I don't know if I've changed, or I was never the Good girl people expect me to be, I was always doing things with cautious, Always afraid of doing the wrong thing, Now I'm starting to doubt myself, Did I change? Or I was never the me before? The me that tried to satisfy other people unconsciously? Even while I tried to disregard their comments? Recently I'm doing things I never thought I would, Things that I dislike and think it's no good, But recently that's what I'm doing, And I'm thinking if

So boring... Baru Holiday 1 week ad nothing to do... OMG...Actually I have lots I can do, I can watch the series, read the novels, but somehow I find myself rather lazy even doing those stuff.><" It makes me sleepy...zzz. Now I feel sleepy Holidays during weekdays: Eat, Watch TV, Online, Sleep. Holidays during weekends: Yamcha, chit chat, go out Sien... Friends all go overseas ad, one at Poland, Romania, Taiwan, Australia... Y me still in M'sia ar? Zzzz... What to do what to do. Who can