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Archive for 02.2011

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Footprints in the Sand

We leave footprints in the sand, so that it will be washed away by the waves,
People nowadays, leave footprints online,
As my lecturer says, Facebook & Blogspot.
She said that it's risky to put up our true self for people to see,
Here's the thing, if we don't put our true self,
Do we fake ourselves and let everyone know Mr.Hyde instead of Dr.Jekyll?
Which is the real one anyway?

By means of not posting anything -negative,
Does it include emotional, sentimental, sad, angry posts?
If it is, if we can't even do it on Social Networks,
Where else can we vent our Frustration?
Our Dissatisfaction?
She said don't post anything that we wouldn't say so in real life,
Here's the thing,
We post anything we Will actually say so in Real Life.

I don't get Baby Boomers, seriously,
However in tune they try to get with us,
They still don't get us.
That's the generation gap I'm talking about.

Anyway, enough about that,
For now, I'm being discipline enough and attending every class from now,
It's started to get on my nerves not going to class,
When people who goes to class do not even have an idea what to do even being inform in class?
Yea, they tell me what to do,
But I have no idea what they are talking about,
Neither do they,
Perhaps it's something to do with the lecturers,
Some are just god damn annoying,
Like this one particular Prof,
Gosh, we know you're Prof,
But he has not the decency to treat us in a manner where it is Prof like.
Adakah wave his hand and ask one of my friends to "Pergi"?
It's like asking her to "Blah", she's just standing infront of him.
Duh, weirdo.

I say I'm going to be a good girl,
And go to class myself,
I'm gonna ki siao depending on others,
Even though I alwiz skip class due to physical reason,
I'll try to make myself healthy enough to actually attend classes!
Seriously annoying.

Today's Lesson: You don't have to be Young to be Rude. Some people never learn their Manners.

Sign, Enaj.

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I am Number Four

Yay!!! Watched the movie!
Adapted from a young adult science fiction novel.
A Sci-Fi movie that I actually look forward to watch!
FYI: I don't like Sci-Fi u c, not a fan of Star Wars all that.
After having to wait 3 Hours at Alamanda!!!
Which is at Putrajaya.
Yea, that's 180 minutes! I think it's even more than that, lol.
It's because 10 something all Full House already. ><"

Honestly, I have not much clue what it's about,
And in the very beginning, it looks so...FAKE...
The CGI that is.
That I thought this movie is going to suck.
But no,
I think it's actually quite good,
When it comes to the plot,
Even though there's still some cliche in it,
Where the super power guy falls for a small town girl,
He should have fall for the super power girl for a change! xD

But then, they'll be super power lovers? xP
I sense a sequel coming up,
Surely looking forward to it,
Something different than ever,
Although it's quite similar to Superman concept,
Where they come from another planet,
Aliens as we call,
But resembles our look,
So yea, 
Worth to watch though.
Here are some pictures of those aliens and earthling~!
The guy: Number 4
The girl next to him: His Love
The other girl: Number 6

Warning: Watch it on your own leisure. Don't find me if it's not nice. xD

 Sign, Enaj.

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Finally, It's Over

Feel so sleepy right now,
Suppose to do my essay, gosh,
Can't do anything when I'm sleepy. ><"

25/2/2011: Pesta Ang Pow Kolej Rahim Kajai, UKM.

We are small, we are not united, some even do not see eye to eye,
But together we do our job, and finish it up!
At the end of the day,
It doesn't really matter,
We did what we can,
We see their true colours,
We learn from our mistakes,
We trust to be better.

Anyway, I'm one of the Cosplayers, which I still can't figure out which character, even thou the outfit is like Angel Sanctuary/Soul Eater/Gintama/Trinity Blood. But, it's none of it. ><". 

Show u d pic, if u can identify it, let me noe k? xD...spot me 1st that is. =P

The Thorn among the Roses!!! Yay!! I finally got the chance to portray a guy character!!! Haha, syok yer, I luv guys clothes, but, u noe la, will nvr be able 2 fit into it, 2 thin jor. xD

Now that PAP is over, it's time to finish up my homework, and etc.

Sign, Enaj.

