Just:Forget:It

Hmm, what to write here eh? Am bored, juz thought I update..heh heh...went for primary skul gathering laz nite, nth much la, I c most of them all the time, reunion lor, add a few more seldom c ones, get along kinda ok wif them I guess...Well, I get along kinda ok with everyone...

     Honestly, there is sth I nvr wanted 2 let the frenz around me noe...but I can feel it...it simply is 2 obvious...There are the friends, that really cares about you, but they never show it. And there are those that seems they care about u, but rly, ur not even in their heart. For some reason, I can tell, who are the ones to keep and who are the ones that will soon forget about your existence...

     Still, I remember what my friend told me. "When they forgot, remind them."...But how long can I do that? How many times must I remind them of my existence? I'm tired, for some people, it really isn't how much you care about them, but how much can you offer...Some friendships are simply to realistic to begin with. 

     I'm fed up with their attitude!!! You can tell u noe? Whether ur in their heart, or ur simply a company to be with? Most of the times, it's the latter. I have a fren that I hev known for a decade and a half, n u noe wot? We rarely sms, calls, even meet up, she's in KL, I'm in Melaka. But whenever we meet, it seems we juz met yesterday. That's how the way it is. Bcoz no matter how long it is, she'll always be in my heart. And that to me is suffice...

     Instead of me having the heart of others, will like it for a change, n not being nice to me juz bcoz they thk of me as a fren, I rly dun nid so many HI BYE frenz, so if u 4gets about me. WOTEVER, I dun rly wanna giv a damn anymore. I'll do what I can 2 remind u, 2 maintain our frenship, but if u simply can't acknowledge my existence, it rly doesn't matter wot I do does it?

     I'm speaking in general. Nobody provoked me, I juz thought about how many frenz that juz kick me out of their life for what? Yea, their so call soul mate, whatever la, be wif them FOREVER as u like. If that even exist. Duh. Starting my sarcastic crap again. Well, I find it better 2 write it all down on my blog without letting them noe. That way it'll be a win-win situation. And no one wud get hurt by wot I say. Lol. Then again, y do I even giv a damn? If they don't even hev the courtesy to remember me?

PS: I Love You. J