+很多话要说,很多事要做...
+但是,每一次都会忘记,因为想到的时候都是在我要入睡之前...
+终于考完试了,松一口气了?不,这次并没有如此的感觉...
+只有失望,再加上愧疚...
+失望自己不够努力,愧疚自己没用心去考...
+随便带过,那就是我的作风?
+假期也等于没假期...
+放假还要回学校,再加上五天的补习...
+还真要命,时间表排到满满的,几乎每天都要上课,每一课又是三小时...
+不过没关系,这一切很快过的...
+所以我也得快快努力,就可以快快完成了...
+感觉我跟我弟的距离疏远了,是我多心吗?
+有时他的话会带点讽刺,可是我知道,他是在提醒我,要我多加努力...
+我就算输给全世界,也不能输给自己吧?
+他都能做到,我没理由做不到啊...
+就像sm说的话,一直在我脑海里徘徊着...
+Nothing is Impossible; Impossible is Nothing...
+我还记得跟贤说过,说就算是乌龟...
+就算跑得再慢,我也要继续往前冲,一定要抵达终点...
+现在,路程已经走了三分之一了,只剩下那么的一点点...
+时间,不多了...
+这是我每天该提醒自己的...
+今天晚上又要去朋友家bbq了...
+昨天跟我班的也来一个bbq,今天是另一般朋友咯...
+今天玩个够,明天又要努力了...
+因为是新的一个月,新的一个星期,新的一天...
+那么,我还有什么借口呢?
+今天早上五点才睡觉呢...
+哈哈,还真破记录了,改天干脆不睡就好了...=P
+累死人了,刚才又睡了不到一小时罢了...
+我下午都会失眠的啦...
+我做么这么迟睡吗?
+昨天整理房间咯,把我的东西全排好了...
+因为要开始决战了!! Aja-aja!! 嘻嘻...=D
+还给人骂傻瓜这么迟睡,原本也打算放着今天整理就好了...
+可是我整理的时候都会把全部东西弄成一堆的,看到我很不爽...
+然后越整理越多东西要整理...
+而确我的动作很慢咯...
+然后姐和妹又在客厅看"小娘惹"...
+我一下一下出去又siam2一下...
+我不看的啦,没时间看啦...
+而确也不这么想看...
+只是吸引力太大了...
+连我妈每次开福建戏看,我就算不看也会坐着听我妈说陪她看...>.<"
+每次又在客厅读书,因为房间很热...
+要省电,保护地球,所以都尽量不要开冷气...
+可是最近的天气,我开五号的风扇都流汗啊!! 你说要命不要命啊??
+所以也是没办法咯,尽量别开这么低哦!因为温度越低,就越吃电...
+应该没什么了啦,就算还有什么也忘了...
+所以,算了,嘻嘻...
+等我有空再写,哦,想到了,现在转去感想部分,看下面咯...
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+对了,我记得想说什么了...
+以前,每次跟姐妹说,不要因为寂寞而错爱...
+因为我发觉之前身边的女生,好像非有男朋友似的...
+换男朋友好像在换衣,这么说是有点难听啦...
+而却不知道的人都会以为她们发花痴吧...
+但,我又怎么可能不知道呢?
+那些分手了后,哭得你死我活的女生...
+她们的心痛,我都看在眼里...
+可是当时的她们,不是真正的失去爱吧...
+而是失去那份情而已...
+现在,应该也知道,自己追求的是什么了吧...
+那一天,又看"向世界出发",那天的香港演员是梅雪,
+她说,婚姻,是一场必须守规矩的游戏...
+游戏的规矩一旦不被遵守,那么就Game Over了...
+那一集她去了印度...
+见证一个被家长安排的婚姻...
+双方都没见过彼此...
+却可以忘了爱情,选择婚姻...
+感情真的能够培养吗?
+没见过的恋人真的能得到幸福吗?
+梅雪是个事业有成,爱掌握在手里的女人...
+可是她宁愿选择爱情,也不宁愿选择婚姻...
+Perhaps as the saying goes...
+Marriage is the graveyard of Love...
+Is that so? Heh...partially it is...
+这是无可否认的事实...
