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Archive for 10.2009

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+Gunung Dato'...

Okay, so I was having my lunch with my dad in the morning yesterday, and he just say let's go climbing, I'm like huh? Well, he goes climbing all the time, with his friends. He said he's going climbing with my cousin and his 2 girl friends. And I don't rly noe wot got into me, I was having flu, and I just say Ok, took some flu medicine, then off we go!

Zzz, I'm insane, whenever I get crazy I'll do things I don't usually do, for sum1 that rarely exercises, I act go climb a mountain? Well, shud say Forest Hiking 2 be precise, but there's no steps at all, not like Sagil, over Gunung Ledang ther, used 2 go ther tons of times 2 camp, when I'm in primary skul, the waterfall ther is so beautiful, luv playing in the water. But not anymore, not since they charges campers for money, damn those ppl, it's ok it's ok, they say 4 maintenance, but I wonder, so yea, never been 2 ever since, coz it's like rly rly expensive?? Heh...here's a picture of there...




Okay, so the Gunung I went 2 climb it's not as high as Gunung Ledang, probably 1/3 of it, but we never did went 2 the top of Gunung Ledang, that wud nid lotsa stamina. Btw, it took us 2 hours and 20 minutes 2 reach the peak, 2 hours is the average, hehe. I wonder, how the heck do they climb Mount Everest, n btw, here's an interesting fact, my dad told me so, that the government spent 1 million on a person 2 train them 2 climb Mount Everest, heh? What do the climbers get, I wonder, except 4 the thrills I guess, well, they probably gives them money as well...oh yea, and their equipments too...

So well, I do crazy stuff when I'm in crazy mode, personally I do not dare sitting roller coaster, all those thingy that goes upside down. But if I happen 2 be in that mode, I will. Seriously, I'm a coward, I scare of lotsa stuff, but I will find myself doin thgs I'm afraid of. Who am I showing off 2? Who am I challenging? Is it myself? Or is it everyone else? It's funny, but I thk I just wan 2 C how far I can go, how adventurous I can be, maybe sumday I'll even go bungee jumping, haha, u can't rly deny the possibility given I'm crazy as I am...kaka...xD...remember Bella? Maybe I'll become like her when I got Ditch by sum1, riding motorbikes, jumping off a cliff[lucky 4 me ther ain't no cliff here, hehe], etc. Which is impossible will happen rite now, since I'm single~haha...=P

Haha, that's it, if I can conquer a mountain, surely I can race 2 the end, it doesn't matter that we are the last 2 reach, wot matters is we reach the destination, instead of giving up halfway when we've strive so hard 2 begin wif. So, I can't giv u guarantees, but u won't be seeing me until Dec9, that's when evrythg is over, if I were 2 online, I'll only do special updates 4 this blog, won't be touching the rest of the blogs, that 2 will be once a week n not more. So long ther, I nid 2 work on it!!!

Okay, so I went out at nite 2 my fren's father wake, well, she seems fine 2 me, and she even told us the details, from the accident 2 the day her dad passed away, it wasn't on the spot apparently, she looked calm and collect, I guess it wouldn't be surprising 4 her, she was alwiz the steady one, a girl that cud take on a guy anytime, that was her character, strong and tough, alwiz admire her 4 that, my mum alwiz says she's very rugged. Used 2 go 2 her hse when I was small n then we'll cycle all around her neighbourhood, eat ice-cream, snacks, haha...we were very young then, hmm, lucky 4 me, I had that kind of child hood, goin 2 play grounds n sorts, but not my sis.

Nowadays, they're all IT kids, and IT kids hev attitude problem, seriously, I'm nt talking without basis, bcoz all my other frens sister, is juz about the same, even my other cousins. Their computer is their friend, they dun hev 2 eat, dun hev 2 bath, dun hev 2 slp. U get wot I mean now? This computer addiction thg is getting out of control. My sis wouldn't believe me, do you know that in China, they throw this kinda kids into a Rehab??!! Yep, they hev an Internet Addiction Rehab, no kidding, wish they would juz build one here already, these kids are going nutz...n I'm going nutz...getting her 2 do anythg at all, is like Mission Impossible..damn...

