Seriously, went to one class today, I never did concentrate in class,
So when the lecturer call my name I was like, huh?
Dreaming away, I'm sure that is the exact reason she called out my name,
Been skipping her classes all the time,
I just find excuse not to go everytime,
Kinda sick with classes and assignments.
Unlike 1st Sem,
We pour our heart out doing our homework,
But then we got rly dissapointed,
Bcoz after all the hard work,
We score just averagely,
So it's not discouraging and from then,
We started to not pay to much attention to the little details.
Everything agak2 do is enuf,
Don't have to be so perfect,
Finish assignment, done, pass up, that's all.
Fed up, no wonder my lecturer says she doesn't see the kind of motivation in 2nd year student,
Even me, as a 1st year is starting to lose the motivation,
I have no idea who to blame, perhaps myself?
That I wasted too much time last sem doing something,
Yet I did not get the result that I want in the end,
It's rly frustrating when ppl alwiz judge u based on ur results,
I've already realized that since secondary school,
But it's rly damn right annoying.
I need to find the motivation to sort out everything,
And seriously do my assignment,
I feel so shitty right now,
After having finish one assignment,
And a pile more to go. ><"No one can help you but yourself,
Get a grip.
lol.. that photo look so sexy... >.<
wah.. cool jane.. =)
+Hmm...irrelevant?xP