一首让我感动的歌, 动人的旋律，动人的歌声， 让人深深的感受到歌词的含义。 A song that touches my heart, deeply. Such powerful voice, such powerful lyrics. Unleashing your inner soul. Sung by a UKM Alumni. Support M'sian Singer, seriously has a very good voice.

It's been so long since I blogged, I know I say this all the time. Anyway. Only two days and I think I did so many stuff than any other 2 weeks. Crossing off my list one by one. Now I have some other stuff to attend to. Let's check the list. Wednesday: 1. Rehearsal for presentation 2. Live Presentation 3. Sign Language Test 4. Complete Thesis Chapter 1-3 Thursday 1. Presentation 2. Prepare Thesis Presentation Friday 1. Thesis Presentation Next Week 1. Compile Portfolio 2. Gender Project 3.

I wonder, if friends are those that will share their profit with you, Or those who is often trying to outdo you? This society is too materialistic and complicated, People don't think good of others anymore, Am I the only one that feels the way I do? That I want me and my friends to do well together? But are the others only want to out do the rest? Trying to shine on their own? I wonder, in life we make many types of friends, What kind of a friend are you?

Hmm, I think I'm more interested in doing business than studying ad... Haiz, demotivated these days, All I'm interested in is buying clothes, shoes, bags, and all the other things woman like, I don't even watch series on the com, I still do read novels thou, But my life is pretty much boring, I don't even exercise, Everyday I just online, Especially shopping online. ><" Wake up Jane, you have to do your thesis now, So demotivated, especially when my proposal got B!?! What the hell man, so

I wonder what's the matter with my tummy this time, Feels really bad and I have no idea what it's about, probably just constipation again, But keep feeling like vomiting, and the worst thing is I couldn't, Will be much easier if I can vomit whatever it is, Instead of feeling nauseous all the time. Haven't got any appetite, And my tummy feel bloated up, Haven't eaten since last night, Only drank a cup of milo for dinner, OMG, I feel bad, Eat, or don't eat? Eat and feel like vomiting, Don't eat and

You know how we all love looking at Pretty Girls? Yea, not just guys do that, Girls do that too, Most of the times pretty girls attract more attention than guys do, Not to say there's no handsome or good looking guys, But well, not every guy could dress themselves up or make themselves handsome, But every girl has the upper hand by converting themselves from an ugly duckling to a swan, Just by using a magic powder, ahem, make ups. I love looking at how girls dress up and what makes them beautiful, Beauty

Quarrel or no quarrel. It makes me sad. I really cannot understand, Why is it always the people we love the most cannot appreciate us? Or understand us? Why is it that I don't want any trouble and yet she still throw tantrums at me? I really don't understand what I did wrong? When I really didn't do anything at all? Even by doing Nothing is Wrong. I really think I'm gonna develop heart attack, Even though I try to ignore, try to act as if she's invisible when she's mad, Still, the dog bites when

在家里，真的没有我开口的时候， 没有地位说什么， 连小的都不让我，大的更不会让我。 别人总是觉得我静静不出声所以好欺负， 我只是不想说这么多把事情变得难堪。 一个是家人，一个是情人， 我也不懂要怎样， 觉得打抱不平也不能说什么， 这次我真的觉得我家人不会做人， 爸妈教我的教育自己却不记得。 凡事客人为优先， 为什么好像只有我懂这个道理？ 我知道他们懂，为什么就不能记得这个道理， 真的让我很难为情。 为什么别人家的家人对我好过自己家的家人？><" 我知道他们关心我，在乎我， 可是有时候他们却不那么对我， 我就这么没有用，不能说什么？ 我也想去说他们的不对， 可是还是没勇气。 Haiz.习惯了，什么都不由得我说。><

I don't know if I've changed, or I was never the Good girl people expect me to be, I was always doing things with cautious, Always afraid of doing the wrong thing, Now I'm starting to doubt myself, Did I change? Or I was never the me before? The me that tried to satisfy other people unconsciously? Even while I tried to disregard their comments? Recently I'm doing things I never thought I would, Things that I dislike and think it's no good, But recently that's what I'm doing, And I'm thinking if

