People always say I'm weird, Over time, I have grown use to their perception towards me (1st impression) It's always the same thing, but as I grow, I realize I'm starting to break that wall. I used to put up a wall around me, refusing anyone that come close. I'm the type that won't bother getting close to you, Bcoz I'm the type that grow close to ppl over time. Let me explain why I think I myself am weird. It's not the way I look, rather the way I act. I suppose the reason is due to many factors, One

Sometimes I think I pay too much attention to those around me, except for those right beside me. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends, I love my family, I love my boyfriend, But trying to be there for everyone is a headache. I try to make it a point to divide my time equally, Only to feel that I still have a preference for some, Which in return may have neglected the rest. Even my boyfriend complain I forget about him when I go back to my hometown, Majority of my friends are in Melaka, those close

I've been Smiling more recently, after some comments from the ground that I should. I guess I owe it to ppl, bcoz it's not like they owe me money right? Greeting others with smile, it makes you feel good when they smiles back, If they don't, it's okay, you took the first step. Ppl close to me knows that I don't usually smile, when I'm happy, I just laugh like crazy, But no I have this tight lips that just won't smile, well, I've been trying to pry open the tight lips of mine, =) Anyway, I always

I have this light addiction, if not "serious" addiction doing online shopping. Sometimes offline as well. I have to buy at least 1 clothes per month, otherwise I feel damn itchy very beh tahan. For every money I earn, I spent it half on clothes. I was able to keep track of the stuff I buy by limiting the amount of money spend on clothes. But then even RM250 per month is damn alot. ><" I always make it a point to only spend what I have, But doing my intern in KL is not helping at all, And I

Being in the office doing nothing I just feel like writing. Going for the Interview tomorrow! OMG. Nervous Wreck. I am well aware of my chances, but a girl's gotta try eh? I know I am not as slim, not as pretty, not as outstanding, But if there's one thing I know, I know I'm always staying true to myself, And to me, the most important thing is treating others with sincerity. Don't smile at me and talk bad behind my back, These days, I'm learning to smile and accepting others just the way they are

9 out of 10 people that ask me what I study in Uni will ask me, "Why Literature?" Well, I never really thought of that, "My answers were always, because I love writing, and not Shakespeare style, mind you." "I love expressing myself in words, writing poems, writing blogs, even short anecdotes." "I love the way words bring something to picture, it's like a picture says a thousand words, but in reversed, a thousands words paint a picture." My lecturer once said that "We're teaching humanity

2 Weeks into my Internship and I'm already Ticking off the days. Why can't I ever fit into somewhere? I'm always feeling lost, without a direction. This is so annoying, The more I stay in the office, the more I don't feel like getting an office job, the more I go out into the field, the more I hated seeing ppl (esp when my job requires me to ambush ppl). What have I gotten myself into? I seriously don't know what I want, and they say try when ur young, I have no idea where I'm going, or what I