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Invasion of Privacy

Great, our lecturer ask us to add her on Facebook,
That's just so fun isn't it?
The previous lecturer ask us to do a survey,
If it's ok, for university students like us to be friends with our lecturer,
On Facebook.
The answer is No, it's not okay,
It's so, weird, being friends with them,
What's with all your quirky pictures and emotional status for them to see,
It will somehow affect the way they think about you if they see it, don't cha think?
That's what I think.

Anyway, gonna finish up my work asap.
Tired of it, sick of it, dunwan 2 do it,
Numb of it already,
I'm gonna turn myself into a robot, 
N dun hev any feelings but simply complete my work,
That's how they train the soldiers anyway,
Lol. Catch you later.

Sign, Enaj.

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Motivation Needed

Seriously, went to one class today, I never did concentrate in class,
So when the lecturer call my name I was like, huh?
Dreaming away, I'm sure that is the exact reason she called out my name,
Been skipping her classes all the time,
I just find excuse not to go everytime,
Kinda sick with classes and assignments.

Unlike 1st Sem,
We pour our heart out doing our homework,
But then we got rly dissapointed,
Bcoz after all the hard work,
We score just averagely,
So it's not discouraging and from then,
We started to not pay to much attention to the little details.

Everything agak2 do is enuf,
Don't have to be so perfect,
Finish assignment, done, pass up, that's all.

Fed up, no wonder my lecturer says she doesn't see the kind of motivation in 2nd year student,
Even me, as a 1st year is starting to lose the motivation,
I have no idea who to blame, perhaps myself?
That I wasted too much time last sem doing something,
Yet I did not get the result that I want in the end,
It's rly frustrating when ppl alwiz judge u based on ur results,
I've already realized that since secondary school,
But it's rly damn right annoying.

I need to find the motivation to sort out everything,
And seriously do my assignment,
I feel so shitty right now,
After having finish one assignment,
And a pile more to go. ><"

No one can help you but yourself,
Get a grip.
Sign, Enaj.

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Introducing Lil Enaj.

Lalala, got a new hp...
Hehe, happy~
Here's the model.
Nokia X3-02 Touch & Type Lilac colour. Her name's Lil Enaj. =D
The Best of Both World. ^^
I never liked nokia, wanted to get an SE phone, but dis is much worthy than SE, n bsides, I actually like d design, Slim and Sleek. Loving it. ^^. Still prefer a keypad. Then I don't have to look at it to sms. Hehe. xP

Now I'm gonna jimat2 sikit bfor I finish dis sem n get a job to pay for all my other expenses. Still surviving for the time being.

Sign, Enaj.

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A Short Update!

Hello there, type some stuff here bfor I goes bak 2 Melaka n try to finish my assignment in the midst of going out n lepakking wif my frenz. Gonna be bz for the weekend! Assignment due on tuesday. Now oni wan 2 start. Biasalah budak uni. zzz.

Ok, went to Alamanda Putrajaya today,
What for? Watch movie,
Been a frequent movie hang out place for me these days,
Y? Bcoz somebody like to go ther n watch,
Since it's convenient n near,
So what did I watch?
...deng deng deng...

I actually went to watch Sanctum,

Which I didn't think the trailer was interesting,
I thought it's sc-fi so I wasn't interested,
But it's nt sci-fi, it's not so nice, it's not so not nice either,
Average movie that questions the humanity of human,
And now I know why they had to classified it as 18 and above,
Because some scenes are just so yucky,
Not as yucky as Saw, but still yikes, disgusting,
That I don't even dare to see...
Bloods, Meat, Corps. ><"
Grr, he close my eyes in those scenes,
Juz cudn't bare it. @.@
Otherwise I sure have nightmare.

Then we went to Carrefour and bought 30 boxes that contained 18 mandarin orangers in it, that's 180 times 3, so many for what are? Later u will noe lor. xD...for publicity purpose. lalala.

Sign, Enaj.

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Happy Chap Goh Mei!

Was suppose to have our Pesta Ang Pow today,
But unfortunately, we had to postpone it until next friday,
Sad rite? Since today is the last day of CNY.
Anyway, I don't know what to look forward for,
What I do know is I ought to spend my start doing my assignments starting tomorrow,
Due date Feb 22, lol.
Sigh, bored, sien, ought to do my other assignment now, tata. 

