I have a confession to make, I'm tired of dressing up, Tired of constantly having to make myself feel pretty, So as not to feel intimidated by all the pretty people, Tired of having to seek for attention all the time, Hoping that people will notice me, Why do we have to do that? Why do we have to be like that? I'm tired of always trying to be pretty, Every girl loves to dress up, Loves to be told they are pretty, But who can really tell who's really pretty, You see all the pretty faces, On the billboard,

I often wondered how could some people change partners like they change clothes.Is it not love they felt in the first place?If it's not, then why? One after another,Even though I know very well,They take it as trying on clothes,If it suits you then it's alright,But it doesn't, then just change it,But that concept is just so wrong,If we try too many clothes without buying,Won't we at least feel guilty?For wasting people's time,For wasting our own time?People do not have to serve us,They are only

I've always been stupid when I do something, Or after I've done that only I realize I'm such an idiot, And then I'll be so unhappy with myself, Like now, I don't like that, Even thought I were being stupid, I wanted to get it over it, But it's like a thorn in my head, I hate that, Can't find the heart to do anything, I'm uninspired, Hmm... What do I do to cure myself? To find back my "heart"? Sad ca

Time is too fast, We can't even stop, One day and one day and one day, It goes non-stop, Feels so much faster than it was before, That's what my mum said, Time used to be must slower, When everyone was doing things at their own pace, But now? We have to keep up with everyone else, It's just so tiring, I don't know how to record the moment of happiness, Other than taking pictures of it, That we can re-live it in our memory, I guess that is why pictures are important, For us to have something to hold

You know the feeling when you're truly happy for someone and another when you're worried about them?There are people who makes you happy when they are,There are the others who makes you worry when they are.What do I mean by that?There are friends who you never know how long their happiness will last,Is that what they truly want?And there are those who knows what they're doing,And you know they couldn't be happier,Now I see the difference,Now I know,I just hope all my friends can be truly happy,And

Went to watch "In Time" just now. Needed a break from all those writings, I don't feel like writing anymore, So uninspired. Crap. Anyway, about the movie, I'll say the storyline is refreshing, But the show is really blue frame, Reminds me of Twilight the movie, The people in it is like drained of blood, There's only white, grey, black most of the times. Maybe it's their idea of a dull world, But it seems pretty dull to do so. Anyway, went to watch the movie because Justin is in it. Haha. Typical

Dear Diary, I'm always doing something wrong,Or keep repeating the same mistakes,Over and over and over again,I never learn my lesson,I mean, never, ever. After some time I'll do it again,I'm always being blur and out of focus,I'm the "Big Head Prawn",I wonder if I'll ever learn not to fall down,Instead of keep falling down and getting up,And never learning how to becareful,I'm as careless as a person can get,Always doing silly stuff,Always doing the wrong thing. It's like the world goes round clockwise,And

My head still hurts, Gosh, I wonder if it's the Sun, or the Mood, or the Stress, I feel like taking a break, I can't handle so many stuff at once, If I'm at a job, If I'm the boss, I'll fire myself already, I know that, I'm never good at handling stress, It makes me even more stress, I need rest, There's not enough time, Why do everything need to come at once, God damn it, I feel like cursing, You know I don't curse, These days I just can't take it, I'm emotionally+mentally+physically unwell, I

It's been awhile since I blog, thought I update myself.It's true what my lecturer said in first year,That when we were first year,We had to passion to do our assignments,Prepare for our exams,But when we enter 2nd year,The passion starts to waver,It's starts to diminish until a point where you ask yourself,What the hell are we doing here? I find my classes boring,Lifeless, as I drag myself to class each day,I couldn't seem to have the "semangat" to listen,I can't seem to focus in class,It's really

Since I have nothing better to do, Spent my time watching two movies in a row, On my computer of course, One is Nanny McPhee, heart warming tale, no? I like her character, it's simply delightful. And another is confessions of a shopaholic, It's inspiring, Everybody has a little bit of a shopaholic in our selves, We just need to take control of it, I've been buying stuff ever since I start working, Keep going on a shopping spree, And now I learn to count the worth, Is the amount I'm paying for really

Went to watch "Abduction" yesterday. Not bad for a not so expected movie, I mean, besides Taylor Lautner, you don't really know the rest of the casts. And we only know him because he's the werewolf in Twilight, Anyway, it's a little cliche, but a while different kind of movie, Interesting in a way that makes you enroll together in the ride to escape, Get away from all the bad guys, Find out your true identity, And well, it's a thrill of a ride. Honestly, there are times when I feel like he does, That

Just finish reading Twenties Girl by Sophie Kinsella,The 2nd book I read from her,The first was Remember Me,Now that was amazing,So is this,But I don't read her shopaholic series thou,Not my kinda thing. We were ask to do our assignments based on vampire novels,Now I seriously loath that,Even though I love it so much before,It's just over my phase,I admit, it's intriguing,For teenagers,But when you pass the age,It gets annoying,All I all,I hope we does well,Cross my fingers. Right now,I'm more into

You know how it feels like when what you're feeling inside simply turns into a word in your mind, And I was like having these thoughts that I'm really "unhappy" today, I don't know why, perhaps because of the nature of me, Ever the emo girl, Yet it also strikes me as I can talk to a stranger if I want to, I can talk to people if I want to, But sometimes I just want to shut the whole world out of my life, I don't really know how to explain how that feels, I just feel, alone somehow. Regards, En

12 more days until my birthday, And I've already received four birthday presents~ ^^ 1. Canon Camera, courtesy of Dad & Sis.2. Nichii Jacket, courtesy of Von.3. Golden Key Pendant, courtesy of Mum.4. Adidas Watch, courtesy of the guys. =)Wonder what he'll be giving me...hee... Happy, happy, lalala... That's all for now. C ya later

我又累了，精神和肉体都累， 累得，不想跟人家解释所做的一切， 累得，不想自动去找别人， 别人想我时自然会找我， 累得，不想再当那个主动的， 累得，想休息个够。 珊，上

Wee! Went shopping today~!Hehe, got my 2nd Birthday gift! Courtesy of Von~Lalala, finally found a jacket, even thou not a blazer,I guess I give up je la cari blazer,Make me look lagi thin for some reason,Wanted black, but make me look lagi thin,So I got a White one~Happy happy~^^ Okay, wanna go watch my show ad, tata.^^Regards, Ja

Got my early birthday present! And my first birthday present this year!Courtesy of my sis, dad, and ofcoz, myself.xD Wanted to buy Canon IXUS 220, end up buying Nikon S8100 instead. Zadao...My family forever Nikon fans...xD First reason I bought this is because I played with two cameras, and Canon really got beaten down by the pictures, Nico really takes nice pictures, and has 10 times zoom instead of 5 on Canon, and the price difference is only RM50, dis one more xpensive la, but my dad keep pestering