I wonder, if friends are those that will share their profit with you,
Or those who is often trying to outdo you?
This society is too materialistic and complicated,
People don't think good of others anymore,
Am I the only one that feels the way I do?
That I want me and my friends to do well together?
But are the others only want to out do the rest?
Trying to shine on their own?
I wonder, in life we make many types of friends,
What kind of a friend are you?

Hmm, I think I'm more interested in doing business than studying ad...
Haiz, demotivated these days,
All I'm interested in is buying clothes, shoes, bags, and all the other things woman like,
I don't even watch series on the com,
I still do read novels thou,
But my life is pretty much boring,
I don't even exercise,
Everyday I just online,
Especially shopping online. ><"

Wake up Jane, you have to do your thesis now,
So demotivated, especially when my proposal got B!?!
What the hell man, so damn terrible, can't forgive myself,
So bad..T.T..

I wonder what's the matter with my tummy this time,
Feels really bad and I have no idea what it's about, probably just constipation again,
But keep feeling like vomiting, and the worst thing is I couldn't,
Will be much easier if I can vomit whatever it is,
Instead of feeling nauseous all the time.

Haven't got any appetite,
And my tummy feel bloated up,
Haven't eaten since last night,
Only drank a cup of milo for dinner,
OMG, I feel bad,
Eat, or don't eat?
Eat and feel like vomiting,
Don't eat and feel like gastric. ><"

So annoying,
Am falling apart,
Very weak,
I know I need some food before I get myself passed out,
Nobody will even realize if I do right?

The Sick Jane, Regards.