I'm pretty much pissed off at myself 4 getting annoyed at that someone without him doin anythg wrong at all. Rly do sux as a fren at times. I do better when u nid comfort. Other than that, perhaps it's better u juz leave me alone. Feels so crap, so mayb it'll do thgs better if u juz dun find me when I'm annoyed, which ppl can hardly tell. The telling sign is that of a One Word Reply, when I do that, leave me alone. Or I might juz splash out my anger at u 4 nth, it might even cost u hard feelings.

So, prevention is better than cure as they said. Juz dun mind wot I said at times, I dun rly mean it, but it juz slips my mouth, so honestly, silence is better for me. That's one reason I prefer 2 kip my mouth shut, otherwise I'll juz get all SARCASTIC, which unfortunately, ppl do not seems 2 UNDERSTAND as well. Duh. Gotta cut the crap out of me. Watch out for your words they say. Better zip my mouth shut if I'm not gonna say anythg decent.

PS: I Love You. J

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:Ribbons:

Okay, been wanting to research on this subject, not merely because of the Ribbon, but for the meanings behind the Ribbons. Honestly the meanings varied in different places, these are the generals of most places. But mostly, it all has something to do with some sort of cancer as far as I'm concern.

Different Colours. Different Meanings. Same Intentions.

Red: Symbol for both drug prevention and for the fight against AIDS.

Pink: Used to express support for women (and men) who are diagnosed with Breast Cancer.

Blue: Symbol of prostate cancer and colon cancer awareness and Child Abuse Prevention.

Purple: It is worn by trade union members on Workers' Memorial Day (April 28), to commemorate workers killed, disabled, injured or made unwell by their work.

Green: Symbol for many campaigns, including environmental justice, cannabis-liberation, and agriculture.

Black: Symbol of popular grief.

Brown: Worn on the lapel for anti-tobacco, colon cancer (Brown ribbon is the alternate color, Dark blue is the official ribbon color), and colorectal cancer awareness.

Orange: For Human Rights.

White: Symbol of violence against women, safe motherhood, and other related causes.

Gray: Diabetes awareness. Brain cancer awareness. Asthma awareness ^[2]

Yellow: Symbol with various meanings, mostly associated with those waiting for the return of a loved one or of military troops who are temporarily unable to come home.

Pink & Blue: Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day.

Hehe, that's all for today...=)

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Yesterday:Today:&:Tomorrow

Yesterday:

Okay, yesterday was a fren's B'day, so wanted 2 giv her a surprise visit, cake got, present got, gurls got, all 6 of us 2gether, hehe, she didn't noe, so we hid in her room, she was in her shower, when she came out, tada!! Surprise, haha, neway, had sum cakes n her bro even treat us strawberries, hehe, yummy~me favourita...lalala~

Okay, long story short, after that still early, oni 3 sth, so we all decided 2 go play bowling, near her hse oni, at MIBC, haven't been ther bfor, went ther 4 d 1st time, act we all didn't brg socks along oso, pinjam from her, haha, so so la, when we went ther, oh, byk org jugak, but it's happy hour, buy 1 game free 1 game, 1 game rm7 lor 4 that hour la, other hour rm6, thk I heard ppl say it's more expensive, but so so, damn, I keep goin down the drain, so shit la, I nvr knew how 2 play bowling, haha, alwiz masuk longkang, so my money oso alwiz waste oni, mostly go juz bcoz ppl ajak, juz tag along lor, hehe, no harm wot...

Erm, my comment about that place is, well, oni us chinese ther...I mean rly la, the whole place is like packed wif "u noe who" kind, lol, n even thou the place is new, I rather nt go ther again, I mean the ball is oily 4 sum reason, nvr had that sticky feeling in mp, n it hurts my nails playing wif it, walao eh, so yea, next time, I'll rather go MP, haha, =P, took alot of photos when we've finished playing, but lazy 2 upload, haha...

