Dear Diary, I'm always doing something wrong,Or keep repeating the same mistakes,Over and over and over again,I never learn my lesson,I mean, never, ever. After some time I'll do it again,I'm always being blur and out of focus,I'm the "Big Head Prawn",I wonder if I'll ever learn not to fall down,Instead of keep falling down and getting up,And never learning how to becareful,I'm as careless as a person can get,Always doing silly stuff,Always doing the wrong thing. It's like the world goes round clockwise,And

My head still hurts, Gosh, I wonder if it's the Sun, or the Mood, or the Stress, I feel like taking a break, I can't handle so many stuff at once, If I'm at a job, If I'm the boss, I'll fire myself already, I know that, I'm never good at handling stress, It makes me even more stress, I need rest, There's not enough time, Why do everything need to come at once, God damn it, I feel like cursing, You know I don't curse, These days I just can't take it, I'm emotionally+mentally+physically unwell, I

It's been awhile since I blog, thought I update myself.It's true what my lecturer said in first year,That when we were first year,We had to passion to do our assignments,Prepare for our exams,But when we enter 2nd year,The passion starts to waver,It's starts to diminish until a point where you ask yourself,What the hell are we doing here? I find my classes boring,Lifeless, as I drag myself to class each day,I couldn't seem to have the "semangat" to listen,I can't seem to focus in class,It's really