K then, u can chek out the pix at FB later...tata...

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+A Good Day @ A Bad News...

It started off with a Good Morning, my mum woke me up, and say let's go to the Indian family at the back of our neighborhood to eat Tosai. I don't really know who is it, but I've my mum talking to the lady, well, basically, my mum knows everyone that stays behind our place, she's really really sociable, haha, well, I guess it's not such a bad thing, at least it could keep her company. The family was the only Indians behind, I only knew about it today.

Even a Malay married couple went, the atmosphere is so Muhibbah, all the neighbors at the bak lor, c, u shud alwiz kip ur neighbors close 2, well, I notice the one living in the same row of houses dun rly noe about their neighbor, well, y not? You could help each other out rite? I dun rly know, bcoz I've alwiz live in a community where each of us knew each other, so yea~get to know them alrite, it may as well help you sumday.

Gosh, her little girl was so cute, forgot her name thou, it's a nice name, will ask my mum 2moro, haha, the mother was pretty too, but I only had the little girl's pic, young mum, I thk she's only in her early 30's, quite fair for an Indian. Well then, went to had sum cookies, nice one, luv it, one of my fav is Kuih Dahlia, all thx 2 my sis who got me addicted to it, haha, well, the one at my house can never survive 4 long, and we alwiz finish it ourselves during the new year, keep it in the kitchen, kaka, so bad...=P..K..dun feel like talking much, coz I hev a bad news to deliver, which will be at my other blog, u can chek it out later, it's at !ŋK-p!Я@Ŧ!☼Ŋ


+Look how big her eyes are, hehe, caught her off guard...=P

+Isn't she adorable??

Okay, forgot 2 mention about later on, well, went out in the evening to MP, DP, jln2 je, wanted 2 find d Beethoven Virus OST act, but x ada lagi, haven cum yet!! Geez, I can't stand it anymore, will go download it later, sigh, oh oh, finally, Sepet & Gubra is out in DVD, I want I want, but RM19.90 each, not very expensive la, but I want both, but the shop that got discount, x jual, sad sad, wot am I gonna do, nvm la, wait another week or wot I buy, hehe...well, 1st thg 1st, STUDY!!! 1 more month, DO NOT GIVE UP NOW WHEN YOU'VE HELD ON SO LONG TO START WITH!!!

Well, yea, bak 2 the shopping part, I went ther 2 find d OST oni, so basically, no wher 2 go, so teman my fren jln2 lor, wait 4 another fren, zzz, by the time she came we so hungry ler, then wan go makan lor, walao eh, I almost lost my phone, nasib baik both of them realize, otherwise, si liao lor, I dun even remember sial, one minute I was holding the phone, the next, erm, I didn't even realize it fell from my hand, guess I was absent minded again, it happens all the time, and it happened 2 times 2day, 4got wot another time was, it's like my mind juz go blank and dun realize wot's happening, got said by my sis so many times, y am I so absent minded, but I have no idea. Seriously, pray I dun lose it, been dropping the phone, many times bcoz I 4got about it, walao eh, so sorry Qikely, so sorry, silly me, how could I 4get about u...sigh...kla, rly dunwan talk about 2day d, it's a fine day, juz that I'm tired, but I hev 2 write about the bad news.

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+原谅我就是这样的女生...


+灵感:原谅我就是这样的女生...

原谅我就是这样的女生。
没你心目中的完美,
更没你想象中的勇敢,
我只是一个普通的女生,
我只期盼能每天快乐的活着。

可是人生不饶人,
不是每件事都能体谅,
也不是每件事都能简单化,
也许是心理的障碍,
阻此我们向前看。

打开了心结,
也就阔大了心门,
原谅他人,
就等于善待自己,
选择原谅,
是否就能谅解所有的一切?

我就是,
这么的固执,
这么的爱耍脾气,
这么的不理解他人,
这么的坚持自己的意念,
也不让他人破坏自己的信任。 

原谅我,
没你所希望的大方,
更没你所需要的善良,
我只不过是个女生, 
一个爱哭爱气的女生,
一个流泪比微笑还要多的女生。 

珊。

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+Shake or Shiver?

