Live it Right

Life is about making Something out of Nothing at all. If you're able to do that, you're able to do Everything.

Painted Life

Life is like a flower, painted to perfection, yet at the end it wilts, fragile as it is, only the stem left unbroken.

Fallen Leaves

Like the autumn leaves, we fall at times, only to find ourselves blown away by the wind, and thus we reach yet another place.

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个人观念

闷,明天考作文,
现在,不知该读什么好,
希望我会写吧,
叫我篇故事还行,
叫我写论文嘛。
那倒是,有点难度的说。><"

好怕,英文对我来说,
都希望能考好,
特别有种不满自己的英文,
就是不甘愿,
觉得自己写得很好的同时,
还是觉得自己写得不够好?!
这怎么说呢?
就比如,我很满意自己的作品,
但从正确的写作方式来看,
我是否能达到一定的水准呢?!
><"...aiyo...

反正,其实我上来这,
不是要谈那个啦,
还是说明一下那个题目,
“所谓,个人的观点” 都因人而异,
人生本来就要像味道一样去品尝,
酸甜苦辣,
在我们成长的过程中,
都会遇到,
不忘了,咸,谈,点点的滋味。

因为某些人,
我却领悟到了,
做人,真的要学会,
宽容大度,懂得包容,
懂得释怀,也懂得谦虚,
这世上,应该,不多人能做到所谓的境界吧。

以我的个人观念,
我们可以想做一些人,
可是心态问题,
有点难度,
或许我这么说,
假如,
你想着,做慈善,
是因为,想上天堂,
这个心态其实,并不太好,
因为这说明,
你要求回报,
可是,很多时候,
你并不是这么认为,
只是自己心态自然而然会联想到,
把慈善和回报连在一起。
我们,总是,
在跟自己挣扎,
能让我们失去控制的,
没有别人,
只有自己,
我还真的是,
要学会调整一下自己的心态,
改善一下,自己的情绪。

我不是神,
我只是人,
好心,也要用在对的人,的身上,
有时候,好心,反而,害人害己。
+Life is all about seeing the world from a kaleidoscope, each of us see things differently, each of us percepts things our way.

珊,上。

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Sad Case

After reading what seems to be directed to me, I must say, it's pretty amazing, how someone can get mad at me, just for the "unfriendly comment" that I leave, as the person deem so, sigh, reality is hard, ppl, can be harsh, I know that, but, it makes me sad, deep down, really. 

Not because of the way that someone was mad at me, but rather the way someone deals with a small matter so “小题大作”,it's okay, I learn from my own mistakes, I learn from ppl's mistake. Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned, I mean, well, hell hath no fury like any woman judged. Almost the same thing, never mess with a woman, that is why I like guys more, even as a girl, I don't rly like my own attitude, I know so, I admit so.

Anyway, if my comment offended anybody that I'm a frequent visitor to their blog, do let me know, you don't want me to comment, I stop commenting. It's hard you know? Trying to convince myself, that ppl can be better, that I myself can be better. It's really hard to believe, I wonder if I will stop believing, there are ppl who will actually get better, and there's actually a better person. That is “宽容大度”.

Nic, I gotto say, thanks for being my friend, I think I ought to stop "busy body" about ppl's life, since it makes no difference, the comments I leave them, and it actually makes them angry, that's not good rite? Step back, I'll learn to survive. That is why I'm so afraid of the real world, real ppl makes me scare, it's okay, they don't know me, they can judge me all they want. 我对得起自己的良心,我问心无愧,也许大家总是认为我的自以为是,可是我知道,不都是这样,我还需要成长,还需要成熟,可是我想,我还是要保留着小朋友的心态,今天难过,明天就忘了。

我只能说,我的出发点是好的,别人要说我什么,那是他们的自由,我不会生气,我已经习惯了,我只知道,没有人可以让你生气,佛说:“让自己生气的是自己而非别人。在别人伤害了你的时候,不要企图去报复。你放过了别人,也就放过了你自己。所以我们要善用智慧,不要总是用记忆来修理自己。每个人的角色不同、看法也不同,我们只要用包容的心来看待事情,也许就不会那么痛苦了。”
Sincerely, Enaj.

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Ought to zip it. =|

Hmm, I just realize something in me,
Perhaps it's good, perhaps it's bad,
It really depends how you see it,
As usual,
I always ended up making someone piss at me,
Not the first time, ain't gonna be the last,
But for the first time,
I wasn't pissed that those people are pissed at me,
Weird thing har?

