看着这套戏，有不少下雨的情景，外面也真下着滴答滴答的雨呢。
一片温馨又动人的小故事。
初三时的暧昧，大四生对爱情的执着，两个兄弟，喜欢上两个姐妹。
故事很简单，却很有意思，让人微笑，让人流泪，只有几个角色，却显得这么出色。
人生也就如此不是吗？不需要太多人，一个真正关心你的人就够了。
你想他，他想你，活在自己的甜蜜世界里，有很多时候，就这么简单不是吗？
人渴望得愈多，失去的自然也就更多。

一见钟情是否就是命中注定呢？不能完全否定，也不能完全认定，就只好自己去确定，那等着你的另一半。=）

爱情就像四季一样。

春天时，花儿开，甜甜蜜蜜的手牵手，脸蛋扬起了微笑。闭着眼都会傻笑的一幕还真让人爱得无法自拔。
夏天时，太阳晒，到沙滩上散散步，勾勾手指，一起期待着日出，一起盼望着日落。让人爱的情不自禁。也因为天气太热，有时变得爆炒，无意中跟对方顶嘴，反抗，翻脸，夏天过了，气也消了。
秋天时，满落叶，不想再因为小事而闹得不愉快，风儿轻轻吹响他的脸，跟对方说，我想你了。无可奈何的原谅他了。
冬天时，下着雪，冷冷冰冰的，在他怀中却觉得好温暖，好舒服，心动了，眼泪也掉了，像是一闪闪的水晶从眼角落下。因为爱而留下的眼泪。

就算爱情在四季的结尾结束，却已经享尽了爱情的滋味，足够一个人用一世来回味无穷。

今天的爱情故事，就到此吧，风吹起了风铃，传达说，有人想你了。=)

It shows a set of people that is preposterous and ludicrous that makes the whole sekai[world] seems so absurd to be lived in. There's the under ground world that people either don't see or choose not to see. The world is just the same. There are predators and preys, the weak feeds on the rich like parasites. There are the ones that benefits each other with their existence, other wise known as commercialism.

There's a truth in everything, a truth in the movie, that there is such people out there. That don't care about other people's life. To them human are just mere chess pieces. That is there to protect the king. Most of the times meaning themselves. The pawns mean nth to them. It's rare that a pawn ever gets to kill the king. Usually it is the queen that kills the king. I'll say there's pretty much 1 out of 100 game that a pawn be able to kill the king. Yet there's still a possibility, when you counter attack with wise strategies.

Everything in this world has its opposites. There's the good and the bad, the wise and the fool, the angel and the devil, fire and water. All of which exist back to back against one another.

When I watch Japanese animes, movies or dramas, I see a set of different kinds of people. In their world, there's just a varied of people. For someone to be able to think of such picture, for sure there is someone like that as well. Sometimes I just feel so sadden by what's happening outside in the real world. And most of the times, afraid of going into the real world. Human scares me. In contrary to all the horror stories that shows ghost going around killing people, I'll say the horror is more in the real world. Where it is the people that is killing one another.

It's funny, I wonder, if there's ever anyone killed by a ghost in this world except having left delusional, sometimes because of their guilt conscience, which I do wonder, what is it I'm really afraid of.

I don't mean to disrespect the japanese or anything, but right till this moment, to this day that we live in, it's pathetic for such Seppuku & Harakiri, both infamous ritual suicides to occur. Suicide of honor they say. Yet I don't see anything proud to kill yourselves. It's a work of failure, always were always will be. A winner will get back on it's feet and seek atonement and repent for their mistakes, instead of killing themselves for being a failure. Or to put it nicely inadequate.