I drove for the very 1st time, alone, to my tuition center, which is located at Eight Village=Kampung Lapan, lol, sigh~Driving there isn't that bad, it's the parking that still sux, my body was shaking, or perhaps shivering, so whenever I maneuver the car, it would stutter, try stepping the clutch with your feet shaking, then you'll understand what I mean, it happens all the time. Nervous? Probably, have no idea.

When I got out of my tuition center, I wasn't even sure if I was shivering from the cold, or shaking from my fear, got in the car, and start driving, yet I still couldn't remember the direction when I put in the reverse gear, whether it'll move backwards towards the left or right, >.<". Swt.

Well then, been praying all the way back home, please please please drive safely, lol, damn it, why do ppl keep braking abrubtly? Zzz...just focus, just focus on the front car, I'm just afraid I won't be able to brake in time, but so far so good, if only ppl stop giving signals at the last minute!!! Stupid idiots, I'm going nuts already, what's wrong with these ppl? The road is so scaryyyy~~~~~

K, membosankan, nth 2 say here, ttyl.

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+Blogger Boy...



 The Cast: Kid[Nas-T], Nina[Julie] Budi[Qi]

I want Blogger Boy back!!! *Cries*, can't believe it has reach 20 epis, I want more~Sigh~For those that don't know, Blogger Boy is a series that "was" shown every week on Thursday, it revolves around the life of 2 malay boys and 1 chinese girl. But honestly, when you watch the show, you'll forget all about who they really are. The cast are comprise of Malaysians, and that's all you'll see from the show. A true Malaysian show that let us forget, let us unite, and remind us that we're all the same. Anyhow, you can re-watch Blogger Boy from 8TV's Catch Up TV. Hopefully we'll get to see a 2nd Season pretty soon~Oh btw, you can also visit Blogger Boy's Blog.

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+Staying Awake...-.-

Bak from skul early again 2day, stomach ache, zzz, when izit evr gonna stop? Sigh, I'm fine I'm fine no big deal. PLEASE do not ask how am I or ask me take care of myself. Etc, etc, etc. Well, I have no idea how. So yea. Don't touch on anythg about my stomach ok? Kinda sick of it already when I'm already literally sick, zzz. thx 4 ur concerns anyway, but I'm ok. Lol. As u can tell, not in a very good spirit. And I'll appreciate if ppl stop asking how, why, whatsoever. These few days sux, been sux the past whole weeks. It has practically worsen wher nth rly helps. Used 2 felt better after a cup of Milo. But that 2, has shown little effect these days, n panadols? Wth, doesn't help at all...

Zzz...crap crap crap, feel like crap. And my dead line is due in 47 days. How am I gonna survive? And again dun ask me 2 gambatte, that's wot I tell myself evryday, practically, juz dun tell anythg I tell myself each day ok? That's it, since I practically know what anyone of u gonna say, well, let it be then, neway, trying 2 keep myself awake evry second that counts, even resorting to smelling coffee, well, research shows that it helps the mind to refresh, but then, I hate coffee, even smelling it. Zzz, I did thou fyi, damn it sux, n yea, it oni keeps me awake 4 a few minutes. Here are some other tips I googled 2 stay awake, sum of which I tried n the results that follow.

