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Like the autumn leaves, we fall at times, only to find ourselves blown away by the wind, and thus we reach yet another place.

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+Rainbow Tagged Me...=P

Whoever gets tagged have to write 10 things about that person who tagged him/her...
  1. Her name is Cai Hong, literally means Rainbow, hehe, wot a beautiful name...=)
  2. She's a prefect in my skul...
  3. She has a sayang that she shares everything with...=P
  4. She's a friend that will keep u in her heart...^^
  5. She is open minded and doesn't mind accepting ppl's opinion...
  6. She is friendly and easy to chat with...
  7. She has very lovely big EYES...O.O...=p
  8. She's kawaii des ka neh...
  9. She cools things off quickly...
  10. I'll love to know more about her...=D

+There's always a rainbow that shines after the rain, if only you're willing to see...=)

The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about her/himself...

  1. I do not like PINK, but I do luv certain kinds of pink, the pink wher evryone luvs is the pink that I hate, I prefer rose shades or magenta, go google it n c if u duno wot shade it is...
  2. Still, again wif the pink, I so cannot stand guys wearing PINK, juz dun fancy, except if it's in a shade suitable wif their skin, still, mostly I juz hate that certain pink...
  3. I luv collecting music albums of artist whom I find worth admiring, the one that can rly compose, sing, or write, I do not support artist based on their looks n dislike artist that oni hev looks but no personality...
  4. I luv to read manga, n watch anime, if I got the time that is, I'll buy my fav animes when I saved up enuf, download them n burn into a disc when I ain't got that much of cash...
  5. I luv handmade stuff, n luv giving ppl handmade stuff, it's not the value that counts, it's the thought that matters, n the time spent 2 do such stuff...=P
  6. I blv in fairies, they ought to exist sumwher in the world, but can not be seen, nor touch, nor hear, yea, dun u noe they're invisible? Haha, so how do we noe they exist? They simply will let u noe...=P
  7. I luv to scribble my note book whenever I'm bored or had the inspiration to do so, mostly it's about love or friendship or whatever frustration I feel, n my note book has about more than 10, probably 20 perhaps? Haha, been scribbling it since my adolescent years I guess?=P
  8. I can oni draw a girl, not a guy, bcoz the guy alwiz ends up looking like a girl, n it's been so very long since I draw, since my drawing rather sux..hehe...shud we say sketch, I never colour my drawings, since my colouring sux even worse...
  9. I luv my friends, I luv 2 be around them, they let me cool down, I dun like 2 talk about matters that I decided not 2 think about anymore, but end up talking about them still if it keeps bugging me, still, I rather ppl not ask, I'm the kind of person who will say when I wan 2, n keep quiet if I dunwan 2...mostly the latter doesn't happens, coz I juz can't seem 2 keep my mouth shut...
  10. I do not believe in forever, eternity, or one and only, until sum1 proves 2 me it exist n that is only if they were 2 stay bside me at the present of the future...

+Smile like never before...=)

At the end, you need to choose 5 people to be tagged and list their names...

  1. Angela
  2. Ling
  3. Jeff
  4. People whom I 4llow their blog
  5. People who is reading dis post...=P

"Get to know someone else before you decide to like them or hate them..."

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+癫鸡婆[Chicken Backside]...

时间: 11.11pm...

心情: 乌云...

感觉: 火滚...

+现在的小妹妹...
+有够"辣"的...
+以为我就不会么?
+SZB, 你做初一我做十五叻!!癫鸡婆!!
+我被讲就算了,说我鸡婆这个那个的...
+自己比我还要鸡婆,在那里加盐加醋还挑弄是非...
+反而有种反过来说我??!
+还是初次遇见这种人!!
+害到我朋友莫名奇妙无辜的给人讲...
+弄到我也很内疚,可是他却一直说没关系,唉...
+我是格外人,都这么火大了,他怎么可能不在意呢?