I've learned sth actually,
Ppl who says I'm judgmental, sarcastic, or prejudice and etc.
It doesn't really matter.
Nobody will actually come out and say,
They are not either one of the above.
Who dares say so anyway?
I'm sure each of us will be one of those at times,
And when somebody thinks you're judging them,
Honestly, they're judging you as well,
Don't you think so?
That's what I think, anyway.

I guess, being friendly, or giving friendly advice,
Still doesn't work with me,
As I end up always being seen as the unfriendly person.
Sigh, so to say,
I'm not trying to defend myself or prove a point,
But, before you think someone else is judging you,
Perhaps you should check and see if you're doing so yourself.

So long then. 

Sincerely, Enaj.

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Shopaholic

Haiz. Had some bad experiences while shopping online, kinda dissapointed ad.
Dunwan to shop online ad, where's the fun of it rite?
Sigh, wanna try and c n thk whether it's nice on me.
Stop shopping online Jane.
Yea, I seriously shud stop!

Feel cheated sumtimes,
All those unethical sellers, heh,
Fine fine, u wan continue cheat ppl continue la,
But I dunwan to be cheated ad.T.T..
U suck, earn ppl's money without conscience.

I alwiz thought of doing a business,
If one day I really can do that!!!
I will not be one of those unethical cheaters!
Yahar!
Actually not all that bad la, only sometimes. xP
But I alwiz end up buying things I don't wear or use. xD

Sign, Enaj.

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Aku bosan ler...

Sien..sien...sien...
Baru study until Chapter 4...sien...
Later study 2 more chapter...
Tomorrow finish another 4 chapter...
Sien..scan saje..
I thk har. tikam je la.><"
Sign, Enaj.

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非诚勿扰

最近爱上了看《非诚勿扰》,
中国收视率很高的节目。
题目的意思是【非有诚意的人,不要来打扰】
不是电影版,而是综艺节目,
其实也不算,
正确来说是相亲平台,
给单生男女机会寻找另一半,
也许大家会觉得这种节目很现实,
另外也不切实际,
为什么这么说呢?
也许两个陌生人从不同地方来,
不同岁数,不同观点,
能在一起是个不太可能的事吧?
的确,觉得有些参与的女生爱慕虚荣,
要不就看外表,看格子,
甚至是看对方的打扮都有,
却当中还是发现,
再好看,再有钱,再聪明的男生,
也不一定能让一个女生心动,
这证明了,
说到心动,
格外条件,都是多余的,
女生,往往要找的是,
靠谱的男人。

男生女生应该看看,
因为节目中时常会领悟到很多你忽略的东西。=)

希望大家能找到属于自己的幸福,不要说你没资格,要不就改进自己,要不就永远孤独。

珊,上。

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Definitely, Maybe.

Suppose to be studying, but instead I spend my time watching love movie, hehe.

Definitely, Maybe. A 2008 heart warming movie,
I'm sure most people will not actually sit through and finish it,
It's kinda boring in a sense,
But I have no idea why,
I just want to know how the story ends,
And I'm not the kind of person who flips to the end of the movie just to find out,
So I patiently sit through it all,
And it made me smile, and cry, and glad, for having feel the love of it.

The love that you can have for that special someone. =)

Sign, Enaj.

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Pisau Cukur


Just finish watching a Malaysian movie that I got from a friend,
Wanted to watch it when it was screened in the cinemas in 2009,
Directed by Bernard Chauly!!! The director of Gol & Gincu!
But, as usual, mana ada orang mau teman I pi tgk eh?

So glad I finally got the chance to watch it!
Really nice, hehe, and entertaining,
Humorous in a different way,
Light-hearted and you just go "aww", "ah", "oh"...all the time watching it. =D

Aku suka!
It really isn't about a "Pisau Cukur",
There's nth wrong for loving money,
But happiness is much more priceless. ^^

P/S: Aaron Aziz is just so charming! xP.

Sign, Enaj.

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One Down!+What Da Heck

Whee!!! Was so kan jiong up to this morning,
Was very kan jiong when I'm answering the questions,
Honestly when I saw the q's, I was a bit relief,
Bcoz I knew a bit about it,
But after answering it,
I'm not so sure anymore, haiz...
But, eh well,
What's passed is passed.
Prepare for next week's test!!!

Anyway, u noe,
I rly dislike dislike sama sekali,
Wif girls that goes dating with guys behind their bf's back,
Wth rite?
Seriously,
Can't u juz be faithful to a person?!
If ur juz hanging out, fine, it's alrite,
But not when the guy had a thg for u,
And ur giving them a chance to FALL for you,
I mean, y hurt another soul rite?
If u noe ur not gonna fall for them?
Feels so shitty,
I kinda pity the girls,
And maybe even the guys,
Can't you get a hang of urself?
Stay off girls that had a bf,
And for the girls,
Know ur limit. Heh.