This is the banner that I did for the Pesta Ang Pow, actually this is not the final version, but I don't know where I put the final version ad, hehe. xD 

Sign, Enaj

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Hysteria

Hmm, a girl had hysteria for the past two days,
I don't want to talk about it, in fact, I just want to forget about it,
Couldn't sleep well last night,
Kept waking up in the middle of the night, ><".
Hope I get to sleep well tonight,
I admit, I'm a scary cat,
That is why I rather not know than knowing,
What you don't know doesn't hurt. ><"


 

The Scream by Edvard Munch
Sign, Enaj.

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What Woman Want?


Whee, so happy~
Went to watch "What Woman Want" in Mid Valley yesterday,
"Force" sumbody to watch wif me, hehe,
So many ppl neh,
Bought the front row tickets,
Full house yo.

Here's the thing, it's a chinese adaptation of an English movie,
In the year 2000, maybe it's been screened here before,
But I'm only 10, so who knows, hehe.
Like watching Andy Lau's movie anyway,
Just like I like watching Shah Rukh for Hindi movies,
Old but, they still have such charisma don't you think?
Mature guys are so much more attractive. xD
But any guys that are older than me is mature than me, hehe. xP

Erm, okay, back to the movie,
That "somebody" actually say it's nice at the end,
Hehe, u noe la, guys dun watch this kind of movie,
Wonder y girls like to watch dis kind of movie,
They like 2 watch comedies, actions, sci-fi,
Love story is just so...heh heh.
Glad that "somebody" enjoy it lor. hehe. xD

Went to eat "Sushi King" neh,
Whee~Had my "Golden Ball"!
Me likey likey very much. ^^

So that's all for my Valentine's Report. =)

XOXO, Enaj.

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Phase Out.

Forgot to mentioned something yesterday.
Something to do with books.
I used to be an avid followers of fantasy storybooks,
Especially blood suckers that is made up of vampires, fairies, and etc.
Even the immortals.
But somehow, after I entered Uni,
I started to lose interest in it altogether,
This including the series that I've collected,
And have not finish reading.
Somehow,
All the books that is categorized under teen readers don't attract me anymore,
Perhaps because I'm not in my teen anymore?
Even though I'm still a young adult,
But perhaps I'm searching for something much more sophisticated,
Something that is in the fiction department without a less than 20 years old hero or heroin.

When I pick up a book and read the synopsis at the back,
Written there 16-year-old girl, 17-year-old guy etc,
I just put it back down,
I'm not a teen anymore,
I don't want to know about the story of vampires and wolves,
I don't give a damn about their childish play of love story,
Those weren't romance,
Those were flings,
Yea, puppy love and whatsoever,
I could die for you,
Then go ahead and die,
I realize now that it isn't realistic,
So I'm going for something much more realistic,
Something that perhaps a realist fiction?

Anyhow, there are a few books which I would recommend,
Out of the category of young adults,
And are my top favourites of different genres,

1# Psychological Thriller

2# Chick Lit

3
3# Suspense Thriller
So yea, those are the books I'm searching for, the ones that always stay fresh in my memory.
Gonna stock up on books later,
As for my TEEN books,
They are history,
Can open a library for ppl to look thru. xD

Sign, Enaj

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New Layout!

Am gonna keep it simple this time,
The reason I revert back to dark colours is so that I can post funky colours for the words. Hehe.
Like this.

Anyway, went to watch movie with my dear today, hehe. ^^
So happy, lalala~
Even though I didn't want to watch that movie,
I Love Hong Kong, not a fan of HK comedies,
But they never fail to make me laugh,
So I'll still live with it, xP
So hmm, going back Melaka in an hour's time,
Better pack my stuff, and c u ther! =)

Lots of Love, Enaj

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样|子

人,总是喜欢以貌取人,总是喜欢看美丽的人,事,物。
却往往看不见一个人真正的本心在哪里?