Today:

Okay then! Went 2 watch "Love Happens" today, with my sis, erm, well, didn't rly hev high expectations of this movie, the trailer doesn't seem interesting either, the only reason I watch it is it's either this or "Princess & The Frog", well, I don't mind watching cartoons in cinema, been ther alot, but, 2D cartoon??? Cum on, u gotta be kidding me, even Barbie's cartoons are 3D...><"...so yea la, dun find it worth goin in d cinema watching a 2D cartoon...lol...

Erm, pi makan Sushi King!! Yipee~ Dory2 fish~ heh, xda apa la, finish makan pi jln2, x benda beli, bukannya ada duit pun..wu~T.T...I no money ad, seriously gotta find work, but no nid 2 worry la, jln2 evrywher oso wan hire worker, lol, anytime wan go work u juz nid 2 find, sure ada punya...swt...so y do ppl so kan chiong wan find work I oso dun understand...><"

Oh, btw, the movie, it's not all that bad, juz not cinema quality, well, wednesday tix cheap, so nvm la, neway, wot I wan 2 say is that, it's suitable 4 ppl who is coping for the loss of their love ones, mayb then they will find some consolation...^^

Tomorrow:

Gonna watch Bodyguard & Assasins with the guys, act 4 guys oni, zzz, my sai lou dunwan go, he got work, very tired ad, sad, so oni got F2, out of the F4, haha, damn, Boys Over Flowers, hehe, so funny, oh ya, another Flower go dating ad, he hor, got gf ad cannot c bayang ad, like this one la, hyez, oni me 1 girl, wu, nvm la, as if I giv a damn, I oso duno y la, when I'm out wif both the guys & girls, I'll still talk 2 the guys more, unless I oni go out wif the girls la, mayb bcoz d other girls oso won't talk much when the guys are around, so yea la, their my best frenz anyway..^^

That's all for the update, gonna tell u if it's nice 2moro, neway, the ticket sales for the movie are low, wakaka, all thx 2 that "Avatar", which I'm so not going 2 watch, u noe y...haha...neway, saw d trailer for Avatar: The Last Airbender!!! yay, but they got rid of the Avatar in d title, bet u noe y 2, luv the cartoon, hence I so can't wait 2 watch the movie, but the problem is, it's M.Night Shyamalan's movie, oh gosh, I wonder if the movie is goin 2 be as nice as it seems, I nvr get his movie, I can tell u dis, NEVER, u noe he's the director of many horror movies? But was never spooked or even get his movie, he's like sumkind of director version of Johnny Depp, different from others, quirky kind in his own way, so yea, let's juz c how d movie turns out, still a long way 2 go, it's July 2010!! Sad....nvm, "Eclipse" 1st, wakaka...

So long then, enjoy ur holidays~! Tis the season to be Jolly~haha...

PS: I Love You. J

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Twilight:Journals!!!

Another off my wishlist!! Lalala~lalala~ Twilight Journals!!! Duno wan 2 buy or not de, but got 25% discount lor!!! ori price RM89.90. After discount RM67.90...still expensive rite? But I've been wanting it 4 so long!!! Pinjam from my sis money 1st, bcoz she suddenly went 2 JJ de, then I din bring my popular card oso!!!

Haha, then I sms ah sot, he mmg plan 2 go jj ma, so he say he cum in 30 minutes time, so wait 4 him lor, so I stay in popular, browsing thru all the books!!! Damn, so many~ I want~~~!!! Vampires, Girls, Mysteries, gosh, still got 4 or 5 books 2 complete!!! So save it 1st la, next year oni buy, kaka.. xD My sis say siao ar, so xpensive 4 journals, yea, I oso thk so act, but I xleh tahan ler, wanna include it in my collection, haha, well, probably will limit my anime collection 4 the time being, hee, neway, want 2 use the journals 2 write my secret stuff in it, hee...all my quotes and poems...=)...

