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By Sicreci

Essays!!!

Done with the Five Essays!!

That I think is not up to standard!

But sudahlah!

Asalkan dah siap!

Sudah frust giler dah!!!!

Fuh..

Finish with that suddenly don't know what else to do..><"

Somebody still so busy,

No time for me also...sigh...

Dah la, when I busy, he not busy,

When I finish busy, he still busy. ><"

Aiks, buat apa ya? Tgk wayang je la. =D

Sign, Enaj

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By Sicreci

幸福的定义

幸福，因人而异，

有些人觉得婚姻能带给他们幸福，

有些人迫不及待要个小孩，

而我，只想享受我跟他的二人世界，

不受其他因数干扰。

跟他在一起快八个月了，

短短八个月给我养肥了五公斤。><"

他的养肥计划失败，

要我肥反而自己肥。。xP

我说，他肥别人觉得不帅，

我一个人觉得帅就好了。。哈哈。。。xD

我只是觉得，

幸福，

看自己怎么打造吧？

结婚容易，成家难。

婚姻，不单是一种承诺，也是一种责任。

希望结婚的朋友们幸福吧。=)

珊，上。

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By Sicreci

纳闷

唉，为什么别人总是体谅不到别人呢？

真的是让我好失望，

虽然明知道他们的本性是如此，

所谓的朋友在大学，

都是有异性没人性，

无言。

在大学那样，在家有一个样，

讲不听的小孩，

每次回来房间更乱，

真的是受不了啊！！！！

火滚。

给自己的话：不需因为那些无知的人发脾气。

珊，上。

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By Sicreci

Mong Cha Cha

Haiz, for the first time I nearly didn't pass up my assignment,

It's a group work actually,

But I hold the whole file,

And nobody in my group knew we had to pass it today as well..><"

And when my group member did pass up,

I just realize I left out the conclusion..T.T...

Sigh, not quite a good day,

Even though I did pass up my assignment and all,

Today I just want to give my mind a break after rushing so many assignment in a week!

No wonder I blur ad.><"

Sign, Enaj.

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By Sicreci

Behind the Scene

Honestly, I'm the kind of person who prefers to stay behind the scene,

Rather than get infront of it and take charge.

Take for example a scene in a play,

I rather be the camera man than the director anytime.

But here, I can't be the camera man,

I have to be the director in order to get things done,

I'm thinking it in a positive way,

At least I don't feel as bad then,

That when you take the lead,

It is fair enough to say that you will never be left behind.

I'm taking it as an opportunity for me to organize and take charge,

And I'm gonna stay like that if no one has an opinion about the way I do things,

Easy said, easy done,

Simple as that,

If no one's gonna take charge, I will.

Why bother with the fuss?

When nobody wants to be in the limelight?

Just get on with it and get the job done.

Period.

Sign, Enaj.

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By Sicreci

Satirize

Been doing a blog assignment,

Poetry assignment,

Now essay-ing,

Half done,

Today only one hour class, so I skipped it,

Can finish my essay today, whee~! =D

Some people just so damn annoying,

Honestly, the very people that gets on my nerves aren't people who are frank,

But people who just satirize you on purpose or not,

Whatever it is, it gives me the feeling that they think they are superior.

Benci aku tau,

Ppl who alwiz thk they are better than evryone else,

Even for the fact that they are,

Only makes them a fool instead of a wise man,

This is the theory,

That a fool does not show himself as a fool but as a wise man,

Instead, it is the wise that always present himself as a fool and be humble and learn.

Okay, 5 minutes blogging, now return to my essay,

Catch ya later,

And don't satirize ppl ok?

You're only making a fool of urself when u make a fool of others.

I wonder, when are they gonna stop talking shit,

And start talking sense.

Sign, Enaj.

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By Sicreci

3 love

我开始讨厌。

我开始讨厌什么？

从来不讨厌别人的我，

尽然开始讨厌"某些人"？

原因是，

我问罢了哦，

不是叫他们帮我什么哦，

他们的回复就只有，

“问你的男朋友啦。”

拜托，不是每件事我都要问他好不好，

可不可以实际一点啊，

现在不是我把他当成一切，

而是别人把他说到是我的全部，

很够无聊的咯这些人，

问也是白问，

这种朋友，

真的是，不值得交。><"

珊，上。

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By Sicreci

关于爱情

大家早上好，今天我要谈关于爱情。

每一个人对爱情的看法都不一样，

不是每一段恋情都一样，

你要知道，感情是因人而异的事。

很多人，很喜欢告诉我说，

“你还没体会过，所以你不明白。”

“等有天你伤了，你就会理解了。”

从他们的口中说出的那些话，

已经有着对爱情一半的悲观了，

乐观的人是不可能说这种话。

因为对乐观的人来说，

“They live in the moment.”