我知道,自己也是那个总是看样子的人,
我对人,很多时候也被他们的外表而影响了自己的态度,很可耻吧?
这里,我想说,我发觉了,
真正值得交的朋友,不是漂亮有钱的,
而是再不好看,再不有钱也会讲义气的,
我的身边,真的有那种朋友,
反而好看,学业好,家里有钱的,
原来,本质一点都不搭他的外表,
听了,我觉得自己太单纯了,
总是相信人人都好,
好看的人更好,
这道理太无知了,
越是好看的人,越是不好,也不是说每一个啦,
至少有一两个正是那样。

撞了人,
还直接跑掉,
也不做什么,
听了,我真的,
看不起他。

原来,
这种人,
真的不能当朋友,
因为就算他对你做错了,
他应该,也不会怎样,
良心发现,过意不去,
那些都是个人不好受,
而不是因为弄到对方不好受,
He never will be sorry he hurt you, he'll only ever be sorry he did something bad. 
明白当中的差别吗?
这种人,只会为自己着想,要得到谅解,也是为了自己,而不是为了对方。

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Losing|Focus

Dear Diary, I'm losing my focus in life.

         Writings, essays, assignments, I don't have the heart to do them, is it because I'm lazy? Perhaps. Losing the direction, is this where I want to go? I have no idea? What is waiting for me at the other end? I couldn't tell. We'll leave it like this at the moment.

In the midst of a recovery.

Sign, Enaj.

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CNY|Mode

Eve:

Waiting for CNY to come, just like that, was suppose to go BBQ at fren's hse n count down, then I dun feel like it, so I skipped it, this year didn't go to temple and count down, usually I'll go for CNY Prayers, I just slept early that day.

1st Day:

As usual, go around collecting ang pow, as you grow older it's actually not much fun than when we were younger, we love to collect ang pows, especially the pretty ones, honestly, when we were kids, we didn't give much thoughts about the money, it's the fun of collecting them, because they're so pretty, red, pink, gold, so many different kinds, but as we grow older, we couldn't care less about it, and the fun isn't that much fun anymore.

There's nth much on 1st day, don't even remember what I did at night? @.@

2nd Day:

Open House:

Every year my uncle will do an open house, that has nasi briyani, ayam tomato, KFC!!! Aiming for that, haha, xD, ther's drinks for evryone, laici, sunkist, chinese tea? Hehe. There's even my aunt's homemade cheese tart!  Take some pics but that's all..

Went to another open house, my mum's fren, just drop in awhile, didn't eat much since we've already eaten. Then went to Jaya Jusco and get some stuff for my grandma's Birthday party. ^^

Grandma's Birthday:

Ordered Domino's Pizza! Was suppose 2 order 6 Xtra Large, but instead I ordered 2 xtra, 4 large, nasib x order 6 xtra, xleh habis pun. ><"...last minute added on so much stuff, there's so many kinds.

Food:
1. Satay
2. Otak2 Muar
3. Domino's Pizza
4. Mee Goreng Pedas
5. Bihun Goreng
6. Kari
7. Ayam Teriyaki
8. Ayam Black Pepper
9. Nasi Briyani
10. Nasi Kunyit
11. Spaghetti
12. French Fries
13. Nuggets

Fruits:
1. Pineapple
2. Jambu Batu
3. Watermelon

Drinks:
1. Sunkist
2. Lemon Lime
3. Coke
4. Beers

C how much is that? Double the portion of the people that is here. ><". Scare nt enuf sumore. @.@

Malam: Black Jack.

Hehe, played with a few of my cousins, then my frenz came, played with them awhile, then resume playing with my cousin, even my mum played this year, usually she doesn't play, I lose 2 bucks, I think. Was losing so much more in the beginning, hehe. Fun, but the congkeh sudah balik, 2nite duno got kaki ma...Nak main lagi~=P

We were playing at a round table, outside the house, haha, they we drinking kopi, so if police come, kasi duit kopi lor. xP...

My breakfast today: Fries and Pizza.

Okla, was suppose 2 go bai nian dis morning, but my stomach is nt being well again, so will juz stay at home n wait ppl come bai nian, now I rly gotto run 2 the washroom again, bye!

Enjoy ur CNY!! ^^
Sign, Enaj.