That's all for today, tata!

Sign, Enaj.

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+Aku x Suka.

Aku x suka balik UKM,
But it's been a really unproductive week,
I thought I could study at home,
But I really couldn't.><"

Sigh, my stomach hurts like hell, again.
Nothing much to say,
Just this,
So long then.

Sign, Enaj.

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Emotional Distress

Was really emotionally unstable last night, while I was at it I went to take an Emotional Intelligence Test. Here's the results.

According to your self-report answers, your emotional intelligence is somewhat poor. 
People who score like you may at times feel that they have trouble dealing with their own emotions and those of others. 
They sometimes struggle to overcome difficulties in their lives and they are not always able to control their moods.
It may be hard for them to understand how best to motivate themselves to overcome obstacles and reach their goals. In addition, they find social interactions difficult at times, for several reasons. 
They may have trouble allowing themselves to get close with others, finding it difficult to be vulnerable enough to establish intimacy or perhaps lacking understanding of, or comfort with, social interactions. 
Perhaps by working on your problem areas, you can become more confident in dealing with your own emotions and those of others.

Nuff said.
Sign, Enaj.

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Why on Earth?

Why is it there's disaster in what seems like a "peaceful country"?
Why is it there's war in the land where everyone is already struggling to live?
What is it with the politicians for all the propaganda they throw at each other?
Has they got nothing better to do?
I thought the leaders are suppose to lead the nations?
But what are they doing?
Humiliating themselves?

All the sex videos,
And one that is "hot topic" recently,
I honestly don't buy a thing they say about him?
I don't know the truth,
But if someone do it on purpose to frame him?
It's not so Coincidentally they got him on tape rite?
N they can't even prove the man is him?
Back to the sodomy thingy?
I thk he's been framed as well.

Let me make this clear,
I'm not supporting him,
But who in their right mind after being "sodomized" by a man,
Will come out and admit it?
That too on his own free will?
So STUPID or what?
Wouldn't he be ashamed if it's true?
The only reason I can think of is because someone OFFERED him a large amount of money,
Money can do alot of things ya noe?
Even admitting for sumthg u nvr did.

There's sth xtremely wrong wif the Politicians,
Acting like kids when they're suppose to be the Adults,
Giving me the feeling that the older people gets,
The stupider and senseless they get,
Now I only wish I'm not gonna end up as one of them,
The one whose mind DETERIORATES as they age.

Idiotic.

They seriously don't care about the people don't they? 
All they care about is bringing each other down,
So sad to see that right?
Unfortunately, that's just the case.

The reason I'm typing this is because I'm sick of the news in the newspaper in the front page all the time, don't they have better NEWS to report? Duh.

P/S: I wonder if they'll detain me using ISA since they seriously have got NOTHING better to do? Lol. I'm being cynical.

Sign, Enaj.

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Eaten Much?

Hmm, I wonder what's in my tummy,
Feel so bloated, sigh...
But I keep wanting to eat, eat n eat,
But I can't...Sigh...

Y??? Tummy too small,
I can't take in so much,
Haven't had my sate celup,
I wanna eat...

Sigh, no mood to study eh?
Juz scan thru a chapter today,
Will do wif another chap in awhile,
Wot do I do eh?
Sigh...

Sign, Enaj.

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World Invasion

Kena tarik pi tgk wayang ni...
Lalala, fair n square la,
Almost he teman me,
I have to do the same oso ma, hee..
As long as it's not horror movie,
Which neither of us watch,
There's not much problem, hehe...

Even though it's sci-fi,
Damn dun like watching sc-fi,
But it's more action-packed than alien-shooting,
I don't have much to comment on it honestly,
Except for my crying part[well, i always sob when the character dies.><"]
Yea yea, I know it ain't real.><"
And well, I think for any invasion movies like this,
The "Human" or the "Protagonist" always win isn't it?
Even though in the beginning the "antagonist" is so power-packed,
So much more advanced than the "Protagonist",
But human's will power will overcome anything,
At least that happens in movies all the time.
Anyway, some people say it sucks,
But well,
I don't have high expectations for movies,
I try to enjoy it as much as I can,
Except for ghost movies,
So yea la,
Watch it if u like this kind of movies,
That's all.

It got me thinking thou,
That if human were to perish,
If the world does not perish first,
The fear is actually there,
Where do we go when we move on?
I wonder.
We probably get separated from our friends n family in the after world isn't it?
That's just so sad to me.
But human don't live long,
We die, and we vanish.

Sign, Enaj.