The long awaited post

Finally, I feel like writing,
Because I'm emo-ing,
Went to watch Dark Shadows today,
Decent for Johnny's performance,
Every charming,
Well, been a follower since Edward Scissors-hand, haha.

Anyway, as soon as I came back room,
I feel damn damn down,
Very de sad,
Why?
Because I realize I have to be independent,
And I want to be,
So most of the times I don't want to ask people's help,
But it actually makes me sad that NOBODY really BOTHERS to offer a hand,
Or accompany when I need someone,
Feels lonely no?
When it seems nobody cares.

When I say I'm alone,
People will just say I have my bf,
Like, what the heck?
Can they not say "I'm here" instead,
As if my life revolves only around him,
Makes me piss,
So called friends,
Irritating,
Annoyed,
If I'm the problematic one,
You may leave me alone,
After all, I'm better off alone,
Since nobody cares,
Nobody bothers.

Sorry for those who cares about me, you do know I'm not saying you,
Sometimes I just need someone to be with me and there's NOBODY,
Nobody there...

P/S: Feel like writing a poetry now, maybe I will...later...

Yours truly, JANE.