So yea la, if no discount I seriously won't buy lor, it's like wot? After discount still RM15 for a small note book, n RM7.90 for the Tin Box. Not practical rite? But, Gonna keep it a long long time, n it's gonna be my Secret Little Box, hee, I'll still buy a music album for RM50, so rly? Wot's the difference? It's juz a matter of how u use it, if u simply buy it and keep it then duh? wth? Waste money la, but evrythg I buy I mau tgk balik punya ler....all my anime n books, but in a very long time la, coz the story is still fresh in my mind, until I 4get about it, then I'll read or watch again...hehe...^^

PS: I LOVE YOU. J

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:Revamped:

Finally!! It's done, sure took me long enough, neway, am sick, having a cold, sux big time. So yea, gonna excuse myself and head to bed now. Damn the purples and the blues, wanted 2 change the colours, but for some reason I'm stuck with that 2. So just be it. I give up. Neway, hope you like the new interface. ^^

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+Under Contruction...

+Gonna revamp my blog!!! Getting bored with the simplicity already...haha..n when is that?? Hopefully 121209...haha...if I can manage..^^

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+*%^#@!!!!

+I'm feeling extremely weird for someone who has just completed her exams...

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4 love

+想不透...

+今天，也不知道怎么搞的，眼泪又一直掉，一直流。
+毫无原因，只是每看一次戏就每掉一次泪。。。
+况且那些戏还是开心的。。。><"
+就连看TMO Jump也哭。。。
+真是反常，今天也好累好累，早上起来不久，就想睡回去。
+睡觉起来后，还是觉得很累很累。
+今天无所事事过了半天，又没去温书，又没去打扫。
+眼睛就一直想闭上。
+也不知该做什么是好？

+看了一套reality tv。
+让我想起了一直在我头脑浮现的疑问。
+虽然现在并没有想交往，可是我一直很好奇。
+是喜欢的感觉？还是喜欢的类型？又或者喜欢的默契？
+喜欢的感觉指的就是一个你对他很有感觉的人，没有原因喜欢他，完完全全只因他的为人，真心，让你心跳加速，让你不知所措，那种初恋天真的感觉。
+喜欢的类型是在说你喜欢怎样的一个人，怎样的打扮，怎样的性格，怎样的待人，是因为他的这些优点吸引了你？他的条件比一般男生优秀？在你眼中的理想情人？
+喜欢的默契，就是两人特别的投缘，特别的合适，不会因为一点小事就争吵，斗嘴，对你就像你对他一样。在一起时很健谈，很舒服，毫无尴尬，毫无保留。

+究竟哪一种情侣才会长久呢？感觉？类型？默契？还是一切都归于缘分的安排？

★仲天骐：“看得到的，只不过是表面光彩，
唯有看不到的，才是最真实，最实在的。
要是没有进一步去挖掘了解，永远不会了解，被忽略的美好。”

★夏之星：“爱其实就是男女之间镶嵌而成的一段和谐完美的关系，
在这段关系之下各自奉献某一部分却不需要迁就妥协。”

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+Go On...

+I'm on Cloud Nine~!!
+Lalala~ Half done!! Half more 2 go~!!! Aja2~!!!

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+Just Believe...

+Forget it!!=PP1
+Work on it!!=PP2~!

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+Time's Out!!!

+2nd paper!! And this happens?!!! Furthermore it's Maths 1!!! Walao eh, seriously la, Jane, Jane, apa pasal dgn engkau ni? Wanna noe wot happened? Well. I was late!!!@.@

+Maths paper 1 starts at 8am-11am, for some reason I thought it was 2pm-5pm, actually, for a very simple reason, the reason is~!! Deng deng!!~ I've checked and re-checked the day bfor, n the day bfor yesterday, n d day bfor2~~!! I've checked the schedule god know how many times, I can say atleast 5 times!!! But I swear I saw it's stated 5pm, god knows y, crazy mind, blur eyes...!!...

