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By Sicreci

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+最完美的恋情..::..Dying To Live

+很多话要说，很多事要做...

+但是，每一次都会忘记，因为想到的时候都是在我要入睡之前...

+终于考完试了，松一口气了？不，这次并没有如此的感觉...

+只有失望，再加上愧疚...

+失望自己不够努力，愧疚自己没用心去考...

+随便带过，那就是我的作风？

+假期也等于没假期...

+放假还要回学校，再加上五天的补习...

+还真要命，时间表排到满满的，几乎每天都要上课，每一课又是三小时...

+不过没关系，这一切很快过的...

+所以我也得快快努力，就可以快快完成了...

+感觉我跟我弟的距离疏远了，是我多心吗？

+有时他的话会带点讽刺，可是我知道，他是在提醒我，要我多加努力...

+我就算输给全世界，也不能输给自己吧？

+他都能做到，我没理由做不到啊...

+就像sm说的话，一直在我脑海里徘徊着...

+Nothing is Impossible; Impossible is Nothing...

+我还记得跟贤说过，说就算是乌龟...

+就算跑得再慢，我也要继续往前冲，一定要抵达终点...

+现在，路程已经走了三分之一了，只剩下那么的一点点...

+时间，不多了...

+这是我每天该提醒自己的...

+今天晚上又要去朋友家bbq了...

+昨天跟我班的也来一个bbq，今天是另一般朋友咯...

+今天玩个够，明天又要努力了...

+因为是新的一个月，新的一个星期，新的一天...

+那么，我还有什么借口呢？

+今天早上五点才睡觉呢...

+哈哈，还真破记录了，改天干脆不睡就好了...=P

+累死人了，刚才又睡了不到一小时罢了...

+我下午都会失眠的啦...

+我做么这么迟睡吗？

+昨天整理房间咯，把我的东西全排好了...

+因为要开始决战了!! Aja-aja!! 嘻嘻...=D

+还给人骂傻瓜这么迟睡，原本也打算放着今天整理就好了...

+可是我整理的时候都会把全部东西弄成一堆的，看到我很不爽...

+然后越整理越多东西要整理...

+而确我的动作很慢咯...

+然后姐和妹又在客厅看"小娘惹"...

+我一下一下出去又siam2一下...

+我不看的啦，没时间看啦...

+而确也不这么想看...

+只是吸引力太大了...

+连我妈每次开福建戏看，我就算不看也会坐着听我妈说陪她看...>.<"

+每次又在客厅读书，因为房间很热...

+要省电，保护地球，所以都尽量不要开冷气...

+可是最近的天气，我开五号的风扇都流汗啊!! 你说要命不要命啊??

+所以也是没办法咯，尽量别开这么低哦！因为温度越低，就越吃电...

+应该没什么了啦，就算还有什么也忘了...

+所以，算了，嘻嘻...

+等我有空再写，哦，想到了，现在转去感想部分，看下面咯...

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+对了，我记得想说什么了...

+以前，每次跟姐妹说，不要因为寂寞而错爱...

+因为我发觉之前身边的女生，好像非有男朋友似的...

+换男朋友好像在换衣，这么说是有点难听啦...

+而却不知道的人都会以为她们发花痴吧...

+但，我又怎么可能不知道呢？

+那些分手了后，哭得你死我活的女生...

+她们的心痛，我都看在眼里...

+可是当时的她们，不是真正的失去爱吧...

+而是失去那份情而已...

+现在，应该也知道，自己追求的是什么了吧...

+那一天，又看"向世界出发"，那天的香港演员是梅雪,

+她说，婚姻，是一场必须守规矩的游戏...

+游戏的规矩一旦不被遵守，那么就Game Over了...

+那一集她去了印度...

+见证一个被家长安排的婚姻...

+双方都没见过彼此...

+却可以忘了爱情，选择婚姻...

+感情真的能够培养吗？

+没见过的恋人真的能得到幸福吗？

+梅雪是个事业有成，爱掌握在手里的女人...

+可是她宁愿选择爱情，也不宁愿选择婚姻...

+Perhaps as the saying goes...

+Marriage is the graveyard of Love...

+Is that so? Heh...partially it is...

+这是无可否认的事实...

+那么，我想问的是，男生也会因为寂寞而错爱吗？

+在这种情况下，到底最后伤得最深的...

+是自己，还是对方？

+爱情不是添满空虚的工具...

+如果因为寂寞而爱，那份爱已经存有缺线了...

+没有完美的情人，只有不完美的两个人制造彼此最完美的恋情...

+所以，谁都不会是谁的代替品...

+因为每一个角色都有属于自己版本的书...

+而有些角色，只不过是过客，所以连名字也没出现在书里头...