哪一天伤透了，哪一天才来决定，

而我，从不后悔自己做过的决定，

喜欢过的，与爱过的人。

一直怀着悲观的心情，

只会限制自己不全心全意，

因为害怕伤害，害怕疼痛。

我想说的是，

很多人，

总是被身边的人影响，

才会照成一连串的分手戏，

你要知道，关于爱情，

从不允许第三者的出现，

自己的感情，自己做主，

不要因为别人的意见，

别人的过去，别人的经历，

而影响自己的信任。

不管发生什么事，

人的适应能力很强，

总得要学会释怀。

人生说短不短，

说长不长，

爱情，只是一部分，

不要让它占有了你所有的人生。

PS: 也许有天我会受伤害，也许有天我会有同感，但我要提醒自己，不这么想，因为那样只会让我失去人生一半的快乐。凡事以乐观的角度去想，我也许做不到，但我会试着相信。

珊，上。

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By Sicreci

Escape from Reality

Every moment I spent with him,

I get to escape from reality,

Just momentarily,

I find myself again,

Instead of losing it,

Yet another time. =)

Sign, Enaj.

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By Sicreci

The Sad Reality

It's true when my parents said that they are only generous in helping their own kind,

At least I know a part of them are,

It's rly sad,

That someone I know said there is no need to donate or help Japan as it is a RICH country,

I'm like "What?"

Then he continue by saying that "It's better we use the money to help our own ppl."

Seriously?

I mean, guh,

The minute I know a person to be like that,

Is the minute you get an "X" from me.

It's really sick that even when disaster strikes,

People are still racist and discriminates,

Don't you at least have a sense of Conscience?

I didn't know we are only supposed to help our OWN KIND?!

What the heck is our OWN KIND anyway?

To me there's only one kind of us,

That is Human,

If you don't wanna help the animals,

Itu u punya pasal,

But if ur not gonna help other humans,

No one is gonna help u in return.

I still remember a friend of mine that was asked by my teacher to donate blood,

He replied: "So many people donate, don't need me already."

We're all like, "What the crap."

Can I just change the sentence and say: "So many people alive, don't need another one to be?"

Duh, I'm being rly sarcastic rite now.

Seriously, some people are just really really, guh, I don't even know how to put it,

Get a life, do what you wish others do for you,

If Malaysia is the one that has disaster,

Wouldn't you hope people from everywhere helps us as well?

If there's no help,

Simply let Malaysia Perish?><"

Btw, here's a link for you to simply donate RM3, only click if you're actually SINCERE enough. Duh.

Japan Relief Fund

Sign, Enaj.

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By Sicreci

Jane Hari Ini

Hello ther, woke up, got to class, pass up my essay[That is actually wrong],

Whatever, don't care ad,

Don't feel well, so didn't go to the other class,

Go back room,

Makan twiggies,

Rehat sekejap,

Masak Maggi,

Makan ubat,

Tidor...

Go class again,

Bak room,

Write essay,

1 essay down! Yipee~!!! xD.

Ok, that's all for today,

Finish report. =P

Sign, Enaj.

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By Sicreci

3 love

Boring!!!

Guh, don't like to come bak UKM,

I only like coming back here to c him,

Not to do my work n go classes...zzz

Sien le, wu liao-ing,

Duno wot 2 do,

Lazy 2 read, lazy to write,

Practically being rly lazy rite now.><"

Okay, lazy to blog d. Bye.

Sign, Enaj.

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By Sicreci

In the Midst of Everything

Gosh, must I be the Planner of everything?
Taking 5 mins off while I'm trying to think how to write my essay,
In the midst of replying my friend's and coursemates msgs,
Is it me? Or is everyone used to me being the Planner?
That it doesn't change even in Uni.
Every group work I have to take lead in University,
Every event I have to organize back in my hometown.

I don't even have time to do my own part of the assignment,

When I have to assign people to do theirs,

And help them with it.><"

And helping everyone celebrate their birthday,

Seriously,

After having celebrated so many ppl's birthday.

I'll be happy just to be with the ones that mattered most on my birthday,

Nothing else.

Okay,

Time's out,

Gonna continue cracking my head for my essay,

So long then.

Sign, Enaj.

