Headache

My head still hurts,
Gosh,
I wonder if it's the Sun,
or the Mood,
or the Stress,
I feel like taking a break,
I can't handle so many stuff at once,
If I'm at a job,
If I'm the boss,
I'll fire myself already,
I know that,
I'm never good at handling stress,
It makes me even more stress,
I need rest,
There's not enough time,
Why do everything need to come at once,
God damn it,
I feel like cursing,
You know I don't curse,
These days I just can't take it,
I'm emotionally+mentally+physically unwell,
I feel like shit,
I'm seriously contradictory,
I hate being left alone,
But now I just want to be alone. F***

Regards, Enaj.