"Suicide has never been criminalized in Japan.^{[clarification needed]} Japanese society's attitude toward suicide has been termed "tolerant", and on many occasions a suicide is seen as a morally responsible action.^[6] However, the rise of Internet suicide websites and increasing rate ofsuicide pacts (shinjū) has raised concern from the public and media, which consider the pacts "thoughtless"^[6]."-Wikipedia

There's something wrong with that kind of mind set. I cannot comprehend the craziness that surrounds them, even if it's 1/100 of their populations. But this leads to that, and that leads to this. Eventually love is replaced by hatred. Even if it's one soul. It makes a difference in another's life. There's one quote from the movie that I actually agree. No one in this world is a failure. As long as there's a chance, you have to grab hold of it, and change the world you live in. For better or worse, you have nothing to lose. Except yourselves.

Guess that's enough for today, it just makes me think.Of which I don't really want to. There is not one night where I don't dream of a nightmare that seems so real and which freaks me out. A yume[dream] is a window to all my imaginations, I have to find the door to set myself free.

Children are the ones that know exactly what's going on in the world. They see more than adults, believe in more, are honest and will always, always let you know where you stand. Children learn much more, far more quickly than adults. Because they're open-minded. Because they want to know and they want to learn.

Adults, think they know it all. They grow up and forget so easily and instead of opening their minds and developing it they choose what to believe and what not to believe. You can't make a choice on things like that: you either believe or you don't. That's why their learning is slower. They are more cynical, they lose faith and they only demand to know things that will help them get by day by day. They've no interest in the extras. But, it's the extras that make Life.

Somehow, there's a truth in the phrase above. That as we age, we get by from being "innocent" to "ignorant". How foolish of us to think we are wise, when it is the wise who regards themselves as fools. Always learning, always pushing the boundaries, raising the bar. Never satisfied, always searching for something more divine than what lays ahead.

And here's a couple of quotes from the movie Cracks. Poem can be found here. The main character, which is Eva Green[Casino Royale Bond Girl], plays a cracked up teacher to a number of girls in a boarding school. Like I said, she's cracked up, and the story slowly unfolds to show how she is not who she seems to be, and she that isn't as bad as she seem to be, and there are times, when the good shown are scarier than the bad shown.

-I don't think it's wrong to want to know about the real world. We can't stay pure forever.

-You can achieve anything you want. The world is yours for the taking. All you need is to desire for it. Nothing is impossible for you.

Anyway, kinda figure what else I can do already, hehe, mayb I can brush up on my japanese, or mayb korean, haha, nt that it's rly necessary since I'm dun speak either languages, it's just fun to learn sth, n ther's sth I wanna learn, keke. Just a click away~! =)

And well, for one, the main actor is so not charming, at all, be it in the movie, or outside the movie. Inside the movie, he's just a silly guy that kept getting screw up, but well, that's where the fun begins...=D

Ok...went to help my fren yesterday. Be her guinea pig. Haha..ok..be her real life model for her to practice on. Like a canvas except I'm a human? Yea well, she's learning Make-up at the moment. Since I hev the time, went along n let her do her thg. It took about 2 hours and 40 minutes I thk 2 complete my whole FACE...yea. No kidding. Now I know it's rly ain't as easy as it seems. Usually I juz spend bout wot 5 minutes? Then I'm done. Okay, maybe more. Still.=P..

As I sit ther, letting her draw on me. I realize how much patience is needed 4 u 2 actually decorate urself. Except I'm so not a x-mas tree. Lol. Neway, Fuh~Those girls that make-up everyday rly is sth. I feel like I'm wearing a mask when she's done. Seems so fragile and delicate too that I'm so afraid to touch any part of my face. Thking it may just come off.

Her box of make-up is like the ones you usually see those make-up artist carrying. From foundations to lip gloss. The base and the wotsoever. Lots n lots of it, which 2 sum it all out, if 1 were 2 buy the whole thg, probably could cost above RM500. That oso nt so good brand. Mayb 1k? For all the good brands? Yikes. That's y I don't rly spent much on Make-up even thou I do buy sum of the stuff. But I dun rly use much of it. Hehe. Only on SPECIAL occasions.