+Anyway, I set 3 alarms act, 6am, 7am, 8am, I only woke up at d 3rd, I alwiz do, the moment I woke up, I brush my teeth, then I hev no idea y, I open my schedule, this time, I saw that it's 8am, funny eh? Guess my eyes does the trick? For so many times I've checked it's 5pm, n this morning it's magically 8am?? Which btw, when I got home, my mum say ur eyes got magic izit? I swear that's wot I saw...seriously...>.<""""""""

+When I saw d schedule, I kan chiong ad man!!! Die la die la die la die, maths??? I've got 2 pass maths man, not sitting it will be like failing it altogether!!! Walao eh, then at d same time my phone rang, picked up d phone, it's my sis, on d way 2 d airport, she call me n say got test, I say ya I noe, then she say don't panic, then I say okok, then I put down, then tada!! Tcher appear by my doorstep, it's Mr.Tan, he knows wher I stay lor, then say he fetch me go, okok, then I cepat2 go siap, get ready, juz put on my uniform, take my pencil case and calculator, n out I go, zzz.

+Aikz, thought I'll be dead already, while I was in the car, tcher kept asking me 2 calm down, don't kan chiong, take a deep breathe, ask me got brg water not, no time ad, so din take, tcher got a bottle, so he ask me drk 1st, then he ask me take d bottle go lor, kam siah kam siah!!

+Okla okla, reach skul juz in time, juz bfor 8.30am, thank god, thank tcher, thank d pengawas, which is my dad's fren, he called my dad that's y my sis call me up, zzz, if not for all of them, my maths! Can say bye2 ad, T.T...Honto ni arigatou gozaimas!! There really are angels watching over me. ^^

+What the heck la, NEVER AGAIN, put d time table up 4 my mom 2 chek d, cum bak kena she niao lor, say me stubborn, my dad ask me giv her d time table dunwan...=P...sudahlah, yg sudah lepas lepas, xmau pikir lagi.lol...

+Oh2, 4got 2 mention, btw, my skul got another Jane, in another class, she's Jane Neo la, then hor, tcher thought she didnt come, called her father...>.<"...c, that's wot happens when u hev same names~alwiz chek d surname lor, my sis laz time lagi coincidence, got 2 June Tan in her skul, sumore hor, I thk same class ler, haha. So tcher wan call wot leh?

+2moro 2P-5PM, PP1!!! This time won't wrong ler!! Damn, so now want go makan then wan PIAK PP1 d!!! End of story, plz, I hev no idea wher 2 put my face d, my fren kept asking me y was I late, wot the heck? I don't really care, haha, wot matters is I completed the paper in time!! Which heaven forbid, will fortunately pass, lol, I'm praying hard 4 that. So yea, time 2 be serious!!! Go study Jane!! Blah~

P.S.: Now I'll go hide myself in a corner. Sigh. Again, if I had in mind what you're going to say. PLEASE, DON'T.

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+SS501!!!

+Yay!! Got my SS501~!! Finally found the cd+dvd for their Solo Collection, Korean didn't produce it!! The Taiwanese did, hehe, comes with complete subtitles~!! Damn, I love the MV, love the guys, haha...

+Muaha~ Now waiting for my Twilight Journals!!! Soon, they'll be mine...xD

+Hehe, 1 off the hook, 2 more weeks 2 go~!! Sabar sabar~ then I'll be free!!! Now go study!!! Lol, swt sial, 10 minutes n I'll be gone, hehe...act so kan chiong man juz now, of all the time!!! I did my graph wrong!! Walao eh, wasted 30 minutes bcoz of that, so what did I do? Finish all the other sections asap, I cannot afford to hand up a graph that is wrong, that'll totally screw everything up!! Bcoz I depend on that marks lor, I'm very weak at other sections, 20 minutes bfor time's out, I was rushing to complete my graph!!! Until my hand shivers and shakes while I was writing, walao, felt the adrenaline rushing through, luckily, I completed in time!!! Now hopefully it's the right one, or else...@.@..O.o...I'll be so dead~

+Kla, haven eat my breakfast oso, gonna hev my brunch now~ meaning Breakfast+Lunch, lol...tata...