+对不起哦,都是我太多管闲事了...
+心里觉得很不安,你还担心我会不开心...
+弄到我更加的不知所措...
+你真的是,很懂事,连我,都败给了你...
+真的很想哭了,我都长这么大了,还跟小妹妹过不去...
+反而到头来还要一个小妹妹来安慰我...
+唉,一言难尽,这次,真是一个失误,但却让我打开眼见...
+怎么样才是真心朋友?而怎么样才是不良"好友"...
+口口声声说关心自己的朋友...
+却为了一件小事闹得天翻地裂...
+真是有够无聊的,讲人等于讲自己...
+但对付这种人,也没必要对他客气吧...
+一群没家教的癫婆,给我知道是谁,我真的有可能忍无可忍的一巴掌绍过去...
+可是道理来说我也不会亲自出马,反正他们迟早会有报应的...
+这种人不会有好下场的,那又何必弄脏我的手打个禽兽都不如的人呢...
+我是很火大,现在已经消了七七八八了...
+昨天一肚子气到凌晨三点才睡觉...
+而刚才中午又补睡了三小时,等下还是继续读书吧...

+真的弄到我很想骂三字经,认识我的人都懂我最讨厌人家骂三字经...
+可是脑袋却不由自主的在骂,有很多我连意识都不会叻...
+真是KNS,我还想骂那一群癫婆KBL叻...不懂什么意识,就是想到...=P
+算了啦,过去了,为了这种人低级的货色生气也是多余的...
+过了今天,又是新的一天!!=)
+有我这一群好朋友就够了...
+剩下的,去他的,真的很不值的...
+我想早上起来就会忘了啦...^^

P/S:不要问我什么事,也不要问我谁是谁,因为我不想再提这件事了,就在此把一切化成灰,当什么都没发生过...

"如果是真心朋友,就会为朋友的快乐着想,而不是为了他好,就选择去伤害他,这是世上最自私的朋友..."+"Everything happens for a reason, even the smallest deed or the biggest sin of all..."

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+The moment you deny me is the moment you ripped my heart out...

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+累[Exhausted]...

时间: 1.40am...

心情: 晴天...

感觉: 麻木...

+到底今天过得开心,还是不开心呢?

+应该是开心多过不开心吧?

+虽然只是我一个女生...

+也许就因为只有我一个吧...

+大家不怎么会High起来...

+男生总有自己的圈子...

+而我,又属于哪一个圈子呢?

+今天,很累,又开始没气了...

+真的很想,待在一个人的怀里...

+真的很想有个人给我像枕头一样抱着...

+现在,也只能抱我枕头咯...

+很累了,我一定要撑下去...

+至少到年尾...

+一定要...加油吧!

"偶尔的累,等你充好电,再次奋斗和努力!..."+"Holding on requires even more strength than letting go..."

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+VK Rules! @ Been To Hell...

+Finally finish watching vk 2...lol... Took me such a long time 2 finish it, but that's my style... hehe... Luv it so much, thou Yuuki din choose Zero in the end, but that has all been figured out hasn't it? I thk the most kyut couple in the show is Senri & Rima, hehe, luv Shiki's hair, red in colour...=P... n Rima is juz so kawaii, she looks a bit like Misa of Death Note, wif d hair tied up like that...=)

+N 2day SUX like hell...

+I broke my toe nail laz nite, it breaks from the inner one, so ther's blood clotting now, n hurts once n awhile...so I wore slippers 2 skul 2day, lol, n the thg is, that is not wot makes me so upset...my phone was bleach wif acid...argh...erm, the nail polish remover which contains acidic compounds, crap, n the skin juz peel off, omg, n that isn't the worst part, the liquid got in between my hp, it's a sliding phone, n the screen juz blurz, right now it's switch off, n I dun thk it'll be a gud idea 2 switch it on, well, hev 2 take it 2 the hp shop 2 chek n c, worse cums 2 worse, I'll hev 2 get another phone, T.T...no money nia...y does it alwiz happens so? Perhaps it knew that I'm planning 2 get another phone, but it's not until next year, these thgs seems 2 happen often, I wonder y, bfor that it happened 2 my purse, coz I've been wanting 2 change it, now it happens 2 my phone??!! Wth!!?? Crap...so sad...wanna go cry my heart out, but, no tears, T.T...so sad...sad...sad...:'(

"Sometimes, you just have to deal with what happened                                      and learn your lessons in a hard way..."

