+Reminiscence...

+1st of all, Happy CNY!!=)

+Juz came bak from SKE...
+Saw him right bfor d chanting began...
+Who is him u may ask?
+Well, it's a secret I cannot tell...xD
+Juz a tiny little secret that oni happens once a year...haha...
+I knew him for 4 years already...
+He n my 3rd bro was d only 2 guys I can recall of from SKEDS 2002 camp, n was quite close 2 him, juz not as close as my 3rd bro...
+Wasn't sure y, if I'm not mistaken he shud be 22 now...
+Yea, so when I was 14, he was kinda 17, that's rite...
+So he treated me like a lil girl most of the times I guess...
+Can hardly remember either...
+Still can't believe that it's already d new year...
+Time flies in a flick of an eye...
+I'll never forget him even though we're not in contact...
+N we c each other oni once a year...
+Perhaps it's becoz I'm alwiz attracted 2 him whenever he's around, not d kind of attracted, but the kind wher u'll juz feel like being around sum1, even without words... 
+That was how it alwiz is...



+N another reason is that, he's d kind of guy that looks good even in his bad hair days, yea, "That kinda guy..."...I won't say he's damn handsome, but rather blessed with a face that I doubt anyone will ever thk of him as a bad guy, even when he's all cool, all quiet, I guess he's d kind that u'll c in d office as ur boss, n still can't believe wot a gud looking boss he is, but u'll never even try 2 speak 2 him personally...
+N here is why I'll never forget him, it's rly funny, I can still remember that part when he said so, it was rly amusing...we were suppose 2 stage a play at d camp, n then since no girls wanted 2 play d part of d girl, he was chosen 2 play d girl, =P, I was helping out backstage, n we fit him into a dress, then he look at our expression n say sth that sounds this way, "That's it, I'm never going 2 wear another dress in my entire life..."...haha...xD...it was rly funny, he was forced 2 act that part, not that he wanted 2, poor him...but we had our share of fun...hehe...
+Since then, I'll oni c him in d temple during new year eves, but that is not d reason y I go 2 d temple ler...evry year it wud nvr cum into my mind that he'll be ther, but each time I sees him, it's like I hev little butterflies in my stomach, the adrenaline rushing thru....
+That's how it is, it's a tiny little crush I had ever since I knew him I guess...but he's not d kind of guy that I wud approach, he's d kind of guy that exists only in my dreams, n will nvr cum into reality...I wish we cud atleast be frenz, but perhaps it's d age gap, n I'll alwiz be the little girl he sees..."I guess I still am a little girl, that hangs on 2 a memory, like a child does 2 her daddy..."

"If only we get to know each other, I'll be happy to have you as a friend..."