"幸福不一定非爱谁不可，爱错了，又能如何，难熬的，会经过的..." - 别再哭了[罗忆诗]

珊---<@

+English section, haha...

+Well, this is gonna be a short one, shorter than the chinese anyway...

+Eek, evry epi I watch of Ugly Betty makes me cry, lol, emo kid...heh...

+Well, ther's lots of moral 2 learn in that story, evryone shud watch it, haha...

+Yea well, I noe, I luv that show, a lot~=P

+Erm, a thought came across me, "What would you do if the one you love is dying?" or "What will you if you're the one leaving?"

+This is just a random q, no events 2 relate it 2, thk I asked it bfor, hmm...

+It's hard 2 say, matter-of-factly, bcoz we've nvr been thru that...

+Many thgs in life r unknown until we go thru it ourselves...

+They say to put ourselves in the shoes of others...

+But most the times, the size juz doesn't fit...

+So, ther's no way we cud possibly comprehend exactly the grief they held...

+All we can do is stand by them, life goes on no matter wot...

+But I know, I wud be the 1st 2 break down in such circumstances...

+But if ther's another thg I know is, I'll find a way 2 be the one 2 stay strong n help others up...

+Easy said ha? Well, when u fell 2 many times 2 the ground, u'll learn 2 nt stay on the ground...

"Life is never unfair and dissapointments are merely motivations, and it's a process in making us a fighter..."

...edited from Koko's phrase, kaka, he asked me 2 lor...

ori: "Life is always unfair and full of disappointments! But yet, it's merely a process in making us stronger! "

XOXO, JANE...<3

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By Sicreci

9 love

+幸福的解脱..::..Loving Without Attachment

>>Wrote this d day bfor yesterday, directed esp 2 sum1, due 2 connection pro, oni able 2 post it 2day, so i'm changing my on9 time on the weekends to 11am..

+Dun rly noe wot is ther 2say, except that my fren juz ask me...
+要怎么安慰一个正在绝望与伤心的女孩?
+At 1st I chuak, coz my other fren tgh emo rite now, I thought he was talking about her...
+Apparently not...hyez...
+I oso duno ler, like I said, no one can help you unless you want us to help...
+如果你不伸出你的手, 别人再怎么努力, 也只能无能为力...
+因为, 不管你想不想让自己好过一点...
+问题不是在于你想不想, 也不是在于你能不能, 而是在于你要不要...
+愿不愿意踏出第一步...

+很多人在沮丧的时候, 都会说, 我办不到...
+是真的没办法, 还是不肯去想办法, 也不肯去接受那已经于是无补的事实??
+可惜? 爱情里, 没有可不可惜的, 能让你幸福的, 才是最实际的...
+不管是回忆, 还是本人, 重要的是, 你要懂得, 爱一个人, 不应该是痛苦的...
+如果你爱的人, 都没办法保护着你的眼泪不让它流下, 那么, 为何还要耿耿于怀呢?
+我再重新表明我的观念...
+不是别人不明白, 而是你自己不明白...
+你到底追求的是什么? 是爱情, 还是他?
+如果是爱, 那么, 为何不把他放了, 去追求另一个真爱?
+可是, 也许, 你已经分不清了, 一直认为自己是爱他的...
+那真的是爱吗? 不是的, 对我来说, 那只不过是执着...

心是肉做的，跳得太强，很难恢复原装。

人是肉做的，爱到某个程度，占有欲就开始做主。-无名

+既然决定爱一个人，为什么还三翻四次的喊痛呢?
+不是我觉得心烦, 而是你让我感到很无奈...
+我不介意你伤心的时候找我, 更不介意借个肩膀给你依靠...
+可是, 你需要的, 不是我的陪伴, 而是他的拥抱吧?
+爱情是美丽的, 别让自己的占有欲万胜那最真实的情感...
+放开，让自己重生，也放他自由...

The Bird Cage is not lock...

All you need to do is fly away and set yourself free...

+对不起，我只能说，他爱不起你...
+不管当中你们之间发生了什么事...
+我也没必要去懂什么事来判断...
+在我看来，这已经不是愿不愿意，也不是值不值得的问题了...
+而是他让你的眼泪流的次数多过他让你微笑一百倍...
+我说的没错吧？自己想想吧...
+最后一次他真正让你幸福的时候是几时？
+还记得吗？就算记得，也只是一片模糊的视线吧？
+可是眼泪却依然不停的流着...
+醒醒吧，恋爱中的女人都是愚蠢的，都是盲目的，都不理智的...
+我知道，因为我也当过那种"女人"...
+所以，我告诉自己，不能再当那种"女人"...
+也要阻此别人当那种脆弱的女人...
+阿叔也说过，只要相信自己不是那种女人，就不会是...
+我相信自己，也相信你，那么，你相信自己吗？
+朋友，把你左边的手伸出来吧，同时也把你右边的手放了吧...
+我只能希望，你能爱自己多过爱任何人，不要再折磨自己了...