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+旋转的旋律[Around & Around]...

+昨天,情人节,过的是单身节...哈哈...
+单身万岁!还蛮有感触的,可是还是把它忘了...
+因为,我已经很满足了...
+虽然有很多时候,我依然会觉得被隔离,走在不同的路线上...
+可是朋友,不都是那样当的吗?...
+情人也好,朋友也好...
+重要的不是适合不适合,而是彼此愿不愿意接受彼此...
+我说,又有谁不渴望爱情?
+但匆匆来的,总是一闪而过...
+例子我实在看太多了...
+使用瓶还是免了...
+太过于追求,只会让自己失去已拥有的...
+那是什么意识呢?
+就是未得到的不一定最珍贵,不要为了得到,而失去已有的宝物...


+昨天下午跟她们一般女子去唱歌...
+还真High呢,永远的快乐,我不会忘了吧...
+真是好歌,哈哈,弄到整个人都快没气了...
+回到家真的很累了,所以只好放一个人的飞机...
+唉,抱歉了,实在没气了,感觉上你好失望哦...
+竟然答应你了却没陪到你...
+算了吧,我知道你不会生我气的,嘻嘻...
+睡了个觉,起来后去JonkerStreet,陪阿姨逛逛...
+还好今天取消了,真的没气了...


+刚刚去kota吃satay~
+还去Eye on Malaysia那里看他们放风筝~
+好美的风筝哦!接到整排都是...呵呵...
+哦,有点很想坐摩天轮...
+可是暂时还没想到要跟谁坐好...
+玲玲,我们一起去叻...哈哈...
+其实,我喜欢坐摩天轮和旋转木马...
+希望有一天会有那么一个人陪我去坐吧,我会耐心的等待...xD
+跟朋友坐也好啊...可是有谁要陪我呢?哈哈...
+还很累哦,多一下再睡一下下...
+好了咯,情人或没有情人,只要你开心就好...=)





"我宁愿等待真正对的人,也不情愿遇上错的人..."

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+Dedicated To All...


This is a poem that comes straight from my heart, 
For all of those who seek solace in love,
Love is undefined to the state of infinite,
It cannot be touch neither can it be seen,
Solely it is from our heart within...


Need not find love for it will find you,
Look no other than where you stand now,
If you do not see the one you seek,
It doesn't mean that he doesn't exist,
For the time has not come for him to appear,
Thou shall know better than to rush into love,
For rush it always ends up the other way around...


Trust you not a fool to be blinded by love,
Love is not blind just open your eyes,
Don't be taken by the words of beautiful lies,
See through it all and decides what's true,
For underneath the truth lies a love so real...

"True love is proven through thick and thin,
and sticking together until the end of time..."


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+暂时让你去[I'll Leave You Alone For Now]...

+虽然知道大家在想什么...
+但是却让我的心很不爽...

+抱歉了,心想什么不由得我去控制...

+也不是在指责任何人,等我冷静就会忘了...

+只是觉得时间实在有限...

+原本以为这星期出去就好了...

+但现在我也懒得,再看吧...

+而下个星期又是威威的生日...

+该怎办好呢?

+没有理由要让他一个人过啊...

+小弟弟说不出去了...

+另外一个也是不懂在忙什么神秘东东...

+又不让我知道,真是的...

+唉...好像只有我在乎罢了??

+为什么每次都是我??
+我就这么心软吗??

+唉~做人太在乎也不是件好事...

+人家把我的关心当作理所当然...

+真是的,就如他们说的,我是大家的好朋友吗?

+随时随到~有时候在想,值得我为他们付出吗?

+算了啦,反正我时常都说,"朋友不必多,一个真心的就够..."
...
+我知道,有人会一直陪在我身边...谢谢你哦...=)

+只是,我真的希望,大家会关心身边的朋友多一些...

+就算他们关心我不比我关心他们得多...

+但重点不是我一个人...

+我是不会丢下我朋友不管的...