It made me felt like a Barbie Doll for once. Which is far from who I'll ever be. But it was fun. Sitting ther n seeing my own face changes. Haha. Eventhou when I got bak home my sis say I look like a ghost. Lol. wth. I dun mind being treated like a doll actually. Haha. As in well, u noe? To be decorated wif. Clothes make-ups. Hehe. But that's juz once in awhile. Kinda makes me feel cute. I'm nt saying I am. I mean the feeling. =P

Eh well. You can find the rest of the pix at FB when I feel like revealing it. Hehe...here's one.

+Since no one wanted to accompany me to watch this movie, I downloaded it. Lol, save my money also, really going broke soon, and I realize I really need to get 3 more Novels!!! Yikes, which will cost me another RM100, good for my dad thou, since he get to claim tax reduction, no good for me thou, since it's my money. ><"...

Next time anybody ask me what I want, might as well tell them I want novels. Haha, damn, I've just finished up one novel, faster than my usual record, and I'm craving for the sequel already!!! Ish, xleh tahan, hand itchy, nasib got all the shows for me, otherwise I'll go finish up all the books ad, haha. Ok, enuf wif that, now back to the main point.

My Opinion: It made me Laugh, it made me Cry, a very Simple, yet Deep in content story. Told from the main character, which is technically dead, telling her story from Heaven, Susie Salmon acted by Saoirse Ronan, which is quite an actress for her age, as seen in "Atonement". She reminds me of Lindsay Lohan[In Parent Trap]. Hope she'll never end up as her thou.

And hmm, the story, eventhou you know who the Murderer is right from the beginning, somehow you just have to continue watching it, see where and how it progress, a risk in letting us know who the main protagonist right from the beginning, but you'll start to understand that's how it's supposed to be told.

It just made me think of life from both sides of the mirror. The one standing behind the mirror couldn't see the one standing infront, vise versa the one standing in front the mirror only sees their own reflection.

I can't really explain it, but Life and Death, is like two sides of the mirror, both looking back at each other. Confusing I know, perhaps you should just watch the movie then you'll understand. Or maybe it's just me thinking that way. =P

Neway, really a movie worth your time. It affects you emotionally, and rationally, what or how you'll feel if such events occur in your life. Again, you'll never Know until it does. Thought of a quote: "We're ignorant people who believe ugly things will never happen in our life until it knocks on our door and everything goes down the drain."

Every time you read the newspaper, accidents, fire, flood, it's like you'll think how unlucky those ppl is, how lucky u r, thinking it'll never happen to you, bcoz ugly things dun cum to us. Those ppl 2, used to thk the same. I cry when I read the News, I'm that emotionally sentimental. I cry when I read about Death, it simply is 2 much 2 deal wif even if I may not know who are they. Somehow, I share the grief of their love ones.

Perhaps they're in a better place. But losing them is a whole different meaning altogether. Sometimes, it's in mourning that they continue to live on. At least in our hearts. It's not really a bad thing, it just teaches us how to deal with it, how to live loving them without them by our side.

+Heard it's a HK version of Miss Congeniality, the one acted by Sandra Bullock and got me laughing non-stop, love her shows, hehe, she's careless and funny, neway, I for one do not go to the cinemas to watch HK comedy movies, rarely, unless I find the story interesting, other than that, I'll always skip it. 

My friend ask me to accompany him, his treat, so I went with him lor, eventhou I got a really bad headache, budak tu, last minute my other fren pop out, then I just say if got ppl accompany you no need to ask me ler, coz I rly wanted 2 stay at home lor, haha, I'm a sucker ok? I do this kinda thgs a lot, if they need my company I'll accompany them, not every single ones of my friends thou, =P.

My Opinion: I kinda half-expected it to be a copy cat of Miss Congeniality, but nth like it at all.  You won't even link the two movies, even thou ther's a similiarity in the plot. Yet, the movie sure is full of laughter, made me laugh all the way, but still, it's still not Cinema-worthy in my mind.