+那么,我想问的是,男生也会因为寂寞而错爱吗?
+在这种情况下,到底最后伤得最深的...
+是自己,还是对方?
+爱情不是添满空虚的工具...
+如果因为寂寞而爱,那份爱已经存有缺线了...
+没有完美的情人,只有不完美的两个人制造彼此最完美的恋情...
+所以,谁都不会是谁的代替品...
+因为每一个角色都有属于自己版本的书...
+而有些角色,只不过是过客,所以连名字也没出现在书里头...
"幸福不一定非爱谁不可,爱错了,又能如何,难熬的,会经过的..." - 别再哭了[罗忆诗]
珊---<@
+English section, haha...
+Well, this is gonna be a short one, shorter than the chinese anyway...
+Eek, evry epi I watch of Ugly Betty makes me cry, lol, emo kid...heh...
+Well, ther's lots of moral 2 learn in that story, evryone shud watch it, haha...
+Yea well, I noe, I luv that show, a lot~=P
+Erm, a thought came across me, "What would you do if the one you love is dying?" or "What will you if you're the one leaving?"
+This is just a random q, no events 2 relate it 2, thk I asked it bfor, hmm...
+It's hard 2 say, matter-of-factly, bcoz we've nvr been thru that...
+Many thgs in life r unknown until we go thru it ourselves...
+They say to put ourselves in the shoes of others...
+But most the times, the size juz doesn't fit...
+So, ther's no way we cud possibly comprehend exactly the grief they held...
+All we can do is stand by them, life goes on no matter wot...
+But I know, I wud be the 1st 2 break down in such circumstances...
+But if ther's another thg I know is, I'll find a way 2 be the one 2 stay strong n help others up...
+Easy said ha? Well, when u fell 2 many times 2 the ground, u'll learn 2 nt stay on the ground...
"Life is never unfair and dissapointments are merely motivations, and it's a process in making us a fighter..."
...edited from Koko's phrase, kaka, he asked me 2 lor...
ori: "Life is always unfair and full of disappointments! But yet, it's merely a process in making us stronger! "
XOXO, JANE...<3
+well don give up on ur exam..it's tough but you'll make it thru..juz focus on the study n don think too much about it..eventually it's all be over..juz another 5 more month to go..so hold on.
+my grandfather left me a long long time ago..i was still too young to even know anythin'so now i wouldn't know what to do if one of my love ones is dying..i will literally lose hope in life and don knw how to breathe again..it's juz painful..
+I rly duno if the pain is as real as I imagined, it probably is 10 times worst...
+I cry when I dreamt of a love one's death...
+But they say dreams r alwiz d reverse of reality...
+So far, no death of such has occured in my family...
+N yea, d laz was my grandad when I was barely 5 oso...
+It's hard, that's 4 sure, but death is but boarding another bus-master sheng yan...
+Life goes on no matter wot...
hmm..学业方面,如果jane有要贤帮忙的地方,或许要贤教jane的话,贤可以安排时间咯..很高兴jane还没放弃,从jane不想进中六,到现在,不知不觉过了一年了,所以就像jane说的,没有什么事是不可能的,就算jane过得很辛苦,但总会熬过来的,贤会继续陪伴jane到终点的..
至于寂寞而错爱,应该不能说错爱吧,一个人寂寞的时候最需要有人陪,如果当下有个异性跳出来关心,很自然的会觉得很温馨,可能当下就会喜欢上她/他吧!我想男女都是一样的,都是需要被人疼爱,被人关心,因为那时很幸福的是..如果这就是爱,我想那爱情这东西也未免太容易发生了吧..如果说喜欢,我倒可以接受..与其说错爱,那倒不如说是爱错了吧..当下的幸福,可能是不对的人在对的时间给了你安全感,但当你知道他/她不是对的人,拿这份情还能坚持下去吗?但我也不否认,爱情可以培养的,可以从喜欢到爱,从可能需要到不能失去,那我觉得爱情可能就悄悄的出现了..不管谁伤的最深,在这过程里,彼此都上了一个宝贵的课,并没有所谓的吃亏..一切的一切,只是在于你如何去想而已..
二又贝