+难道他们忙到来一点时间都没有吗??

+那我就很空闲吗??

+那我就很多钱吗??

+我都没做工了...

+还有很多书要读呢...

+我太关心,他们怀疑我的真心...

+我管太多,他们认为我很多事...

+有谁真正知道我的心??

"友谊的岁月有限,一旦失去了联络,有可能再也找不回了..."

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+The Concept Of Tomorrow...

+Knight rider? Hehe...cool car...cool concept...see it for yourself here.

+BMW has created a new concept car, and it is unlike anything you have ever seen before. It is a shape-shifter, has a textile skin, and it challenges our perception of what a car should look like.


+Other interesting stuff...

+3D wallpaper, click here to see tearable wallpaper.


+Using a complex array of perforations, the pavilion's surface allows light to pass through creating shifting patterns, which-during specific times of the year-transform into the legible text of a poem. The specific arrangements of the perforations reveal different shadow-poems according to the solar calendar.

+I can go there evryday 2 read a different poem, haha...

+More pix

+The "art" of applying stickers to walls and windows is quite common, but it is rare to see somebody apply the same effect to a floor. Especially when you do it the way Transparent House has done - by making a permanent pattern in the concrete itself.

+Luv drawings on the floor, there're galleries painting words on their floor, n the result is simply amazing...but kinda hard 2 read la, since u need 2 walk n read...hehe...

+More here

+Have you ever wondered what a Lamborghini would look like as a family car? Well, here it is.

+In any case it looks stunning - or to be more precise it looks like a mildly tamed beast that will, at any moment, rip your head off and growl at any red lights nearby.

+Hey Angel~a, wanna get one urself?Hehe...

+More details here

+K then, interesting site, here's the link, see it for yourself...=)

"The world tomorrow exists from the visions today..."

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+The Day So Far...=)

+Okay ther, taking a break, finally managed 2 type finish the Q&A, lol, typed the wrong answer, so wasted a lot of time, but it's okay, since I'm gonna type the questions for those answers as well...

+Hmm, woke up wif a headache 2day, abdomen pain, n then I realize I even hev flu, lol, stop 4 now, who noes it'll cum bak later on, been drinking a lot of water, still feeling thirsty, the weather is hot, wot can I do...so yea, I 4got 2 mention, din go skul 2day, thx god I din go, aikz, duno use how many tissue papers ad...lol....

+Erm, erm, wot else ek, tight schedule tight schedule, nid 2 get bak on track at 4pm, which is 10 minutes from now...hee, no hmwrk act, but I've been rly lacking behind, nid 2 catch up bfor I can't even c the road ahead...oh god...it's so dark it's freaking me out...=P

+Oh yea, Le Tour de Langkawi reach Melaka 2day, yay~hehe, got 2 c the cyclist, right in front my house, fwoosh~ off they go in a blink of an eye, erm, act I thk not even a blink, my god, they are so faz, like the wind...the moment they passes thru, my heart act beats faster, can u imagine the speed they cycled? Seriously, no kidding on this, now I feel like cycling, haha, but the weather is hot, or else I'll cycle myself 2 the photocopy shop, so now I'll juz hev 2 wait 4 2moro 2 photocopy the stuff...

+Bz bz, aiks, 5 minutes ad, so faz? Aiyoyo...okla..I thk I go hev sth light n then continue doing my wotever work is ther 4 me 2 do, probably shud revise my maths...k then, laterz...take care, n hev a nice day...

P/S: Drink more water...=)

"It doesn't matter what you did yesterday, or the day before, what matters is you do something today..."

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+25 Random Things About Me...

 
1) I'm a sentimental soul to the  extent that I cry during romantic scenes, reading newspaper, yea, or listening 2 the news, I even cry listening 2 songs...

2) I don't believe in forever, to me forever is present, as long as you live in the present, then forever you have achieved...

3) I alwiz contradict my own words, sumtimes  without even realizing it, my apology, I'm still a kid, forgive me...

