Live it Right

Life is about making Something out of Nothing at all. If you're able to do that, you're able to do Everything.

Painted Life

Life is like a flower, painted to perfection, yet at the end it wilts, fragile as it is, only the stem left unbroken.

Fallen Leaves

Like the autumn leaves, we fall at times, only to find ourselves blown away by the wind, and thus we reach yet another place.

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+最完美的恋情..::..Dying To Live

+很多话要说,很多事要做...

+但是,每一次都会忘记,因为想到的时候都是在我要入睡之前...
+终于考完试了,松一口气了?不,这次并没有如此的感觉...
+只有失望,再加上愧疚...
+失望自己不够努力,愧疚自己没用心去考...
+随便带过,那就是我的作风?
+假期也等于没假期...
+放假还要回学校,再加上五天的补习...
+还真要命,时间表排到满满的,几乎每天都要上课,每一课又是三小时...
+不过没关系,这一切很快过的...
+所以我也得快快努力,就可以快快完成了...

+感觉我跟我弟的距离疏远了,是我多心吗?
+有时他的话会带点讽刺,可是我知道,他是在提醒我,要我多加努力...
+我就算输给全世界,也不能输给自己吧?
+他都能做到,我没理由做不到啊...
+就像sm说的话,一直在我脑海里徘徊着...
+Nothing is Impossible; Impossible is Nothing...

+我还记得跟贤说过,说就算是乌龟...
+就算跑得再慢,我也要继续往前冲,一定要抵达终点...
+现在,路程已经走了三分之一了,只剩下那么的一点点...
+时间,不多了...
+这是我每天该提醒自己的...
+今天晚上又要去朋友家bbq了...
+昨天跟我班的也来一个bbq,今天是另一般朋友咯...
+今天玩个够,明天又要努力了...
+因为是新的一个月,新的一个星期,新的一天...
+那么,我还有什么借口呢?

+今天早上五点才睡觉呢...
+哈哈,还真破记录了,改天干脆不睡就好了...=P
+累死人了,刚才又睡了不到一小时罢了...
+我下午都会失眠的啦...
+我做么这么迟睡吗?
+昨天整理房间咯,把我的东西全排好了...
+因为要开始决战了!! Aja-aja!! 嘻嘻...=D
+还给人骂傻瓜这么迟睡,原本也打算放着今天整理就好了...
+可是我整理的时候都会把全部东西弄成一堆的,看到我很不爽...
+然后越整理越多东西要整理...
+而确我的动作很慢咯...
+然后姐和妹又在客厅看"小娘惹"...
+我一下一下出去又siam2一下...
+我不看的啦,没时间看啦...
+而确也不这么想看...
+只是吸引力太大了...
+连我妈每次开福建戏看,我就算不看也会坐着听我妈说陪她看...>.<"
+每次又在客厅读书,因为房间很热...
+要省电,保护地球,所以都尽量不要开冷气...
+可是最近的天气,我开五号的风扇都流汗啊!! 你说要命不要命啊??
+所以也是没办法咯,尽量别开这么低哦!因为温度越低,就越吃电...

+应该没什么了啦,就算还有什么也忘了...
+所以,算了,嘻嘻...
+等我有空再写,哦,想到了,现在转去感想部分,看下面咯...
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+对了,我记得想说什么了...
+以前,每次跟姐妹说,不要因为寂寞而错爱...
+因为我发觉之前身边的女生,好像非有男朋友似的...
+换男朋友好像在换衣,这么说是有点难听啦...
+而却不知道的人都会以为她们发花痴吧...
+但,我又怎么可能不知道呢?
+那些分手了后,哭得你死我活的女生...
+她们的心痛,我都看在眼里...
+可是当时的她们,不是真正的失去爱吧...
+而是失去那份情而已...
+现在,应该也知道,自己追求的是什么了吧...

+那一天,又看"向世界出发",那天的香港演员是梅雪,
+她说,婚姻,是一场必须守规矩的游戏...
+游戏的规矩一旦不被遵守,那么就Game Over了...
+那一集她去了印度...
+见证一个被家长安排的婚姻...
+双方都没见过彼此...
+却可以忘了爱情,选择婚姻...
+感情真的能够培养吗?
+没见过的恋人真的能得到幸福吗?
+梅雪是个事业有成,爱掌握在手里的女人...
+可是她宁愿选择爱情,也不宁愿选择婚姻...
+Perhaps as the saying goes...
+Marriage is the graveyard of Love...
+Is that so? Heh...partially it is...
+这是无可否认的事实...

