Honestly, I'm just a girl with simple dreams,
I dare not say I'm simple minded because I know I'm not.
But if you ask me why I studied a degree for?
I guess because I wanna know if I can do it.
And I did it.
It wasn't because I wanted to get a high pay job (will be a bonus if I do),
But no, it was partly parents wishes, partly peer pressure, partly society influences.
So now that I'm graduating,
I don't have the slightest clue what I want to do.
Why must we succumb to people's aspirations towards ourselves?
Sometimes I wonder,
But if we ourselves don't have aspirations,
Then what do we live for?
Whatever it is, I'll let my mind rest for now,
So many choices, so many decisions to make,
I just wanna block off everything and rest my mind for now.

Sign, Jane.

Today I'm gonna talk about this
Being a Literature student,
Sometimes we automatically analyse the things we see, read, and watch,
This is what we learn in our "Critical Thinking" course.

This video, that Samsung is trying to make evry youtubers watch,
Has gain quite a popular following thou.
And if you have no idea wot I'm talking about, u probably don't youtube much eh.
Only had the time/feel to watch this whole short fillm @ advert today.

I like a quote inside that says:
"Sometimes you feel like memories are nothing more than dreams, and after awhile, they all fade."


And here's a quote that pop up my mind.
"The love of your life is like a piece of puzzle that completes the whole picture."
That it felt just right for them to be there.
Similarly, there are just some people who matters to you a lot, they're every piece of that puzzle,
Which without them, the picture will never be completed.
And yea well, it did managed to make me weep twice of the 7 epis.

The short film is actually cliche, reminds me of korean drama.
I'm gonna tell you the spoiler.So don't read unless u have watch it. Haha.
Rich girl-meet-poor guy(with dreams), rich girl's parents disapprove of the relationship, rich girl died (or it seems), rich girl amnesia, came back to the guy's life, and ending? (Yet to be revealed - but then I guess we can all guess, it's either they get back together, or she leaves for good)

The total video makes up about 30-40 minutes, similarly to a short movie film, not too short and not too long.

It is one of my dreams to be able to write a script and make it into a movie, but I'm not sure where and how to start, but then again, I have so many dreams I'm not sure which I really want to pursue.
Dreams, what are they?

Sign, The Lost Girl, Jane.

When Life gives you Apples, you make Pies.
Does that even make sense, lol.
You just make do with whatever you have I figure,
And maybe when you have something, you use something else to make it into other things. =)
*Don't know what shit I'm crapping, but forgive me, I'm too bored.
(Which explains my recent blog posts for being so rajin keep blogging - as a matter of fact is a case of too bored, or too free)

So since I have the time, and some thoughts I wanna let out,
Might as well type it down here, to kill some time,
And so that my brain cells won't die so soon. =P

Anyway. Today's Topic:
Let us discuss about Neutralism and Contradiction.
Neutralism: a policy of political neutrality.
Contradiction: a combination of statements, ideas, or features of a situation that are opposed to one another

I am both neutral and contradictory, 90% of the times.
I tend to not TAKE SIDES,I am neutral to both sides, and I also contradict my own thoughts every now and then.
So then it gets back to the saying,
Remember the quote: Put yourself in the shoes of others?
Yes I can do that, I tend to do that a lot, that it seems more like I'm wearing their shoes than I'm wearing my own shoes. Heh.

Bcoz I strongly believe everyone has their beliefs, opinions, perceptions, values which differ from one another. 
Which makes me the worst critic bcoz I blv for evrythg someone come out with someone else will DEFINITELY agree to it, no doubt about that.
But the question of Morality and Conscience has caused me to doubt even myself,
When my principles waver every now and then.
What is Right and What is Wrong if there is no exact guide book to tell you what or how you should be?
No two souls are the same, so why must there be two thoughts that's the same?
Really we shudn't be so hard on ourselves,
I know I am.
As my friend puts it, sometimes I overthink about EVERYTHING.

Ppl may think I'm trying to suck up to evry sides since I refuse to take sides,
But I do have some sides that I do take even though I may disagree with both sides,
Possibly due to the majority and my own judgment for doing so. 
And I don't thk it's an issue to contradict myself for words I may have said bfor, bcoz first of all, wot I said bfor may not be TRUE, and secondly I may just be trying to correct myself for wot I said before (even though it might not still be TRUE as well, haha)

But all in all, I guess the most important thg is that we don't go against our conscience, don't do thgs that may be not OKAY for anybody.

And now I'm pissed. (for sth that juz came up) so laterz!
Sign, Jane