No matter how much I try to disguise myself,
Try to put on a masquerade and act as if I can survive on my own,
The fact is, I'm still so weak,
I still cry easily,
For no reason,
I cry when I feel lonely,
When I feel hungry,
Or when I feel angry,
Have you ever seen someone crying more than me?
Not that you have seen me cry ofcourse?
Well, I shall drown myself in my assignments for now,
The rest can come later.

Adios, Hasta Luego!

Human are negligent, if it's just a small thing, we can fix it.
But negligent in driving?
It costs lives.

I was in class, boring as usual,
Decide to watch the clip I downloaded a few days ago,
My sister ask me to watch it,
Yea I know, it's already yesterdays news.
It's really Saddening,
And horrifying,
For a Ferrari to crash into a taxi,
And they all ended up dead, or wounded.

I mean, what the hell is wrong with the one driving the Ferrari?!
If he want to go to hell,
Drive into the sea,
Instead he crashed into someone else,
And killed someone else too,
I'm sure he'll rot in hell,
It's really damn damn saddening,
Nobody should have their life taken away by some negligent driver.

And yea it serves him right,
But not the ones that he crashed into.

I can say no more, it makes me sick and sad,
For people in this world who takes life for granted,
If you don't wanna live, let others live.

Here's the clip, if you don't know what I'm talking about.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BhKaedPTtTg

Regards.

Finally, I feel like writing,
Because I'm emo-ing,
Went to watch Dark Shadows today,
Decent for Johnny's performance,
Every charming,
Well, been a follower since Edward Scissors-hand, haha.

Anyway, as soon as I came back room,
I feel damn damn down,
Very de sad,
Why?
Because I realize I have to be independent,
And I want to be,
So most of the times I don't want to ask people's help,
But it actually makes me sad that NOBODY really BOTHERS to offer a hand,
Or accompany when I need someone,
Feels lonely no?
When it seems nobody cares.

When I say I'm alone,
People will just say I have my bf,
Like, what the heck?
Can they not say "I'm here" instead,
As if my life revolves only around him,
Makes me piss,
So called friends,
Irritating,
Annoyed,
If I'm the problematic one,
You may leave me alone,
After all, I'm better off alone,
Since nobody cares,
Nobody bothers.

Sorry for those who cares about me, you do know I'm not saying you,
Sometimes I just need someone to be with me and there's NOBODY,
Nobody there...

P/S: Feel like writing a poetry now, maybe I will...later...

Yours truly, JANE.