4) My 1st impression to others, as u urself shud noe, is cold, stuck up, quiet, n those who knows me will probably has seen the "wild" side of me, kaka, I can go crazy when I'm wif a bunch of crazy freaks, go quiet when I hev nth 2 say...

5)  There are many thgs I wan 2 do, but will never brg myself 2 do it, one of it, is driving, hmm, wait ar, wait ar, auto plz?=P...no rly, electronic car better, they juz invented one, kaka...

6) I have a passion for poetry  whenever I hev inspiration, I'll write and correct it and write again, or mayb edit it into another version, but sumtimes, living itself is an inspiration, and right now, everythg seems 2 be beyond words 4 me 2 write into a poem, mayb when I cum 2 distinguish wot's real and wot's not, I'll write again...=)

7) I am stubborn, and hate to listen 2 wot I already noe, even though I do not necessary do such thgs..lol..yea, sue me...=P, pluz, I hev no common sense, seriously, so yea, kbkk questions are pretty hard  4 me 2 do, err...juz can't thk wif sense...lol..

8) I wear dresses, not skirts, but the dresses are usually for special occasions, since they're much 2 formal 2 wear on normal days, skirts are hard 2 match, so jeans will alwiz be my pick, or shorts, it depends...

9) I  am a good fren 2 many, but only a few best frens that will stick by my side no matter what, n 4 that, I am very fortunate 2 hev them, 15 years, 9 years, 2 hev reach so long n still frenz, it's not ez, so I dun rly mind hi-bye frenz, as long as I hev my dear frenz...but life without frenz is simply boring...

10) I cannot stand  the sight of used tissue, it's rly disgusting, argh, n I cry when I got scared by a lizard, frog, rat. I'm afraid of man's best fren, even if they dun bite...lol...

11) My style varies that I can look older than my age or younger than my age whichever I prefer, anyhow, it doesn't rly matter...lol...best of both worlds?

12) People think I shud eat more, they thk I hev eating disorder, truthfully, I'm rly not that thin, I'm not size zero anyhow...

13) I hate ppl 2 bug me when I'm sms-ing, watching tv, msn-ing, n etc. So whatever you ask me or say at that moment, it's rly my partially concious mind listening, so I get mad whenever sum1 said they asked me n I say yes, but honestly, I wasn't aware of wot I said, so ask me when I'm not doing all those thgs...lol...

14)  I'm afraid of fire,  even lighting a match is a tough job 4 me, and I only cooks instant noodles n nothing else...

15) I am  a slow moving person, that evrythg I seems 2 do is slow, except 4 when I walk, it's faster than evryone else, lol, I dun run thou, I stutter when I speak english infront of others except those I'm familiar wif....

16) I've a twin cousin. Xin's my younger other half :D

17) I dun take pork, beef, duck, especially lamb, so wot do I eat? Chicken n fish...lol...

18) I sux at sports, n the way I play is very funny, be it bowling, badminton, basketball? haha, u'll know if u get the chance 2 c me play, which rarely happens..kaka...

19) I  luv the place 2 be bright, so the lights are alwiz switch on in my room...I'm afraid of looking at the mirror in the dark, yea...even resorted 2 cover them if it's not the one in my room...lol...

20) I rarely smile , but when I do, people thk I'm nuts...lol..

21) I miss the trampoline  my parents left in kuching, s'wak, hyez...so sad...go buy another one go...

22) I love vampire  related series, movie, novels, as long as it's a vampire I find myself attracted 2...haha...

23) I'm thin  and tall bcoz my name is that way 2...=P

24) I slp wif 3 pillows, sumtimes 4, muz hold  a pillow in my hands or I'll get rly uneasy..

25) I luv nasi lemak that I dun mind eating it evryday..kaka...

+I've procrastinated long enuf, so I thk I'll stop here..hehe...

"There are times when I'll sway away, yet life is a circle that keeps going back, so whatever it is, remember who you are, and where you're at, then you'll always find your way home..."

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+明天的太阳[Sun Shines Tomorrow]...