So boring... Baru Holiday 1 week ad nothing to do... OMG...Actually I have lots I can do, I can watch the series, read the novels, but somehow I find myself rather lazy even doing those stuff.><" It makes me sleepy...zzz. Now I feel sleepy Holidays during weekdays: Eat, Watch TV, Online, Sleep. Holidays during weekends: Yamcha, chit chat, go out Sien... Friends all go overseas ad, one at Poland, Romania, Taiwan, Australia... Y me still in M'sia ar? Zzzz... What to do what to do. Who can

Everyday since I came back from Uni, I have been quarreling with that little pig in my house, I mean what the hell is wrong with her man? Sometimes I question if the one that is something wrong is me? But then I think again, She quarrels with 10 people, I only quarrel with her, So who's in the wrong now? ><" Seriously fed up, The older she gets, the more unreasonable she becomes, Imagine talking nicely, and you get shouted every single day, That's what I go through, and what

And you wanna know why my best friend is a guy? Girls are complicated, I admit it myself, I'm complicated, I don't like being friends with girls, Because I know how they are. No girls will really accompany you until the end, If you have 10 girl friends, Only 1 will stay in touch with you right till the end, That's girl friends for you. And they wanna know why I'm closer to guys, Bcoz guys won't put up smiley faces and stab you at the back, Bcoz guys won't calculate how much they sacrifice for you. Well,

No matter how much I try to disguise myself, Try to put on a masquerade and act as if I can survive on my own, The fact is, I'm still so weak, I still cry easily, For no reason, I cry when I feel lonely, When I feel hungry, Or when I feel angry, Have you ever seen someone crying more than me? Not that you have seen me cry ofcourse? Well, I shall drown myself in my assignments for now, The rest can come later. Adios, Hasta Lue

Human are negligent, if it's just a small thing, we can fix it. But negligent in driving? It costs lives. I was in class, boring as usual, Decide to watch the clip I downloaded a few days ago, My sister ask me to watch it, Yea I know, it's already yesterdays news. It's really Saddening, And horrifying, For a Ferrari to crash into a taxi, And they all ended up dead, or wounded. I mean, what the hell is wrong with the one driving the Ferrari?! If he want to go to hell, Drive into the sea, Instead

Finally, I feel like writing, Because I'm emo-ing, Went to watch Dark Shadows today, Decent for Johnny's performance, Every charming, Well, been a follower since Edward Scissors-hand, haha. Anyway, as soon as I came back room, I feel damn damn down, Very de sad, Why? Because I realize I have to be independent, And I want to be, So most of the times I don't want to ask people's help, But it actually makes me sad that NOBODY really BOTHERS to offer a hand, Or accompany when I need someone, Feels

Got an MC today, What for? Went and do a surgery, Plucked out my wisdom tooth, Lay there for one hour, As the dentist drill my tooth, Gosh, my face is swollen, sigh, Can't open mouth big big, I wonder how do I brush my teeth? Heh. Anyway, wanna talk about some other stuff, These days I'm just so dissapointed with some people, Come the days when you realize it's easy to find someone to share your happiness, But difficult to find someone to share your sadness. I wonder, So called True Friends, And

Thought I post something on this day, it's once in 4 years anyway. I know I've been lacking from blogging these days. That's because I'm always busy doing something else, My life is pretty much pack and I don't even have time to emo anymore, heh. What do I do all the time? Well, if I can break it into 100% within a week, this is what I do. 30% go to class, 10% watch movie, 5% read novels, 10% work on my thesis, 5% work on my tutorials and assignments, 5% eat and bath and etc. 35% sleep. So yea,

I know it's kinda late for my resolution, but here it is. I'll try to name 10 of them(2 ambitious I presume). xD 1. Do not buy Dress until the end of the year. (Bought 5 dresses for CNY alone.><") 2. Do not buy Books until the end of the year. (Bought lots of books enough to last me for a couple of years, or even more. xP) 3. Spend my money wisely (Gonna be broke every semester) 4. Take good care of my hp (While it's still alive and kicking) 5. Go less shopping (While I don't have money) 6.

Haven't updated in awhile, thought I do so today. Two more papers to go! And then I'm free!!!!!Yoohoo~ Anyway, recap of what I've been up to recently. Hehe, got the RM200 book voucher. RM50 use to pay off my debt to my sis, wahaha, Good use of it, since I don't have cash. xD The remaining RM150 use to buy 5 novels, 1 Book Wrapper, 5 pens, 1 eraser. Hee... 1 novel I bought for my elder sis, since she ask me to, 2 novels are crime thrillers, my favourite. xD Another 2 novels is a different genre