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+Yasmin's...

+One off my wishlist!! Got my Sepet & Gubra DVD!!! From CDRama, hehe, RM17.90 each, well, I pay 4 Sepet oni, d other one Pig pay, bcoz she wan that oni...

+Yippee~More items coming soon, hehe...*grins*...

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+Happy Birthday Nerdy Pig~

+Haha, that was wot my elder sis wrote on my little sis bday cake..yea~She is a pig, born in the year or pig..piglet~Kaka...

+Anyway, that's all, lazy 2 write, went 2 eat Ikan Bakar in Crystal Bay btw, her bday cake is a Secret Recipe Rasberry Cheese, haven't eat, later try...so the photos are here!! The one of me, and her and friends in traditional outfits, go chek it out at FB!! Haha..that's all...sayonara~

+Here's a sneak peek of the pix...

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+Ressurection...

从戏院出来的那一刻，感觉就好像“死去活来”。
Just like "Needy" in the movie.
I suddenly felt "Rebirth"...
Don't really know any other words to describe how I feel right now.
The ending left a rather great impact on me. If you're wondering about the movie, well, I have nothing against it, nothing to comment about it either.
Other than the fact that Amanda Seyfried's character left a greater impact on me than Megan Fox's Jennifer.
Yea, that, I'm not really into the whole demon biting guy thingy, perhaps because Megan is a girl, or perhaps a demon looks awful in comparison to a vampire sucking people's blood? Heh well, many will argue they're just the same.
But, they're guys? Haha...so yea.
我似乎，该把一切都忘了，彻彻底低的忘了，忘了全世界。。。
至少，现在，把一切的一切都忘了，真的该拼了。这是最后一次的机会。
Last Chance to Make it Right. I just Need to Believe.

Hyacinth.
To be Dead & To Rise from the Dead.
Rebirth:重生。

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+Stop Trying, Start Being...=)

Just watch, you'll be surprise at the end of the story, haha...=P

Just be yourself.
Nobody is ever going to stop Judging.
But Somebody will finally realize that you have something others don't.
So quit trying to fit in, quit trying to be like Anybody else.
Start trying to be the one and only you.
It doesn't matter that you lack something than some, it doesn't matter that you're poorer than some, it doesn't matter that you don't have any special traits that could wow the crowd, it doesn't matter that you're just the girl next door.
It really doesn't matter, that you're not special at all.
Those who love you will always find you special.
Those who don't, no matter how special you are. You will never be.
So START being yourself. And STOP Being Judgmental at yourself.
Just be who you really are.
Listen to what makes you better in your own way.
Not what makes you better in the opinion of others. =)

P/S: Just believe, that You Can Shine...haha..xD

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+Smile Always...=)

这是我第一次在一天里写两次吧，
我是来报平安的，没事了，不哭了，
也许是压力的关系，精神又失调吧。
现在好点了，我发觉了一件很重要的事，
被开心的人包围，自然而然也会开心，
所以我也要笑口常开，把快乐传发到每一处。～！

Yea!! Don't Worry Be Happy!! =)
When all else fails, repeat this mantra~
Watashi wa Shiawase da~!!!
Hehe, it means I am Happy..=)

P/S: Happiness is Infectious, now go infect someone else!!!
That's y they say Laughter is the Best Medicine!!! Yipee~

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+没有理由的眼泪。。。

我的心好痛，很痛～
没有原因的痛。。。

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+Gunung Dato'...

Okay, so I was having my lunch with my dad in the morning yesterday, and he just say let's go climbing, I'm like huh? Well, he goes climbing all the time, with his friends. He said he's going climbing with my cousin and his 2 girl friends. And I don't rly noe wot got into me, I was having flu, and I just say Ok, took some flu medicine, then off we go!