Move as much as you can. Tap your foot or bounce your leg. Switch position in your chair frequently. Stretch. Move your head. Tap your fingers.
>>Tried, still sleepy~
Pain. This is kind of an emergency procedure. If you can't stay awake consider pinching yourself. I know it's a little strange, but pain can keep you awake.
>>Tried, still sleepy~
Stimulate the Mind. Find something to laugh about periodically during the day even if it is as simple as your ridiculous predicament. Find something that is interesting, fun, stimulating, or otherwise pleasurable to think about. Focus your mind on these thoughts as much as you can during the day to keep your mind awake.
>>Tried, reading jokes, watching funny shows, still...fail...zzz..
Keep yourself uncomfortable.
+Stay on your feet as much as possible. If you have to sit down, get the most uncomfortable chair you can find. Make sure the back is upright, forcing you to sit up very straight. Don't allow your head to rest on anything--your hands, the desk, the wall.
>>Tried, hmm, kinda works up 2 an hour, but then being uncomfortable makes me don't wanna study...zzz, so yea.
+Stay cold. If it's a little cold, take off your sweater or jacket so you stay on the chilly side. Open a window or put on a small fan, pointed at your face.
>>Tried, this will only put me 2 bed. Lol.
Apple - the sweetness and tartness in the flavor, along with the "crunch" will perk you up in a healthy way
>>Ic, that's y they say an apple a day, k then, will try, but I thk I tried, n whenever I eat, I'll juz do nth, lol...
Raisins
>>Out of stock, left a small box, k then, go open it later. Lol..
Listen to music that's energizing to you
>>Tried, then I won't be able 2 concentrate on wot I'm reading, lol...
Every thirty minutes, do one of the following:
Physical activity for 2-3 minutes (jumping jacks, push-ups, jogging in place, or walk around)
>>Tried tried tried, makes my stomach sick. So, out of the question.
Splash cold water on your face
>>No difference.
Drink an ice cold glass of water (the coldness picks you up, and guarantees you getting up every half hour or so to go to the bathroom.)
>>Don't drk cold water, but if it's that way I'll try, but then, evry half an hour, hmm~
Brush your teeth
>>Does it works? Then I'll brush my teeth evry time I feel slpy, lol..wait I try n get bak 2 u.
Chew gum. Chewing gum stimulates muscles in your face, increasing blood flow to your head, helping you stay alert and awake.
>>Ic, ok, gonna stock up chewing gums now, but I only want the mint ones. I don't like Sweet thingy..zz.
Get Enough Sleep When You Can – This one should be obvious.  The best way to stay awake is to be well rested.  If you get enough sleep on a regular basis it will be much easier for you to stay awake or pull an all-nighter when you absolutely must.
>>Then I'll get more sleep...nite...jk...lol..that's all 4 now, gonna go try keeping myself awake, my eyes juz wanna close already~~!!!!!@.@..

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+Family Vs Friends...



I guess there are times when we had to make a choice, between family and friends, and as we grow older, the choices just seem like the direction diverting into north south east west, just like family, friends, work or love. That's when things get even more complicated. Well, I'm just one person, I can't split into different parts of me accompanying different people. As much as I try to be there for everyone, I finally realize that sure is not one easy job. Well, whatever it is, just pick whichever you feels right, the one who matter won't mind, the one who mind won't matter. Isn't that so? Whichever you're most comfortable with, I had to, for I'm only one.

Well then, kinda upset with a friend that has been upset with us. Hmm, but I'm just gonna keep quiet regarding this matter, there's no point preaching to her about it. Thing is, every time we goes out she couldn't go, cause her time always clashes with us. But then, when I ask her out, she had to ask her boyfriend?? I mean, huh? It's not like she's my other friend that couldn't drive, so when the other friend ask her boyfriend, that we understand. But she, she can drive, and she had to ask her boyfriend?? Kinda piss me act, it's like her life revolves around her boy, 24/7, honestly, I tell myself that if I'm gonna be like that if I had a boyfriend, I rather stay single, lol, wth, I still am single now, haha. And happy with it...^^...Heh well, time flies, this weekend sure is happy, thx 2 my friends, and family...2moro bak 2 skul, bak 2 dreaming, bak 2 reading, bak 2 BOOKS..zzz...crap, I haven't completed my maths~~lao eh, is ther a time when I'll ever finish Maths???

Hmm, today mum a bit weird2, I wonder why, 2day my fren seems a bit down 2. Hmm, is sunday a moody day? Y does evryone seems so low spirited? Hmm, wish I cud make them smile, well, I'll be a good girl k? Continue fighting!! For the one I love!! Yea!! Don't ask why do you Live? Ask what do you Live for? I Live for Love.

P.S.: As usual, just go to my Facebook and see the pictures, kinda lazy to upload 2 places, lol.