"The pain will go away, but the beautiful moments stay on forever..."---败犬女王

P.S.:幸福的解脱，定义就是要你解脱自己，来换取另一个幸福...

珊---<@

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By Sicreci

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+好孩子..::..Spero Meliora

+到底, 该怎么做个好孩子呢?

+长大了, 爸妈也很少对我大声了...

+只是唠叨是一定有的...

+妹妹被骂, 我的心也会感受到...

+一直觉得为什么她就不能懂事一点?

+每天要我们全家提醒...

+吃饭, 冲凉, 读书...

+只有上网不用我们提醒罢了...

+害到妈妈今天都发火起来了...

+妈妈发火, 爸爸火就更大了...

+而我就只好保持沉默, 在一边坐着...

+其实心里也会"Terasa"的...

+就是觉得我都会说她不听话...

+可是我又好到哪里去呢?

+不被他们骂就是乖孩子了吗?

+我知道, 他们希望我考上政府大学...

+每次想到我都觉得无奈...

+上数学真的是个折磨...

+我也希望能让自己别想得太复杂...

+可是, 一天比一天更脆弱...

+每一天提醒自己, 要坚持到底...

+相信自己, 一定行的...

+万万不要说自己做不到, 因为如果连自己都放弃自己...

+那就没有谁可以帮得到你了...

+为什么当初的某人也变了呢?

+是因为环境而逼不得已吗?

+曾经说好的, 一起加油...

+可是, 现在, 究竟是谁快喘不过气了呢?

+看到你这个样子, 你叫我怎么继续呢?

+不要放弃好吗? 振作一点吧...

+想当个坚强的女孩...

+输了, 不要气馁, 再来一次...

+一切都在我掌握之中不是吗?

+只要我努力, 肯定有结果的...

+可是如果不努力, 就一定不会有结果...

+所以, 冲好了继续努力吧!!!

"放弃很简单, 坚持才是强者..."

珊---<@

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+Aja2!! Gambateh neh!!

+Wot my title means? It's a latin phrase, I remember d high skul motto, it's Meliora Hic Sequamur[Strive To Be Better]...well, this has almost the same meaning, translated into...

Spero = To aspire or desire

Meliora = To imporve or make better
Actual Translation: It was a motto which meant "we can, and we will, do better".

+Or most commonly known as, "I hope for better things."

You're not alone

together we stand

I'll be by your side

you know i'll take your hand

when it gets cold

and it feels like the end

there's no place to go you know i won't give in

no I won't give in.

Keep holding on

cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

just stay strong

cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

there's nothing you can say, nothing you can do

there's no other way when it comes to the truth

so keep holding on

cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

"No one in this world is alone, someone will always be there for you, as long as you keep your heart open..."

XOXO, JANE...<3

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By Sicreci

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+时间只不过是个借口..::..Let Go Of What's Holding You Back

+我究竟是怎么了?

+到底要用几久的时间才可以忘记?

+也许时间只不过是个借口...

+就像我当初写过的诗歌一样...

+当初+

时间,

是个借口,

不是所有起因的解答,

从哪开始, 哪结束,

时间无始无终,

河水终究流不断,

没有尽头, 没有靠岸,

忘不了当初, 判不到未来,

日子久了, 思想被沉淀,

也不再想这么多了,

但那份情感, 却依旧挥之不去...

+至今+

时间,

真的只是一个借口,

要忘记一个人,

就比如要记得一个你从未见过的人,

忘得了当初的情感,

却忘不了过去所留下来的伤痕,

伤口能复原,

记忆, 却没办法删除,

换句话说,

有些人, 你是一辈子都不会忘记的,

就算, 他是你一生中最想忘记的人...

+疗伤? 什么伤?

+我都没伤口, 没什么好要复原的...

+只是有必要重生...

+To Be Dead & To Rise From The Dead...

+我想忘记, 重新打造新的回忆...

+But, To Forget Someone Is Like To Remember Someone You've Never Met...

+是难以办到的事吧...

+就算我的人有多健忘...

+就算我会忘了当初的感觉...

+就算我不再当一回事...

+人会忘了一切...

+唯一不会忘记的, 就是你曾经用真心对待过的人...

+有时候, 真的很害怕付出真心,

+因为不被珍惜的真心, 只会让自己感到廉价许多...

+有句话说说, "没有值不值得, 只有愿不愿意..."

+"只要愿意, 就是值得..."

+可是, 当初的愿意, 是否会换来今日的懊悔?

+很多人就是这样吧...

+所以才让我有了防备之心...

+很难, 再用真心去相信一个人...