+那么,我想问的是,男生也会因为寂寞而错爱吗?
+在这种情况下,到底最后伤得最深的...
+是自己,还是对方?
+爱情不是添满空虚的工具...
+如果因为寂寞而爱,那份爱已经存有缺线了...
+没有完美的情人,只有不完美的两个人制造彼此最完美的恋情...
+所以,谁都不会是谁的代替品...
+因为每一个角色都有属于自己版本的书...
+而有些角色,只不过是过客,所以连名字也没出现在书里头...

"幸福不一定非爱谁不可,爱错了,又能如何,难熬的,会经过的..." - 别再哭了[罗忆诗]

珊---<@



+English section, haha...
+Well, this is gonna be a short one, shorter than the chinese anyway...
+Eek, evry epi I watch of Ugly Betty makes me cry, lol, emo kid...heh...
+Well, ther's lots of moral 2 learn in that story, evryone shud watch it, haha...
+Yea well, I noe, I luv that show, a lot~=P
+Erm, a thought came across me, "What would you do if the one you love is dying?" or "What will you if you're the one leaving?"
+This is just a random q, no events 2 relate it 2, thk I asked it bfor, hmm...
+It's hard 2 say, matter-of-factly, bcoz we've nvr been thru that...
+Many thgs in life r unknown until we go thru it ourselves...
+They say to put ourselves in the shoes of others...
+But most the times, the size juz doesn't fit...
+So, ther's no way we cud possibly comprehend exactly the grief they held...
+All we can do is stand by them, life goes on no matter wot...
+But I know, I wud be the 1st 2 break down in such circumstances...
+But if ther's another thg I know is, I'll find a way 2 be the one 2 stay strong n help others up...
+Easy said ha? Well, when u fell 2 many times 2 the ground, u'll learn 2 nt stay on the ground...

"Life is never unfair and dissapointments are merely motivations, and it's a process in making us a fighter..."
...edited from Koko's phrase, kaka, he asked me 2 lor... 
ori: "Life is always unfair and full of disappointments! But yet, it's merely a process in making us stronger! "

XOXO, JANE...<3

3 Responses so far.

  1. +well don give up on ur exam..it's tough but you'll make it thru..juz focus on the study n don think too much about it..eventually it's all be over..juz another 5 more month to go..so hold on.

    +my grandfather left me a long long time ago..i was still too young to even know anythin'so now i wouldn't know what to do if one of my love ones is dying..i will literally lose hope in life and don knw how to breathe again..it's juz painful..

  2. +I rly duno if the pain is as real as I imagined, it probably is 10 times worst...
    +I cry when I dreamt of a love one's death...
    +But they say dreams r alwiz d reverse of reality...
    +So far, no death of such has occured in my family...
    +N yea, d laz was my grandad when I was barely 5 oso...
    +It's hard, that's 4 sure, but death is but boarding another bus-master sheng yan...
    +Life goes on no matter wot...

  3. Anonymous says:

    hmm..学业方面,如果jane有要贤帮忙的地方,或许要贤教jane的话,贤可以安排时间咯..很高兴jane还没放弃,从jane不想进中六,到现在,不知不觉过了一年了,所以就像jane说的,没有什么事是不可能的,就算jane过得很辛苦,但总会熬过来的,贤会继续陪伴jane到终点的..

    至于寂寞而错爱,应该不能说错爱吧,一个人寂寞的时候最需要有人陪,如果当下有个异性跳出来关心,很自然的会觉得很温馨,可能当下就会喜欢上她/他吧!我想男女都是一样的,都是需要被人疼爱,被人关心,因为那时很幸福的是..如果这就是爱,我想那爱情这东西也未免太容易发生了吧..如果说喜欢,我倒可以接受..与其说错爱,那倒不如说是爱错了吧..当下的幸福,可能是不对的人在对的时间给了你安全感,但当你知道他/她不是对的人,拿这份情还能坚持下去吗?但我也不否认,爱情可以培养的,可以从喜欢到爱,从可能需要到不能失去,那我觉得爱情可能就悄悄的出现了..不管谁伤的最深,在这过程里,彼此都上了一个宝贵的课,并没有所谓的吃亏..一切的一切,只是在于你如何去想而已..


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