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Lost Passion

It's been awhile since I blog, thought I update myself.
It's true what my lecturer said in first year,
That when we were first year,
We had to passion to do our assignments,
Prepare for our exams,
But when we enter 2nd year,
The passion starts to waver,
It's starts to diminish until a point where you ask yourself,
What the hell are we doing here?

I find my classes boring,
Lifeless, as I drag myself to class each day,
I couldn't seem to have the "semangat" to listen,
I can't seem to focus in class,
It's really annoying,
I hated it so much.

I wish I could only seek back the passion I had before,
The girl that loves poetry, it's hard, and it's not getting any easier, sigh...

Anyway, I wonder if we should stay friends with guys we used to like?
But then found out he's a jerk?
When he really just not that into you?
I get that now, but haha, I think it's best we stay passerbys,
I might not even recognize them when I saw them in the streets,
I guess it's best that way.

And I'm coping...
Coping with life, without many friends over here,
I can hardly imagine what it will be like next 3 sems,
When he's no longer around,
And I'm all left with myself to feed,
I guess I'll go into my emo state again then,
Sigh, I wish my friends are here,
It's hard to blend in,
It's hard to click with these people.
I think it's because I'm hard to comprehend,
But honestly, if you only know me.
Regards, Enaj.

9 Responses so far.

  1. i drop by to say

    Nice Picture :P

  2. Mr Lonely says:

    wah, why so many people talk about passion de.. hope you find your passion too~ all the best! XD

  3. O C says:

    oh... so all those poems were real then. Mmm... IS K. BLOG MOAR ^^

  4. Enaj says:

    >Nic: Haha, thanks.

    >Mr.Lonely: I hope someday you'll call yourself Mr. Happy.=)

    >OC: What do you mean by that? that those poems were real?

  5. O C says:

    lol at Lonely, yeah, he;'s right. You're like the 7th person on my bloglist talking about passion. Funny.

    Anyways, I've been seeing lotsa awesomely emo posts on your other blogs so I just thought you were vaguely inspired by everyday events an wrote them by passing.

    Never actually thought you broke up. Wait, am I misunderstanding this? If I am feel free to correct me lol.

  6. Enaj says:

    +Awesomely emo post? Haha. ok...
    +Ah, u were talking about my poetry blogs? Those labeled non-fiction is talking about myself.
    +Broke up? With who? Haha...
    +It's funny how people thought I broke up with him when I'm emo.
    +Neh, I'm fine, he's there, but I'm having personal conflict inside dealing with all the other stuff.

  7. O C says:

    yeah ikr. like who doesn't have personal conflicts XD

  8. Mr Lonely says:

    let's +u together ba~