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By Sicreci

Tears Dripping

Okay, I'm h sure everyone knows about the Earthquake that happened in Japan,
Where it is really severe it literally eats up the place.
I'm really emotional to the state that knowing so cause me to burst into tears,
And I never even seen the video or read the news,
You see,
I cry every time I read this kind of news, or watch this kind of news,
So, I just pray that things will get better.

We can only pray can't we?
The Earth is Shaking,
The Sky is Roaring,
The Gods are Angry,
Now, we're doom.

I'm not being pessimistic,
But human are seriously sick,
There's a point in the movie Clash of The Titans,
I think this time,
We really made them Mad,
Or perhaps, they are fighting among each other,
Amen, Amin, Amitofo,
Whatever it is,
Human are one,
We are all the same,
White, Black, Yellow,
We all have the same insides.

Hope it's a better, brighter day, tomorrow.

Sincerely, Enaj.

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By Sicreci

Birthdays

Ever since I came back to Uni, been celebrating lots of birthday,

I mean seriously,

I lost count of it already.

Lol, ever the mix evrybody girl,

Dah biasa dah.

Anyway, I honestly think you don't need everybody to help celebrate ur bday,

It means so much more spending time with ones that mattered most,

Family, Best Friends, BF, etc.

I'm home, having flu after a very bad headache,

Sigh, tired, even thou I did nothing,

Feels like this all the time.

Y'know, sometimes I doubt my own existence,

Whether what I felt is true and evrythg,

Feels so strange at times.

That's all for today,

Ought 2 start on my hmwrk, SOON.

Sign, Enaj.

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By Sicreci

Shutting Out

Feel like shedding myself out from the world right now,

Just want to be inconspicuous,

Unnoticeable,

Remain as in-distinctive as I never was. ><"

Sign, Enaj.

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By Sicreci

Like the Weather

Was sunny this morning,

Afternoon it's cloudy,

Now it's just plain rain,

Except I haven't rain,

And not going to,

Just that,

Feels tired today,

And my stomach doesn't really feel good still,

Hmm,

Bored,

Have things to do,

I shall go do it now,

Talk later then,

Sigh.

Sign, Enaj

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By Sicreci

Pain

Tummy ache again, took 2 ponstan and decided not to go class.

[I know I know, don't take so much medicines,

I only took it because it hurts really bad lor,

Sampai xleh bangun tau. ><"]

But it seems that it is cancel again,

Lol, yesterday didn't go class cancel,

Hari ni x pi pun cancel.

Nasib baik. xP

Was feeling rather guilty for not going,

But feel better now, physically.

Ah Jane ah Ah Jane,

Apa nak buat dgn kau,

Asyik sakit je.><"

Ah Jane: Aku pun xnak...T.T..

So hmm, while I'm free,

Might as well do my hmwrk lor. Hehe. xD

Okla, chao dulu. ^^

Sign, Enaj.

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By Sicreci

Beastly

Gosh, it's the same guy!!!

Haha, no wonder he looks so familiar, the main actor of I am Number Four.

The reason I was doubtful if it was him is because he doesn't look good in Number Four,

In Beastly, he's just such a Beauty. If you get what I mean. xP

Ok, yea, it's cliche,

I'm a sucker for this kind of movie,

I just love to enjoy watching love once in awhile,

In melts your heart, no?

Well, you must be cold blooded then,

I know I know,

It's chick's stuff,

Guys rarely dig this kind of movie,

Sigh, the ever difference of guys and girls.

I pulled sum1 to watch with me anyway,

Hehe, bad girl,

Always make him watch this kind of movies,

But he always make me watch serious movies anyway,

Which I just wanna close my eyes and fall aslp. xP

So fair and square rite? =P

That's all, going to bed now. Tata.

Sign, Enaj.

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By Sicreci

Weighing the Importance

At times I wonder,

Which is more important?

Some people can neglect their studies for extra-activities,

Some people can skip class for one month straight knowing it will get them barred from the exam,

I mean, is it worth it honestly?

What does the whole activity mean if you get messed up in your schedules?

I wonder,

My time management sux,

So yea,

They say we can learn time management at those activities,

But from what I see,

That ain't the case,

Instead it creates stress,

Causing them to skip class, and etc.

Strange eh?

Anyway, some ppl r rly strange,

They hev time to FACEBOOK,

But no time to do their work?!

What the fish.

I don't even want to bother anymore,

Keeping my mouth shut is the best I can do,

Before I slash out and blah blah blah,

And get blah blah blah myself,

We don't want a war now do we?

So yea, your business is none of my business,

I learn that,

Y do I care if u dun even care?

Seriously I mean,

Sick of caring for sum1 who doesn't even care for themselves.