+相信他们说的话, 但不相信他们的真心...

+昨天跟我朋友说: "爱情没有保证卡, 所谓的永远, 就是彼此在一起的每一刻...", 只要懂得珍惜, 未来不算什么...

+今天读了一整天的书, 偶尔还会想起他...

+害我心不在焉的...

+我努力的不去想, 可是, 还是想起了, 那不该想起的陌生人...

"有些人, 你想牢记在心, 却发现, 日子久了, 他却无影无终的从你回忆里消失了...";

"而有些人, 你想忘了他的一切, 却发现, 几年后的你, 在失忆里依然想起他..."

珊---<@

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+Study oso touch & go, I noe my heart is not wif me for the moment, act flying across the sky, transcending the ocean...

+I noe I nid 2 kip my mind straight, it's nt the time 4 me 2 lose it, nt right now, I nid 2 focus, n push 4ward, oni half year 2 go...

+I nid 2 endure the constant agony of being in skul, being in maths class or wotever, it's an ordeal I hev 2 go thru in order 2 c the light of the day...

+I know the laz thg I nid right now is 2 feel regret later on...

+So it's time I keep my priorities straight, right now, evrythg of anythg is the laz thg on my mind, getting 3.0 is my main concern, crossing my fingers...wish me luck...^^

+Lemah semangat, I admit, even my dad says so, so, +oil +oil!! Muz.. persevere...... until........... the............. very............... END... n now when is that? Lol, it nvr ends does it? Ala, until, erm, say, until another chapter of my life la...finish dis chapter 1st, later sambung the rest lor...worry so much oso no pt rite? Might as well take thgs as it is...

+N yea, wanted 2 say sth act, sth that happened 2day, I went 2 JJ wif my family juz now, n I saw sum1 that looks like him, which is not him ofcoz, but, it juz makes me feel "terasa", yea, that kind of feeling, n then I keep looking at that sum1 that looks like him, zzz, duno y la, juz that, can't kip my eyes off, n well, to tell u the truth, if it happens 2 be rly him, I guess the 1st thg I'll do is turn around, thou that contradicts wot I wrote in my poem, but normally, that's wot I'll do, until I 4gets about that sum1, 2 the state wher I can't recognize him, u noe?

+It takes me 2 years usually, 4 me 2 get 2 that stage, that is oso, if I dun happen 2 bump into him within 2 years, zzz, hopefully, not, n seriously, I'll nvr 4get that sum1, but, I wudn't remember exactly the way that sum1 looks like, sumtimes even 4getting his name, time doesn't erase the memory, but it erases the image, at least partially...

+It's funny, how u'll bump into sum1 countless times, n how you'll nvr bump into sum1 no matter wot, I alwiz bump into one of my best frens lor, no matter wher I goes 2, he's like wot? The yellow man? Haha, well, merely coincidence, but 2 much of a coincidence, yea, the guy that I fall for years ago, say, 5 years ago? Lol, old story, still best frenz anyway, n yea, I 4got about the way I felt about him, nt even d slightest hint 2 make me recall wot I felt bak then, that's y I say, u can 4get how u felt, but u won't 4get the memories...coz I remember that I like him, n d thgs I did, but nt the way I feel...

+Juz like watching a movie, u remember that movie, esp when u c it d 2nd time, but u can't feel the same way u did when u 1st watched it, it's different, it's sth u cannot feel again no matter wot...it's the same thg wif love, that's y I stick wif the philosophy that "Love holds no second chance..."...Surely, many will disagree wif me, but wot I meant is that you can't re-love sum1 when u hev dis-love that sum1, the feeling, it juz ain't the same, d 2nd time u try 2 luv the same person, u'll find that the feeling isn't as precious as the previous, "Love just doesn't come twice..."...so appreciate the once you had...

Quotes from "The Teaching of Buddha"

+Happiness follows sorrow, sorrow follows happiness, but when one no longer discrinates between happiness and sorrow, a good deed and a bad deed, one is able to realize freedom...

+The secret of health for both mind and body is not to mourn for the past, not to worry about the future, or not to anticipate troubles, but to live wisely and earnestly for the present...

+Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment...

+Enuf wif 2day, wanted 2 write a super short post act, but end up writing a super long post instead, typical me, lol, when I start writing I juz can't stop, zzz, n wot's the time now anyway? Almost one, crap, exceed my time limit ad lor...that's wot happens when I'm nt tired, n yea, probably shud off 2 bed now....ok then, oyasuminasai, will crap more later, same time 2moro, heh, if I manage 2 work out the connection, zzz, sux like hell...

"It is not what happened in the past that hurts, it is the memories that forbids you from moving on..."

P.S.: If only you're able to let go of the memories...

XOXO, JANE...<3

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