Today I'm gonna talk about this
Being a Literature student,
Sometimes we automatically analyse the things we see, read, and watch,
This is what we learn in our "Critical Thinking" course.

This video, that Samsung is trying to make evry youtubers watch,
Has gain quite a popular following thou.
And if you have no idea wot I'm talking about, u probably don't youtube much eh.
Only had the time/feel to watch this whole short fillm @ advert today.

I like a quote inside that says:
"Sometimes you feel like memories are nothing more than dreams, and after awhile, they all fade."


And here's a quote that pop up my mind.
"The love of your life is like a piece of puzzle that completes the whole picture."
That it felt just right for them to be there.
Similarly, there are just some people who matters to you a lot, they're every piece of that puzzle,
Which without them, the picture will never be completed.
And yea well, it did managed to make me weep twice of the 7 epis.

The short film is actually cliche, reminds me of korean drama.
I'm gonna tell you the spoiler.So don't read unless u have watch it. Haha.
Rich girl-meet-poor guy(with dreams), rich girl's parents disapprove of the relationship, rich girl died (or it seems), rich girl amnesia, came back to the guy's life, and ending? (Yet to be revealed - but then I guess we can all guess, it's either they get back together, or she leaves for good)

The total video makes up about 30-40 minutes, similarly to a short movie film, not too short and not too long.

It is one of my dreams to be able to write a script and make it into a movie, but I'm not sure where and how to start, but then again, I have so many dreams I'm not sure which I really want to pursue.
Dreams, what are they?

Sign, The Lost Girl, Jane.

When Life gives you Apples, you make Pies.
Does that even make sense, lol.
You just make do with whatever you have I figure,
And maybe when you have something, you use something else to make it into other things. =)
*Don't know what shit I'm crapping, but forgive me, I'm too bored.
(Which explains my recent blog posts for being so rajin keep blogging - as a matter of fact is a case of too bored, or too free)

So since I have the time, and some thoughts I wanna let out,
Might as well type it down here, to kill some time,
And so that my brain cells won't die so soon. =P

Anyway. Today's Topic:
Let us discuss about Neutralism and Contradiction.
Neutralism: a policy of political neutrality.
Contradiction: a combination of statements, ideas, or features of a situation that are opposed to one another

I am both neutral and contradictory, 90% of the times.
I tend to not TAKE SIDES,I am neutral to both sides, and I also contradict my own thoughts every now and then.
So then it gets back to the saying,
Remember the quote: Put yourself in the shoes of others?
Yes I can do that, I tend to do that a lot, that it seems more like I'm wearing their shoes than I'm wearing my own shoes. Heh.

Bcoz I strongly believe everyone has their beliefs, opinions, perceptions, values which differ from one another. 
Which makes me the worst critic bcoz I blv for evrythg someone come out with someone else will DEFINITELY agree to it, no doubt about that.
But the question of Morality and Conscience has caused me to doubt even myself,
When my principles waver every now and then.
What is Right and What is Wrong if there is no exact guide book to tell you what or how you should be?
No two souls are the same, so why must there be two thoughts that's the same?
Really we shudn't be so hard on ourselves,
I know I am.
As my friend puts it, sometimes I overthink about EVERYTHING.

Ppl may think I'm trying to suck up to evry sides since I refuse to take sides,
But I do have some sides that I do take even though I may disagree with both sides,
Possibly due to the majority and my own judgment for doing so. 
And I don't thk it's an issue to contradict myself for words I may have said bfor, bcoz first of all, wot I said bfor may not be TRUE, and secondly I may just be trying to correct myself for wot I said before (even though it might not still be TRUE as well, haha)

But all in all, I guess the most important thg is that we don't go against our conscience, don't do thgs that may be not OKAY for anybody.

And now I'm pissed. (for sth that juz came up) so laterz!
Sign, Jane

Sometimes I watch those movie and wonder how nice if I get to speak in a confession booth as well,
You know? The one you had in the church?
Where you don't see the person you confess to and vice versa?
So nobody will be there to judge you?
But somehow or rather, this place became my confession booth,
Unless ppl who noes me reads about it, haha,
Which I don't rly mind, bcoz if they knew me, the probably knew about it as well.

So, what's the thing I wanna confess today?
Well honestly,
I like getting myself drunk,
Ofcoz not the hang over part,
I just like getting tipsy,
I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels that way,
But I only drink when I goes to club (which happens like once in a blue moon, make that average 3 months once), which wasn't to the approval of my bf (who seems to dislike the idea, but he can't do anythg since he's not beside me. =P)

Honestly, I don't see myself as a wild child,
I don't think I am as well,
Some ppl do the darnedest thing,
I don't even go around hugging strangers to start with, haha.

Just for a night, I like to forget about myself,
Forget the usual me that I am,
And act however I want,
Things that I won't normally do when I'm sober, (so when I get juz a bit drunk it gives me excuse to do sth that I may deny of later, =P)
I wasn't a fan of alcohol, still not,
But it takes the worry away even momentarily,
But no, I'm not the kind of person who relies on alcohol to removes wotever concern I had in my head,
It's just a form of releasing stress, for the night, that's all. But it does makes me feel better (in my head) if not worse (in my body) the next day.

Even when I'm tipsy, I'm sober enough to know what was I doing,
It is the aftermath of what I did that usually worries me.
Wanna noe wot I did? Eh well, nth serious rly (afterall, wot can I do? *giggles)

Sign, Jane.

Today marks the beginning of the Hungry Ghost Festival/Yu Lan Jie.
Where the gate of hell opens a little by little, until it will fully open on the 15th,
A holiday for the ghouls and spirits of the after world.

And why do I have to remind myself of all the things I want to forget?
Now it's more the thought that freaks me out than the event itself,
I am so gonna smack my head for this,
Reminds myself what and what not to do....o.O

First thing to take note, don't turn your head around when someone call you from behind (I mean how is this possible if it's ur boss calling for u rite? o.O - but when this seems to refer when it's the night and we're alone I suppose)

Do not wash your hair after 6pm (now this is freaking annoying bcoz I tend to wash my hair after work, how the hell am I suppose to do that bfor work? unless I wake freaking early, if not I'll hev to ignore it and still go ahead while being paranoid with the idea)

Do not look at the mirror at night (I do that all year long anyway, scary cat as such)

And for all the other do and don't that I can't thk of, plz pray I won't find out about it,
The more you try to avoid doing this and that, the more you freak yourself out with what not.
And a reminder, if you got to a hungry ghost performance,
DO NOT, I REPEAT, DO NOT sit in the first row, or even the 2nd row to be safe.
You don't want to get yourself into trouble by fighting seats with the "VIP"... Guh...
The thought is so freaking me out, I should rly stop thkin about it.
I trained myself to wash out all those thoughts when I was in Uni,
That way I can keep myself sane even when I was all alone in the hostel. ><"