If you nid my help,

Ask me sincerely.

That's all I'm asking.

Lesson for the Day: Give a damn about yourself if you ever want somebody to give a damn about you.

Sign, Enaj.

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By Sicreci

Peanut Butter

Now, I'm gonna talk about this,

As I just ate a Peanut Butter Bread.

1st of all, I do not like Peanut,

2nd of all, I do not like Butter,

But Peanut + Butter.

That is just so yummy!!!!!

Hehe.

You know my mum use to make us bring breads to school every single day,

That we got really sick of eating bread,

But she changes the inside all the time,

Sometimes jams, sometimes eggs, sandwich, tuna, kaya, etc.

She rarely puts peanut butter,

But I come to like Peanut Butter very much!

More than jams and wotsoever!

I realize that, as I get older,

My appetite changes,

And strangely,

I changed to one specific food or drinks,

Say for drinks,

My favourite is actually Sky Juice,

Unbelievable izit?

But it's true,

Or maybe because I need it so much. Haha.

Eh well, just talking about Peanut Butter,

In UKM now btw,

Waiting for him to have my dinner[supper].

Bye bye. ^^

Sign, Enaj.

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By Sicreci

Buying the Brand

Just finished another essay! 2 more to go. Sien.

Anyway, serious topic today,

I'm gonna talk about something to do with money,

Lots of money,

Brands? No, it's not the chicken essense that we take.

It is the branded goods and stuff people are crazy about.

Personally,

I go for quality rather than the brand itself,

I buy items that are actually worth the price or worth so much more,

Rather than buying a RM1K item that worth only RM100 when you can actually get a RM100 item that is probably better, nicer and longer lasting.

When you talk about brands,

There are many different range of it,

Those that are common and affordable in Malaysia are Esprit, MNG, Roxy, Quicksilver, Carlo Rino and etc.

Yea, those are the common ones,

As for me, I usually just spend my money on RM100 and below shop, namely Padini, Brands Outlet, Kitschen, Nichii, Summit and etc.

Here's the thing, many people on the other hand,

Are crazy over Coach, Gucci, Prada, LV, Burberry,

Where the price starts from RM1K and above.

Seriously, if you give me RM1K, I'll rather spend it on a laptop rather than a bag,

I mean, for those that read, give them RM1K, and they can probably stock up 40-50 novels.

In my point of view, it's just not worthy,

If I'm gonna spend that kind of money,

It will never exceed RM500,

Say for example, a watch, or spectacles, or sun glasses,

You can get decent ones below that price.

You can even get nice ones below RM50,

So yea,

I'm more interested in spending my money on something that actually serves purpose,

Like a camera, a phone, or etc.

Yea, otherwise known as gadgets.

Anything over RM100 that serves no purpose really has no purpose. ><"

Spend your money wisely,

Not on the unnecessary,

Think about it,

If you buy a gold at the price of RM1K,

You can actually get back atleast half of the price,

But branded stuff?

They just get de-value every second the clock ticks.

That's all from me,

C ya later!

Sign, Enaj.

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By Sicreci

Sleepy

I'm in Melaka now,

Didn't plan to back this weekend,

But since "somebody" not free,

Come back lor.

Miss "him" ad...

I'm being very sticky right now. Hehe.

I wanna watch Beastly!! Adapted from a novel as well. Practically a modern Beauty & The Beast Story.

Gonna find someone and watch wif me,

Wanted to watch it wif him actually,

But not his kind of movies anyway,

So oklor,

N I wanna slp awhile la,

After having finish one essay,

3 more to go. ><"

Sign, Enaj.

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By Sicreci

Cameras!

Damn. I wanna get my hand on either one of those.
For people who wants to take good pictures with affordable price,
I'll suggest a semi-pro camera,
As it's light, and for amateur,
They can take better pictures than those DSLR cameras.
Below are some pictures of cameras that will allow you to take good decent pictures.
Some using films, some digital.
Ofcourse, for long term usage the digital ones will be much more affordable,
But nothing beats a film camera,
If I had the money,
I'll still opt for cameras using films,
Most of the times, the cameras itself is Cheap, is it the Film that eats you up. ><"

1. Nikon FM3-Semi Pro SLR
Price Range: 2.5K-4K[With/Without Lens]

2. Fujifilm Instax mini 50S-Instant Film Camera
Price: RM660

3. Canon Powershot S5 IS-Semi Pro DSLR
Price Range: 1K-2K

4. Olympus Pen E-PL1
Price Range: RM2.5K-3K
That's all for the moment, all my dream cameras, gotta go, laterz. ^^