Zzz, I'm insane, whenever I get crazy I'll do things I don't usually do, for sum1 that rarely exercises, I act go climb a mountain? Well, shud say Forest Hiking 2 be precise, but there's no steps at all, not like Sagil, over Gunung Ledang ther, used 2 go ther tons of times 2 camp, when I'm in primary skul, the waterfall ther is so beautiful, luv playing in the water. But not anymore, not since they charges campers for money, damn those ppl, it's ok it's ok, they say 4 maintenance, but I wonder, so yea, never been 2 ever since, coz it's like rly rly expensive?? Heh...here's a picture of there...

Okay, so the Gunung I went 2 climb it's not as high as Gunung Ledang, probably 1/3 of it, but we never did went 2 the top of Gunung Ledang, that wud nid lotsa stamina. Btw, it took us 2 hours and 20 minutes 2 reach the peak, 2 hours is the average, hehe. I wonder, how the heck do they climb Mount Everest, n btw, here's an interesting fact, my dad told me so, that the government spent 1 million on a person 2 train them 2 climb Mount Everest, heh? What do the climbers get, I wonder, except 4 the thrills I guess, well, they probably gives them money as well...oh yea, and their equipments too...

So well, I do crazy stuff when I'm in crazy mode, personally I do not dare sitting roller coaster, all those thingy that goes upside down. But if I happen 2 be in that mode, I will. Seriously, I'm a coward, I scare of lotsa stuff, but I will find myself doin thgs I'm afraid of. Who am I showing off 2? Who am I challenging? Is it myself? Or is it everyone else? It's funny, but I thk I just wan 2 C how far I can go, how adventurous I can be, maybe sumday I'll even go bungee jumping, haha, u can't rly deny the possibility given I'm crazy as I am...kaka...xD...remember Bella? Maybe I'll become like her when I got Ditch by sum1, riding motorbikes, jumping off a cliff[lucky 4 me ther ain't no cliff here, hehe], etc. Which is impossible will happen rite now, since I'm single~haha...=P

Haha, that's it, if I can conquer a mountain, surely I can race 2 the end, it doesn't matter that we are the last 2 reach, wot matters is we reach the destination, instead of giving up halfway when we've strive so hard 2 begin wif. So, I can't giv u guarantees, but u won't be seeing me until Dec9, that's when evrythg is over, if I were 2 online, I'll only do special updates 4 this blog, won't be touching the rest of the blogs, that 2 will be once a week n not more. So long ther, I nid 2 work on it!!!

Okay, so I went out at nite 2 my fren's father wake, well, she seems fine 2 me, and she even told us the details, from the accident 2 the day her dad passed away, it wasn't on the spot apparently, she looked calm and collect, I guess it wouldn't be surprising 4 her, she was alwiz the steady one, a girl that cud take on a guy anytime, that was her character, strong and tough, alwiz admire her 4 that, my mum alwiz says she's very rugged. Used 2 go 2 her hse when I was small n then we'll cycle all around her neighbourhood, eat ice-cream, snacks, haha...we were very young then, hmm, lucky 4 me, I had that kind of child hood, goin 2 play grounds n sorts, but not my sis.

Nowadays, they're all IT kids, and IT kids hev attitude problem, seriously, I'm nt talking without basis, bcoz all my other frens sister, is juz about the same, even my other cousins. Their computer is their friend, they dun hev 2 eat, dun hev 2 bath, dun hev 2 slp. U get wot I mean now? This computer addiction thg is getting out of control. My sis wouldn't believe me, do you know that in China, they throw this kinda kids into a Rehab??!! Yep, they hev an Internet Addiction Rehab, no kidding, wish they would juz build one here already, these kids are going nutz...n I'm going nutz...getting her 2 do anythg at all, is like Mission Impossible..damn...

K then, u can chek out the pix at FB later...tata...