+Crap, fail my test kao2 2day, makro, dun thk I'll pass econs this time, well, still, better work hard on mikro, thou I doubt my memory is as good, even though I did study it ad, bcoz I act 4get evrythg, well, 90% of makro, that explains my 10% marks that I can score for this paper, zzz...
+Honestly, I finished within an hour, n do 1/4 of 6/9 sub questions, piang, rly duno how 2 do, it's like my brain go all blank, even thou I juz read about it in the morning, I can't recall anythg at all, n I feel so sleepy, so, juz sit ther n wait 4 the clock tick-tocking, until the test ends 2 hours later, mind u, the test is 3 hours, c how much I did not write??? 2 hours without doing anythg, lol...except day dreaming, I dun even noe wot happened 2 me?? Y can't I remember, or y can't I atleast write sth? But it all seems unfamiliar 2 me, like I'm looking at a foreign language, most of the times, that's wot happens wif math...lol, now u noe y it's such an ordeal 4 me 2 be in mathz class, zzz...
+Clueless, as usual, I guess now I nid 2 piak d other subs, neway, will be online from 11pm-12am from now on, that is the time I'm setting, reason is, bcoz I nid 2 slp at 12am, n that will limit my time of usage, if I use it in the afternoon, I wil kip using it, as u wud hev notice, lol, temptation is hard 2 resist, n been studying 4 two hours juz now, while sms-ing, which takes up extra half hour, sms 2 consult sum1, regarding luv issues again, mind u. I do not thk about love whole day alrite? Juz that my fren is hevin luv matters of her own that nids me 2 clear her senses...
+People in love usually ain't rational, it's true u noe? Bcoz I was that way 2, alwiz thking about the countless possibilities of the future, that we 4gets about the present, it is the moment that ur wif the one u luv that matters, n nth else, nt the past, nt the future, alwiz remember, that today is yesterday's tomorrow, so y bother?
"Don't let the moment slip you away by trying to hold on to it too tight..."
+Oh oh, I juz remembered sth, read the newspaper 2day, n u noe wot? 2 kids, aged 3 n 4 drown in a fish pond or sth, n the reasons?? They were playing by their own outside the house without anyone watching over them, n they thk they drown trying 2 save a kitten, was like, wth?? Honestly, when I read such news time n time again, that a child is lost or died due 2 the callousness of the adults, or their negligence, the thought juz crosses my mind, that they're "Padan muka!!", I'm rly angry at the adults bcoz of wotever happens 2 the child, even thou they didn't mean it 2 happen, but still, that's how I feel, but thgs cannot be undone, y do ppl nvr learn from other ppl's lesson?
+The same tragedy keep repeating itself, I c children at times walking by themselves, n they're nt even primary skul!! or even worse, pre-skul!! Wher d heck r their parents? I was brought up in a family wher no adults will leave their kids wondering around, my nephew, nieces n cousins, those aged 5 n below, u will nvr c them by themselves, an adult or whoever will alwiz be in company, those above, yea, but still, oni around dis area, that is also under watchful eyes, n knowing they're within the hse compound wif no dangerous places...
+So u c, even my sis that is goin 2 be 14 this year, not to say my parents, even myself is afraid if she goes out alone, there's one time she wanted 2 go 2 a computer shop alone, n I juz tell her dun b silly, n ofcoz my dad wudn't let her 2, mind u, for sum1 that doesn't ALWAYS look left n right while crossing the road, y won't we be worry if she goes off on her own?
+So yea, when will these tragedies stop happening?? Does the life of their children dun matter? That they r so ignorant!!! A tragedy that can be avoided but still happens due to ignorance...sigh, when r they gonna learn? That life is fragile, we're not cats, we don't hev 9 lives, n they r little children, it's up 2 us 2 take care of them, dun rip their chance of living, even if life itself ain't that great 2 live in, but it's not up 2 u 2 dcide...and so, I pray, that each child has a chance 2 live n breath...
XOXO, JANE...<3