It's funny har? Considering the fact that I'll go to the cinema to watch Malaysia and Singapore movies, just not HK comedies. I don't know, it's always the kind of movies that I'll rather or might as well watch at home, not the Cinemas. Even thou I luv watching Charlene Choi's movie. Still~

Eh well, to be fair enough, there's pretty girls and a handsome dude in it. Which is really rare in HK dramas or movies. Haha...xD...he's so cute...don't know much about him thou, name William Chan Wai-Ting. Details no idea, 1st time see him oso. Haha..=P

Anyhow, I'm so gonna watch "Being Human", which I'm pretty sure after the "Jack Neo" scandal, many will anti it, I duno, seems to me ppl alwiz do that, even thou I too show no respect for him anymore, but his talent is unquestionable. And I'm rooting for Mark Lee and Yeo Yann Yann anyway, so it would be unfair 2 them, if bcoz of 1 person, you missed them in action. As the tagline says "What comes around, goes around." He's probably in remorse right now. Money: The cause of Infidelity. “没钱，没本事出轨”

Okayy~Enuf wif that, the way I write is even a hundred times the amount of words that comes out of my mouth, nono, make that a thousand. Haha. Okay, let's go to the novels now.

1*Real World by Natsuo Kirino

+A Japanese crime thriller novel translated into English. A crime thriller that does not actually features the crime scenes, but more towards the criminal minds of those that got involved with the main antagonist.

 Sypnosis: A story of a guy who killed his mother and ran away, helped by 4 strangers[4 girls that are friends]. However far fetched and illogical it may sound. With the fact that it's really ridiculous for such events to really happen in this world. I simply couldn't put down the novel until the end of the page. The reason is simple, you get into the thoughts of 5 different individuals and see life from different views altogether.

However fiction it may be, it contains a sense of reality. That those Scary and Ugly ppl really do exist in this world. Which still haven't got the chance to write the poem, titled, "The Other Side"...hmm, will thk of sth. Hehe..

For those that watch "Criminal Minds". They always mentioned something about when you got into the mind of the Criminals, you get corrupted yourselves....Bcoz in order to understand them, you have to think of yourselves as them, which at the same time, being exposed to corruption. That is when their lives get messed up. Bcoz they had to, and they had learn to, see things from the ugly side. Hence, polluting their once Beautiful sky. The world is how you see it after all.

Another thing is, I see a little bit of me in one of it's character: Kazuko Terauchi. Quote: "I'm this superphilosophical kind of person stuck in a prison of abstract ideas and overpowering emotions, changing day by day, growing more and more complicated and individualistic, something nobody can really comprehend."...posted it on FB bfor, those words hit me. Yet I've decided, to simplify my life. I don't rly nid 2 worry so much do I? Everything will take it's natural course. For now, I'll just leave[live] my life as it is. =)

+I take back all my words on every other vampire books that I say is the best. This, is the Best. Better than the Best, Better than Twilight!!! Of which I so can't wait about for the Sequel!!! But rly, it's more Immortal than Vampire for this novel. Kinda a Clan that never dies, but, hmm, constantly reincarnating, some sort of vampire but one of the immortals.

For one thing, it doesn't have a brainless Bella in it, duh, and to think one will have start to like Bella, maybe I'll like her, in Breaking Dawn, lol, just like I did reading the novels.

Anyhow. The protagonists and antagonists are both Dashing, even the humans, rooting for the human dude honestly, hope for once instead of falling for the ever Charming Vampire Prince, she'll end up with the Ordinary Mortal instead. Which rly isn't Ordinary, and which rly isn't totally Mortal. Hehe...

Just when you thought you know the story, who the bad guy is, walah!! The author takes you in a roller coaster ride yet again. You couldn't guess who the true guy really is. Who she'll end up with, you just can't wait to find out and yet finding all your guesses wrong again. Highly recommended, for those that love Gossip Girl and Twilight. It's like okay, Rich and Famous Immortals, Lurking in the day, so Openly and living their lives just like the mortals. 

Heh heh, why I write all these even thou no book lovers rly reads my blog? Well, the reason is simple, I'm really forgetful, I'll forget about the story when I read another. But I won't read it twice, because I'll still remember. Just like a movie you watched, but forgot, but when you re-watch, you remember. Get it? =P