+二月七日,明天的太阳出现了...哈哈...
+寿星公和姐妹们~
+明天的太阳蛋糕...=P

+寿星公切蛋糕~
+还唱K叻,100Plus Anyone??
+这就是今天在ktv的庆生会...哈哈...十九岁了咯...
+哇,真没想到,我自己也会拿麦克风唱...哈哈...
+真的管不了这么多了...
+虽然很多时候都唱错...
+Bo pian lor...不是很熟习那些歌...
+英文歌又没几首...
+今天闹够了啦...
+有够累的...
+刚刚还很精神呢...
+现在却开始越来越困了...
+唉,头发还湿,怎么睡?
+都是某人咯...
+弄到我整身都是蛋糕...
+开什么玩笑?
+算了啦...
+还好洗得掉...
+只是蛋糕有点浪费了...
+大家出来开心罢了嘛...
+人家又不是故意的...
+要怪还不是会怪到自己头上来...
+很累了咯...
+明早还得做工呢...
+到此为此吧...
+迟些再继续写...呵呵...
"明天的太阳总是新的..."+"It's a new day everyday..."

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+Craps...

L A S T
1. Friend you saw: Patricia...

2.Talked to on the phone: No one...but I wanna talk 2 Xian2...T.T...
3. Text: 6AS1 Monitor... =P
4. IMed: Mirra...miss u...


T O D A Y
1. Wearing?: PyJ...
2. Better than yesterday? Worse..argh...god..help!!!

T O M O R R O W
1. Is: Thursday
2. Got any plans: zzz...-.-

F A V OR I T E
1. Number:13
2. Color: white+black+blue+crimson+indigo
3. Season:sunny

C U R R E N T L Y
1. Missing someone: More than sum1...
2. Mood: SUX!!! Ish ish!!
3. Wanting to: get out of SKUL!!! Crap!!

S A D-S E C T I O N
01. Have you ever really cried your heart out? +Sure
02. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? +No doubt
03. Have you ever cried on your friend's shoulder? +Never tried, lend me a shoulder anyone? Right now...:'(
04. Do you cry when you get an injury? +Yup...pretty much...

H A P P Y -S E C T I O N
01. Are you a happy person? +Not rly...
02. What can always make you happy? +My frenz...
03. Do you wish you were happier? +Perhaps...
04. Is being happy overrated? +No way...
05. Can music make you happy? +Helps a bit...

L O V E -S E C T I O N
01.Anyone besides your family ever said they loved you? +Yea...dun say it if u dun MEAN it!!
02.Have you ever told someone you loved them? +Yea..n I MEAN it...lol....

H A T E-S E C T I O N
01. Who do you actually hate? +neh..u can't hate sum1 u duno...n sum1 u noe..u dun hate them...mayb dislike...
02. Have you ever made a hate list? +in the past..i thk...
03. Are you a mean/bully? +If sum1's mean 2 me, paybak time..lol...

C U R R E N T L Y W E A R I N G
01. Shorts? +No
02. Shoes? +No
03. Necklace? +Yea...

H A V E Y O U E V E R
01. Hugged someone? Yea...giv me hugs anyone? +I seriously wanna crumple down now...

02. Been on the phone until the sun came up? +Nope..I wish...
03. Put a song on repeat for more than an hour? +No way..oni my sis does that n it irritates me...it spoils the song..so stop doing that!!


L A S T
01. Last person you talked to in person? +Mummy?
02. Last person you talked to online? +Mirra+Ling
03. Person you talked to on the phone? +Wanna talk 2 u...wher r u??
04. Person you hugged? +Giv me one NOW...zzz...T.T...
05. Person who made you laugh? +No one..
06. Last Person you messaged on myspace? +No myspace...

O T H E R
01. Do you get along with your parents? +Kinda...they duno me...lol...which parents does their kids?

C U R R E N T
02. Current hair: Short
03. Current Thing You Ought To Be Doing? P.A...dunwan do dunwan do!!!=(
04. Current desktop picture? Foldings of crane...PEACE!
05. Current music? Fish Leong...


NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT AND BE HONEST. .DON'T CHICKEN OUT. . . .

1) Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirty?+Single n flirty...
2) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? +Yea...
3) Do you want kids?+God knows...
4) How many? +...
5) Would you consider adoption? +??
6)) If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? +Honestly juz stay the way thgs are now...
7) Do you want someone you can't have? +Neh...If I can't have him, there's no point wanting him...
8) Have you fallen in love?+No idea
9) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries? +Yea...
10) Do you believe that you can change for someone??? +Change 4 the better...
11) Is it a good day? +Nope...
12) Have you ever broken a heart before? +Duno
13) Does your ex still have feelings for you? +No ex...
14) Do you believe in long distance relationships? +Depends...
15) Do you think any of your friends will repost this? +Yea...

"When you feel like giving up, just think about what you're throwing away by doing so..."

A Post Without Image

+最后一天[Last Day]...

+头还是有点疼...
+刚从两个老师家回来...
+时间9.44pm...
+晚餐也还没吃...
+肚子也不觉得饿...
+也许是因为最后一天的关系吧...
+一个星期就这样过了...
+唉,又要开始累回了...
+虽然新年也过得挺累的...
+但至少累得开心,累到不觉得累...
+功课还有一大堆呢...
+明天又得赶着做了...
+慧说我是很多人的好朋友,真的是如此吗?
+也许是因为我是个好的听众吧...
+就连他也这么看待我...
+真心的朋友我也很足够了...
+老实说,不多人会像我这样...
+拥有许多会记得我的朋友吧...
+而愿意陪伴我的,也会随叫随到...



+刚刚跟威威,廷廷,飞飞去拜年...
+虽说跟那俩个老师不太好...
+我想老师也在怀疑我是其中一个的"她"吧...呵呵...
+也没想这么多,因为真的是最后一天了...
+之后要出去也难了...
+又想到慧今天跟我说的...
+我跟他们亲密的举动往往会让人误会吧...
+有时候在想,他们其中一个是我男朋友也不错...
+至少有个人给我靠,有个人疼我,有个人好抱...
+那种感觉是多么的温暖...
+也许很多人都认为我发花痴吧...
+其实我伤心时,真的不需要什么...
+虽然都会找棒棒糖,冰淇淋来吃,但其实并不什么有效...
+其实安慰我的方式,很简单罢了...
+只要你一个拥抱,我只想你在我身边...
+这样我就不会觉得寂寞了...
+很多人还看不惯吧...
+我跟男生[对他们来说]亲密的接触...
+只有跟我熟的人才不会见怪...
+都看管了吧?其实也没什么的...
+我们又不是抱在一起...
+其他的,也只是普通举此罢了...
+我也管不了这么多...
+因为我喜欢那种感觉...
+只要知道自己的分寸...
+他们都是我的好朋友...
+所以喜欢跟他们在一起也是平常事...
+为什么一定要分男女呢?不都是朋友吗?
+也许如果我能喜欢其中一个也好吧?
+但目前这也是少许有可能发生的事...
+毕竟彼此实在太了解对方了...
+但以后的事很难说吧,人生难测...
+谁知道几年后再见,他跟她成了一对...

+10.23pm...吃了一包我的最爱...
+呵呵,知道我的人应该懂吧...
+暗示就是星期日...嘻嘻...
+我真的很爱我的朋友...
+有时候我在想,什么年代了...
+身为女生的我就不能主动出招么?
+哈哈,应该也难吧?
+以我的性格,那不是我的作风...=P
+那什么才是我的作风呢?
+其实我算是够坦率了...
+最讨厌那些拉拉扯扯的...
+不喜欢就说嘛...何必浪费大家的时间呢?
+所以,如果一个男人真的喜欢我...
+我会用我的真心去喜欢他...
+可是现在,我也不会想了...
+只要一年,之后还有半年给我休息...
+现在得好好的读,好好的考,别想太多...
+缘份往往在你不注意时来...
+而单生也不错嘛...
+没有人会吃醋,也不受任何人控制...
+但独自飞翔的小鸟也会想找个伴的一天吧...
+现在就让我独自享受现吧...呵呵...=)

"自由自在也好,有人陪也好,最重要是活得开心就好..."+"Live your life the way you want it to be..."